wobeijifusuozaidixiashisangeyue，huanlaidequeshitapengyouquandedinghunqingjian。
xinlangshineigemingmenshijiadehuojiajichengren。「zheigechunhuohaiyiweiwohuihuiqujiuta，
hahahahazhiyaomimibianchengyongyuandemimi，wojiushizhende」tabuzhidao，woyoujinshouzhi。
dangjiuwochudiyudenanrenfusheneryu：「meitidoudaole，nixiangrangtaxianduanzuoshou，haishiyoujiao？」
————————dixiashidemeiweixiangshijintoulemeiyicunkongqi，chendiandiandiyazaixiongkou，
meiyicihuxidoudaizhetiexiuhechentuhunzadexingqi。weiyideliangguanglaizigaochuneishanbazhangdadeqichuang，
huichenzaiweiruodeguangzhulifangun。qiangjiaoyouxisudexiangdong，shilaoshuyouzaikenshineidianzaoyifameidemianbaobian。
woyijingjibuqingbeijifulinweibiaosuozaizheiliduojiule。yitian？yizhou？huoxu，zhendeyousangeyuele。
shijianzaidixiashiliningguchengyizhongjuxiangdezhemo。suokongchuanlaiyaochicubaozhuandongdeshengyin，kuangdangyixia，
menbeilakaiyitiaofeng。jifulinweibiaoneizhangbeijiujingpaodefuzhongdelianjilejinlai，
tuomoxingzijihupendaowolianshang：“siyatou！nimayeshigemeiyongde！caijiaguolaijinian，
ganhuodouzhengbudaolianggezijiusile，yejiushiwohaoxinqulenima，shouyangnizheigetuoyouping，niwanglaobanrenhao，
nijiaguoquyeshixiangqingfude，zaibuxiangtong，laozizhijiebanikunlesongdaowanglaobanchuangshang！sanwankuaicaili，
yifenbunengshao！”menzaicizhongzhongzhuangshang，heiantunshileyiqie。woquansuozaibinglengdecaoxishang，
shouzhisisikouzheshenxiacucaodecaogeng，zhijiapiliedetongchurangwobaochizuihouyisiqingxing。bunengren，juebunengren。
jiajita？neigenianjizuyizuowofuqin、chuanwenyouteshupihaodebaofahu？woningyuansizaizheili。weiyidexiwang，
shisangeyueqian，wotoulejifuzangqilaidejiushouji，haojindixiashiliouernengsoudaodeyigexinhao，
lianxishanglewozuihaode“pengyou”，shenweiwei。tashiweiyiyigezhidaowomasufangfangqushihou，
wodeqinshengfuqinshisheideren。wojihushikuzheqiuta，baneikuaiwoshiruoshengmingdelongwenyupei，
hewoshouxiede、zhanzheleihendeqiujiuxin，jiaodaowoqinshengfuqinshouli。xinwenshangshuo，tajiaoqinzhen，
shibenshizhenzhengdehaomenzhangduoren。muqinlinzhongqianzuanzhewodeshou，qixiweiruodigaosuwo，tashiwodeshengfu，
dangnianyiduanlushuiqingyuan，tabuzhitayihun，faxianhouyiranlikai，duzishengxialewo。zheikuaiyupei，
shitaliujitaweiyidenianxiang。“weiwei，zhiyouninengbangwole…zhaodaota，
gaosutawoshitadenver…jiuwochuqu…”xinhaoduanduanxuxu，woyuwulunci。dianhuaneitou，
shenweiweideshengyinqingcuiyoujiaoji，daizhekuqiang：“nianniannibiepa！woyidingsongdao！nijianchizhu！dengzhewo！
”dengzhewo。zheisangezichenglewozheisangeyuediyuliweiyideguang。keshi，guanghaoxiangkuaiyaoximiele。
weishenmeyidianxiaoxidoumeiyou？shimeizhaodaoma？haishi…chuleshenmeyiwai？xinzangbeikonghuangjuezhu，
womengdikesouqilai，feiyezhenzhasideteng。jiuzaijuewangkuaiyaochediyanmeiwoshi，toudingneishanqichuangwai，
yinyuechuanlaijifunandechanmeideshengyin，sihuzaiheshenmerentonghua：“…aiyo，fangxinfangxin！renkanzheni，
paobule！wanglaobanneibianyedadianhaole…shishishi，duoxieshen**qianxian，neihouxude…”shen**？
womengditaitou，xinzangzhoutingleyimiao。shi…weiweima？tashibushilaishuofuqindeshi？tachenggongle？
