一年了！
suchenchuanyuedaozheigeshijieyijingyinianle。
zheiyinianshijian，tadoubeikunzaitaishenshan。
suirantaishenshanhenda，limianbuquefeiqinzoushou，tebieshizheibannianlaishanxiacunminhuisonglaiyixieshiwu。
danshibunenglikaitaishenshanzheitiaoxianzhi，suizheshijiandetuiyi，zhujiandechengweiletaxinzhongdeyidaojiasuo。
neizhongganjue……jiuwanruhoulongzhongzhayigenci。
他早就憋不住了！
xianzaixitongzhongyujihuole。
suchen“huo”deyishengmengdizhanqi，fangzaiyizishangdeyugan“dang”deyishengdiaozaidishang，jiezheshunzheshuailuodelidao，liujinleshuitanzhong。
cikezhengchenjinzaijidongzhongdesuchen，genbenjiumeiyouxinsiquzhuyixiaoxiaodeyugan。
“一年了。”
“xitongzhongyujihuole。”
zhanzaishuitanbiandesuchen，shuangshoujinjinwoqi，shentiweiweidezhandou。
zheiyike，tahenxiangyangtianzhangxiaoyisheng。
buguo，xiangdaotaishenmiaozhongdexiangke，tanulidekongzhizhuzijijidongdexinqing。
“林平之？”
huixiangqiganggangxitongdetishiyin，suchenmuguangweiweiyishan。
“weishenmelinpingzhishangxiang，yaobiputonglaobaixingshangxiang，xianghuozhiduozheimeduo？”
“nandaoyinweizheishiyigezongwushijie，erlinpingzhiyoushiqianshiwuxiadianshijudianyingzhong，ershunengxiangderenwu？”
苏晨低眉沉思。
chuanyuedaozheigeshijieyijingyouyinianshijian，yikaishitayiweizijisuochuanyuedeshigudaidenagewangchao，danshitongguoyuqianlaishangxiangdexiangkeliaotian，tafaxianzijicuodelipu。
zheiligenbenbushuyunayigechaodai，zheishiyigeyouwushuwuxiadianshijuhedianyingronghedeyigedashijie。
zaizheilibujinyoudasong，haiyoudayuan、daming、daqinhedasuidenghuangchao，yijiwushudewangchaozucheng。
ertaxianzaisuozaidetaishenshan，jiuchuyudayuan、dasonghedamingsandahuangchaodejiaohuichu。
shuyusanbuguandidai，laiwangrenyuanfuza，chuleyixiezuifanheqianlaibanshide，zhengjingrenyibanhenshaohuilaizheili。
“很有可能！”
yiwangguolaishangxiangde，doushitaishenshanshanjiaoxiadeputongcunmin。
erqiemeirenmeicishangxiangjitatigongdexianghuozhi，douxiangchabuda。
weiduzheicilinpingzhiguolaishangxiang，jitatigongdexianghuozhi，zhijiedadaoyiqian。
“ruguozhendexiangwosuocaicedeneiyangdehua……”
suchenyanzhongzhanfangchuyidaoliangguang，wanruyekongzhongdexingxing。
“neiqibushi……wozhiyaorangqianshiwuxiadianshijudianyingzhongdewuxiarenwuguolaishangxiang，wojiunenggoukuaisudehuodedaliangdexianghuozhi？”
xiangdaoci，suchenganggangyousuohuanhedeqingxu，zaicidefangunfeiteng。
“woqibushihenkuaijiuyaofada？”
jinguantamuqianhaibuzhidaoxianghuozhiduitadaodiyoushenmezuoyong，danshigenjutaqianshikanxiaoshuodejingyan，zheijueduishikaiguademeijie。
“等等……”
zhengjidongdesuchen，meitoudouranyizhou。
taturanjianyishidaoyigeyanzhongdewenti。
ruguozhendexiangtasuocaicedeneiban，kuaisuhuodexianghuozhidefangfa，tayoule，danshitoutengdeshi，tayinggaizenmeyangzuo，cainengjiangneixiewuxiarenwuxiyinguolai，bingqiexinganqingyuandeshangxiangni？
suchenyibiansikaoyibianmaibuzouxiangtaishenmiaozhudian，qianjiaogangmairuzhudian，yigerenyingconglimianchongchu，zhayanjianguidaozailetademianqian。
“suzhenren，qingjiujiuwo！”
gangshangwanxiang，zhengzhunbeixunzhaozhongrenkouzhongdeshenxianrenwudelinpingzhi，huitoujianzhenghaokanjianshenzheyishenlansedaopao，qizhifeirandeqingniandaoshi，cikezhengcongzhudianyicemaibuerlai。
jinguansuchenkanqilainianlingbuda，zhibitadajisuieryi，danshicongminzhongdekouzhong，tazhidaotaishenmiaozhongjiuzhiyouyiweidaoshi，neijiushisuzhenren。
suzhenrendangmian，linpingzhihaobuyouyudebianzhijieguidaozaidinatoubianbai，yanzhonggengshichongmanwujindekeqiu。
