第五章

guzongbujiwopicizhi,wojiujirenshidicicheng,jingdengsanshitian。

tongzhidaowei,piyubupidouyiyang。

zaiguyuchuanbuzhidaohechuliannvyouhaizainaliguihundeshihou,woyijingchulihaolesuoyoudongxi。

bagaijiaojiedegongzuojiaojiehao。

xianzai,guyuchuandegongsi,hewomeiyoubandianguanxi。

weiyiyouguande,jiushineigeweilehongwo,yiwozhiming,xinchenglidezhubaopinpai。

buguo,zaizheiyitianguohou。

tahuichedichengweiwomingxiadexingongsi,heguyuchuanbuhuizaiyouqianlian。

congxieziloulichulai,womeiyouhuizhuchu。

ershilimaqujianlexingyelidelingyigedalao——shenyiheng。

shenjiasandaidoushishenchengzhubaoquanlidejutou,yecengxiangguoyaodayaxinqishideguyuchuan。

haiyou……shenyiheng,yeshiwodezhuiqiuzhezhiyi。

zheimeduonian,woshejidezuopinlvlvbaomai,zaiguojidezhubaozhanshangyezhanlutoujiao,mingshengsiqi。

shenyihengshitongguozuopinrenshidewo。

genbugouyanxiaodeguyuchuanbutong,tadairenqinhe,youxingqingduobian。

shengyishangshafaguojue,zaizhubaochuangzuoshangtianfujigao。

shenzongcongxiaojiupaozaizhizuijinmideshanghaili,bierendoushuotajiaozha。danzaiwozhei,tazhixianlulelvxingerlangmandeyimian。

diyicijianmian,shenyihengjiutanyanaishangwo。

「xinwei,nidezuopintaimeile,kenibizuopinhaiyaomei。」

shenyihengshuo,wodesheji,shitaqiuerbudedelinggan,jiulianwo,yeshitianshengdeyishupin。

ruleshepinxingyehou,wozuibuxindejiushinanrenzheixieguihua。

wobuxiangxinshenmelinggan,shenmemousi,gengbuxiangxinshenmeyanqianzheigenanrensuoweideai。

wozhizhidao,woaiguyuchuan。

woyuanyiwei,neiciguyuchuanbeidaya、woqinzishangmenqiuhe,shiwozuihouyicizhudongzhaoshangshenyiheng。

kejintian,budebuzaicizhaotabangmang……

shenyihengjiandaowo,manyandoushijingxi。

taxiaozheshuo,「woyouyugan,womenhaihuizaijian。」

「ranhounijiuzhendelaile。」

wonulidibaochizhuanye,buquzhuyinanrenshibushitoulaideshenqingmuguang。

ranhoutanchengdi,xiangtapaochuleyigeshuangyingdehezuojihua。

shitouzhengqidexinzhubaopinpaigongsi,keyigenshenjiahezuo。wodegufen,suanshangshenjiaxianzaichiyoudegupiao,jibennengheguyuchuankangheng。

「danwobushiyaotazuoxiaogudong,woyaoranggushideshou,wufashenjinzheijiagongsili。」

womingquedishuochulezijidesuqiu——

woyaoshouyifenshiye,genguyuchuan,haowuwuguandeshiye。

「wobuhuizaijiguzongmaiming,wogenguyuchuan,zaiwuguanxi。」

zuozaiduimiandenanrenyuanbenhaizaidaliangwo,shineizhongyigenanrenshenshinvrendeyanguang,laixinshangzhewo。

keyitandaoshengyi,shenzonghuranwubirenzhen。

zheishiyibi,tabuxuyaofeiduodajing,jiunengrangtadelingganmousizhudongtoucheng;

hainengrangshenjiabiandegengjiajiadayedadeshengyi。

「xinweibaobei,nishuowocongnalinengzhaochuyigeliyoujujuenini?」

nanrendemuguang,congshensuisikaolihuiguoshenlai。jiulianjiaowodemingzi,yeqingfuqilai。

「nixiangzuoshenme,wodouhuibangni。」

shuowan,shenyihengdunledun,tabuchongjieshidao:

「woshishuo,zhenggeshenjiadouhuibangni。」

tadebiaoqinggengjiarenzhenle。

wozhidao,yaoxianggenguyuchuanchediliangduan,haiyaobaxingongsiwanquanshourunangzhong,woqueshixuyaojieli。

qingqingaiaishenmede,xianfangyibian。

napabuweilenahuizheibanianbengaishuyuwodedongxi,zhishiweilejianglaizaixingyelizu……

我必须走出这一步。

shenyihengbuyidingshigekaopudenanrenhuoduixiang。dantayidingshigehenhaodeshangyehezuohuoban。

zaishenzongshengqingyaoqingxia,womengongjinwancan。

shuoshihua,shenyihengxiangchuqilai,ganjuebingbubiguyuchuanhuai。

guyuchuanshineizhong,shenmedouyaowoxianyibukandao,titazuojihuaxiangfanganderen。

ershenyiheng,shinengjiwozhifangxiang,tingwanwozijidexiangfa,hainengjiwojianyi,rangwobashiqingzuodegengpiaoliangderen。

diyici,zhiliaogongzuodefanjuyiwailaiditebieqingsong。

我和沈总相谈甚欢。

qijian,guyuchuandedianhuadalailesanbian。

我没有接。