第5章

wodouranyizhan,xinzangxiangbeiyishuqiangdianliuhenhenjizhong,chouchuzhesuojindaoquanqu。

wonanyizhixindikanzhezhuangmuyang,xiangzhiwenta,weishenmeyaozheiyangjiaozheixiehaizi?!

kewoyigeyinjiedounanyifachulai。

wowubiqingchu——yinweitayijingrendingle,woshixiongshou。

shitouzhenjingdikanzhewodetongjiling,yanleidazhuan:“shirenayi……haisileyeye?”

wokanzheta,xinliyizhensuanse。

wodesangeshixiongjiepingshihenmang,woshilaishifujiazuiqinde,yegenzheixiehaizizuiqin。

woxiang,tayidinghennanjieshou,tamenzuixihuande“renayi”quechengleshahaitamenyeyedexiongshou。

danxiayike,shitoujiuyangzhetoukanxiangzhuangmuyang,beitongyoujiandingdikaikou。

“zhuangshu,niyidingyaozhuadaota,pantasixing!weiyeyebaochou!”

qitahaiziyegenzhekuhan:“wozaiyejianbudaoyeyele……shitashaleyeye!”

wotingzheneixiezhinendeshengyin,xinlilianglegetouche。

weiqutongkudetongshi,youjuedeguoranruci。

buguanshiwoaideren、yiqizhangdadeshixiongjie、chushengrusidetongliao……haishizheixiehaizi。

suoyouren,doushiyongzuiduandeshijianjiujieshoule“woshixiongshou”deshi。

zaibasuoyouhenhetongdouqingxiejiwo……

shitoutaiqishoubeimoquyanlei,zhizhewodezhaopianshenqingjianding。

“zhuangshu,wozhangdaleyeyaozuoxingjing!xiangniheyeyeyiyang!”

“woyaobarenxingwanzheiyangdehuairenquandouzhuaqilai!”

xinzangxiangbeihenhenzazaidishang,sifenwulie、xianxuelinli!

wochuizaishencedeshoumengranshoujinpianke,youtuiransongkai。

yuanlaihaiyoubi“qishimiezu”、“jingduizhichi”gengjiarangwotongkuwanfendeshishi——

wozaizheixie,guojiaweilaidongliangdeyanzhong,yijingchengleweifafanzuidedaimingci、fanmianjiaocaidedianxing。

erchouhendezhongzi,shizhuangmuyangqinshouzhongxiade。

wokanzhezhuangmuyangdanmojianyidelian,chekaizuijiao,yishengsheng,xiaodesiyayouqiliang。

“zhuangmuyang,haizimenzheimeguai,nihuijuedemanyima?”

wozhihenzijiliubuchulei:“kedengnizhaodaowodeshiti,chamingyiqiezhenxiang,niyouyaozenmegaosutamen……”

“qishiwoshiyingongxunzhi,woyegaizangrulieshilingyuan?!”

mianqiandezhuangmuyanghoutouyidong,pailepaishitoudejian,zhengyaoshuoshenme。

zhouayihongzheyancongliwuzouchulai,jiangyifengxindijizhuangmuyang。

“zhuangduizhang,woshoushiwuzideshihou,faxianlezheige……”

wokanguoqu,jiujianxinfengshangxiezhelianggedazi——

“遗嘱”!

laoyangzenmehuitiqianxiehaoyizhu?shiyousuoyugan,haishi……

zhuangmuyangjinjinzhouzhemei,chaikailexinfeng。

boboyizhangzhishang,jiaodaideshixianghenshao。

bijinglaoyangzhidaoqushi,cunzhelidouzhiyoubakuailiumaoqian。

taweiyidecaichan,jiushizheigelaojiudefangzi。

weiyifangxinbuxiade,yejiushizheixiehaizi……

还有我。

wozhengzhengdikanzheshangmianxiede:【wulunwoyinweirenheyuanyinlishi,fangzidoujiaoyouyangnvrenxingwanjicheng。】

�……ayang,zixiao,jingyao,xingwan,nimendoushiwoyishoudaidadehaizi,woxiwangjishiyoutianwobuzaile,nimenyenengyizhixianghufuchi……】

�……xingwandetianziburunimensange,nimenshenweishigeshijie,yaoduozhaoguta……】

xinzangxiangshibeiyizhishousisiniejin,tongdejihuyaobaoliekailai。

yuanlaishifudeyiwuli,woyesuanyijian……

wodeyanqianhaoxiangfuxianchulaoyangdaizhelaohuajing,yibiyihuarenzhenxiexiayizhudemoyang。

tajiwozhefengdangyuyibeizi,zuihouhaiyaobasanjiaodaowoshoushang。

wozaiyerenbuzhushishengtongku:“shifu……nizaina……”

tongchuhesinianzaixintoujiuchan,zaiyitiaozaicaoshangpaxingdeshe。

wozhixiangzaijiantayimian,hetazaishuoshuohua,buguanyaofuchushenmedaijiadoukeyi!

可我见不到他……

zhuangmuyangkanwanleyizhu,lianseyinchendebuxianghua。

tashouqixin,zhiduizhouayidingzhuleyiju:“zhaoguhaohaizimen。”

而后就离开了。

talikaihou,zhijiequlebinyiguan。

womeixiangdao,shifulaoyangdeyitiyijingbeisongqulebinyiguan。

gengmeixiangdaoyitizhitingleyiye,dierriyizaojiubeihuohua,songwangshijiaogongmuxiazang。

老杨的墓碑前。

jingduiquantichuanzhejingfu,shenqingsumu。

wozhanzaiduiwuzuibianshang,tingdaozhuangmuyangchenshenglingxia:“lizheng,jingli!”

woxiayishishenqingyisu,lizheng、taishou,duizhelaoyangdemubeijingli。

zheishunjian,wohaoxianghuidaolecongqianwushugehedajiabingjianzuozhandeshike。

wowanglezijiyijingchengleyidaowanghun,zhijide,wohaishijingduideyifenzi。

wokanzhemubeishang,laoyangdeheaixiaolian。

qingshengshuo:“shifu,nibuhuibaibaixishengde,woxiangxinjingduidemeiyigeren。”

qitarenhenkuailuxulikai。

mubeiqianzhishengxiazhuangmuyang、shenzixiaohechujingyaosangeren。

安静了片刻。

chujingyaohurankaikou:“zhuangmuyang,nianpaizaifujindemaifukeyichele,renxingwantabuhuilaile。”