第5章
qinyuzhanzaijiangwanmianqian，kanzhetacangbaidemeishenmexuesedelian，haiyoubeixuewunongzangdebaiseyurong，lushangxiangdeyaoxuntadehuazenmeyeshuobuchulaile。
yaolebantianhoucaoya，caizhishuoleyiju，“bieluanshuohua。”
shuowan，qinyujiujinquzhaojingchale。
paichusuodeminjingbingburenshiqindazhuang，danxianyirenshiyouquanqinglvshilaide，suoyi，anjiandejingguojiugenqinyushuoleyibian，jieweideshihou，minjingyoubuleyiju。
“jiupingxingxiong，zheishuyuguyishanghaile，beihairenxianzaizaiyiyuanhaimeixingni，jintianjiangwanbixudejuliu。”
qinyuyiting，yilianbuxiedexiaoleqilai。
“jingguan，guyishanghaizaifalvshangdedingyishi，guyifeifashanghaitarenshentibingdadaoyidingdeyanzhongchengdu，zheilimianyouguyilianggezi，danshiwodangshirenbingbushiguyide，tashishuyujianyiyongwei，zaizijipengyouderenshenanquanshoudaoweixiedeqingkuangxia，yonggandeshenchuleyuanshou，zheizenmenengsuanguyishanghaini？
xianchangderenzhengdebiluninzuoguoleba，jiankongpaideyeshifenqingchu，neiliumangxianshuaidejiupingzi，ruguozheigeshihouwodangshirenmeiyouzuochubaohupengyoudejudong，neimehouguojiangbukanshexiang。
lingwai，woshenqingzaizheigeanzishang，jiwodangshirenzuoxinlichuangshangjianding，tayigepinxuejianyoudedaxuesheng，jiuyinweiyigeliumang，henkenenghuichanshengbuliangdeqingxu，zuizhongdaozhihuanshangptsd，ruguoxuyaozhiliao，neimeyiqiefeiyongdoujiangyoushibaozhechengdan，wodaibiaowodedangshiren，baoliuqisutadequanli。”
qinyuyifanhua，shuodebananjingguanetoudouliuhanle。
gangqiao，paichusuosuozhangchuxianle。
yikanjianqinyu，jiuganjinzouleguolai，“eiyou，zheibushiqindalvshime？shenmefengbaninjichuilaile。”
qinyuzhudaxingshiguansi，beipaichusuosuozhangrenchulai，buxiqi。
“wopengyoudemeimei，yinweijianyiyongweibayigeliumangdajinyiyuanle，wozheibujiuguolaikankanme。”
“eiyou，jiuwaimianzuozheneixiaoguniang！tingyonggana，meihezheba，ganjindaiyiyuankankanqu。”suozhangzaojiutingwenqindazhuangjiujingyouduodadebenshi，erqiezheijiananzi，renjiashuodequeshiyemeicuo。
qinyuxiaolexiao，shuangshoushenjinlexikudedouli，“deanliuchengzou，takougongmeiluniba，lulekougongwomenzaizou。”
“haolei，ganjinanpairen。”
bangexiaoshizhihou，jiangwancongshenxunshilizouchulaile。
qinyugensuozhangdalegezhaohu，jiubarendaichulaile。
zoudaochebian，qinyulakailefujiashidemen，danjiangwanqueshizhanzaiyuandimeidong，“woyebuzhidaogaizhaoshei，wozhinengrangkangkanggelianxini。”
“shangche。”qinyuxianzaibuxianggentataolunzheige。
jiangwanyaoleyaotou，“woshenshangtaizangle，doushixue，wozijidachehuixuexiaoba。”
zheiyiwanshangdehaopiqi，qinyusuanshizhuangdaotoule。
tahuishenkanzhejiangwan，yanzhongdehenjingjiushanglaile，“jiangwan，bietamadezaizheijiwozhuang，xianzaijiushangche。”
zheijuhuashihouchulaide，jiangwanzailvsuoshixineimejiu，congmeijianguoqinyufazheimedadepiqi。
niejinbeibaodaizi，jiangwanyijuhuameishuo，ditoushangleche。
guangdangyisheng，chemenbeiqinyushuaishangle。
zhanzaiwaimianchoulegenyan，qinyucaisuanshizhongxinkongzhizhulezijideqingxu。
dakaichemenzuoshanglaishi，jiangwanxiayishidewanghouduoleyixia。
qinyuyaoleyaoya，shenziwangqianyiya，shoufuzhefujiashidekaobei，bajiangwanjinguzaizijidemianqian，shengyinbinglengdichen，“duoshenme？zarenshineiguhenjingnaqule？
