womataoyanwo,yinweiwodeyanjingxiangjilewoba。
suoyitalihunshihaobuyouyudidaizouledidi,baworengjileyeye。
woxiangtarenshenglideyigewudian,cabudiao,dankeyijiazhuangbucunzai。
ershisisuishengri,wobeiquezhenlinbaai。
woguqiyongqiquzhaota,xianggeqigaiyiyangtaoyaozuihouyidianwennuan:
“ma,ninengpeiwoquyicihaiyangguanma?woxiaoshihou……nidayingguode。”
tatouyebutai:“nidifashaoni,bietianluan。”
“kewo……kuaisile。”
“neiniqusia。”tabunaifandihuishou。
——houlai,rutasuoyuan,wozhendekuaisile。
tazhongyulaile,yibianbianfumozhewo:
“mamacuole……mamadainiquhaiyangguan,haobuhao?”
kezheiyici,zaiyemeiyourenhuidatale。
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woliusuideshihoufumujiulihunle,yuanyinshiwobachugui,zaiwaimianyoulesishengzi。
womahenwoba,suoyikanzhehewobashifenxiangsidelian,tadehenjiujiajiedaolewodeshenshang。
lihunneitian,tabawosongdaoleyeyejia,duiwoshuo。
“yaoyao,bushimamabudainizou,shinididihaixiao,bunenglikaimama。”
wocongxiaojiumingbai,butinghuajiuhuiaida,suoyijibianmianduiyaohemamafenbie,woyeqiangrenzhebuku,haifanguolaianweita。
“mama,meiguanxi,nidaididizouba,woxihuangenyeyeshenghuozaiyiqi。”
sheizhiwozheijuhuashuowan,womayibazhanghenhendeluozailewozhinendelianjiashang。
tashishengtongku,zhizewo:“nizenmezheimemeiyouliangxina!wodouyaozoule!nihainengshuochuzheizhonghua!nizhengennibayiyang!baiyanlang!”
houlaitafengrenjiushuo,lihundeshihounvergentabuqin,tazoudeshihou,nverhaixiaoxixideshuoxihuangenyeyeshenghuozaiyiqi。
suoyizhouzaodeqinqidouzhidao,womeiliangxin,womazoudoushiyinweiwogenwobabatabizoude。
xiaoshihoubudongtamendeyinyangguaiqi,zhishiyouxiebumingbai,suoyiwohuijiawenyeye。
“yeye,xiaojiumashuowoshiwobadezhong,genwobayiyangmeixinmeifeishishenmeyisi?”
woyeyecanglaodelianjiashangguazhegangadexiaorong。
“shuonihuoponi,xinyanerda,yaoyaoa,yihoubierenshuoshenmedoubuyaoting,nijiuhaohaoxuexijiuxing。”
“neiyeye,wobagenwomashibushidoubuyaowole?”
“zenmehuini,nibamazuitengnile,zhishitamendouyoushiqingyaozuo,gubushangni。”
womalihunhouyemeiyouzouyuan,zhouliuzhouriwohainengqulaolaojiazhaota,suiranlaolaohemamameicijiandaowodoumeiyouhaolianse。
dan,wojiushixiangkaojinta。
woxihuanwenmamatoufadeweidao,xihuankaozaimamashenbianshuijue,xihuantingmamadeshengyin。
woxihuanmamadeyiqie,sinian,rangzheizhongyilai,gengjiajulie。
danwozhidao,ruguokaodetaijin,mamajiuhuishengqi。
suoyi,wozhiyaonengkandaomama,wojiuhenkaixin。
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chuyineinian,wodezuowenzaiquanshideleerdengjiang。
timushi《mengzhongdemuqin》。
woxingchongchongdegaosulemama,bingqiexiangrangtapeiwoyiqiqulingjiang。
danqiafengneijitianlaolaojimamaanpailexiangqin,suoyi,lingjiangneitian,laiderenshiyeye。
dangtaishangderenyongbaohanshenqingdeyuqi,dudao“mamadetoufaxiangershiheliu,mianzhangerwenrou,liutangguowoxuduomengjing。”shi。
woniutoukandaoyeyeyanjiaodezhezhoulidoushiyanlei。
wotaishouweitacadiao,xiaozheshuo:“yeye,xiayipianwoxieni,wojiunengnadiyinixinbuxin!”
