任筱媛的泪止不住。
tabuzhidaoshiweizijiku，haishiweiqianshineigedaosidounianzhetadeweiyutingku。
weiyutingaweiyuting，ruguonizhidao，wodezhongshengshiqianshideniyongmingqiushenfohuanlaide，nihuihouhuibeipanwoma？
“bieku，bieku，shiwohunzhang！”
weiyutingmanlianxintengbarenbaojinhuaili，gaodadenanrenwanzheyao，tihuailirencazhelei，shayadehualimanyanshihoupa。
“xiaoyuan，qiuqiunibiekulehaobuhao？nishuo，yaowozenmezuocaiyuanliangwo？zhiyaonishuowoshenmedouyuanyiquzuo……”
kerenxiaoyuandeyanleiquemeiyouzhizhu。
jiranzheimepashiquta，weishenmeyoubeipantani？
tuikaiweiyuting，tagangyaoshuohua，kebiqianghudiyonglaiyizhenshuxidewenre。
她又流鼻血了。
naodaiyekaishiyizhenzhenfayun。
hunchenjian，erbianyizhencaoza。
“xiaoyuan？woxianzaidainiquyiyuan！”
“buyaoshuiguoqu……xiaoyuan，wocuole……”
“yisheng！jiuming！kuailaijiuming！yidingyaozhihaota，buxiyiqiedaijia！”
tadejinghuang，tadezaiyi，huanghujianrangrenxiaoyuanhaoxianghuidaoleqianshi。
shangbeizi，tazaidaxueduixuezhangpeiyoumingyijianzhongqing，aicanleta，barenjiaziyuanjinshupengjileta。
kezuihoupeiyoumingtunbinglerenjia，ranghuaitaisanyuedetazangshenhuohai，yishiliangming。
灵堂上——
weiyutingfengleyiyangchonglejinqu，bapeiyoumingdadebansi，manyanliqisenran：“jiusuanhuochuzheitiaoming，woyeyidingyaonihouhuilaidaozheishishang，houhuibeipanlerenxiaoyuan！”
tabugushisu，qiangzouletadeguhui，chengnuojitabaochou。
zuihou，taqueshizuodaole。
qingjinzichan，bujihouguo，gaokualepeiyouming。
yebuzhidaohunshuileduojiu，renxiaoyuanxinglai，rumushiyipianjiebai，tatangzaibingfangzhong。
“xiaoyuan，nizhongyuxingle！”
tapianguotouqu，caifaxianweiyutingyanzhongbumanhongxuesi，yanzhongshizhibuzhuhoupa：“nidayinglewo，yaoyongyuanhewozaiyiqi，nibukeyilikaiwo……”
“womeiyoubeipanni，neigehaizishiwobeiwomasuanjile。zhihou，woyoujinggaoguowoma，wozhiyaonibuyaohaizi，fouze，wojiuheweijiachediduanjueguanxi……”
“kewomeixiangdao，zhishineiyicixiexinyujiuhuaileyun，haimanzhewoshengxialehaizi。”
tingzhezheixie，renxiaoyuanshuobuqingxintouziwei。
dantadelianseyidingbuhaokan
suoyiweiyutingbuganzaijixujieshile，tashenzhibugankantadeyan，zhiwozhetadeshouchuimouqinwen，yibianyouyibianaiqiu。
“xiaoyuan，nidawomawodoukeyi，danwomenbulihunhaobuhao？”
gaodalengliedeleitingzongcai，cikequepadeshuangshoudouzaizhan，mingmingtalianlinghundouzaijiaoxiaozhehaipa，haipatabuyaota，keweishenmequeyaomantapianta？
是了，他在赌。
dutahetamuyichengzhou，tawuchukequ。
dutamenzhijianganqingshenhou，tahuiliangjie，tabuguoshifanlesuoyounanrendouhuifandecuo……
renxiaoyuanyouxiechuanbuguoqi。
tachoukaishou，turandaduan：“nizhidao，nimayaobaxiexinyujiehuijia，zuonideertaitaima？”
weiyutingmengdidunzhu，sihumeixiangdaotahuizaizheigeshihoutixiexinyu，**luodixiankailetadebukan。
queyoumashangxuanshishuo：“wodeqizizhiyouni。”
neizhongshileliqideganjuezaicixilai，renxiaoyuanpibeibishangyan：“woleile，nizouba，dengnichulilexiexinyuzaishuoqita。”
tajujuedetaidumingxian，guoleyihuier，erpancaixiangqinanrendichendecuobai：“hao。”
henkuai，bingfangmen‘kada’guanshang。
renxiaoyuantaishourouzhemeixin，quesihaohuanjiebuletouteng。
xiayimiao，“kada”yisheng，menyoubeidakai。
“你怎么又来了？”
tayazhenanshoukanqu，quefaxianlaideshiyisheng。
“baoqian，wobuzhidao……”
taqishengangyaoxiachuang，yishengquebujianshengqi，faneryilianlianminjiangjianchabaogaodijita：“nizheicidehunmi，bushichehuonaozhendanghouyizheng。”
huayinruer，renxiaoyuanmeixinyitiao，momingbuan，jiezhejiuting——
“ren**，nidelenaoai，yijingshiwanqi。”