helaopoyidishinian，womenshizhongbunengyougezijidehaizi，weileshixianqipanhaiziyijiudelaopodeyuanwang，
burangtadanggaolingchanfu，wozaishiyezuidianfengneinian，yiranjuerandicidiaogongzuo，huidaolaojia，
kedangwotuikaijiamendechanei，yigeqisuinanhaixixiaozhechongchulai，meiyankusiqizi。woxinzangzhouting，
yibazhuazhuluguodebaojiedamaqueren：“qingwen，zheishiliuruyanjiama？”“shia，
”damasaoleyanwoshoulidedongxi，“tingshuobieshushinvxujimaide，jiefangdouzhidao。”“nishilaichixide？
tamenjiazhengbanxishini。”1，xiayimiao，liuruyanfuzadeshenseshoulian，qishenchaowozheibianzoulai。
bieshumenkoudehaizijianzhuang，xiaozhechaotapaoguoqu。jiuzaihaizijijiangzhuangshangliuruyandeshihou，
pangbianshenchuyitiaoyoulideshoubei，lanxialemaomaoshishidehaizi，“dabao，mashangdouyaodanggegele，
haizheimebudongshi，yaoshizhuangdaomamahedidizenmeban？”haizizuolegeguilian，xiaoxixidao：“keshi，
woxiangyaoxiaomeimei。”nanrenroulerouhaizidetoufa，yandidechongnijihuyaoyichulai。liufuliumuzhuileguolai，
laguonanhaijiaoxun，“yihoukebunengzheiyangle，zhuangdaolebudelede。”wokanzhetamenyijiarenqilerongrong，
zheicaimingbaiguolai。tamenquandouzhidaozheigexiaojiadecunzai，weidumanzhewoyigeren。kemingmingwomeicihuilai，
tadoureqingdefangruoxinhun，**douyaochanzhewodaotianliang。jiuyinweizheige，napawomenbaniandoumeiyouhaizi，
woyebujuedeyoushenme。yinweiwocongmeihuaiyiguotaduiwodexinyi。shangfeijiqianwoshuoyaojitayigejingxi，
haishoudaoletahuifude“qidai”。qianhoubuguojigexiaoshi，zenmehuranjianyiqiedoubianleni。wokanxiangliuruyan，
tademuguangzaiwolianshangqunxunpianke，zuizhongluozaiwoshoulihaimeifangxiadeliwuheshang，
shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedeshaya：“nizenmehuilaile？”wodingzhetalongqideyundu，
banianhunyinlineixiebeihulvedexijieturanzainaohailizhakai。tazongshuoshipinshixinhaobuhaoyaotiqianguaduan，
meicijihuijiadeliwudoubeitayi“shounaxiangmanle”weiyoutuihui，jiulianshanggeyuewotichuxiangqingnianjiahuilai，
tayezhaojiekoushuo“gongsitaimangzoubukai”。“jingxi。”wochelechezuijiao，shengyingansedexiangshazhimoca，
“nibushishuoqidaima？”tafuzheduzideshoumengdishoujin。pangbiandenanrenwangqianzhanlebanbu，
budongshengsedijiangtahuzaishenhou，“zheiweixiansheng，womenrenshima？”womeilita，
shixianshizhongjiaozhezailiuruyanlianshang：“nibujieshaoyixia？”liuruyanfanyingguolai，chechuyimoxiao，
jieshao：“zheishilinzhe，haizibaba。”ranhouzhizhewo，youyule。womeijitayanshidejihui，zhijieshenchushou，
“woshixiaochen，liuruyandelaogong。”linzhemeiyouhuiying，woshenchuqudeshougangadejiangzaikongqizhong。
liuruyandelianshunjianbaile，shenshouqulalinzhedexiuzi，“bama，nimenxiandaihaizihuiqu。
”linzhebieyoushenyidekanzhewo，liufuliumulianmanglazhehaizilianhongdaizhuaibarendaizoule。dengqitarendoulikai，
liuruyanhuranhuanleyifubiaoqing。tahongzheyan，yilianweiqu。“nituranhuilaizuoshenme，chagangma？
”woqiangchengzhedao：“wocizhile。”liuruyanmorantaitou，“shenme？”wozhidaotazaijingyashenme。
wozaiguowainazheyixiandegongzi，zugouyanghuotamenquanjia。kewolizhile，duonianzaiguowaidejingying，
jihuquandouhuaweipaoying，huiguozhihoushiyaoconglingkaishide。zheixienian，
tayijingxiguanlenazhewodeqianguozheshemideshenghuo，rujinyixiazicongtiantangdaodiyu，tazenmeshoudele。
“niyizhishuowopeinideshijiantaishao，suoyiwocizhile，fangqileguowaideyiqie，
