日照金山第一章

womataoyanwo,yinweiwodeyanjingxiangjilewoba。

suoyitalihunshihaobuyouyudidaizouledidi,baworengjileyeye。

woxiangtarenshenglideyigewudian,cabudiao,dankeyijiazhuangbucunzai。

ershisisuishengri,wobeiquezhenlinbaai。

woguqiyongqiquzhaota,xianggeqigaiyiyangtaoyaozuihouyidianwennuan:

“ma,ninengpeiwoquyicihaiyangguanma?woxiaoshihou……nidayingguode。”

tatouyebutai:“nidifashaoni,bietianluan。”

“kewo……kuaisile。”

“neiniqusia。”tabunaifandihuishou。

——houlai,rutasuoyuan,wozhendekuaisile。

tazhongyulaile,yibianbianfumozhewo:

“mamacuole……mamadainiquhaiyangguan,haobuhao?”

kezheiyici,zaiyemeiyourenhuidatale。

1

woliusuideshihoufumujiulihunle,yuanyinshiwobachugui,zaiwaimianyoulesishengzi。

womahenwoba,suoyikanzhehewobashifenxiangsidelian,tadehenjiujiajiedaolewodeshenshang。

lihunneitian,tabawosongdaoleyeyejia,duiwoshuo。

“yaoyao,bushimamabudainizou,shinididihaixiao,bunenglikaimama。”

wocongxiaojiumingbai,butinghuajiuhuiaida,suoyijibianmianduiyaohemamafenbie,woyeqiangrenzhebuku,haifanguolaianweita。

“mama,meiguanxi,nidaididizouba,woxihuangenyeyeshenghuozaiyiqi。”

sheizhiwozheijuhuashuowan,womayibazhanghenhendeluozailewozhinendelianjiashang。

tashishengtongku,zhizewo:“nizenmezheimemeiyouliangxina!wodouyaozoule!nihainengshuochuzheizhonghua!nizhengennibayiyang!baiyanlang!”

houlaitafengrenjiushuo,lihundeshihounvergentabuqin,tazoudeshihou,nverhaixiaoxixideshuoxihuangenyeyeshenghuozaiyiqi。

suoyizhouzaodeqinqidouzhidao,womeiliangxin,womazoudoushiyinweiwogenwobabatabizoude。

xiaoshihoubudongtamendeyinyangguaiqi,zhishiyouxiebumingbai,suoyiwohuijiawenyeye。

“yeye,xiaojiumashuowoshiwobadezhong,genwobayiyangmeixinmeifeishishenmeyisi?”

woyeyecanglaodelianjiashangguazhegangadexiaorong。

“shuonihuoponi,xinyanerda,yaoyaoa,yihoubierenshuoshenmedoubuyaoting,nijiuhaohaoxuexijiuxing。”

“neiyeye,wobagenwomashibushidoubuyaowole?”

“zenmehuini,nibamazuitengnile,zhishitamendouyoushiqingyaozuo,gubushangni。”

womalihunhouyemeiyouzouyuan,zhouliuzhouriwohainengqulaolaojiazhaota,suiranlaolaohemamameicijiandaowodoumeiyouhaolianse。

dan,wojiushixiangkaojinta。

woxihuanwenmamatoufadeweidao,xihuankaozaimamashenbianshuijue,xihuantingmamadeshengyin。

woxihuanmamadeyiqie,sinian,rangzheizhongyilai,gengjiajulie。

danwozhidao,ruguokaodetaijin,mamajiuhuishengqi。

suoyi,wozhiyaonengkandaomama,wojiuhenkaixin。

2

chuyineinian,wodezuowenzaiquanshideleerdengjiang。

timushi《mengzhongdemuqin》。

woxingchongchongdegaosulemama,bingqiexiangrangtapeiwoyiqiqulingjiang。

danqiafengneijitianlaolaojimamaanpailexiangqin,suoyi,lingjiangneitian,laiderenshiyeye。

dangtaishangderenyongbaohanshenqingdeyuqi,dudao“mamadetoufaxiangershiheliu,mianzhangerwenrou,liutangguowoxuduomengjing。”shi。

woniutoukandaoyeyeyanjiaodezhezhoulidoushiyanlei。

wotaishouweitacadiao,xiaozheshuo:“yeye,xiayipianwoxieni,wojiunengnadiyinixinbuxin!”

