wodouranyizhan,xinzangxiangbeiyishuqiangdianliuhenhenjizhong,chouchuzhesuojindaoquanqu。
wonanyizhixindikanzhezhuangmuyang,xiangzhiwenta,weishenmeyaozheiyangjiaozheixiehaizi?!
kewoyigeyinjiedounanyifachulai。
wowubiqingchu——yinweitayijingrendingle,woshixiongshou。
shitouzhenjingdikanzhewodetongjiling,yanleidazhuan:“shirenayi……haisileyeye?”
wokanzheta,xinliyizhensuanse。
wodesangeshixiongjiepingshihenmang,woshilaishifujiazuiqinde,yegenzheixiehaizizuiqin。
woxiang,tayidinghennanjieshou,tamenzuixihuande“renayi”quechengleshahaitamenyeyedexiongshou。
danxiayike,shitoujiuyangzhetoukanxiangzhuangmuyang,beitongyoujiandingdikaikou。
“zhuangshu,niyidingyaozhuadaota,pantasixing!weiyeyebaochou!”
qitahaiziyegenzhekuhan:“wozaiyejianbudaoyeyele……shitashaleyeye!”
wotingzheneixiezhinendeshengyin,xinlilianglegetouche。
weiqutongkudetongshi,youjuedeguoranruci。
buguanshiwoaideren、yiqizhangdadeshixiongjie、chushengrusidetongliao……haishizheixiehaizi。
suoyouren,doushiyongzuiduandeshijianjiujieshoule“woshixiongshou”deshi。
zaibasuoyouhenhetongdouqingxiejiwo……
shitoutaiqishoubeimoquyanlei,zhizhewodezhaopianshenqingjianding。
“zhuangshu,wozhangdaleyeyaozuoxingjing!xiangniheyeyeyiyang!”
“woyaobarenxingwanzheiyangdehuairenquandouzhuaqilai!”
xinzangxiangbeihenhenzazaidishang,sifenwulie、xianxuelinli!
wochuizaishencedeshoumengranshoujinpianke,youtuiransongkai。
yuanlaihaiyoubi“qishimiezu”、“jingduizhichi”gengjiarangwotongkuwanfendeshishi——
wozaizheixie,guojiaweilaidongliangdeyanzhong,yijingchengleweifafanzuidedaimingci、fanmianjiaocaidedianxing。
erchouhendezhongzi,shizhuangmuyangqinshouzhongxiade。
wokanzhezhuangmuyangdanmojianyidelian,chekaizuijiao,yishengsheng,xiaodesiyayouqiliang。
“zhuangmuyang,haizimenzheimeguai,nihuijuedemanyima?”
wozhihenzijiliubuchulei:“kedengnizhaodaowodeshiti,chamingyiqiezhenxiang,niyouyaozenmegaosutamen……”
“qishiwoshiyingongxunzhi,woyegaizangrulieshilingyuan?!”
mianqiandezhuangmuyanghoutouyidong,pailepaishitoudejian,zhengyaoshuoshenme。
zhouayihongzheyancongliwuzouchulai,jiangyifengxindijizhuangmuyang。
“zhuangduizhang,woshoushiwuzideshihou,faxianlezheige……”
wokanguoqu,jiujianxinfengshangxiezhelianggedazi——
“遗嘱”!
laoyangzenmehuitiqianxiehaoyizhu?shiyousuoyugan,haishi……
zhuangmuyangjinjinzhouzhemei,chaikailexinfeng。
boboyizhangzhishang,jiaodaideshixianghenshao。
bijinglaoyangzhidaoqushi,cunzhelidouzhiyoubakuailiumaoqian。
taweiyidecaichan,jiushizheigelaojiudefangzi。
weiyifangxinbuxiade,yejiushizheixiehaizi……
还有我。
wozhengzhengdikanzheshangmianxiede:【wulunwoyinweirenheyuanyinlishi,fangzidoujiaoyouyangnvrenxingwanjicheng。】
�……ayang,zixiao,jingyao,xingwan,nimendoushiwoyishoudaidadehaizi,woxiwangjishiyoutianwobuzaile,nimenyenengyizhixianghufuchi……】
�……xingwandetianziburunimensange,nimenshenweishigeshijie,yaoduozhaoguta……】
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhishousisiniejin,tongdejihuyaobaoliekailai。
yuanlaishifudeyiwuli,woyesuanyijian……
wodeyanqianhaoxiangfuxianchulaoyangdaizhelaohuajing,yibiyihuarenzhenxiexiayizhudemoyang。
tajiwozhefengdangyuyibeizi,zuihouhaiyaobasanjiaodaowoshoushang。
wozaiyerenbuzhushishengtongku:“shifu……nizaina……”
tongchuhesinianzaixintoujiuchan,zaiyitiaozaicaoshangpaxingdeshe。
wozhixiangzaijiantayimian,hetazaishuoshuohua,buguanyaofuchushenmedaijiadoukeyi!
可我见不到他……
zhuangmuyangkanwanleyizhu,lianseyinchendebuxianghua。
tashouqixin,zhiduizhouayidingzhuleyiju:“zhaoguhaohaizimen。”
而后就离开了。
talikaihou,zhijiequlebinyiguan。
womeixiangdao,shifulaoyangdeyitiyijingbeisongqulebinyiguan。
gengmeixiangdaoyitizhitingleyiye,dierriyizaojiubeihuohua,songwangshijiaogongmuxiazang。
老杨的墓碑前。
jingduiquantichuanzhejingfu,shenqingsumu。
wozhanzaiduiwuzuibianshang,tingdaozhuangmuyangchenshenglingxia:“lizheng,jingli!”
woxiayishishenqingyisu,lizheng、taishou,duizhelaoyangdemubeijingli。
zheishunjian,wohaoxianghuidaolecongqianwushugehedajiabingjianzuozhandeshike。
wowanglezijiyijingchengleyidaowanghun,zhijide,wohaishijingduideyifenzi。
wokanzhemubeishang,laoyangdeheaixiaolian。
qingshengshuo:“shifu,nibuhuibaibaixishengde,woxiangxinjingduidemeiyigeren。”
qitarenhenkuailuxulikai。
mubeiqianzhishengxiazhuangmuyang、shenzixiaohechujingyaosangeren。
安静了片刻。
chujingyaohurankaikou:“zhuangmuyang,nianpaizaifujindemaifukeyichele,renxingwantabuhuilaile。”