第1章

我和贺谨舟分手了,

liyoushitashuoganqingdanle,

wotidefenshou,tatongyile。

houlaiwozhidaole,tashishenbuyouji。

zaiyongbaoxingfudeneiyike,wosile,

tameinianjiwoshaodaliangdezhiqian,neishilvxingtayangwodeshiyan。

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wolazhexinglixianglaidaojuzudeshihou,

hejinzhouzhengzaiyipangbuzhuang,zuoweixinjinyingdi,taqueshiyouziben。

hejinzhouyangmaoshifenyingjun,danfengyanzidaiguiqi,bilianggaoting,chunxingwanmei。zhishineishuangqiheiershensuideyanjingtouzheshigudeliangyi,rangrenwufazhishi。

wocengjianguotaneishuangchongmanleliangyidedanfengyanweiwohanqingchongmanaiyi,yejianguotayandimanshilengmoheshuli

taduiwocongkaishidelangqingqieyidaohoulaideyifubuzaihuwusuoweidetaiduyebuguoliangnianeryi。

woxiang,ruobushidangchuwobangtahailezhaibianxiangdejiuletayiming,

anzhetayouenbibaodexingge,caituodaoxianzaihewofenshou。

真是难为他了!

womeihetadazhaohu,yinweizaidatingguangzhongzhixia,tashidanghongyingdi,woshimingbujianjingchuandezuociren,hetashuohuachunshuziquqiru。

[lin**,nilaile,wodainiquzhaodaoyan]

zhipianrenguolaile,xiaomimidehewodazhaohu,

woshouhuileshixian,genzhetazou。

hejinzhouhuitoudeshihouganghaokanjiandezhiyouwodebeiying。

[mingdao,ninhao,jiuyangdaming,qingduoduoguanzhao]

wolimaodeduizheqianmiandeheaixiaolaotoudazhaohu,

[lin**keqile,wocengwuyijiankandaolelin**xiede《wujian》,shenjuelin**shigerencai,zheiciqinglin**laishixiangrangninbangmangwanchengpianweiqude**de。]

明导很客气的说着:

liaoliaojiyujiujieshiqingchulewoneixindeyiwen,bukuishizhimingdaoyana!

[mingdao,nintaitaijule,wohuijinwozuidanuliquzuode。]

[hao,lin**,neimingmoujiujinghoujiayinle。]

yifanhanxuanhou,jiurangrendaiwoqulepangbiandexiuxishili,

wozuozaishafashang,congxinglixianglinachuchangchideweiyao,kanlekanwuzilimeiyoushuihou,

zhuanshengangdakaimen,jiukanjianhejinzhouzhanzaimenkoushoulilinzhejipingshui,zhengdasuanqiaomen,

jianwochulai,tawangpangbiankanlekan,haoxiangzaikanshenmeren。

[heyingdi,youshenmeshima。]

wolimaoerqiemianbugaisedewendao,

tajiangshoulideshuidijiwo,jieshidao[daoyanrangwolaide,tashuorangwohenitantaoyixiajuqingbangzhunixieci。]

我伸手接过,

kanzhetayiliandelengmoheshuli,wobuyoudehuaiyiwomenshifouzaiyiqileliangnian,tajiwodeganjuehaoxiangwomenjiushihaoburenshidemoshengren。

[jinlaiba,youdianerluan,biezaiyi。]

dakaimenhou,wojiujinwule。

hejinzhoujinsuiqihou,haishunshoubamenguanshangle。

chuzaitongyigekongjianli,wohaishijuedeyoudianershangxinde,

bijingliangniandeganqing,shuobuzaiyineishibukenengde。

hejinzhouzuozaishafashangkanzhejuben,yifugongshigongbandetaidu,woyeshouhuilesixuzuozailepangbian。

zheibushiwodiyicihehejinzhoutanlunjuben,danqueshiwomenfenshouhoudiyicizuozaiyiqiliaogongzuo。

[wolejiedaomingdaodezheibujushiguanyuxuanhuanticaide,yigemowangaishangleyigecengjiuguotaderenleinvhaier,errenleixiangshalemowang,zaitaofaguochengzhongzhualenvhaierweixiemowangbuliaonvhainingyuansiyebuxiangrangtamenshanghaimowangzuihouxiangxiaoyuyunle,ermowangchongguanyinuweihongyanxiangshalesuoyourenbaochou,dannvhaierlinzhongqiangaosutabiesharen,taxiangrangtahaohaohuozhe,yexuxiayishitanengzhaodaota,tamenzaixuqianyuan,zuihoumowangzainvhaierlunhuidedisanshizhaodaoleta,yibeizibulibuqi。]

jiandanleshuoleyixiagushigenggaihou,wohelekoushuiwendao:

