“ruanxiaojie,nihuanlezigongai……exingde……”
womeiyoutaiduojinghuang,qishi,xinzhongzaoyiyoulexieyinyinyueyuedeyugan。
zhuru,xiafushibushidejingluan,yaosuitengtong,jiuxiangmimimamadechongzizaikenyao。
“youjiarenpeiban,zhiliaoxiaoguohuihaoyidian。”
家人?
自己哪还有家人……
fumushuangwang,erzhangfu……
wodezhangfuyijingaishanglebieren……
mamudichedongzuijiao,“xiexieyisheng,zhiliaodeshiqingyihouzaitan。”
“keshibuzhiliaodehua,nideshentizhinengzaichengsangeyuele……”
buzhidaozijishizenmecongyiyuanchulaide,mumudilonglelongnizidayi,shoulidequezhendanbeizuandezhouzhoubaba。
冬天真冷。
womenmendihuchuyikoureqi,maozhebaiyan。
binglengdehanfengxiangdaoziyiyang,guazailianshang,shengteng。
wokanzhewumingzhishangjiudaotunsedehunjie,yankuangshirun。
这戒指戴了五年了。
wunian,zugourangyigefenghuazhengmaodenvren,bianchengyouyuchufangdejiatingzhufu。
wonulirenzhuhoujiandegengyan,zhongyunaqishouji,dajiwomingyishangdezhangfu。
yinwei,tacengshuo,xiaxueshi,chidaowozuodefanhenxingfu。
yeshiyinwei,jintiandewo,zhendehenxuyaota。
“yuanbai,jinwanhuijiachifanhaobuhao?”
wotingdaodianhuaneiyiduan,nvzidejiaoxiaosheng,“nishisheiya?”
她反过来问我是谁?
真是可笑。
wodexinzhongyichunongnongdesuanchu。
“woshipeiyuanbaideqizi,nijiaotajiedianhua。”
pianke,dianhuaneitou,nvrendeshengyinyouxietiaoxin,“yuanbaijinwanhaiyaomang……pashimeishijianjienidedianhua……”
“nibadianhuajita,wozhixianghetashuoliangjuhua。”
nvrendejiaoxiaoshengjiaranerzhi,shoujizhongchuanlaiyuanbaidichendanmodesangyin,“wojinwanyaojiaban,biefanwo。”
“keshi,niyijing,henjiumeihuijiale……”
“yaowoshuoduoshaobian?guangshikandaonidelian,wodoufanwei!”
dianhuabeibunaifandiguaduan。
woxinxiayisuan,moxiangzijidelianpang,neishi,tashuo,zuixihuanwomingmeidexiaorong,fangfodaizhezhizihuaxiang。
zhishi,xianzaiyijingmeiyouzhizihuale,yishenyouyan,kuikongpobaideshenzi,zhishengchaimiyouyanjiangcucha。
tabuhuilai,woyemeiyouxinsimaicaile。
manmanduobudaojiebiandexiaotan,chileyiwanqingshuimian。
我突然想起五年前。
neishi,womenlianyiwansikuaiqiandeqingshuimiandoushebudemai,taiqiongle,quchaoshimaiyikuaiqiandeguamian,shengzhemanmanzhu,nengchisiwutian。
jiushizheiyangnanaoderizili,tashenshenmimidicongbeihoutaochuyimeijiezhi,xianbaoyiyangdihewoshuo,“xiaoxun,nikanjiezhidelice……”
licekezhejigezi,“baicishengzhiaixunyiren”。
wozhidao,zheijiezhi,shitashengchijianyongzanlehenjiudeqianmaide,neixiezi,shitanazhekedao,yibiyibikechulaide。
woxintengdimozhetatiezhechuangketiedeshou。
taquemanbuzaihudibaozhuwo,tashuo,“jiajiwo,wozheibeizizhihuiduiniyigerenhao。”
houjiansuanse,wanlidemianjiaqilai,quezaiyeyanbuxiaqu。
woyibianbianmosuozheyanghuatunsedejiezhi,jixuyijiudeyanleizaiyerenbuzhu,zaluodaozhuoshang,yidiyidi。
zheiwunian,kukudapin,haoburongyiaochutoulea……