chulewanyanyihou,jinyuweidaizhechuqingzihejiangmoranzouzaijieshang。
yeyishen,lushangrenbuduo。
“niliangkendingmeichibao。wodainimenquyigedifang,woxiaoshihoujingchangchide。”taxinqinghenbucuo,juedingdaitamenquzijide“mimijidi”。
tamenchuanguoyigegexiaohutong,daoleyigexiangzidezuishenchu。
“laoban,zheigetaocanlaiyifen。zailailiangpingbaide,yibeiguozhi。”
tajiaoleyifenshaokao,sangerenzaizhuobianzuolexialai。
“yihuier,womenquwodexiaofangzilizhu。jiuzaizheifujin。neilixiaoshixiaoledian,sanjushi,womenyirenyijianyemianqiangkeyizhude。”
takanzheqingzi,juedetazheigelifuzaiwaimianchuanhuiyouxieleng。
“duibuqi,wocaifaxiannichuanzheimeshao。shagua,niyebushuoyixia。quneilimianbayifuhuanle…”tarangjiangmoranbayifubaojita,rangtazijiqulimiandewuzilihuanyifu。
chuqingzilikaiyihou,takailebaijiu,daoleyixiezaitadeguozhibeizili…
“wo…wopatabuken…”tayouxiegangadikanzhejiangmoran。
“youxienvren,queshihuihaipadiyici…”
jiangmoranqingshengshuo,bingmeiyouzuzhijinyuwei。tajiushizuzhiyebuhuiyouyong…
“wohuihaohaoduitade…woshiaitade。”tasuiranshiduijiangmoranshuode,quegengxiangshizaianweiziji…
“wozhidao,woxiangxinnin。”
“tahuibuhuihenwo,guaiwo…”
“wobutaidongnvren…keneng,youlediyici,houmianjiushunqiziranle…yekeneng…taxinliyuanhenninba…danshiwoxiang,tabuganfankangninde…tahentinghua。”
jiangmoranzijihelejikoubaijiu。
“ajiang,woshibushiyouxiebeibi?”
“meiyou。woyexiangguohewoxihuandeneigenvren…woyexiangguode…danwozhidao,wozheibeizi,bukenenghetazaiyiqile…ganqingdeshi,busuanbeibi…”
lianggenanrenchizhelaladekaochuan,hezhelaladebaijiu…
chuqingziyeshibutainengchilade,tashihuajiangren,huajiangrenbunengchila。
tachijikouchuaner,juedelale,jiuheyixieguozhi。
zuibalilalade,tadaoyemeiyouhechulaiguozhilidejiuwei。
sangerenzaixiangzilichiwanleshaokao,qishenyouhuidaojieshang。wanfengchuizheyouxieleng,chuqingzimeiheguobaijiu,ganjueyoudianshangtou…
tahaoxiangcaizaimianhuashang,jiaodixiaruanruande…
jinyuweiyibabaozhuleta,zhijiebatabaodaoletadexiaofangzili。
“jinxiansheng,wohuizaizheili。”
jiangmorankanzhetabazheigenvrenbaojinletadezhuwoshi。fangmenguanshangle…
tayigerenzhanzaimenwai,xianggushihousihouhuangdidetaijianyiyang,zaiwaimianshouzhe。
taerduohenhao,nengtingdaolimiandeshengyin。
zheizhongganjuehenbiantai,danshitayibukaijiaobu…
tanengtingdaoqingziwuwudeshengyin,tazhidaotamenzaizuoshenme。
“buyao!buyao!nipianwo…”chuqingzikule,tabuxiangshixingjiule,xiangshibantuibanjiudeyizhongjujue…
jiangmorandengzhechuaimenerru。
henduoci…henduoci,jinyuweixiangyaohetazuoneizhongshi,fazhandaozuihou,doushitadahanyisheng“ajiang!”ranhoutapomenerru。
zheigenvrenkanqilaijiaoxiaorouruo。keshitazongnengzaineizhongshihoubajinyuweibidehaowubanfa!
taneixinshiqidaitahantade…tabuxiangneigekeliandenvrenbeijinyuweishui…yinweitazhidao,tahenpata。tazhishiyinweifuqinbeitaniezaishouli,tameiyoubanfafankang!