[suoyiwodasuancongaiheyihanfangmianrushou,heyingdiyoushenmexiangshuodema,woxiergongting]

hejinzhoukanzhezhuoshangdeweiyaoyebushuohua,

tayinggaihenjingyaba,yinianqiantazaijuzuwanshangwoduzitengjinjisongyihouyishenggaosuwoshiweibing,xuyaohaohaojiangyang,wojiukaishisuishendaizheweiyaole,bimianweitongyinqishenmebushidanwushier。

erneishitaduiwodetaiduyijingfashenglefantianfudidebianhua,gaosutayijingmeibiyaole。

kanzhetachenmobuyuwoyoucuicu:[heyingdi,ninyoushenmekanfama?]

tacaimanmandetaitoukanwo:[axu,nizheiyigeyuelaiguodehaoma?]

he,wobuyoudeyoudianerxinsai,

[zheihaoxiangjiheyingdiwuguanba,ruoshinimeiyouqitashijiuchuquba。]

tayanshenanlean,caijianghuatiyinrudaolegongzuoshang,[axu,niduijuqingyijinglejiedehenhaole,guanyurenwuxinggehetamenzhijiandeganqing,limiandexijiewohuizhenglihaohouzailaizhaonitantaode。]

gaishuobushuo,hejinzhouduidaigongzuodetaiduzhendewuxiekeji,taduijubendelijieyehenshenke。

youtabangmangqueshifangbianminglangxuduo,suoyiwoduiyujiexialaijianmianshenmedebingmeiyoushenmedichu。

gongzuoma,biechanrugerenganqing,

zuonaer,qianliaoleyihuier。

linzouqiantaduiwoshuo:[axu,zhaoguhaoziji,haiyouduibuqi。]

womeishuohua,woyaodebushiduibuqi,shuozaiduoyoushenmeyongni!

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hejinzhouzouhou,wocaicongzhuoshangnaqiyaochileqilai,

shoutadeyingxiangwoganjueweidouyoudianernanshoule。

kanzhezhuoshangdejuben,buyoudexiangqilewomenzaiyiqideneiliangnianzhendetingburongyide。

wohehejinzhoudoubushishenmetianxuanzhizi,zhengzhazaiwenbaodediyixian,

hejinzhoufumuqianlehenduozhaizishale,suoyoudezhaiwudouzhuanyidaoletashenshang。

wochangzaiyijiakafeiguanlixieciertajiuzaineilidagong,

jianjiandiwomenyejiurenshile,wojingchangdianyibeimeishizuozaineilikanta。

youyicitaozhaiderenlaile,zaledianhaidaleta,zhengchaozhixiawocaizhidaotayuanlaiguodeshizheiyangdeshenghuo。

woyongzijijinyoudeqianbangtahailezhai,haipeichangledianlilaobandesunshi。

neishiwohaikaiwanxiaodeshuo:[hejinzhou,jidebaodawoa,wokeshibashenjiaqiandoutoujinile。]

taneishitingzibeide,zhishidianlediantou,[linruxu,nishigehaoren,woqiannidedouhuihaijinide,xiexieni!]

tahuanleyifengongzuogandeyetinghaodebianhaiwoqianbianshenghuo,renyekailanglexuduo,danshimingyunzongshiqifulaoshiren,

hejinzhouzaigongzuoshibeitongshiwuxian,

shuotasixialigenduijiagongsizuojiaoyihaiyouzhengju,

jibianhoumianchaqingle,danshitayoushiqulegongzuo。

henzhangshijiandoumeiyougongzuo,qianhuaguangle,taxianghuilaojia,wojiangtadaidaolewojia

[hejinzhou,zuowonanpengyouba,wojiudangtouzi,xianzaiwoyangni,yihounizhuandaqianyangwo,zenmeyang。]

meixiangdaodeshitazhendedayingle!

tazhendehenhao,zhaoguwodefangfangmianmian,youtazai,wolianpinggaidoubuxuyaozijining。

houlaitabeixingtanfaxianle,jiangjinyiniandeshijiandouzaipaixi,tajiangzhuandeqiandoujilewo,zijizhiliuxiachifandeqian,duiwoshuo:

[axu,qiandoujini,xiangmaishenmemaishenme,woyangni。]

wozhishixiaozhedianlediantou,

wocongbuqingyidongneixieqian,zongxiangzheyihouyaoshiyoushenmeshierkeyinalaiyingji。

houlaitapailejibuxibaohuo,yanjichuzhong,zhangdeshuaiqihaokan,fensiyebushaole,zhuandeyegengduole。

womenzaiyiqidedierniantabianle,biandehenlengdan,lengmo,buhuijiayebuzenmehewofaxiaoxile。

wozhidaowomendeganqingchuxianlewenti,wowentazenmele,tashuoganqingdanle,

houlaizaidianshishangkanjianletahexujiaqianjinxuyingxuechuxigaodangjiudianliangrenshoulashou。

neitianshiwodeshengri,wojitadadianhua,tashuotahuihuilaide,danshitameiyou,zhishijiangliwusongleguolai,shiyijianjimeidehunsha。

womeiyoushou,jitatuilehuiqu。

zuihou,shiwoshuodefenshou,tatongyile!

