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zhaoqianranzhigaoqiang,xienizhewo,“nibiejilianbuyaolian,duoshaorenxiangdangwomianshoudoudangbushangni。”

wozhengxiangshuozijijiuyaojinsigongzhufule。

xiayimiao,shenjingbaijiuchuanglejinlai,taluchuyigewugudexiaorong。

“wobushidaraonimenle?”

zhaoqianranbeiqidebuqing,zuihoudiuxiayiju,“buyuanchenfuwo,neiwojiudengzhekannibeixiurudehaoxi。”

xiangfangjiushengxialeshenjingbai,wobuyuangentaduoshuoshenme。

shenjingbaikanzhewodecanzhuang,yiweichaofengdao:“wunianguoqule,nirengshiwodeyigetishen,xianzaiwoyihuilaigongzhubuhaishihuidaolewodeshenbian,nijiushigetiaoliangxiaochou。”

wobuxianglicai,keshenjingbaijiumeidasuanfangguowo。

xiayiketajiuzhongxinbuwenditandaodishang。

woheleyitiao,“niganma,wokemeipengni。”

tadetonghushenghenkuaijiubazhaoqianranhanlehuilai,tayilianxintengdebaozhushenjingbai。

dafuganjinpaolai,tamolemoshenjingbaidetui。

ranhoushuochuyijulingwozhenjingbuyidehua。

“shengongzidetuishangyouwentia,tachixiadebuxiangzhituijideshenyao,gengxiangshiyiweiduyao,xinghaofaxianjishi,zhiyaobichudusujiuhaiyouquanyudekeneng,fouzejiuyaozhongshentanhuan。”

xiayimiao,henlidebazhangluozaiwodelianshang。

zhaoqianrannubukeji,“nijingganyongsuoweideshenyaoqipianjingbai,haijitaxiadu?”

wohaimeilaidejibianjie,zhaoqianranbianminglingshiweijiangwotuochuqu。

“jirantazheibanhendu,neijiujitadejiaodashangwushidaban,woyaofeiletadetui。”

我痛苦的闭上双眼。

binglengdebanzilianfanluoxia,wotongdesixinliefei。

zheimezhuoliedepianju,tajingranquanxinleshenjingbaidehua。

wozaiwuwaisihan,beidabanzidedifangzaoyixueroumohu。

wushibanzidawanshi,wodejiaoyijingtongdeshiqulezhijue,**hunzhexianxuezhanzaixueroumohudeshangkoushang。

wobeirengzaixuezhong,wurenlicai,juxuejihujiangwofugai。

diyiciwoganshouheweixinsi,xianxiahuoxulishensiyebuyuanle。

zhengdangjuewangshi,jigerentizhemingliangdedenglongchuxian。

nvmuliaozoudaowoshenpang,“sigongzhushuotanaixinbuhao,dengbuleniqiri,xianzaijiuyaonirufu。”

wozichaoyixiao,“ruguosigongzhubuxianqiwozheifanlangbeidemoyang,woyewufang。”

huacaishuowan,shentiyijingbeilianggedahantaileqilai。

“macheyijingzaiwaimianle,shenergongziwomenzouba。”

wobeitaishanglemache,kuaisushixiangsigongzhufu,shenzhichaoguolezhaoqianrantamen。

xianqilianzikanleyiyan,zhenghaokandaotamenzaimacheneideqinmi。

我麻木的闭上双眼。

zhaoqianran,xiwangwomenyihouzaiwujiaoji。