我为什么会哭?
wowufahuidanuomidewenti。
wojianchileshiyiniandeai,zaiyiciyouyicishiwangzhihouyijingqianchuangbaikong,congqianbujuede,yiweizijihainengren,kezaikanjiannuomizuozaiyoueryuanmenkouchichidengzhetademoyang,wowufazaiyuanliangshenxixing,yewufashuofuzijizaizheiyanggentahaozhe。
wolikainuomidefangjianhuidaowoshi,zaishuzhuangtaidezuidixiayouyifenwunianqianjiuzhunbeihaodelihunxieyishu,neishigangshengwannuomi,yinweinanchanwohenuomidoujingguoshengsizhijie,ertazuoweiyigezhangfuhefuqin,congshizhizhongdouweichuxianzaichanfang。
neishihouwoyayi,chadiandeleyiyuzheng,jiuzaiwozhunbeihaolihunxieyizhunbeilihundeshihou,shencongzuzhiwo,gaosuwolibishuo:“nuomishishenjiadehaizi,xianbieshuowogele,woyeyekendingbuhuitongyinidaizoutade,zaishuohaizizheimexiao,wogekendingbuhuitongyilihunde,youshenmeshidenghaizizhangdajisuizaishuo。”
woneishinuoruo,yituoxiejiushizheimeduonian。
woquchulihunxieyijishenxixingdaledianhua。
diyicimeirenjie,woyoudaleyici。
neibianjietongle,lengmodeshuo:“daihuidaojia。”
woneixinpingjingdeshuo:“nuomishuile,tayizhidoumeidengdaotadefuqin。”
shenxixingbunaifandao:“niyinyangguaiqidexiangbiaodashenme?”
“shenxixing,nibuaiwomeiyouguanxi,duiwomoranyemeiguanxi,nishenzhiqifuwoyemeiyouguanxi,kenuomishinidenver,nibunengzheiyangdaita。”
dianhuaneiduanyizhichenmo,wotaiyanwanglewangchuangwaidejingse,chengshicuicanduomu,kewodexinliyipiancangliang,weiyidexijijiushiduzilidezheigehaizi。
tadechuxian,zhengjiulewodenuomi。
xujiu,wotingjianshenxixingwen:“nijuedewonaerkuiqiannidehaizile?”
nidehaizi......
tacongburenweinuomishitadehaizi。
duziyoukaishiyinyinzuotong,wobuxiangyinweishenmeshitaiguodeyingxiangzijideqingxu,suoyifangroushengyinshuo:“zhaogedifang,womenlianggeliaoliaoba。”
nuomizaijiali,youshenmeshibudanghaizidemian。
shenxixingzhijiegualewodedianhua,kanlaishibuxianggenwoliao,woxianglexiangdachedaoyiyuanmenkoujitafaxiaoxi,“wozaiyiyuanmenkou,dengbudaonibuhuilikai。”
lindongdefenghenhanleng,woxiachedianleyizhiyandengtaranzhe,shenxixingchulaikanjianwozheiyangzhoulezhoumeilengmodewen:“chenmian,nishishenmeshihouxuehuichouyande?”
woyebuzhidao,dagaizaishengxianuomizhihou,woxianzaihuaiyunyebuganchouyan,danshikanzhetaranshao,woyizhifuzaodexinqingnengdedaopiankedeanfu。
womeiyouhuidatadewenti,ershishenzichengzhechemen,yanjingmingliangdewangzheta,xiaowen:“xixing,womenjiehunliunianle,nirengjuedequwoshizainanma?”
tamoran,worenzhufatongdeduzishuo:“nijinnianjiumansanshisansuile,suanqilaiwojiajinineinianbuguoshijiusui,zheigenianlinghaimeiyounixiangxiangdeneimewujianbucui,nidelengmo,xiuruyijinihejiluodeliuyanfeiyu,xiangyibajiandaoyiyangzaiwodexinkoushangmianyibianyibiandehuazhe,woyiweiwokeyirenshouni......”
yanqiandenanrenmeimujunlang,yixiheisedayi,limianchuanzheyijianbaisedemaoyi,zaizheihandonglishizheiyangdenuan,ketadenuancongbushijiwode......
shenxixingzhengzhu:“nixiangshuoshenme?”
“我们离婚吧。”
wozhuazhutadeyilingkaojintaxiaoshuo:“wofangnizou,jiniziyou!nibuxiangyaonuomidehuakeyijiwo,nixiangliuzhetadehuawoyekeyibafuyangquanjini,danshishenxixing,wozhiyouyigeqingqiu,qingnixiangyigefuqinyiyangdanqizijidezeren!”
shenxixingmousefaan,tamengdituihouyibuhuangrandewangzhewo,woquchulihunxieyishudijitashuo:“woshenmedoubuyao,zhixiwangninenghaohaodizhaoguhaizi。”
tadashenghechiwen:“chenmian,nifashenmefeng?”
shenxixingturanyouxiehuangluan,woyebuzhidaotazaihuangluanshenme,worenzhefahongdeyanquanshuo:“shangmianwoyijingqianlezi,niyeganjinqianlenidemingziba。”
“chenmian,niyezheimepobujidaidelihun?”
neishi,womeiyouchajuedaoshenxixingshuodeyezi。
jishiwobutichulihun,tayezaoxianglihunle。
我坚定道:“是。”
shenxixingdengzhewoyiziyijudewen:“niqueding?”
wojiandingdemuguangwangzheta,shenxixingchenmoxujiuhaishiqianlezijidemingzijianglihunxieyishurengjiwo,niqiao,zaitadexindihaishixianglihunde。
lianbanjuwanliudehuadoumeiyou。
woditouxiangcongdishangjianqilai,bujingyijiankanjianjiaoxiayidapianxueji。
wohuangkongdehanzheshenxixing,tachuiyan,wozhuazhutadeyixiukudebuzhisuocuodao:“shenxixing,wohuaiyunle,dantaierbuwen......niganjinhanyisheng!”