第3章
天蒙蒙微亮。
jiuzaishenyinyinzhiqianpaochulaideneijiajiudiandedixiatingchechang。
xuannizouxiangyiliangdengdaiyijiudeheisejiaoche。
她打开车门坐上去。
xumaocaijidongdihuitoukanxiangta：“chenglema？”
xuanninanweiqingdirangrangzhe：“baba！niganmawendezheimezhijiea！”
“hahaha，womenananzhangdale，zhidaohaixiule，”xumaocaihongzheguinv，youwen：“zenmeyang？chenglema？”
xuannihuixiangzhiqian，tatinghuaguaiqiaodi**leyifu，zaiheiandefangjianlidengzhe，neinanrenqueshiguolaile。
xuannizhanghonglelian：“chengle。womenwanshizhihou，tajiuzoule，tadenvguanjiaguolairangwoxianlikai，shuohoumianhuigennilianxi，jinixiaoxide。”
xumaocailuchudechengdexiaoyi。
tajiuzhidaoqiaoshaobuhuijiufan，suoyishiyongleyixiexiazuodeshouduanbipoqiaoshaojiufan。
xumaocaigaoxingdixiaoqilai：“hahaha，wojiuzhidaowodeananqingguoqingcheng，zhenggeashijiumeiyouninabuxiaderen！nifangxin，babayidingxiangjinbanfa，bangnijiajiqiaoshao！”
xuannizhanghongleliandaozaihouchezuoshangsajiao：“ba！nibieshuole，wodounanweiqingsile，nizaishuowojiubulinile！”
xumaocaiyuexiangyuexingfen：“hahaha，haohaohao！bushuobushuo，womenhuijia！”
xuannihuranxiangqishenme，zuoqishenxunwen：“duilebaba，yinyinyaoshixingguolai，faxianzijishishenjileyigezaolaotouzi，tahuibuhuizisha？”
xumaocailenghengleyisheng，buxiedao：“neiyatousilecaihao！silewohainengzaieqiaojiayibi！”
上午十点。
shenyinyinbuledianjueqilai，jiuduozaixishoujianlichonglegezao。
tadaoxianzaishenshangdouhaihaoteng。
tabuyouyouxiangqizuotiandeshiqing，dangshiyimushenyubingrangtajiaren，shenyinyinziranshibuyuanyide。
shenyubingyoushuo：“neiniguolaigenrenjiaxiangkanxiangkan，wanyihailunbudaonixianqirenjia，renjiajiuxiankanbushangnileni？nibushiyizhixiangzhidaonibabashisheima？zhiyaoniyuanyiqugenrenjiajiangemian，buguanchenggongyufou，yimudoubanimamadangnianderijibenhaijini，zheilitoukeshishenmemimidouyoude！”
mamaderijiben......