kuangxishunjianchongkualelizhi。woliangundaipadipudaomenbian，erduosisitiezaibinglengdetiemenshang，
shitutingqingmeiyigezi。danshengyintaixiao，duanduanxuxu，zhibuzhuodao“dadianhaole”、“duoxie”jigeci。
waimiananjingle。jifenzhonghou，chenzhongdejiaobushengquerfufan。yaochizaici**suokong。laile！
shifuqinlaijiewolema？haishiweiweidailailehaoxiaoxi？wohuluanmolebalian，nulixiangjichuyigedetidebiaoqing，
xinzangleiguyiyangzhuangzhexiongqiang。menkaile。ciyandeshoudianguangzhishejinlai，woxiayishidibiyan。“ze。
”jifubunaifandibayigeyingbangbangdelengmantourengzaiwojiaobian，“chi！bieesilelaozimeifajiaodai！
”muguangluoxia，bushiweiwei，gengmeiyoufuqin。zhiyoujifuneizhangxiemantanlanheyanedelian。
neidiankeliandekuangxibeishunjianzadefensui，bingliangdejuewangzaicimanshanglai，bizhiqiangengshen。“shei…gangcaisheilaile？
”woshengyinsiya，daizhezijidoumeichajuedezhandou。“guannipishi！chinide！”jifupeileyikou，
zaicisuoshangmen。shijiezhongguisiji。zhiyouneigelengmantouxiangkuaishitouyiyangluozaiwodejiaobian。
budui…gangcaitatidaole“shen**”…taneizhongren，zenmehuirenshibiedexingshende？yidingshiweiwei！
talaiguole？taweishenmebujianwo？shimeitantuoma？haishi…yigekepadeniantoubushoukongzhidizuanchulai，
bingzhuiyiyangcijinnaohai。womengdiyaotou，xiangbatashuaichuqu。bu，bukeneng！weiweishiwozuihaodepengyou！
womencongxiaoyiqizhangda，tabangwomaguoqifuwoderen，womenyiqitaokequchilubiantan，
tashuoguohuiyibeiziduiwohao…dixiashidehanyifangfozuanjinlegutoufengli，wobaojinziji，
quezhibuzhuyizhenzhenfadou。youbuzhijianaoleduojiu，yexushiyitian，yexushiliangtian。jifuzaicichuxian，zheici，
tashoulinazhedebushimantou，ershiyitaoliezhiyansudehongsequnzi，zhijierengdaowotoushang。“huanshang！
wanglaobandechejiuzaiwaimian！”hunqidaole。zuihoudeshikedaole。xueyeshunjianchongshangtouding，youzaixiayimiaodongjie。
woxiangfengleyiyangzhengzhaqilai，siyadijianjiao，zhijiazaijifucuzhuangdeshoubeishangzhuachuxuehen。dantaliqitaida，
xianglinxiaojiyiyangbawotuochudixiashi，jiuweidetianguangcidewoyanleizhiliu。
wobeicubaodisaijinyiliangsanfazheyanchouhexiangshuihunheweidaodeqichehouzuo。
pangbianshiyigenaomanchangfei、yanshenhunzhuodelaonanren，liezhezui，luchubeiyanxunhuangdeya，
neizhiyounideshouzhijiemoshanglewodedatui。“xiaomeirener，biepa，genlewolaowang，
yihouchixianghela…”weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohaideexin。wopinmingxianghousuo，kongjuezhulehoulong，jihuzhixi。
chezifadong，shilileneidongqiujinwoduoniandefangzi。jiejingzaichuangwaifeisudaotui，ziyoujinzaizhichi，
queyouyizuibukandefangshijianglin。bu。bunengzheiyang。tao！bixutao！zaijingguoyigefanhualukou，
chesushaojiandeshunjian，wobuzhidaonalilaideliqi，mengdizhuangkaishenbianyitubuguidewanglaoban，lakaichemen，
zaiyipiancierdechacheshenghezhoumashengzhong，gunlexiaqu。xigaiheshouzhouzhongzhongkezaibinglengdeshuinidishang，
jutongxilai。woshenmeyegubushangle，paqilai，tuozheyitiaojihushiquzhijuedetui，pinmingdiwangqianpao，
zuanjinrenqun，zuanjinmoshengdejiedao，bashenhoudexuanxiaohenumayuanyuanshuaikai。bunengting，huibeizhuazhude。
