第4章 他也要离婚

我为什么会哭?

wowufahuidanuomidewenti。

wojianchileshiyiniandeai,zaiyiciyouyicishiwangzhihouyijingqianchuangbaikong,congqianbujuede,yiweizijihainengren,kezaikanjiannuomizuozaiyoueryuanmenkouchichidengzhetademoyang,wowufazaiyuanliangshenxixing,yewufashuofuzijizaizheiyanggentahaozhe。

wolikainuomidefangjianhuidaowoshi,zaishuzhuangtaidezuidixiayouyifenwunianqianjiuzhunbeihaodelihunxieyishu,neishigangshengwannuomi,yinweinanchanwohenuomidoujingguoshengsizhijie,ertazuoweiyigezhangfuhefuqin,congshizhizhongdouweichuxianzaichanfang。

neishihouwoyayi,chadiandeleyiyuzheng,jiuzaiwozhunbeihaolihunxieyizhunbeilihundeshihou,shencongzuzhiwo,gaosuwolibishuo:“nuomishishenjiadehaizi,xianbieshuowogele,woyeyekendingbuhuitongyinidaizoutade,zaishuohaizizheimexiao,wogekendingbuhuitongyilihunde,youshenmeshidenghaizizhangdajisuizaishuo。”

woneishinuoruo,yituoxiejiushizheimeduonian。

woquchulihunxieyijishenxixingdaledianhua。

diyicimeirenjie,woyoudaleyici。

neibianjietongle,lengmodeshuo:“daihuidaojia。”

woneixinpingjingdeshuo:“nuomishuile,tayizhidoumeidengdaotadefuqin。”

shenxixingbunaifandao:“niyinyangguaiqidexiangbiaodashenme?”

“shenxixing,nibuaiwomeiyouguanxi,duiwomoranyemeiguanxi,nishenzhiqifuwoyemeiyouguanxi,kenuomishinidenver,nibunengzheiyangdaita。”

dianhuaneiduanyizhichenmo,wotaiyanwanglewangchuangwaidejingse,chengshicuicanduomu,kewodexinliyipiancangliang,weiyidexijijiushiduzilidezheigehaizi。

tadechuxian,zhengjiulewodenuomi。

xujiu,wotingjianshenxixingwen:“nijuedewonaerkuiqiannidehaizile?”

nidehaizi......

tacongburenweinuomishitadehaizi。

duziyoukaishiyinyinzuotong,wobuxiangyinweishenmeshitaiguodeyingxiangzijideqingxu,suoyifangroushengyinshuo:“zhaogedifang,womenlianggeliaoliaoba。”

nuomizaijiali,youshenmeshibudanghaizidemian。

shenxixingzhijiegualewodedianhua,kanlaishibuxianggenwoliao,woxianglexiangdachedaoyiyuanmenkoujitafaxiaoxi,“wozaiyiyuanmenkou,dengbudaonibuhuilikai。”

lindongdefenghenhanleng,woxiachedianleyizhiyandengtaranzhe,shenxixingchulaikanjianwozheiyangzhoulezhoumeilengmodewen:“chenmian,nishishenmeshihouxuehuichouyande?”

woyebuzhidao,dagaizaishengxianuomizhihou,woxianzaihuaiyunyebuganchouyan,danshikanzhetaranshao,woyizhifuzaodexinqingnengdedaopiankedeanfu。

womeiyouhuidatadewenti,ershishenzichengzhechemen,yanjingmingliangdewangzheta,xiaowen:“xixing,womenjiehunliunianle,nirengjuedequwoshizainanma?”

tamoran,worenzhufatongdeduzishuo:“nijinnianjiumansanshisansuile,suanqilaiwojiajinineinianbuguoshijiusui,zheigenianlinghaimeiyounixiangxiangdeneimewujianbucui,nidelengmo,xiuruyijinihejiluodeliuyanfeiyu,xiangyibajiandaoyiyangzaiwodexinkoushangmianyibianyibiandehuazhe,woyiweiwokeyirenshouni......”

yanqiandenanrenmeimujunlang,yixiheisedayi,limianchuanzheyijianbaisedemaoyi,zaizheihandonglishizheiyangdenuan,ketadenuancongbushijiwode......

shenxixingzhengzhu:“nixiangshuoshenme?”

“我们离婚吧。”

wozhuazhutadeyilingkaojintaxiaoshuo:“wofangnizou,jiniziyou!nibuxiangyaonuomidehuakeyijiwo,nixiangliuzhetadehuawoyekeyibafuyangquanjini,danshishenxixing,wozhiyouyigeqingqiu,qingnixiangyigefuqinyiyangdanqizijidezeren!”

shenxixingmousefaan,tamengdituihouyibuhuangrandewangzhewo,woquchulihunxieyishudijitashuo:“woshenmedoubuyao,zhixiwangninenghaohaodizhaoguhaizi。”

tadashenghechiwen:“chenmian,nifashenmefeng?”

shenxixingturanyouxiehuangluan,woyebuzhidaotazaihuangluanshenme,worenzhefahongdeyanquanshuo:“shangmianwoyijingqianlezi,niyeganjinqianlenidemingziba。”

“chenmian,niyezheimepobujidaidelihun?”

neishi,womeiyouchajuedaoshenxixingshuodeyezi。

jishiwobutichulihun,tayezaoxianglihunle。

我坚定道:“是。”

shenxixingdengzhewoyiziyijudewen:“niqueding?”

wojiandingdemuguangwangzheta,shenxixingchenmoxujiuhaishiqianlezijidemingzijianglihunxieyishurengjiwo,niqiao,zaitadexindihaishixianglihunde。

lianbanjuwanliudehuadoumeiyou。

woditouxiangcongdishangjianqilai,bujingyijiankanjianjiaoxiayidapianxueji。

wohuangkongdehanzheshenxixing,tachuiyan,wozhuazhutadeyixiukudebuzhisuocuodao:“shenxixing,wohuaiyunle,dantaierbuwen......niganjinhanyisheng!”