wocongdiyicijiandaoni，kanjiannikanwodeyanshenwojiuzhidaonibujiandan，woyizhiyiweinishigecongmingren，danwozenmeyemeixiangdao，nijingranhuishadaozuozheizhongshi，neiliumangyikanjiushigenaozhong，nimeiyoubiyaofeidezatade，tajintianyaoshisile，**derenshengjiuhuile！”
pitougailianyidunaima，jiangwanshenxileyikouqi，taitoukanxiangmanlianshengnudenanren，“wozixueguo，wozadeweizhi，tabuhuisi。”
“suoyi，nijiushiguyide，duime？nijiushiweilebawozhaolai，duime？”
“bushide，taqifunvsheng，woderangtazhangzhangjixing。”jiangwanshuoleyibandezhenhua，tadangshishizhenyouzheifangmiandexiangfa，lingyibanzeshi，tahaishixuyaogenqinyuyouqianche，zhiyoutajintianjinpaichusuo，tagenqinyuzhijiandeguanxicaihuijiuchanbuqing。
tinglejiangwandehua，qinyuhuranchunjiaoyiyang，lengxiaoleqilai。
“xing，zhangzhangjixing，neiwojintianyerangnizhangzhangjixing，jiangwan，woyifenzhongzixunfeiduoshaoqiannizhidaodeba，kanzaishuiguoniliangcidefenshang，wosuanniershiwan。”
ershiwan，duiyuqinyulaishuozhendebugui。
zhaotadaguansi，meiyougejibaiwan，takandoubukanyiyande。
jiangwanzhalezhayanjing，yaoleyaotou。
“womeineimeduoqian，haidianbiedeba。”
“行。”
sihujiushizaidengzhetazheimeshuo，qinyuchehuishenzi，zhijiebachekailechuqu。
ershifenzhongzhihou，qinyuzaifujindeyijiajiudiankailejiantaofang。
lianggeyushi，gexigede。
jiangwanyishenxueqi，xideyoudianjiu，dengchuigantoufachuqudeshihou，jiukanjianqinyuzhengzuozaichaodajingguanchuangqiandedanrenshafashang，shoulizuanzheyipingyangjiu。
jianjiangwanchulaile，qinyugoulegouzuijiao，“guolai。”
zheiyiye，jiangwansuanshizhendejianshidaoleqinyujiujingduomebushiren。
qishicongyikaishishejizheigefuchoudejihuashi，jiangwanjiuzuohaolexishengyiqiedexinlizhunbei，keqinyuqueshiyiciyouyicideshuaxinletadexiaxian。
yuanlailvshihebaileizhijian，jiexianzhendebuneimemingxian。
mianqiangshuilejigexiaoshi，jiangwanzhengkaiyanshi，qinyuyifuyijingchuanhaole。
jiangwancongchuangshangzuoleqilai，haiyouxiehongzhongdeyanjingdandingdekanxianglemianqiandenanren。
“woxiangjinlvsuo，zhengshiyuangongneizhong。”yikaikou，jiangwandechunjiaojiuchezheteng，yuanbenhaotingdeshengxian，yalexuduo。
erqinyutingjianzheihua，sihuyidiandoubujuedeyiwai，lengxiaoleyisheng，yanzhongbianluchuleyigebuxiedeshenqing，“zheibujiuduileme？doushichengnianren，xiangyaoshenmejiuzhijieshuo。”
“neiwoxiangyaode，ninengjiwome？”jiangwanzuotianwanshangjiuxiangmingbaile，xiangyaogenzheigenanrenmanmandetanqinggenbenbukeneng，tadelingpixijing，yikaishizhishaonengzuodaogequsuoxu。
qinyuhejiangwanduishizhe，tabudebuchengren，jiangwanshiduitayouxiyinlide，zuotianwanshangtayijingyouxieshikongle，ketaconglaidoubushikaoxiabanshensikaode，henduodongxi，tingliuzaibiaomianshangjiuhao。
“buneng，ninenglibugou，erqiewoyebuxiangzaikanjianni，zuotianwanshangdeshi，womenyijingliangqingle。”shuowan，qinyuzhuanshenjiuzoule，zoudegangancuicui，haobuliulian。
jiangwanjiukanzhetalikai，suanseyankuangyoukaishifanhong，buguojiangwanrenzhule，zhongjiushimeirangyanleidiaoxialai。
shenxiyikouqi，moguoshouji，jiangwanfanchuleyigedianhuadaleguoqu。
henkuaide，dianhuajietongle。
“linbobo，woshijiangwan，woxiangqiuninjianshi。”
“关于工作的。”
“woxiangjinzhengyuanlvsuo。”