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yizhidaolinjinsushemenjin，wocaibeizhouqimanyouyoudisonghuisushelouqian。
xiangguwuyan，tasihubuaishuohua，erwoquekunaojieshiyizhimeigankaikou。
dayueshibeiguanjiuguandeduole，zhouqikanwodeyanshenyemeiyoubaitianneimexiong，tayandishanzheyizhongkanbumingbaideguang，rangwoyoujifenbuzhisuocuo。
zuihouwomensheiyemeikaikou。
shiwoshoubuzhutakanwodeyanshen，lianjuzaijiandoumeiganshuojiuluohuangertao。
yizhidaozaoqishangke，wodoushimimihuhude，yizhengwanwodouzaizuoemeng，menglidezhouqiduiwoyouhuifulexiongbabadezhuangtai，zhiwenwoweishenmeyaopianta。
zhenggeshangwuwodoubuzaizhuangtai，shoujishoudaoleduanxinyemeixingququkan。
zhidaoxiake，wogangzouchujiaoshi，jiubeiyilianjinzhangdehuziduzaimenkou，“dasao，laodabuzhidaoshouleshenme**，xinqingbutaihao，jiuminga！”
wohouzhihoujuedifanchushouji，kanzhemoshenghaomafalaideshijianyuewoqulanqiuguan，toupiyouxiefama。
“tahaizailanqiuguanma？mafannidaiwoguoqu。”kanzheshoujishangyigexiaoshiqianfalaidexiaoxi，woyingzhetoupichezhehuzi，rangtabangwozhuangdan。
bijingwuhuiyouwoerqi，woyinggaigenzhouqijieshiqingchu。
haozaihuzixinsidanchun，meikanchuwoyoushenmeyichang，rexindidaiwowanglanqiuguanzou。
ganggangzoudaolanqiuguanwai，jiukandaojinfanyilianbuyuediyingmianzouguolai。
woyizhentouteng，shizaimeixianghaogaizenmemianduita，suoyicaihuitaolezuotiandeke。
meixiangdaozheimekuaijiuhuiyujian。
“luranran，wozuotianzhaolenibantian，nibushangkeyebuzaisushe，daodiqunale！”jinfanshangqianchezhewodeshou，sihaomeizhuyitadeliqitaida，shunjianjiuzaiwoshouwanshangliuxiayidaohonghen。
kanzhetamaosi“chicu”debiaoqing，woxindimeiyoubanfendeyuyue。
faneryongshanglaideshigengduodeshiwang。
wochouhuishoubei，jinfanmingxianmeiliaodao，xiayishiyoulaizhuawo，quebeihuzidanglehuiqu，wokanzhetameimujiandebunaifan，turangengjiashihuai，“jinfan，zuotianwoshuoguole，womenzhijianyijingmeiyouguanxile，wobuhuizaizhuizheni，niziyoule。”
mianduiwodeqingmiaodanxie，jinfandemeimaojincu，danrengjiunaizhexingzijieshi，“ranran，nibienao，wogenjiangmuzhijiandeshiqingniyinggaiqingchu，womenbuhuiyoushenme。”
zheigejieshizaiwodeyiliaozhizhong。
woyecengjingwushucidezheiyangquanguoziji。
kezhongjiubaizailejinfanduijiangmudezhongzhongrouqingzhizhong。
jiuxiangtamingmingshixiangwanhuiwo，danconglaibuhuizhuyiduiwodetaidu，haiyoushoushangdelidao。
wopibeidihoutuiliangbu，jinlianglakaigenjinfanzhijiandejuli，“woleile，nimenzhijiandaodizenmeyangnizijiqingchu，zhihoudouyuwowuguan。”
shuowanwozhuanshenjiuzou，buxiangzaikantayiyan。
ganggangzhuanguoshenjiufaxianzhouqibuzhidaoshenmeshihouzhanzaiwodeshenhou，lianseyinchendijindingzhejinfan。
pianpianjinfanmeiyouyanli，raoguolehuziyoulaizhuawo，zaiwoyijingfanhongdeshouwanshangyongliyinie，xiangyaozuzhiwolikaidebufa。
痛上加痛。
womeibanfenyouyujiushuaikaijinfandeshou，kuaibuzoudaozhouqishenbian，wanzhetadeshoubei，“jinfan，woyijingyounanpengyoule，yihouwomenzuomoshengrenba。”
空荡荡的篮球馆。
wozhanzaiqiuchangnei，kanzhezhouqiyigejieyigeditouqiu。
tashixiaoduizhongchuanshuodeshen，jushuomingzhonglvchaoguo95%，kecongtalazhewojinlai，tahaimeitouzhongyige。
jibiantabukaikou，suoyourendoukanchutahenshengqi。
qiuduiderenbuganjinlai，zhinengduozaiqiuchangmenkou。
wosuozhebozikanzhenuhuozhongshaodezhouqi，zhidaozaowanyaomianduizheiyiqie。
“duibuqi......”
zaitadi35geqiumeiyoujindeshihou，wocaigankaikou。
yizhibeiduiwodezhouqishenziyijiang，liangjiucaizhuanguoshenkanzhewo，tamiansebingliang，kekaikoudeshihouquebuzaixiongbaba，buzhidaoshibushiwodecuojue，shenzhiganjuetadeshengyinyouxieruan，“nizuotianbushigenwobiaobaide？”
tawendezheimezhijie，fanerrangwoyouxiebuhaoyisijieshi。
bijingzuotianzhiqianwogentazhishimoshengren。
woxinlijianshexujiu，kanzhezhouqisuiranliansebuzenmehao，danmingxianbuhuiweinanwodeyangzi，caigankaikou，“zuotiandoushiwuhui，womenshimoshengren，wozenmehui......”
shixianyapowohuadoumeinengshuowan。
“moshengren？”tashengyinturanbagao，kandaowosihuyouxiehaipa，youyazheshengyin，“luranrannihaoyangde。”
mingmingtayanshenxionghen，kegenwoshuohua，sihuyizhizaiyazhepiqi，“nidangzhonggenwobiaobai，youshuoshiwuhui，wobuyaomianzi？”
woerduowengwengzhixiang，zhiqianyetingshuoguozhouqidedaming，danyibandoushigennagexihua、xiaohuagaobaishibailianzaiyiqide。
yonghuzidehuashuo，woshitadayingdediyigenvsheng。
huangkonggengshen，wotoudoubugantai，“doushiwodecuo，yaodayaofadousuini......”