woduojinyitiaoduimanlajitongdehouxiang，suozaizuiangzangdejiaoluoli，hunshendoudexiangshiqiufenglideluoye。leng，e，
teng，haiyoumiedingdejuewang。fuqinmeiyoulai。shenweiweiyemeiyoulai。tamen…doubuyaowolema？
neigekepadeniantouzaicifuxian，zheiyici，daizhezhengningdexiaoyi。wozhandouzheshenchuzangwudeshou，
moxiangtieshendekoudai——neilizangzhewozuihoudexiwang，yeshizuihoudeduzhu。shangcitouyongdeneizhijiushouji，
yinweipabeijifufaxian，wotoutouzangleqilai，zheicitaopao，wobatadaishangle。dianliangyijingfanhong。woyaozheya，
yongdongdejiangzhideshouzhi，jihushipingjiebenneng，diankaileneigelvsedetubiao。wangluoxinhaoweiruoditiaodongzheyige。
ranhou，wokandaole。shenweiweidepengyouquan。zuixinyitiao，fabuyushifenzhongqian。jiugonggezhaopian。
denghuohuihuangdeyanhuiting，yixiangbinying。zhaopianzhongyangdenannvzhujiao，zhengjieshouzhezhongrendeyanxianhezhufu。
nvzhujiaoyixishehuadingzhidegaodinglifu，jingxiangjiandezuanshixiangliancuicanduomu，xiaodemingmeizhangyang，
zhengyiweizaishenpangyingjunnanrendehuaili，jieshouzhetadefushenqingwen。neigenanren，meiyanshensui，qizhijinguilengjun，
shicaijingzazhishangdechangke，huoshijituandejichengren，huoyushen。erwozuihaodepengyoushenweiwei，
zhijianneikegezidanzuanjie，cidewoyanjingshengteng。
peituwenan：「doudouzhuanzhuanhaishini~yushengqingduozhijiao~@huoyushen」
xiamianwushugongtonghaoyoudedianzanhezhufushualeping。「langcainvmao！tianzuozhihe！」「weiweitaixingfuleba！
gongxigongxi！」「huoshaozhenshichongqikuangmo！」wodexueye，yidiandianlengxiaqu，dongjiechengbing。
sizhibaihaidoushiqulezhijue。shixiansisidingzaizuihouyizhangzhaopianshang。shishenweiweidedandutexie，
taduizhejingtouqiaoxiaoqianxi，shouzhi“wuyi”difuguosuoguxiafang。neili，yongyigenxixidejinlianxizhe，
chuiluozaiyishenhuafuzhishangde——shiyikuaiwenruntongtou、diaokezhefanfulongwendeyupei。womuqindeyiwu。
wojiaojitade，qiujiudexinwu。woqinshengfuqinqinzhenrennvdeweiyipingzheng。tacike，
daizaileshenweiweidebozishang，chengweileta“haomenqianjin”shenfenzuiyaoyandezuozheng。yuanlairuci。suoyoudedengdai，
suoyoudexinren，suoyoushaonvshidaichichengreliedeyouqing，zaizheiyike，beizheizhangzhaopiannianmodefensui，
bianchengyibazuifenglidebingcha，henhentongjinwodexinkou，ranhoucanrendijiaodong。yuanlai，
woneiyishengshengqixuede“jiuwo”，huanlaide，shitacaizhewodegutou，yibubuzouxiangwocenghuanxiangguodeyunduan。
yuanlai，wozaizheiechoudixiashikenzhefameimianbao、duikangzhebijindeqinfanshi，tazhengdaizhewodeyupei，
chuanzhewokenengyibeizidouchuanbuqidegaoding，wanzhewobengaiyongyoudefuqin，
wenzhewo…bengaishiwoyaojiaguoqudehuojiadashao。“pu——”yikouxingtianmengdiyongshanghoulong，
wopazaibinglengdelajitongshang，tuchulaidezhiyousuanshuihexuesi。jiushoujipingmushanshuoleliangxia，dianlianghaojin，
chediheiping。zuihoudeguangyuanxiaoshile。shenqiudelengyu，kaishixixililidiluoxia，dashiwodanbodeyishan，
helianshangzaoyibingliangdeleihen。heiandexiangkou，sihuchuanlailexunzhaodejiaobushenghenanrendezhouma，yuelaiyuejin。
shijieyipianbinglengdesiji。wotangzaiwuhuideyushuili，
