第6章 如果我走了

kusedeyaoweimankaizaishejian,shenweibuxiangyanxiaqu,danluxingzhouyikeyikesaijinlai,haiguanletadabanbeishui。

fubudejiaotongjiaju,shenweitongdaoerming。

tafanguoshen,pazaichuangshang,murandekouzhesangziyan。

tahaoxiangnengganjuedao,taheluxingzhoudehaizi,zhengyidiandianliushi。

qiangdelianjiatonghong,tazazaichuangshang,muguanghuansan,“luxingzhou,duibuqi,shiwocuole。shiwochixinwangxiang。”

zhudingyaosideren,weishenmejuedenengshengxiahaizi,nengbahaizidangjiushuni?

zaojiuzaihunyinlizouyuandenanren,weishenmeyaoniannianbuwangni?

“luxingzhou,womenlihun。bieshushiwode,qingnidaizhenidexiaosan,likaiwodebieshu。”

luxingzhoulengmo:“runisuoyuan。”

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yizhouhou,shenweiguizaiyugangqian,chechucizhuanfengxideluofa。

luxingzhouhaisitamendehaizihou,chediyanjuanta,daizhelinxiaoyalikaibieshu,zaimeihuilaiguo。

suirantamenmeiyouzhengshilihun,danyijingkaishifenju。

tingdaoshoujilingsheng,tameiyoudongdexiangfa,youjiuqipanzaiyugangshangdezhangfa。

zheijitian,sihuyaobatayishengdetoufadoujidiaoguang!

shoujilingshengtingle,meiguoliangmiaoyouqieerbushedexiangqi。

shenweitingbudezheishengyin,kaishitouteng。

danduifangsihucunxingentaboyi,chixubuduandeda。

tafanzao,fuzheyugangzhanqi,paodaowoshinaqizhendongdeshouji。

laidianxianshishi“xiaozhouer”,tatingdunbanmiao,jieqi,“luxingzhou?”

tashiqueqianle,haishireshile?

liuchanhou,tashenzhimeizhaoyisheng,hunshenshixuedetaohuibieshu,gengbietizuoshoushudeshiqing。tagejuewaijiedeyanyiqie,meitianzuozhewuliaoyouxizhideshiqing,dengzhesiwanglailin。

zaicixiangdaoluxingzhou,tajuranbuhenle。

meigezhanzhuannanmiandeshenye,tadouxiwangluxingzhouzaitashenbian,napazhinengtingdaotadehuxisheng,tadoumanzu。

“shenwei,nideyenanrenzhaowomafan,woxianzaizaijingchaju!”

luxingzhouzheizhongjihuyizhiqishidekouqi,rangshenweiyiweihuidaolejinianqian,tahaishigenzaitashenhouhanta“jie”quebazhetabuzhuntatanlianaidenanhaizi。

yiweitazhuangsi,luxingzhoubunaifandezhongfu:“shenwei,wozaijingchaju,beisuyuanhaide!”

shenweichedonghoulong,“hao,wolai。”

shangcisuyuanheluxingzhoubuhuanersan,tapasuyuanzhenyaoyongfalvwuqiduifuluxingzhou。luxingzhounianqingqisheng,youqirongyichongdong,zaijingchajujueduibushisuyuandeduishou。

buzhaojingzi,tayenengxiangxiangdaorujinbingruocangbaideziji。

maozi、weijin、shoutao,zhangwaitao,zhedezhiluchubanzhanglian,tacaibeishangbaoganqujingchaju。

suyuanzaiyiyuanpengdaoluxingzhouhelinxiaoya,gujiluxingzhouhaizaiqisuyuanjita“dailvmaozi”,youbatadadetoupoxueliu。

zheicishenweibuzai,suyuanguoduanbaojing。

luxingzhouxinliyouqi,eyizhaolaishenwei。

shenweihaowuyiwaidikenqisuyuanfangguoluxingzhou,luxingzhoumeimulingli,zangbuzhudeyi。

luxingzhoumanqiangnuhuowuchufaxie,youxintengshenweijiangsidebeiwei,zuizhongfangqi。

shenweishitandeqianzhuluxingzhoudeshou,tameikangju,tatanlandewojin。

lengfenggualai,tacaizaitaijieshang,nachudiehaodeshoupa,zhuanzhuqingroudecashitazuijiaodexue。

luxingzhoubutaizizai,danshimeiduo,buzhidaoxiangqileshenme,jiangzhebiaoqingbudongdan,yebuqukanshenweidewenrou。

tamuguangqianquan,ziranerrande,“xiaozhouer,ruguowozoule,nizhaoguhaoziji,zhidaoma?”