第一章

haomenda**hepoluohuxiaozidelianqing,zaiquanneiyizhongrendexiluoshengzhongluomule。

她把他甩了!

shenzhiyizuixiurudefangshi,dangchangxuanbulehezhumadedinghunyan。

zuihou,tajiajilezhuma,tachuguoshenzao。

zaitazouhoudedisangeyue,taaizhengwanqiqushile。

yizhudezuihouyixingxiezheyiyi

“sihou,wodeyichanguita,qiguanjuanxianjitademuqin。”

ershisisuideta,sizailehuarongyuemaodehaonianji。

死因一一癌症晚期!

tajiangjiazutuofujizhuma,huozheshuoshitadexinhunzhangfu。

danquejiangyichanheqiguan,xianjileneigeyuanzaiyiguodeguren.

yizhengyan,tahuidaolecengjinghetajuzhushuniandetianmixiaozufang。

taxinxideyiwei,zijigenxiaoshuodenvzhuyiyangzhongshengle。

raner,lieridangtou,tazhanzaidedifangquemeiyouyisiyingzi,tabushizhongsheng,shizhendesile…

yilinghundezhuangtaishouzheyigejianloudexiaowu,dengzheyigebukenengguilaideguren。

zhongyu,sihoudedisinian,tahuilaile。

taxizhuanggelv,daidebiaoshibaidafeilidedingzhikuan,cengsanluozaieqiandesuifayisibugoudeshuleshangqu,xiandeguxiangyuefayouyue。

wokanzheta,yizhongmoshengzhiganyouranersheng。

tagenwojiyilidemoyangxiangchataiduole。tagangjinxiache,yigenanrenjiumengdichaotachongleguolai。

ganghoutuiyibu,mantiandefenchenjiuchaotapuleguolai。

wobuyouyijing,xiayishidelinghunjiuchongdaoletashenqian,menkoudeanbaoyekuaisuchongleshanglai。

nanrenbeihenhenanzaidishang,ketarengzaisiyidixiao。

“nibushixiangjiantama?kan!tadeguhuiwojinisonglaile!”

gongsilouxiayipianjijing。zhongrendounanrenzheifengkuangdejudongjingzhule。

wozeyouxieshishen,zheigerenshiwodezhuma,huozheshuoshiwojiehunsiniandezhangfu。

nandaowodeshitizhendebeitahuohualema?

tajieguozhulishouzhongdeshizhijin,shenselenglidekanzhenanren。

zhumaquezhengzhazhechaotahou:“nibushihenaitama?weishenmetasileniyidiandoubunanguo?”

huoxushinageziyancitongleta,tashenseyuleng。

“baojing,rangtaqujingjuhaohaoqingxingqingxing!”

shuoluo,tajingzhizhuanshenlikai。

huilebangongshi,tajiangwaitaotuoxia,duizhulifenfu:“songqujianding。”

dengrenlikai,tadianlezhiyan。

lanwushengtengshi,wotingjiantashuo:“yiweizheiyangjiunengpiandaowome,yuchun。”

我觉得有些可悲。

wozhendesilea,zailikainibudaoyinian,wojiusile。

dengdaoxiawu,zhulihuilaile。

zhulidunleliangmiao,caishuo:“shizong,womenzhaodaoleruan**demudi。”

takanxiangzhuli,heimouliboguanghuangdong:“zaina?”

sishifenzhonghou,chezitingzaixijiaomuyuan。

zheishibeidaoshizuiguidemudi,meiyouzhiyi。

wochaofengdechechezuijiao,shengqianzhumaduiwoqirubilv,sihou,daoshedeweiwohuaqianle。

taxiacheshi,zaimuyuanmenkouzhanzhemeidong,yizhanglenglianshangrangrenkanbuchuqingxu。

cike,tianshangjingxixililixiaqileyu。

zhulixiangjitachengsan,quejiantadabuchaolizou,piankebianshuaikaileta。

tachuansuozaiyizuozuomubeizhong,zhongyutingxia。

huisedeshibeishang,shiwoxiaoyiyingyingdeheizizhao,xiamianzhiyoujiandandesigeziyi-wuqizhimu。

wokanzhetameiyourenhedongzuodebeiying,nannankaikou。

“gongxinia,zhongyuqinyankanjianwosile..”

kewoshuowanzheijuhua,leiqueshuranerxia。

yuweiting,fengyeqi,chuidetadeyifushiluludenianzaishenshang。

“调人过来。”

tafangfozhongyuhuileshen,tahenhenhuimou,yanbaixiangranlexue。

“什么?”

zhulilengzhu,suijiqujiaoleren。

meiduojiu,nazhegongjudewugedahanlaile。

woyouxiehaoqidekanzheta,quezaiyishunjianshuangershimingyiyitazhizhewodemubei,shengxianlingran:“wa,yirenshiwan!”

