第1章
“不要——”
juliedetengtong，rangwocongemengzhizhongjingxingguolai。
rumushiyipiandehong，fangjianli，hongzhuranshaodeshengyin，yijiweidaomiman，shentidetengtongzheiyikeyequanbuxiaoshi。
wozhenglengdekanzheyanqiandehuamian，hongzhuhoumianneidahongdeshuangxi，shineimedexingmu。
woxiayishideditou，kanxianglezijishenshang，shichujiashichuandejiayi。
zheiyishenjiayi，yuanbenshiwoqinshouweilewodemeimeisuyuxixiude，zuzuxiulesannian，meixiangdaozuihouqueshiwozijichuanzhezheijiayichujiale。
jiadehaishichoumingzhaozhudehuainanwangxiaolusheng。
xiaolushengyuanbenshicangyunguoheheyoumingdezhanshen，sannianqiandedazhanli，tabeishouxiabeipan，shenxianxianjing，zuihousuirantupochengzhongweierchu，danshiquejingmaijinduan，chengweilefeiren。
congcitabiandebaonvechengxing，dongbudongjiuzhangbishenbiansihoudeyahuannucai，huangdijitacihunlejici，xinniangjinmendiertian，shitijiubeitaichulehuainanwangfu。
zhenggejingcheng，suoyourenjiadoubuyuanyijiangnverjiadaohuainanwangfu。
yigeyuezhiqian，duanguifeidanaoleyichang，bizhehuangdizhihun，erzheigedaomeidan，zhenghaojiushizhenyuanjiangjunfujiadeer**suyuxi。
suyuxikeshisujiashangxiapengzaizhangxindezhangshangmingzhu，tamenzenmerenxinrangtajiadaohuainanwangfushouzui？
suoyizuihou，tijiadeshiqingjiuluodaolewodetoushang。
zhishiwozaojiuyijingyoulexinshangren，liangrenqingmeizhuma，erqiehaiyouhunyue，woziranshibuyuanyijia，hekuangguanyuxiaolushengdechuanyanshizaishitaiduotaikepale，woxinshengweiju，youtingxinlesuyuxidehua，dahundangtianjuranxiangyaotaopao，jieguoqueshibeidangchangzhuazhu。
duanguifeidanu，fenfurendaduanlewodeshoujiao，diuhuidaolesujiamenkou。
womanxinyiwei，sujiahuibawojiehuiqu，haohaodezhishang，quebucengxiang，sujiadamenjinbi，genbenjiumeiyoukaimen。
handongshujiudetian，woshenshangdeshangyouzhong，huohuodedongsizailesujiadamenwai，lianshitidoumeiyourenshoulian。
wozhijuedexinhan，quezaizheigeshihouyiwaidefaxian，yuanlaiwozhishiyibentuanchongwenlimiandepaohuinvpei。
erwoneigemeimeisuyuxi，zhengshixiaoshuolimiandenvzhu，beisuoyourentuanchongdeduixiang。
buguanwozenmenuli，sujiaderendoubuhuizhengyankanwoyiyan，yinweiwozhishigepaohui，zaizenmenulitaohao，yemeiyourenhedeyongchu，wozhudingshiyaoweilesuyuxierxishengde。
我只觉得心寒。
woshihunluopodezuozaichuangshang，cikemannaozidoushiganggangjieshoudaodeneixiejiyi。
xiaoshuodejuqingli，xiaolushengshixiaoshuolimiandedafanpai，yinweihuirongjiashangbianchengfeiren，taxingqingbiandeniuqubiantai，genxiaoshuolidenannvzhuduishang，zuizhongcansi。
wokanzhedouweizheigenanrengandaowanxi，tayuanbenkeshiheheyoumingdezhanshen，zuizhongjuranluodezheiyangdexiachang，weimiantaiguoqicanleyixie。
buguowogengcan，wocongchushengkaishi，jiuzhudingleshiyaoweisuyuxixishengde。
yuanyinzhibuguoshiyinwei，suanmingdezaiwonianghuaishangtamenkaishi，jiusuandingle，suyuximinggeguizhong，shitianshengdefengming，erxianchushengdewo，queshihuihailesujiaquanjiadezaixing。
jiashangwochushengyihou，sujiaqueshishihuoshibuduan，suoyisujiashangxiadouxinlezheishiqing，duiwozishishifendelengdan。
“zhiya......”
