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shenruoxibuzhidaozijishiruhehuidaodejiazhong，zhijidecongtaoyuchekouzhongtingdao“exin”lianggezihou，naozizaiyewufasikao。
dangtianwanshang，tajingzuoleyigeshifenhuangdandemeng——
yigemeiyanhetaoyucheshifenxiangsidexiaonanhaizaigongyuanlibenpao。
“mama！nikan！fengzhengfeidehaogao！”
haiweilaidejihuiyingnanhai，xiagechangjing，jingshitaoyuchewozhenanhaideshou，zhanzaidamenqian，shensemorandiduishenruoxilengdao：“nijiranshengxialehaizi，jiuyijingmeiyongle，gunba。”
“不要！”
shenruoximengrancongmengzhongjingxing，etoumanchuxiximimidelenghan。
chuanlehaobantiancuqi，tacaideyihuiguoshenlai。
shenruoxizhengzhazhecongchuangshangzuoqi，shoufushanglezijidexiaofu。
meishide，mengjingbuhuichengzhende，tayijingchileyao，buhuiyouhaizide。
zaishuo，taoyuchegenbenjiubukenenghuixiangyaoyigehetadehaizi。
sijici，shenruoxigengshigandaoxinzangyizhenchoutong，erbianzaicihuixiangqitashuode“exin”erzi。
......
翌日。
taoyuchecongwoshilichulai，zhengkanjianshenyunqingzaiwangshenruoxidefangjianlitanzhenaodai。
tazhouzhemeitou，zoudaoletadeshenhou：“niganmani？”
“ge、ge？！nizenmezaizhei......”shenyunqingbeiheyidatiao，shixianluanfei，“wozhishibeibabazhaolaixiangyaogaosujiejie，jiangjiadejiayanjiuyaokaishile。”
“wodenghuierhuigentashuode，nixianxiaqu。”taoyuchedao。
shenyunqingdianlediantou，gangzoumeijibu，youhuiguoshen。
“ge，haiyouyijianshi，shimamayaowowennide——”
“neitianwanshang，xuhaomeiyouhetadaizaiyiqi，weishenme？”
taoyuchechenmobuyu，zhilanlanditailetaiyanpi。
“ge，nigaoqingchu，wohenihaiyoumamacaishiyijiaren，nikebuyaogebozhouwangwaiguai！”
“shuowanlejiuxiaqu，shenmeshihoulundaonilaijiaoyuwole。”
shenruoxiyinyuetingdaolemenwaidedongjing，kaimenbianjiandaolezhengzaiduishizhongdeerren。
“nimen......zenmele？”
shenyunqingbuyulihui，wuzixialelou。
taoyuchezeshikanzheshenyunqinglikaidefangxiang，touyebuhuidishuodao：“jiangjiajiayanyaokaishile，shoushihaojiuxialai。”
shenruoxitingchuleyisifanzao，buzhidaozijiyoushinaliredaoleta。
tahuanleyishenheiseliqun，yinweizuowanmeiyoushuihao，yizhixialoushijiaobudouyouxiepiaohu。
“ruoxi，jintianyaoqujiangjiashangliangnihejiangnuodehunshi，kuaiguolaiba。”shenfudao。
“好......”
caixiazuihouyicengtaijieshi，shenruoxihurangandaoshentiyizhenbushi。
suizhierlaide，jingshicongfuzhongfanyongerchudeoutugan！
tafuzhuloutibashou，wuzhexiongkouganouleyisheng，yinqineixinyizhenkonghuang！
zenmehui......？
她不是吃了药吗？！
“jiejie，nizheigaibuhuishiyuntuba？！”shenyunqingbagaoleyinliang。
“ruoxia，nishibushibeisheijiqifule，kuaigaosuwomen！”taomujianzhuang，yishijinbishanglai，henbuderangshenruoxidangchangchengrentade“buchixingwei”。
jianshenfuliansezhujianheilexialai，shenruoxiqiangrenzhexiongkoudebushi，zhideyidiandianchaotaoyuchewangqu。
taoyucheyanmouchenchen，bujinbumandao：“shixuhao，jiudianyanhuineitiantadingshangleruoxi，jitaxialeyao，wozaishiqingfashengqianjiangxuhaoganzoule。”
“ruoxishentibushufu，yinggaiyeshineitianneigeyaodeyuanyin。”
shenfuzheicaikaikou：“xuhao？......yuche，buyaoqingraoleta，rangtazhidaogandongwonverderen，juemeiyouhaoxiachang。”
“mingbai。”taoyucheyingsheng。
shenyunqingjianzheishizhendejiuzheimesuanle，xinyoubugan，rengyaozuoshi，quebeiyipangdetaomuzhuazhuleshouwan。
“ruoxi，nishentibushufudehuajiuzaijiaxiuxiba，fanzhengshangliangdinghunyebujizheiyishibanhui。”
shenyunqingdeyanshenzaiciliangleqilai：“shia，jiejie，nijiuzaijiahaohaoxiuxi，wohuibangnixiangjiangnuogegewenhaode。”
“yuche，niyeliujializhaoguta。”
shuoshizhaogu，shiweijianshi。
taomuyizhixiangjinlebanfayaorangjiangjiarenkanshangshenyunqing，kejiangnuozuihourengshiyaoheshenruoxidinghun。
shenruoxiyanmoushudan，landechaichuantaomudexinsi。
yinweitaconglaijiubushiyigexihuanzhengqiangderen。
shenruoxizuidadeyuanwang，yezhishixianghezijixihuanderen，pingfanshunsuidiguoyibeizi。
zhikexi，tachushengzaishenjia，yanxingjuzhidouyaoyouzheshenjiada**defengdu，zhudingletadebupingfan。
ertaxihuanderen......quezaitiji“haizi”shihuigandaoexin。
ruodadekongjianjingrangshenruoxiyishichuanbushangqilai，daidaosanrenlikai，tacaiduzihuilefangjian。
zhengyaohuanyifuzhiji，taoyuchezhijiekaimenzoulejinlai。
jianshenruoxiganmangzheyanshenti，talengxiaoyisheng：“huangshenme，niquanshenshangxiawonalimeikanguo。”
shenruoxibuxihuantaoyuchezheifuxialiudetaidu，taganjuezijibeiqingjianle。
“haishishuo......nijuedewokanjiannizheifumoyang，huixiangduinizuoxieshenme？”
taoyuchebubuchaotabijin，yanlimanshixixue。
“bijing，nixihuanwo，bushima？”