“xin,yaoyaozaiyeyexinlibenlaijiushidiyi。”
woxiaozhezhuanguotou,yanleiqueliudaolewoshangyangdezuijiao。
houlaimamajiehunle,jiajilezhenzishangyigediangong。
tajiehunneitian,wotoutouquguole。
qishi,wojiushixiangkankanmamayaojiaderenshigeshenmeyangderen,huibuhuiduimamahedidihao。
wojiandaole,tapangpangde,xiaoqilailiangzhiyanjingdoubujianle。
wotoutouduozaijiaoluoliku,takandaowole。
xijian,zhaodaikerendeshihou,tachaowozoulai,saileyibaxitangjiwo,xiaohehedeshuo:“weishenmebujinlaiya?”
wozhuazheneixitang,canghuangdepaole。
wopaodefeikuai,shengpabierenfaxianwoshigeduozaijiaoluolitoukanbierenxingfudezei。
houlaimamalaixuexiaozhaowo,daizhetadexinhunzhangfu。
wojiaotashushu,taxiaoqilaishifenhanhou,mozhewodetou,shuo:“jiehunneitianweishenmepaole?worenshiniya,nimamajiwokanguonidezhaopian,yaoyao,yihouyaojingchanglaiwan,nimamajiehundeshihoujiugenwoshuole,tayoulianggehaizi,suoyiniyeshishushudehaizi。”
woguaiqiaodediandiantou,jiaoleyisheng:“baba。”
kezheiyishengbaba,quejinulewoma。
talengyankanzhewo,dishengdao:“jiaosheibaba?!sheishiniba!yihoujiaoshushu!”
shushuyouxieganga,kanleyiyanwoma,shuodao:“duogeguinvwogaoxing,nihousha?”
womameizaishuohua,zhuanshenzoule。
tajianwomazoule,gangyaozhuishangqu,keyouxiangxiangdaoleshenmeyiyang,huitoujilewoyigezhidai。
tawanzheyao,shoudazaiwojianbangshang,wenroudishuodao:“yaoyao,biegennimajijiao,nimazheigerenjiushizuiyingxinruan,taqishihentengni,genwoshuoyidingyaobanigennididangchengzijidehaizi,zheilimianshiwomenjinimaideyifuhewenju,biebukaixin,a。”
woxiaolexiao:“womeishi,shushu。”
tayuanbenchongmanciaideyanjing,shunjianandanlexiaqu。
“ei,hao,nihaohaoshangxue,shushuzoule。”
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gaosanneinian,yeyeyinbingqushile。
zaizanglishang,wojiandaoleneigeduonianweijiandebaba,hetashenhoudenver。
tazhuaizheneigenvhaishangqian,shuo:“xiaoling,jiyeyeketou。”
neiyike,woyebuzhidaonalaideyongqi,turanchongleshangqu,jiangtahenhentuileyiba。
tacubujifangdebeiwotuidaozaidi,shouzhoukechulexue。
wobaheleyitiao,jimangbatafuleqilai,ranhouehenhendidengzhewo,madao:“zheishi**mei!nituitaganshenme?gennimayigedexing!zhendu!”
wodeyanleishunjianjuedi,chongzhetadahan:“tabushi!nibupeitiwoma!woyeyeshuoguo!tazhiyouwoyigesunnv!nimendougun!”
“woshinilaozi!nirangsheigun?!”
yeyedezanglishang,wobeijigedarentuisanglechulai。
wohuitoukanzhelingtangshangdeyizhao,neizhangshuxide,ciaidelian。
fangfoxiayimiaotajiuhuiduiwoshuo:“yaoyaoa,yeyezuitengyaoyaole,yeyejiyaoyaochaoxihongshijidan,duofangjidanhaobuhao?”
zanglijieshuhou,wobajilewoyizhangyinxingka。
“zheilimianshishenghuofei,meigeyuewodouhuiwanglimiandaqian,nihaohaoxue,kaogehaodiandedaxue,biejiniyeyediuren。”
shuowan,tadaizhetadenver,likaile。
wanshangwoshuawanxiti,xiangyaoshuijue,danfanlaifuqushizhongshuibuzhe。
yushiwopaodaoketing,bayeyedeguhuitanbandaolewodeshuzhuoshang,zaizhaixiayeyedeyizhaofangzaizhentoupangbian。
我心中默默的许愿。
yeye,laiwomengliba,wohaoxiangni。
yeye,zheigeshishangmeileni,buhuizaiyourenaiwole。
爷爷,我想去找你。
yeyemeiyoulaiwomengli,shijinianguoqule,tadoumeiyoulaiguowodemengli。
gaokaodeshihou,woyixinxiangzheyeye,buganrangtashiwang,suoyiworuyuankaoshanglexinyidexuexiao。
guanyushengxueyan,wobamashiqiangzhejiwobande,lianggerenjiliedechaoleyijia,zuizhongjuedingyijiabanyichang。
neishihouwoxiaodehenkaixin,zhuantoukanzheyeyedeyizhao,jiuxiangtayezaikanwoyiyang。
yeye,tamenhaoxiangzaizhengqiangwo。