wozhenggantanzijiyishengweilesujiafuchu，queluodeneimeqicandexiachang，jurancansizaisujiadamenwai，zuihoushitihaibeiyegoufenshi，zhishiwomeixiangdao，zuihouweiwoshoulianshiguderen，juranhuishixiaolusheng。
zhengzaiwowanfenbujiezhiji，fangmenbeirenqingqingdituikai。
yigechuanzhexuansezhangshandenanzi，mianwubiaoqingdetuizhelunyijinlai，lunyishangdenanrenshenxingdanbo，chuanzheyixidahongdexifu，queyeyijiuyangaibuletaguofencangbaidelianse。
talianshangsanfenzhiyidepifudoubeiyanzhongdeshaoshang，lingwaibanbianwanhaodelianshang，haiyouyidaozhengningkongbudedaoba，kanzhequeshishiheren。
nanguaiwairendoushuoxiaolushengzaineiyizhanyihou，bujinjinbianchenglefeiren，haihuirong，biandechouloubukan。
woxinzhongyouxiehaipa，xiayishidezhuajinlezijideyifu，woxiaoxinyiyidedaliangzhexiaolusheng。
zheibeiziwoshibukenengtaole，yidantaochuquhuainanwangfu，wobisiwuyi，duanguifeizuishizaiyixiaolushengzheigeerzi，rongbuderenherenxiurutabanfen，suoyiwojueduibunenglikaiwangfu。
xianzaizhiqiqiuxiaolushengbuhuixiangwaijiechuanyandeneiyang，baonvechengxing，fouzewopashiganggangzhongshenghuilai，youyaobeihuohuodenvedaisile。
“xiaquba。”xiaolushenglvedaishayadeshengyinzaifangjianlixiangqi。
shenhoudeshiweijingtidekanlesuyunyiyan，suihoucaisongkailelunyi，zhuanshenguanshanglefangmen。
fangjianliyixiazijiuzhishengxialewohexiaolushengliangren。
woxinliziranshijinzhangde，danshiqishiwomeiyouneimehaipaxiaolusheng，guangshitaqianshiyuanyiweiwoshoushizheiyidianlaikan，zheigenanrenyinggaibushichuanyanzhongdeneiyang。
“wangye，keyaoqieshensihouni......”woqieshengshengdekaikou，wotaijinzhangle，shengyindoudaizhezhandou。
“pawo？”nanrendichenshayadeshengyin，dandandexiangqi。
woqialeqiazhangxin：“bupa，zhishi，wo，woyoudianjinzhang......”
kanzhesuyunjinzhangdehuadouyaoshuobuqingchule，hunshenyoujinbengdelihai，xiaolushengxiaolesheng：“pawoyezhengchang，bijingwozheibanmoyang，sheijianledoupa。”
wowenshengtaimoukanta，neiyizhanglianqueshishishengdeheren。
buguoyebingfeishimeiyoubanfayizhi。
suyuxixiaoshihoudiaopinongshangleziji，sujiashangxiazhejidebuxing，wobuxiangkandaodieniangdanxin，bianririyeyedeyanjiuyaofang，zuihouyanjiuchulaiyigequbaxiaoguofeichangbucuodefangzi，rangsuyuxizhihaoleshenshangneidapiandeshaoshang。
xiaolushengdekanzhesuiranbidangchusuyuxideyanzhong，danshiyinggaiyenenggouzhihao。
wokuankuandeqishen，zouguoqu，shouhaimeipengdaoxiaolushengdelunyi，jiubeinanrentaishoudangkai。
wozhenglengyishun，lianmangjieshi：“wangye，qieshenbingwueyi，zhishiyeshenle，wangyegaixiexile。”
xiaolushengmeiyoukaikou，zhishimuguangzhuozhuodekanzhewo。
neiyanshentaiguozhire，youguofendelingli，rangwoxintiaodoubuyoudekuailejifen。
wopifubo，rongyishanglian，zheihuierjinzhang，yizhangxiaolianbianzhangdetonghong，zaizhuguangxia，xiandeyuefadejiaoqiao。
“sujiadaoshishede。”xiaolushenglenglengdexiaoleyisheng，meirangwotuilunyi，zijituizhelunyidaolechuangbian，shuangshouzailunyifushoushangyipai，zhenggerenlingkongerqi，tachaozhekongzhongdachuyizhang，shentibianwenwendangdangdeluozailechuangshang。
zheiyishou，kandewomudengkoudai。
xiaolushenggenbenjiumeiyoufeidiao！suiranshuangtuicanjile，danshiyishengongfukemeidiua！
他一直在装？