“baobei,biezaijujuewo…”tajilitaohaota。
jiangmorannulixiangzhuanyizhuyili。tabuxiangtingtamenaimeichanmiandeshengyin…
jintianqingzibeitahuyouzheheleyixiejiu,yinggaihuishiqudikangnengliba。
zheilishitadejia,qingzikendingnabudaodaole。
takanzhezijidezuoshou。tashoubeishangzhongguodao,shounengyong,danshinabuqizhongwu。liliangxiaodekenenghenvrenchabuduo…
ruguotabachuqingziyazaishenxia,tayizhishouyizhijiaomeiliqi。tagenbenzhifubuletadefankang…
tayezhishixiangxiang…tabuhuiyoujihui,batayazaishenxia…
里面楚清姿哭了…
tameiyoudao,zenmekenengshijinyuweideduishou…
“nifangkaiwo…nishuodinglehunzai…”
tadezuiba,beitaduzhule…
jiangmoranbuxiangzheiyang,taxiangyanguanbi,biguanxin。danshitazuobudao!
tingdaochuqingzideshengyin,tahuirenbuzhuxiaxiang!
tazhidao,taxiongkoudecaomeiyin,tayongnvrentulianshangdedongxidangqilaile。keshitazhiyaokandaotadelian,jiuhuixiangdaotashentideyangzi。
tapomenerrutaiduocile,jianguo…
fanglichuanlaishuaisuipingzideshengyin。
tazongshikeyibashangchuangdeshigaodejingtiandongdi…
“nizou!woqiunizou!!”tashengyinhenda。
“jinyuwei,wobuxihuanni!nizoua!”
“woconglaimeiyouxihuanni,wokandaonijiuhaipa!!wobuxianghenijiewen!!womeicidourendaohunshenfadou!!nibuyaoduiwohao,nibuyaoduiwowenrou!!zheiyangzhihuirangwojuedenigengkepa!nimingmingduisuoyourendouneimecanrenlengku!niweishenmeyaozaiwomianqianzhuangchengwenroudeyangzi??”
tabuguyiqie,xiesidilidichaotahou。
“nihezuile,wobuhenijijiao。wojinggaonibiezaizheiyangduiwoshuohua。”jinyuweideshengyinkaishibiandebingleng。
“wojiuyaoshuo!!nijiushidananzizhuyi!nijiushicanren!!nijiushikepa!!wobuxiangxuehuli!wobuxiangsihouni!!keshiniconglaibuguanwodexiangfa!nizhishiyaowotinghua!!wojiushinihuanyangzailongzilidewanwu…”
tadehuameiyoushuowanjiujiaranerzhile。
jiangmorantingdaoyigemenmendeshengyin。yinggaishijinyuweiyiquanzadaoleshenmedifangle。
“bishangzui,shuihao。nizaiganjinuwo,zaiganshuoyigezi。worangnisheng!bu!ru!si!!”
安静了片刻。
“不许哭。”
“jinyuwei,nifanglewoxingma…woxiangzou,woxianghuijia…”
tadeshengyinzaiyicibeiduzhu。
“ajiang…ajiangjiuwo…”jiangmorantingdaotaqiujiu。keshi,bushijinyuweideshengyin,tabunengchongjinqu…
他的心很痛…
“jinyuwei,niyaoshisileduohao!!niweishenmebusidiao!!!”
里面又是寂静一片…
jiangmoranmeiyouxiangdaotaganzheimehejinyuweishuohua,keshilimianmeiyourenheshengyin。tadanxinjinyuweiqijile,zaiqiazhutadebozi…
tayouxiedanxin,jinyuweihuibuhuishishoushaleta…ruguoshineiyang,taxubuxuyaotitaqudingzui…
tabuzhidaotamenzuolemeiyou,buzhidaotadehaoxiongdiyoumeiyouchenggongnaxiataxinaidenvren…
tadexinlibenshiyipianhuangwu,xianzaiquexiangzhangmanletengman。yigengentengmandechujiao,jinjinguozhuletadexin…
zheiyiye,jinyuweimeiyoujiaotajinqu。
tazaiwaimianzhanleyiye,tadejiaohuaihentong,tayizhirenzhe。tabukenzuo,bukentangzhe,bukenxiuxi…
tahuilaiyihou,zaijinyuweihechuqingzitongchuyishideshihou,taconglaimeiyoushuiguo。
shentishangdetong,zhiyaotatangzhe,haohaoxiuxi,jiukeyihuanjiede。zhishitatangbuxialai…yinweizhiyoushentishoudaodetongchugouzhong,tacaikeyizanshiwangdiaoxinlidetong…
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jiangmoranzaihenduohenduonianqian,aishangleyigenvhai。houlaitasharenruyu,neigenvhaibeitadehaoxiongdibiaobai,chenglejinyuweidenvpengyou…