第1章
gonglvechenggonghou，woweileyuzhizhouliuzaizheigeshijie。
kehunhoubanian，taweilelingyigenvrenwuhuiwoyanqiwo，jiulianwohuaitaishiyueshengxiadeerziyexiwangneigenvrenjitazuomama。
suoyourendoushuotantuyuzhizhoudecaimao，sipilailianbukenlihun。
jiulianyuzhizhouzijidoujuede，wolikaitahuobuxiaqu。
shubuzhi，wohenkuaijiuyaotuolizheigeshijie，gentamen......zaibuxiangjian。
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“xitong，woshenqingtuolirenwushijie。”
chenjixujiudexitonghenkuaichuxian：“suzhu，wanquanqidongtuolirenwushijiegongnengxuyaosangeyueshijian，chenzheisangeyuenikeyihaohaogenzheigeshijiedejiarengaobie。”
shuowan，xitongzaicixiaoshi，zhiliuxiawolengzaiyuandi。
家人吗？
touguomenfeng，wokanxiangbaoxianglizhengzaijisuyaoguoshengridefuzi。
tamenmanyanaiyi，zaisuyaolianjialiangbianluoxiaqinwen。
neishiwodezhangfuheerzi。
meirenzhidaowoshigegonglvezhe。
shinianqianwobeixitongdaidaozheigeshijiegonglvezheigeshijiedezuidafanpaiyuzhizhou，shinianshijian，congxiaoyuandaohunsha，wobujinwanchenglegonglve，yepeishangleshenxin。
xitongxunwenwoshifoutuolirenwushijie，fanhuiyuanshijieshi，woganghaohuaishangyuyan。
neiwanwojiazhuangkaiwanxiaowenyuzhizhou：ruguowonatianshizongle，tahuizenmeban？
“zhaobudaoni，wojiuqupeini。”
yeshineigeshunjian，wojuedingliuxia。
yuzhizhoudemuqinshidisanzhe，congtachushengjiushimuqinyonglaibipotafuqindegongju，datamata，batatuirucheliu，dadongtianrangtachuanzheqiuyiqiukuguizaixuedili。
zhiyaonengrangtafuqinhuilaikantadezhaoshu，tamuqinwuyibuzuo。
weilenengrangtafuqinxinteng，tamuqinchadianbatamaijirenfanzi。houlaishangxue，yebeitongxueyebeitongxueqilingxiuru。
wojiushineigeshihouchuxianzaitashenbiande。
cihoushiniantachangshuowoshitashengmingliweiyidewennuan，meiyouwo，tajiuqusi。
我不敢赌。
patazhendexuanzezuicanliedefangshijieshuzijidexingming。
rujinneixiedanxinxiandeduoyule。
我擦干眼泪要离开。
“anxiaojie，nizenmezaizheili？”suyaocongbaoxiangchulai，yishuangwugudeyanjingluchujixujingya，qingxiudemianrongdaizhedandandezhuanggan，“zhenghaozhizhougehexiaoyanyezai，yikuaijinlaiwanba。”
fangzaiyiqian，wozongburenxinjujuezheimedanchundexiaoguniang。
kezaikanqingchutadanchunbeihoudexinji，woyijingbuxiangzaigentazhouxuan，“woyueleren，nimenwanba。”
我话音未落。
suyaoyankuanghuranfanhong，jidileishuizaiyankuangliyaodiaobudiao，“anxiaojie，nishibushiwuhuile？jintianshiwodeshengri，zhizhougehexiaoyankanwokelian，caiguolaipeiwoyiqiqingzhude，doushiwobuhao，nibieguaizhizhougehexiaoyan。”
我蹙眉。
woshenmedoumeishuo，tayifubeiqifudeyangzisuanshenme？
worenbuzhulengxiao：“nizheixiechayanchayuliuzheshuojiyuzhizhoutingba，wobuganxingqu。”
我转身要走。
“anxiaojie，nibie......a！”
她伸手抓我。
wofanzaodetailetaigebo，sanfenliqidoumeiyongshang，suyaozhenggerenquedaozaidishang。
眼泪婆娑。
yuzhizhouheyuyantingjianshengyinjimangchulai，jihushitongshichongguoquguanxinsuyao，xintengdewentayoumeiyoushoushang。
kanjiantazhangxinpolepi，yuzhizhouyanweidouhongle。
nushidemouzizhizhichaowokanguolai。
wocaitashixiangdongshoude，zhishizaikanqingchushiwodeshihou，zhenggerenjiangzhule。