tabanlechuqushenmedoumeinazou,qianyeliulexialai。

woshoule,jiudangzuoshidangniandehuibaoba,zaishuotayebuquezheidianerqian。

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xianzaiwoxiangtayingdangshibuxihuanwode,hewozaiyiqihendadeyuanyinshibaoenba!

womanmandeshoushizhexingli,jianglimiandexishuyongpinfangzaixishoutaishang。

daoyanjilewosantianshijianrangwoxianxiegedagangchulaikankan,

wodeshoushishoushichuquzhaozhaolingganle。

yichumenjiukanjian,xuyingxueshenhougenzhehaoduorentizhedabaoxiaobaodelaile。

xuyingxue,xujiaqianjin,jialitingshuocengjinghunguoheisuiranxibailedanshicongqianderenmaihaishiyoude,tayoushixujiazuixiaode,shangmianyougegegechongzhe,youdianerwufawutianle

[dajiapaixixinkule,wojidajiamailedianerdianxin,dajiakuailaichi!]

xuyingxuexianggehudieyiyangchuansuozairenqunzhong,

mingdaoshangquyingjieta,erhejinzhouzaiyipangxiaodeyishuangdanfengyandouwanlexiaqu。

[jinzhougege,xiangwolemei?]

xuyingxueyibianjiangshoulidebaodijihejinzhouyibiansajiao

hejinzhoushunshounaleguoqu,baozhexuyingxue,dianlediantadebizixiaozheshuo:

[nizenmelaile,bushishuozaijiadengwoma?]

多么宠溺啊!

cengjiheshi?tayezheimehewoshuoguohua,

neishiwoxiedegecidiyicibeiyijiadagongsiqianzou,wohengaoxing,ranhoujitabaoxi,dangshitazaigebishilipaixi,lianyehuilejia。

[hejinzhou,nizhidaoma,woxiede《wujian》maichuqule,fadacaile]

taneishijiuzheimebaozhewo,fumozhewodefasiqingroudeshuo:[axu,womenhuimanmanhaoqilaide,daoneishihounichuanshangjiebaidehunshajiajiwohaoma]

wozuijiaowanwandexiaozhe,yanlishanzhexingguang,bujiasisuodetuokouerchu:

[hejinzhou,neiyounizheimeqiuhundea,nideshoupengxianhuahejiezhidanxixiagui,neigeshihouwokendingdayingnide!]

danxianzaikanzhetahuailidenvren,woxiaolexiaoyoudianernanguo,buguohaihao。

xuyingxuehaoxiangzhidaowohehejinzhoudeguanxi,yinweitakanwodeyanshenchongmanletiaoxinheqingmie、

我觉得没必要,

danshitayezhishigengjiaqinnidecenglecenghejinzhou,bingmeiyoushuoshenme,wodaoshihenqiguai。

buguozheizhengshiwoxiangkandaode,juzuzheimeduoren,ruoshiyoushenmexiaoxichuanlechuqu

zhendejiushi.......

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wanshangweilefangbianwohehejinzhouheqitajigezhuyanjiaoliutantao,womenjigewuzilidetingjinde,hejinzhouhexuyingxuejiuzaigebidewuzilixiuxi。

wotangzaichuangshang,xinlibaiganjiaoji。

buyihuierjiuyourenlaiqiaomenle,yikaimenshinvzhujiao-shenyixuan

shenyixuanshiyinghou,zhishitingshuotahaoxiangduixujiachongmanlediyi,

cengduocizaigongkaichangherangxuyingxuexiabulaitai。

[shenyinghou,youshenmeshima?]

shenyixuanshigezilaishu,tuimenjiujinlaile

[lin**,niheheyingdideshiwodouzhidaode。]

[shenyinghouzheishishenmeyisia,wotingbudong]

tingjianduimianchuanlaide,e,buyadeshengyin,haiyouhejinzhouyinrendeshengyin,womendouchenmole。

[lin**,nibujuedehenqifenma,heyingdikeshinidenanpengyoua!]

shenyixuanchushengdapoleningjing

wozuozaiduimiantaiyankanlekanta,dandankaikou:[shenyinghou,shiqiannanyou。]

[nimenfenshoule,meitingtashuoa!]

[一个月前分的,]

[哦!]

shuowanjiuyouchenmole,wozhenbuzhidaotalaidaodixiangganma,

[lin**,wonengjiaoniruxuma?]