kanzhezheizuochengshibinglengdegaoloufengxililouchude、neiyixianhuimengmengdetiankong。
zhijiashenshenkoujinshenxiashiniandedimian，nituhemouzhongfulanwudechuganlingrenzuoou，
queyuanbujixintouneipianbeichedifenhuidehuangwu。shenweiwei。linweibiao。wanglaoban。meiyigemingzidouzaishejiangunguo，
cuishangxuehehenyidedu。yugengdale，zazailianshang，xiangbinglengdeerguang。wobishangyan，zaizhengkaishi，
limianzuihouyidianshuyu“sunian”deruanruoheqidai，chediximiele。querdaizhide，
shimouzhongcongdiyulipachulaide、binglengjianyingdededongxi。dengzhe。nimendoujiwodengzhe。zheijiuzhanquechaodefugui，
zheiqiequrenshengdeshengyan……wohuilaide。wohuiqinshou，banimenmeiyigeren，doulahuidiyu。
binglengdeyushuihunhezhexiangzilidewuhui，jintouletadanbodeyishan，hanyixiangdusheyiyangzuanrugusui。
qinniandeyishizaitongkudeshenyuanhebinglengdexianshijianfuchen。tiaocheshizhuangjideduntongcongsizhibaihaichuanlai，
xiongkoubiemendejihuyaozhakai，meiyicihuxidoudaizhetiexiubandexingtian。etoushangbuzhishiyushuihaishizhuangchudexue，
huzhuleshixian，shijiezaitayanqianxuanzhuan、mohu。henyixiangyanjiangyiyangzaixiongqianglifanyong，
zhuoshaozhetasuoshengwujidelizhi。shenweiweineizhangzaijuguangdengxiaqiaoxiaoyanrandelian，bozishangciyandeyupei，
huoyushenfushenqinwendehuamian……xiangyibabashaohongdedao，fanfulingchizhetadeshenjing。tayaobaochou！
tayaoduohuishuyuzijideyiqie！tayaorangneixieqipianta、beipanta、duozoutaxiwangderenfuchudaijia！keshi，
shentiquechenzhongdexiangguanleqian，suoyoudeliqidouzaifeisuliushi。
zhangqideyingyangbulianghedixiashideqiujinzaoyitaokongletadedizi，gangcaidewangmingbentaohezhongzhongyishuai，
gengshixueshangjiashuang。leng，wubianwujideleng，fangfoyaojiangtadelinghundoudongjie。shixianyuelaiyuean，
erduolidewengmingshengzhujiangaiguoleyuanchumohudesouxunzhouma。jiuzaitayishijijiangchedichenruheiandeqianyimiao，
yigejiqiweiruo、duanduanxuxu，fangfojiechubuliangdedianliusheng，
…”“jia…jiazaizhong…1%…5%…”“jiazaiwancheng…fuchou…xitong…weininfuwu…”shengyinjiaranerzhi，
rutonghuanjue。qinnianzuihouyisiyishiyebeiwujindeheiancheditunshi。……jingshi，qinjiabieshu，
shehuawenxindewoshili。shenweiweiwozheshouji，
gangcaiduizheqinfuhehuoyushenshineifutianmeikerendexiaorongzaoyixiaoshibujian，lianshangshihaobuyanshidezhengninghejiaolv。
“feiwu！yiqunfeiwu！zheiyangdounengrangtapaole？tayigebeiguanlejigeyue、bansibuhuoderen，
nimendounenggendiu？！”tayadileshengyin，duizhedianhuaneitouyaoyaqiechi，“wobuguannimenyongshenmefangfa！
ganjinjiwobarenzhaohuilai！bixuzaitahushuobadaozhiqian……”tadehuaturandunzhu，yanshenshanshuolejixia，
yisigengshendeedufuxianchulai。dianhuaneitouderenhaizaibianjie：“shen**，neixiangzitaifuza，
youxiadayu…womenzhengzaikuodasousuo…”“dengdeng，”shenweiweidaduanta，shengyinbiandebinglengerguiyi，
“jiranpaochuqule…neijiugancui…biehuilaile。”dianhuaneitouchenmoleyixia，sihumeimingbai。
shenweiweijihushicongyafenglijichuzheijuhua，daizhelingrendanhandejuejue：“rangtasizaiwaimian。chulideganjingdian，
xiangyichangyiwai。qian，wohuijiabei。”gualedianhua，tazoudaojudadeluodijingqian，