liangjiu，caimenmenkaikou，“niyaosaqichongwolai，shiwopiannijintiantanhezuo，suyaoshiwugude，tashenmedoubuzhidao，nizenmenengqifuta？”
“shiamama，wohebababuguoshijisuyaoayiguogeshengri，nizenmezheimexiaoxinyan。”
yuyanyizhanggenyuzhizhouyimoyiyangdelian，cishiyidayixiaolianshangtongyangdeshiwanghechize。
“suyaoayi，nitengbuteng？worangbabadainiquyiyuan。”
yuyanjisuyaohuhuzhangxin，qianqisuyaowangwaimianzou。
yuzhizhouyouyupianke，haishigenleguoqu，linzouqiankanwoyiyan，“wowanshanggennijieshi。”
不远处。
yuzhizhouhongsuyao：“bienanguo，wohexiaoyanjinizhunbeileshengriliwu，shinixihuande。”
“shiyashiya，suyaoayi，wohebabazhunbeileshenmijingxi，suyaoayiyidinghuixihuan！”yuyanxiaomimiyangtoukansuyao。
huranyouwanxishuo：“wogangganghaimeixuyuanni，woxiwangsuyaoayizuowomama。”
beilianggenanrenhong，suyaozhongyushouleyanlei。
toutoukanyuzhizhouyiyan，caigengyanshuo，“xiaoyanbukeyiluanshuoe。”
“haiyouzhizhouge，niyidingyaogenanxiaojiehaohaojieshi，bierangtawuhui，wozhidaoanxiaojiebuxihuanwo，yihou、yihouwoshaochuxianzaitamianqian。”
womeitingjianyuzhizhouzenmehuidade，zhishiwangzhetamendebeiyinghuangranrumeng。
suyaoshiwoheyuzhizhouzizhudexuesheng，tajialitiaojianbuhao，fumuyouzhongnanqingnv，chuzhongbiyejiubudasuanrangtajixudushule。
wotingshuoyihouchanzheyuzhizhouzizhuta。
liangnianqiansuyaokaorubenshidaxue，weileganjiwoheyuzhizhou，jingchangdaixiejiaxiangtutechanguolai，youyihuitalaideshihouganshangyuyanshengbing。
taxuedeshihulizhuanye，banglehaodamang。
congneiyihou，tajinchujialigengpinfan，haibangzhefudaoyuyandezuoye。
buzhidaocongshenmeshihoutagenyuzhizhoudeguanxiyuelaiyuejin，zhouliuriyuzhizhouhuiqinzijiesongtalaijiali，pingshijiwomailiwudeshihou，zongbuwangjitadaishangyifen。
bannianqiansuyaozaicanzhuoshangshuozijilianaile，neitianyuzhizhouxinqingmingxianbuhao。
晚上应酬喝多了。
zheishiwomenjiehunyihou，tatouyiciwangjiwogaosutabuxuduohedejiaodai。
zaihoulaisuyaogentatandefuerdainanpengyounaobai，fuerdaiweixieyaobaofuta，takuzhejiyuzhizhoudadianhua，yuzhizhouzhijierangtazhujinjiali。
congneiyihou，yuzhizhouhuijiadecishuyuelaiyueduo。
shenzhidapozijideyuanze，polirangsuyaomeibiyejiujinyushishixi，erjiuzaiqianjitian，wocengbaituotajiwozaizheigeshijieweiyideqindidianpaigongzuodeshihou，tahaobuyouyujujuele。
gongsilikaishichuanyuzhizhouhesuyaodefeiwen。
suyaojicikuzhegenwodaoqian，zaicanzhuoshangtichulizhi。
郁知舟没同意。
danshimeiguoduojiugongsideliuyanbianchengworongbuxiatazheigeshixisheng，shiwozaoyaotagenyuzhizhoudeshi，jiuweilebataganchugongsi。
suoyourenkaishixintengta，zhaoguta。
jiulianyuzhizhoudoubuzhiyicianshiwobiezongweinanyigexiaoguniang。
yinweisuyao，yuyanyekaishigenwoshuyuan。
buzhiyicizhizewoqifusuyao，haishuosuyaocaishitaxiangyaodemama。
qishiwozailingyigeshijiehaiyoujiaren，jibianliuxialaizheishinian，meimeiwuyemenghui，haishihuirenbuzhuxiangniantamen，buzhidaobabamamaxianzaihaihaoma？
zheishinian，wojiujieqianjiu。
却无人诉说。
danxianzai，congwojuedinghuiqudeneiyike，yiqiedoushihuaile。