zhengxiangshirushendesuchen，beilinpingzhidedongzuojiheleyitiao。
wangzhemianqianyishanlanlv，manlianhuichen，yanzhonggengchongchizhecangsang、beiliang、buganyujidongdengdengfuzazhisedeshaonian，ruguobushilinpingzhizibaomingzi，tahaiyiweiyoushiyigeyinweiluanshi，lunluochengweiyanjieqitaodekelianrenni。
shangxiadaliangyifan，zhijianlinpingzhiyoutuishangshihenzhong，duantuizhishijiandandechuliguo，tuishangneizhengningdeshangba，suchenzhidaoduifangdeshangshi，yijingyouhenzhangyiduanshijian。
chulezuotuiduanlemeiyoufuyuanzhiwai，tashenshangqitadifangyecunzaiduochuzhongshang，qingshanggengshiwushu，zhishiqingshangxianzaiyijinghaodeqiqibaba。
zaikanduifangdeyanshen，chulefuzadeqingganliuluzhiwai，yanqiuchongmanyitiaotiaohongsedexuesi。
zheishizhangshijianmeiyouxiuxidewaizaibiaoxian。
“zheijiahuoxianzaizheimoyang，maosibiyuanzhuzhonghaiyaogengcana。”
kanzheyanqiandelinpingzhi，suchennapashibukaikouxunwentayedazhinenggoucaidaoxianzailinpingzhidechujing。
linjiayijingbeimiemen，linpingzhixianzaiyezhengzaibeizhuisha。
“你是……”
苏晨明知故问。
“suzhenren，zaixialin……linzhiping，yinweiyiciyiwaishuaixiashanya，xinghaotuzhonglianxuluozailejigenshuzhishang，mianqiangjianhuiyitiaoxiaoming，tingwensuzhenrenyishutongtian，telaibaijian，haiqingsuzhenrenjiuwo！”
jinglizhuduobianguyujienandelinpingzhi，zaoyijingtuoqulewangridetongzhen，biandejianyidetongshi，yekaishidongdebaohuziji。
jinguantahenqingchuyanqiandesuzhenren，yudamingwulindehuashanpai，yousuoqianliandekenengxingweihuqiwei。
danshitahaishixiayishideshiyonglejiaming。
yilai，tahenqingchuzaita**houmian，haiyouyiqunhuashanpaidizi，zhengzaisichuxunzhaotadezongji。yongjiamingkeyigenghaoyinzangzijidexingzong。
erlai，dengtashentiyizhihao，likaitaishenmiaozhihou，napashihuashanpaidizizhuizongdaozheili，yenenggenghaodebaohusuzhenren。
bijing，suzhenrenyizhideshiyiweimingjiaolinzhipingdeshaonian，erbushilinpingzhi。
“林志平？”
suchenshenseweiweiyileng，suijixinzhongleran，weiweiyixiao：“genwolai。”
shuowan，suchenbianlvxianmaibuchulezhudian，jiezhezoujinlehoumiandeyijianfangzinei。
fangjianzhongbuzhidefeichangjiandan，chuleyizhangkuanyimizhangliangmidemuchuangzhiwai，qitadedoushiyixiejiandandeyiliaoqixie。
zheishizhuanmenyonglaijiuzhibingrendeyiliaofangjian。
suchenranglinpingzhitangzaichuangshang，jiezhetabianjiandandechakanleyifan，meitouweiweiyizhou。
linpingzhishenshangdeshang，qitadedouhaoshuo，yitaganggangbeixitongbangdingshi，huodedeshenqiyishu，henrongyigaoding。
napashiduangujiecuowei，jitashijiantayenengzhongxinjiehaobingquanyu。
danshixiongqiandejichuyijingsuiliedeleigu，quejiweidejishou。
chakanwanlinpingzhideshangshi，suchenchayidekanleqianzheyiyan。
zheijiahuoyizheiyangdeshangshi，zaihoumianhaiyouzhuishadeqingkuangxia，nengpaodaozheili，jianzhijiushiyigeqiji。
tahenhaoqi，shishenmeyangdeliliangyizhizhipeizheta，rangtarucidejianrenwanqiangde。
仇恨？
求生欲？
还是两者兼有？
“suzhenren，wohaiyoujiuma？”
linpingzhicongshangchuangkaishi，jiuyizhiguanchasuchendebiaoqing。
jianyanqianzheigezhibizijidajisui，fengshenjunlangdedaoshi，zaijiandandejianchayixiazijideshangshizhihou，miansedunshibiandenankan，tadexinyixia，jiutileqilai。
“有！”
youjiushiyoujiu，danshixiangyaohuifuruchu，chufeinengnadaoyiweiyao。
buguo，neiyaozaidayuanwulindexiyu，lutuyaoyuanbushuo，jiusuannengganguoqu，yebuyidingnenghuode。
jiuzaisuchenchensizhiji，xitongdeshengyinshishixiangqi。
“ding，gongxisuzhuhuodeteshujiangli：wanjianguizongheheiyuduanxugao。”