kanzhejingzhongchuanzhezhensishuiqun、jingdailongwenyupei、yanranyifuqianjin**moyangdeziji，
zuijiaogouqiyimobinglengerdeyidexiao。sunian…bieguaiwo，yaoguaijiuguainimingbuhao。zheipotiandefugui，
zheimengmeiyiqiudeyiqie，sheiyebiexiangcongwoshouliduozou！huoyushenshitade，qinjiada**deshenfenyeshitade！
……sunianzaicihuifuyishishi，shouxianganshoudaodeshixiaodushuiganjingquecibideweidao，
shenxiashirouruanshushidechuangpu，zhouweiyipianningjing，zhiyouyiqiguilvdedidasheng。tajiannandizhengkaiyan，
yingruyanliandeshichunbaidetianhuaban，jianjiequetouzheyizhongburongzhiyidequanweigan。zheibushiputongdeyiyuanbingfang。
“nixingle？”yigedichenlengjingdenanshengzaipangbianxiangqi。sunianmengdizhuantou，dongzuoqianchedaoshenshangdeshang，
rangtadaoxiyikouliangqi。chuangbianzhanzheyigechuanzhetingkuojunzhuangchangfudenanren，shenzibiting，meiyanshensuiruili，
zhengshitahunmiqianzaizhaopianshangkandaodeneigenanren——huoyushen。bu，budui。zixikan，
suiranmeiyanyouwuliufenxiangsi，danqizhijieranbutong。huoyushenshishangjiejingyingdejinguilengjun，eryanqianzheigenanren，
zegengxiangyibachuqiaodeliren，daizhejunrenteyoudeyinglangheyapogan，yanshengengleng，yegeng…qingming。erqie，
tasihugengnianqingyixie。“nishi…”tadeshengyinganseshayadelihai。“huolin。”nanrenyanjianyigaidijieshao，
muguangzaitacangbaidelianshangsaoguo，“nizainanxiandehouxianghunmi，woderenluguo，faxianleni。
zheilifujindejunshuyiyuan。”huolin？sunianxiangqilaile，huojiaqueshiyougeshenmidexiaoerzi，
jushuohenxiaojiubeisongzou，henshaozaijingshilumian，yuanlaishizaijunzhong。tajingranhuizainanxianneizhongxiaodifang？
shiweilebaohutadecunzai，bikaijiazufenzhenghuomouxieshixianma？meidengtaxixiang，
neigebinglengde、duanduanxuxudedianliushengzaicituwudizaitanaohaizhongxiangqi：【fuchouxitongqidongchenggong。
jiancedaosuzhushentizhuangkuangjicha，qiangliejianyijieshouzhiliao。
】【bangdingyiju：suzhuduishenweiwei、linweibiao、qinjiadengrendejizhihenyiyufuchouzhinian。
】【benxitongketigongbiyaofuzhu，zhusuzhudachengfuchoumubiao。】bushihuanjue！sunianxinzangmengdiyitiao，
xiayishidikanxianghuolin，faxiantahaowusuojue，xianranzheigeshengyinzhiyoutanengtingjian。【xitong？ninengzuoshenme？
】tazaixinzhongmowen。【genjusuzhudefuchouhexinsuqiuyudangqianshijiekejishuiping，
benxitongketigongjieduanxingzhishihuojinengguanzhu，
liru：dingjiheikejishu、gedoujiqiaojinjie、shangyeqingbaofenxideng。
suoxunengliangyousuzhufuchoujinchengzhonghuodedeqinggannengliang（ruchoudidetongku、houhui、kongjudeng）duihuan。
】heikejishu！sunianyanzhongmengdibengfachuyidaoguang。shenweiwei…zhiyaozuolejiukendinghuiyoumajiao，
zenmekenengjueduiganjing？zhiyaotanengjiechudao…【woxuyaoheikejishu！xianzaijiuyao！
】tajihushizaixinzhongnahan。【qingqiushoudao。
jiancedaosuzhudangqianfuchounengliangwei5%（yuanzizishenqiangliehenyi），buzuyiduihuanwanzhengdingjiheikejishu。
dankeyuzhijichubufen。jinggao：yuzhixuwanchengxitongfabudeqiangzhixingrenwujinxingdikou，
renwutongchangjuyoujiaogaofengxianxinghuonandu，qiebixuwancheng。】【shenmerenwu？】sunianmeiyousihaoyouyu。zainan，