[可以。]

[neinijiaowoyixuanba,]

[艺璇]

shenyixuanhewojiuzheiyangniyijuwoyijudegaliao,

[yixuan,nijinwanzhaowoshiyoushenmeshima?]

woshizairenbuzhule,kaikouwendao

tademuguangluozaiwodeshenshang,daizhedianerxianmu,

[wozhishihaoqiheyingdixiangbaohudenvhaizishigeshenmeyangderen!]

什么,我怎么听不懂

[yixuan,nizheijuhuashuodeshishenmeyisi?]

yigexiaoshiliaoxialai,wohetashuxilebushao

dantameihuidawozheigewenti,zhishidanxiaobuyudekanzhewo。

diertianwochulaideshihouxuyingxueyijingzoule,

hejinzhouheshenyixuanyekaishiluzhile,wozaiyipangjingjingdekanzhe,qitunengzhaodaodianerlinggan。

[ruxua,nijuedehejinzhouzenmeyanga?]

zuozaiyipangdemingdaoxiaomimidekanzhewo,

[henhao,shigehaoyanyuan]wodianlediantou,xiaozhehuida,

zaiwoxinlihejinzhouqueshishigehaoyanyuan,takeyiyanjiujubendaoshenye,weileyichangxinenggoubuchibuheyitianyiyezhiweilepaichuzuihaoxiaoguo。

qishijibiantabupaixi,ganrenheshiqingtadourenzhenfuzede,danshidangyanyuanduitalaishuoshizuikuaijileicaifudebanfa。

wocengwenta:[hejinzhou,nizheimepinmingdepaixizhuanqianshiweileshenmea!]

tashuo:[weilequni,wobuyuannigenzhewoshouku,axu,wobuhuiyizhiqiongde,wohuirangniguoshanghaorizide。]

cengjingdeshiyanyigeshuoderenzhen,yigetingderenzhen,daozuihouzhinenggantanrenshengwuchanga!

paiwanzheichanghou,daoyanjiwomenfanglebantianjia,shenyixuanyaoqingwochuquguangjie,wotongyile。

tongxingdehaiyouhejinzhouhenanerhaoluzhen,

luzhenheshenyixuanjingranshinannvpengyou,zheishiwoyiliaozhiwaide。

ziranerrandejiubianchengluzhenheshenyixuanzaiqian,wohehejinzhouzaihoudeguangjiezhenrongle。

kanzhetaliangzaiqianmianniniwaiwaideyangzi,wozhenshihenhendeehanzhule。

[axu,nicongshenmeshihoukaishichiyaode。]

hejinzhouzaipangbianbianzoubianwen:

woyebukanta,zhishiwangqianzou,[dagaishiwoganjuedaonibuxiangzaijixuzheiduanganqingdeshihouba。]

[对不起,阿絮]

[qingjiaowolin**,huozhelinruxu。]

tingzhetahaijiaowoaxu,wozhendeganjuedaoexinle。

hejinzhoufangfotingbudaoside,huranshuodao[axu,wozhidaowozuolebukeraoshudeshi,dangyiqiejieshuhou,wohuijinigejiaodaide]

zhidaotayoushimanzhewo,yijingbuzhongyaole,wobuzaihule。

[ruxu,kuailai,zheijianyifuhenshiheni,qushishi]

shiyijiangaodinghunshadian,luzhen,shenyixuanhehejinzhoushiyiren,zheijiadianhuibaohutamendeyinside,suoyitalianglaizheiliyebuhuidanxinyoushenmefeiwenchuanchuqu。

tashoulinazheyijianhenshehuadebaisehunsha,yuweituodizhangqunyouzuanshihezhenzhudianzhui,shehuajile。

wokanlekan,buruhejinzhouzaiwoshengrideshihousongdeneijianmeili,

[buyongle,yixuan,wobuxuyao,niqushiba。]

wojujuele,bujinjinshiyinweifenshoulehenshiluo,ershiyinweihejinzhouzaipangbian。

shenyixuankanlekanwohehejinzhouyebuqiangqiu,zijiqushihunshale,hairangluzhenyequshiyifu。

dangtamenlianggezhanzaiyiqideshihou,zhendeshibanpeijile,

[yixuan,nimenzhendeshibanpeia,shenmeshihouqingwomenhexijiua!]

wozaiyipangdaqudao,shenyixuannandedebuhaoyisile,luzhenzainaermeixinmeifeidexiaozhe,

[kuaile,womenjuedingxiageyuejiuguanxuan,ranhoudinghun。]

luzhenkanshangquzhendehenaishenyixuan,gaoxingdelazhewomentaoluntamendinghundexijie。

shuoshihua,woqueshixianmule,

kanlekanpangbiandehejinzhou,tayanliyefuxianledandandeguang。

wobuyougantanzhenshizaohuanongrena!