“xin,yaoyaozaiyeyexinlibenlaijiushidiyi。”

woxiaozhezhuanguotou,yanleiqueliudaolewoshangyangdezuijiao。

houlaimamajiehunle,jiajilezhenzishangyigediangong。

tajiehunneitian,wotoutouquguole。

qishi,wojiushixiangkankanmamayaojiaderenshigeshenmeyangderen,huibuhuiduimamahedidihao。

wojiandaole,tapangpangde,xiaoqilailiangzhiyanjingdoubujianle。

wotoutouduozaijiaoluoliku,takandaowole。

xijian,zhaodaikerendeshihou,tachaowozoulai,saileyibaxitangjiwo,xiaohehedeshuo:“weishenmebujinlaiya?”

wozhuazheneixitang,canghuangdepaole。

wopaodefeikuai,shengpabierenfaxianwoshigeduozaijiaoluolitoukanbierenxingfudezei。

houlaimamalaixuexiaozhaowo,daizhetadexinhunzhangfu。

wojiaotashushu,taxiaoqilaishifenhanhou,mozhewodetou,shuo:“jiehunneitianweishenmepaole?worenshiniya,nimamajiwokanguonidezhaopian,yaoyao,yihouyaojingchanglaiwan,nimamajiehundeshihoujiugenwoshuole,tayoulianggehaizi,suoyiniyeshishushudehaizi。”

woguaiqiaodediandiantou,jiaoleyisheng:“baba。”

kezheiyishengbaba,quejinulewoma。

talengyankanzhewo,dishengdao:“jiaosheibaba?!sheishiniba!yihoujiaoshushu!”

shushuyouxieganga,kanleyiyanwoma,shuodao:“duogeguinvwogaoxing,nihousha?”

womameizaishuohua,zhuanshenzoule。

tajianwomazoule,gangyaozhuishangqu,keyouxiangxiangdaoleshenmeyiyang,huitoujilewoyigezhidai。

tawanzheyao,shoudazaiwojianbangshang,wenroudishuodao:“yaoyao,biegennimajijiao,nimazheigerenjiushizuiyingxinruan,taqishihentengni,genwoshuoyidingyaobanigennididangchengzijidehaizi,zheilimianshiwomenjinimaideyifuhewenju,biebukaixin,a。”

woxiaolexiao:“womeishi,shushu。”

tayuanbenchongmanciaideyanjing,shunjianandanlexiaqu。

“ei,hao,nihaohaoshangxue,shushuzoule。”

3

gaosanneinian,yeyeyinbingqushile。

zaizanglishang,wojiandaoleneigeduonianweijiandebaba,hetashenhoudenver。

tazhuaizheneigenvhaishangqian,shuo:“xiaoling,jiyeyeketou。”

neiyike,woyebuzhidaonalaideyongqi,turanchongleshangqu,jiangtahenhentuileyiba。

tacubujifangdebeiwotuidaozaidi,shouzhoukechulexue。

wobaheleyitiao,jimangbatafuleqilai,ranhouehenhendidengzhewo,madao:“zheishi**mei!nituitaganshenme?gennimayigedexing!zhendu!”

wodeyanleishunjianjuedi,chongzhetadahan:“tabushi!nibupeitiwoma!woyeyeshuoguo!tazhiyouwoyigesunnv!nimendougun!”

“woshinilaozi!nirangsheigun?!”

yeyedezanglishang,wobeijigedarentuisanglechulai。

wohuitoukanzhelingtangshangdeyizhao,neizhangshuxide,ciaidelian。

fangfoxiayimiaotajiuhuiduiwoshuo:“yaoyaoa,yeyezuitengyaoyaole,yeyejiyaoyaochaoxihongshijidan,duofangjidanhaobuhao?”

zanglijieshuhou,wobajilewoyizhangyinxingka。

“zheilimianshishenghuofei,meigeyuewodouhuiwanglimiandaqian,nihaohaoxue,kaogehaodiandedaxue,biejiniyeyediuren。”

shuowan,tadaizhetadenver,likaile。

wanshangwoshuawanxiti,xiangyaoshuijue,danfanlaifuqushizhongshuibuzhe。

yushiwopaodaoketing,bayeyedeguhuitanbandaolewodeshuzhuoshang,zaizhaixiayeyedeyizhaofangzaizhentoupangbian。

我心中默默的许愿。

yeye,laiwomengliba,wohaoxiangni。

yeye,zheigeshishangmeileni,buhuizaiyourenaiwole。

爷爷,我想去找你。

yeyemeiyoulaiwomengli,shijinianguoqule,tadoumeiyoulaiguowodemengli。

gaokaodeshihou,woyixinxiangzheyeye,buganrangtashiwang,suoyiworuyuankaoshanglexinyidexuexiao。

guanyushengxueyan,wobamashiqiangzhejiwobande,lianggerenjiliedechaoleyijia,zuizhongjuedingyijiabanyichang。

neishihouwoxiaodehenkaixin,zhuantoukanzheyeyedeyizhao,jiuxiangtayezaikanwoyiyang。

yeye,tamenhaoxiangzaizhengqiangwo。