第二章

raner,jinguantadejieshiheqingheli,danworengranjuedeyouxieshiqingbuduijing。liru,linshenzuijinzongshiwanyuzhengchangshijianhuilai,bingqiezaiweishengjiandaideshijianyuelaiyuezhang。dajiadoushuocesuoshinanrendediergejia,dantasihuzongshidaizailimian。

youqishi,dangwokaojintadeshihou,tazongshilikeqieping。zheirangwobujinhuaiyishifouyouqitashiqingmanzhewo。

zaiyigewanshang,dangwochenzhelinshenxizaomeidaishoujideshihou,toutouchakanletadeshouji,ranerbingmeiyoufaxianshenmeyichang。nandaoshiwozijiwuhuileta?

raner,bujiuzhihou,linshengaosuwotaxuyaojiaban,dengtahuilaihouzaiyuwojianmian。zaiwodengdaitahuidaofangjiandeshihou,woturanzhuyidaoyigushuimitaodexiangqicongtadeshenshangchuanlai。suiranbushifeichangmingxian,danwodexiujuefeichangminrui,haishiwendaole。

erzheici,wozhongyufaxianlewentisuozai。yinweilinshendeweixinliaotianjiluzaidiannaoshangdengluzhe,woqingchudikandaoyigezhidingliaotianmingwei“buxuchitutuya”deweixinhaoyou,qizhongyouyiduanduihuashi“buxuchitutuya”shuode:“woganjuewokuaifengle。”

womanhuaiqidaididengdaizhelinshenxiaban,xiwangnengyutafenxiangzheigezhongbangxiaoxi。buliao,weixinliaotianqueturandiaoxianle,wozhidaoyidingshilinshenzaishoujishangcaozuole。tayixiangjinshen,danzheicishuhuyexushiyinweiwochuyuyunwanqi,danxindiannaoyoufushe,tawanglefangbeiwo。

dezhizheigexiaoxi,woneixindeshijieshunjianbengta。yanleishunzheyanjiaohualuo,xinbeiniedeshengteng。zheishiwodiyicizaoyuzheiyangdeshiqing,erlinshenyebushidiyicibeipanwo。zaozaishinianqiandemougeshike,wodefuqinmishanglewaibiandeyigenvren,sihuoyaohewomuqinlihun。

muqinweilebaohuwomendejiating,hanxinrukudiduzichengshoulezheiyiqie。jinguanfuqinzuizhongmeiyoulihun,danzhenggejiatingdouxianruletongkuhemaodunzhizhong。zheixienianlai,woyumuqinxiangyiweiming,yiweizijizhongyukeyiguoshangxingfudeshenghuo,ranerxianzai,wocaifaxian,xingfudebeihou,yuanlaiyinzangzhewujindetongku。

huiyiqilinshenpingshiduiwodeneixiehao,worenbuzhuzhiwenziji,zheixiehaoshizhendema?weishenmexianzaiquanbuchenglexuhuandepaoying?

jinguanxinqingchenzhong,danwohaishijuedingquyiyuankankan,jishizheizhishiyigedaohuosuo,woyexuyaomianduixianshi。raner,zaiyiyuanmenkou,woquekandaolelinshenhelingyigenvrenshouqianshoudeshenying。wodexinzangbeisiliebandetengtongjisui,yanleizaicizhibuzhudiliutang。

zheiyike,woshenkedilingwudao,youxieshiqing,wulunwomenruhenuliquwanhui,yewufamibu。wozhinengmomodizhufulinshen,xiwangtanengzhaodaozhenzhengdexingfu。erwo,haixuyaozaitongkuzhongxuehuichengzhang,zhongxinmianduizijideshenghuo。

wokandaozheigechangjingshi,bujinchileyijing。