他说什么?

wobukezhixindechongtama:“nifenglema?siyebuyaowoansheng?”

raner,tatingbujiansirendehua。

gongrenmendaoshigegedoujidongqilai。

yuchuantouwodeshenti,luodewoxinliyipianhanliang。

meiduojiu,yikouyijingkaishifuxiudeguanmujiubaoluzaikongqili。

ertahuanbushangqian,yaoyayibaxiankailewodeguangai.......

shiyanbaiyiwusuoyoushi,wozuiaita。

shiyanbaigongchengmingjiushi,tazuihenwo。

talikaishi,woyichanshouyirenshita,sihouqiguanjitama。

tahuilaihou,xiangjinyiqiebanfazhaowo,yaojiangwocuoguyanghui。

ketabuzhidao,woyijingsilesinianle。

……

wosihou,linghunyizhibeikunzaigenshiyanbaizhuguodechuzufangli。

wojiaoruanniannian,shiruanjiaweiyidenver。

ershisisuiaizhengqushihou,yizhengyanjiudaizaizheili,wufatachuyibu。

woweiyidafashijiandexiaoqian,jiushiyibianbiankanzhewuzilidebaishe,xiangzhecengjing。

chuangbiandelanrenshafa,shiwogenshiyanbaiyiqiqupifashichangtaolaide。

chajifanhuangdehuaping,shiwogenshiyanbaiyiqiqutaoyidianzuode。

woshilidesijiantao,shizheigejializuiguidedongxile。

neishishiyanbainalediyibigongzihoumanzhewomaide,neishitahongzheyanjing。

duiwoshuo:“niannian,woyidinghuijinigenghaodeshenghuo。”

xiangdaozheili,woqingtanyisheng,yebuzhidaoshiyanbaixianzaiguodezenmeyang。

womeifalikaizheili,henjiudoumeiyoukandaorenle。

shuolaiqiguai,zheilifangzubugaofangziyebucha,zheimexienian,jingmeiyouyigezuke。

woyimianqingxingmeirenlaihuilewogenshiyanbaidecengjing,yimianyoujuedehenshijimo。

zhidaodisinian,shiyanbaihuilaile。

taxizhuanggelv,daidebiaoshibaidafeilidedingzhikuan,cengsanluozaieqiandesuifayisibugoudeshuleshangqu,xiandeguxiangyuefayouyue。

wokanzheta,yizhongmoshengzhiganyouranersheng。

tagenwojiyilidemoyangxiangchataiduole。

yigekanqilaihenjingmingdenanrencongtashenhouzouchu。

“shizongmaixiazheili,yinggaishiyouhenduomeihaodehuiyiba。”

wotingjianzheihua,youxiezhengleng。

dangnianwogenshiyanbaibusuanhepingfenshou,gengzhunquedeshuo,shiwodanfangmianshuaileshiyanbai。

fangziliyangqidehuichenzaiyangguangxiafufuchenchen。

mingmingwozhishigelinghun,cikequehaoxiangtingjianlezijixintiaodeshengyin。

shiyanbaicelian,banzhanglianluzaiyangguangxia,quemeiyousihaonuanyi。

“bu,zheilizhiyouchiru。”

wolengzhu,fengkuangtiaodongdexinzangzaizheiyike,dongdeyishengluoledi。

banshang,wokuxiao:ruanniannian,fenshounaodeneimenankan,nihaizaiqidaishenme……

shiyanbaishuowan,jiuzaizheijianjianloudewuzilizhuanyou。

tajingguochufang,yushi,woshi,xiangshizaihuainianshenme。

kewokandeqingchu,taqiheideyanli,meiyoubanfenruanqing。

wuzibuda,shiyanbaimeiyihuijiukanwanle,tatachumenkou。

wojingjingzhanzaiqiangjiao,kanzhetadebeiying,juedeyouxienanguo。

gushidezuihou,woyezhinengzheiyangkantayiyan。

menbeiguanshang,fangjianliyouhuifujijing。

wogangyaozhuanshen,zhenggerenjiubeichelechuqu。

zaizhengyanshi,wokandaoshiyanbaizuozaichechuangbian,yishouzhitou,rutongyizunxiladiaosu。

wobukezhixindekanlekanta,youhuitoukanzheneidongfangzi。

wokeyizouchuneidongfangzile?

wotanlandecoujinchechuang,kanzhewaimiandeyiqie。

woturanxiangqilewomama,taxianzaiguodehaoma?

wopobujidaidepiaochuchewai,zhunbeixunzhejiyilidefangxiangqu。

kebuguosanmiao,wozaiduhuidaoleshiyanbaishenbian。

wozhouzhemeiyoushileyibian,zuihoutuirandefaxian,wozhinengdaizaishiyanbaishenbian。

womanxinbujie,quetingshiyanbaikaikou。

“quchayixiaruannianniandejinkuang。”

womangrandekanzheta,quemeirennengjiwodaan。

wogenzheshiyanbaihuilejia,yidongercengdedudongbieshu。

tatuikaimenzoujinqu,yuanzilidezhuangshirangwobujindaileyixia。

huapulidebaimeigui,jiaoluodeqiuqian,shitacengchengnuoguowodedongxi。

wobijianyisuan,bujinkanxiangbieshuli。

chuleketingneimianbeijingqiangshilengsediao,qitade,quandougenwoyutashuoguodexinfangyimoyiyang。

wokanxiangshiyanbai,xinlimaochuyigebukesiyidexiangfa:tashibushihaixihuanwo?

guangshizheiyangyixiang,woyanjingxiangshibeizhenzhaleyixia。

wozoudaoshiyanbaimianqian,yangtoukanta:“shazi,nibiexihuanwole。”

kewodeshengyin,zhinengsanzaifengli。

wanshang,shiyanbaizuozaishufangkangushitu,wozaiyipangbaiwuliaolai。

zhidaotashoujishangxiangqiyitiaoyuyin——

【shizong,ruan**dejinkuang,woyijingfazaininyouxiang。】

woxinlishuranyijin,wobunengrangshiyanbaizhidaowosiledeshi。

wojijicouguoqu,shiyanbaiganghaodiankaiyoujian。

yingruyanliandediyixingzijiushi:ruanniannian,yihun。

xiamian,zhengshiwodejiehunzhao。