shenyinyinjiushitaikewangdedaozheigerijiben，tazheicaidayinglaidashajianmian。
tamenyuedingdeshidasha19cengdekafeitingpengtou。
ketadaolezhihou，dianleyibeikafei，helebanbei，renhaimeifanyingguolaijiuyunleguoqu。
dengtaxinglaideshihou，tayijingchishenguotiditangzaile21cengdejiudiandachuangshang，biantilinshang，haibeishuaileyizhangliangqianwandezhipiao。
yelizuihouyibangongjiaochedoumeiyoule，shenyinyinzailubianguliwuyuan，ruoxiaowuzhudikulehaozhangshijian。
tazuihoujuedingyumingyunkangzheng。
taxianglanxiayiliangche，suibiansheideche，ranhoupaiyizhangwenzhao，liuzhejintianzhongwufuyandeshihouyong。
tajiubuxinqiaoyeneiyangyouqianyoushidenanren，huirenshoudelezijidenvrenzaiwaimiantouchi？
meizhunkanlezhaopianzhihou，lijijiufanhuishuobuqutale。
ketameixiangdao，tahuilanxiadujiaoshoudeche。
weilebujidujiaoshouneiyanghaoderenrelaimafan，tabudasuanyongneizhangzhaopianle，danshi，xiangrangtayinweishiquleyigechuyejiucongcibeirennanieyibeizi，zheiyebukeneng！
jiuzaishenyinyinjuedingbuzaishouyimubaibudeshihou，tashoujididayishengxiangleqilai。
tanaguoyikan，shibiaojiexuannifalaideweixin。
yizhangzhaopian，neirongshiyipianriji——
【1999nian8yue26ri，qing，jintiandaolechanjianderizi，yizaoqilai，tayijingjiwozuohaolezaofan，shiwoaichidepidanshourouzhou，chilefan，takaichesongwoquyiyuan，kenengshikanchuwojinzhang，taxiachehoulazhewodeshoulaidaohoubeixiang，rangwobishangyanjing。wotinghuadibile，dengtarangwozhengkai，wojiukanjian，houbeixiangmanmandemeiguihua，doushiwoxihuandefenhongsede......】
日记没有结束。
danyejincieryi，zhaopianjiuzheimedianda，meiyoupaizheiyiyedequanjing。
benziqiaozheshiyouxieniantoule，yemianyouxiejiule。
shangmiandezijiqingxinjuanli，shenyinyincongweijianguomamaliuxiaderenhewenzi，tayechibuzhunzheishibushimamadezi。
danshitazaixujiashenghuoguo，tazhidao，zheibushixujiarenheyigerendeziji。
xuannijianshenyinyinyizhimeixiaoxin，taganmangyoufaduanxincuicu：【chezailouxia，nishanglai，genwomenquchifan，rijibenjiujini！shuodaozuodao！】
宿舍楼路边，车里。
xujiarenjiaojididengdaizhe。
xuannijintianteyidabanleyifan。
zuowantiantaihei，qiaoshaodoumeiyouhaohaokanqingchutadelian，xianzaibaitianle，takedemeimeidiqujianqiaoshao。
“zheisiyatou，zenmeyidianxiaoxidoumeiyou！”xumaocaiwangzheqizi：“nirijibenzuodexiangma？”
“feihua！”shenyubingjianzhangfubuxinrenziji，jidongdao：“wozheishiconglaoshujulizhaodaodebenzi，tiqiandalecaogaoyourangshenru（jialiguanjiadexifu）yigeziyigezixiexialaide，shenrudezihaokan，yikanjiushiwenyiqingniandeneizhongzi，genwomeimeidezixiang！”
jiejinzhengwu，tianqiyuelaiyuere。
chelikailekongdiao，danqinshilouqianmeiyoukeyizhedangdeyinliangchu。
xujiarenzaichelidaidezhiliuhan，cilaladeyangguangzhengmianzhaoshexialai，rangrenxinfanyiluan。
xuannishengpajingzhidezhuangronghuale，qinaodao：“tazenmehaibuxialaia？qiaoshaohaizaidengzhewoni！zheigaisideyatou，chengtianjiuzhidaohuaiwodehaoshi！kanlaidejitaxiadianmengliaole，burantahaizhenbuhuixialaile！”
shenyinyinzhengyinweixujiadesaoraoergandaokunrao。
她不想去。
youpacuoguomamaderiji。
jiuzaizheishi，xuanniyoushuaileyitiaoyuyinguolai。
aiyuqinshihaiyouqitatongxue，shenyinyinbuganzhijieting，ershibatazhuanhuanchenglewenzilaikan。
“**！nizuowangenqiaoyezaiyiqideshipinzaiwomenshouli！ruguonibuxiangrangquanshijiedouzhidao，neinijiuguaiguaijiwoxialoulai！chetingzainilouxia！ruguonibuzaibangexiaoshineichulai，wojiugenniyusiwangpo，bazheigeshipinfashangwangqu！kanniyihouhaizenmezuoren！”