xiangzheyihoudouhenizaiyiqihaohaoshenghuo。”“woxiangqinkougaosunizheigehaoxiaoxi，
suoyixiafeijimabutingtijiudaizheliwulaile。”liuruyanxiangshigangkandaowodailaideyiduiliwu，woyilufeiben，
yikoushuidoumeihe，hunshendouyibeihanshuijintou，tazhaolaibaomuayi，yuqilishanguoyisikuijiu，
“bangzhebaliwubanjinqufangxia，daizheiweixianshengqukefangxiuxi。”“woheazhequzuochanjian，
niyaochishenmerangayizuo。”shuowan，tajiudaizhelinzhezoule，xiangshichuguihuaiyundeshiqingwanquanbucunzai。
yebuxuyaohewozheigezhengtoulaogongzuorenhejieshi。wokanzhetamenliqudebeiying，xintouyigeng。
mingmingshiwodebieshu，mingmingshiwodeqizi，mingmingshiwodeyuefuyuemu。kewoxianzaihuizijijia，
juranyaozhukefang。quanranxiangshiqiangxingjinruzheigejiadewailairen。worenbuzhuxiang，ruguodangnianwomendehaizihaizai，
womenyijiasankou，shibushiyenengzheiyanghexiemeihao。2，dangnian，woheliuruyandejiehunliuchenggewaishunli。
congjianjiazhangdaodinghunyan，liujiafumukanwodeyanshenshizhongdaizhemanyi，fengrenbiankuawotashikengan，
shuonverjiaduileren。wojidediyicidengmenshi，liufulazhewohelesanpingbaijiu，paizhexiongfushuo：“xiaochen，
ruyanjiaojini，womenyibaigefangxin。”neishiliuruyanzongnianzaiwoshenbian，tiwodangjiushiyanlidejinzhangzangbuzhu，
qiaoqiaozaizhuoxianiewodeshou，yongkouxingshuo“shaohedian”。tashuoxihuananjing，
wobiannachusuoyoujixumailezheitaojiazhishangyidebieshu。ruyangaoxingjile，shuoyidingyaozhuangchengtaxihuandeyangzi。
woduiciwusuowei，ziranyizhetalai。zhuangxiushitapaoqianpaohou，xuanchuanglianyaoxuanwoxihuandeshenlanse，
maishafajianchiyaonaizangdehuise，lianqiangshangguadehunshazhao，doushitatiaodewoxiaodezuishadeneizhang。
“yihouzheilijiushiwomendejiale。”tamozheqiangshangdexiangkuang，yanlishanzheguang，“dengnizaiguowaizhanwenjiaogen，
wojiuguoqupeini。”kezhendengwonadaoguowaigongsideyongjiuheyue，taquebianlegua。“bamanianjidale，
wozoulemeirenzhaogu，”“zaishuowogangshenglebumenzhuguan，xianzaicizhitaikexile。nizaidengdeng，
dengwobashoutoudexiangmuzuowanjiuguoqu。”woxinle。neishiwozongjuede，xiangaiderenbupajuli，
zhiyaoxinzaiyiqi，zaiyuandeludounengzoudaotou。wopinminggongzuo，badabangongzizhuanjita，rangtajibamamaibupin，
jizijimaipiaoliangyifu。tameicishoudaoqiandouxiaozheshuo“gouhuale”，zhuantouquejilaiwoaichidejiaxianglachang，
shuo“nizaiwaimianbieweiquziji”。xianzaixiangxiang，neixielachanghuoxubushitaqinshouzuode。
jiuxiangtashipinlishuode“xinhaobuhao”，huoxushipawotingjianhaizidekunao；neixiebeituihuideliwu，
genbenbushi“shounaxiangmanle”，ershipajialidelingyigenanrenkanjian；jiuliantameicishuo“xiangnile”，
yuqilidejiqie，huoxuyebushiyinweisinian，ershiweileyanshishenme。wozhanzaibieshudeketingli，
kanzheqiangshangguazhedequanjiafu。liuruyankaozailinzhehuaili，dabaozuozaitamenzhongjian，sangerenxiaodeciyan。
zhaopiandexiangkuangshiwoqunianjihuijiadeshengriliwu，dangshitashuo“taiguizhongle，shebudeyong”，
yuanlaibushishebude，zhishibuxiangrangtachuxianzaizheigejiali。loutishangchuanlaijiaobusheng，
liumuduanzheyipanshuiguoxialai，jichuxiaorong：“xiaochena，chidianshuiguoba，doushiniyiqianaichide。”womeidong，
dingzhetadeyanjingwen：“dabao……shiruyandehaizima？”wobingfeicaibudaoneigeguoyumingxiandejieguo，
yexushiguoyunuoruo，buyuanyixiangxincongqiandeyiqiemeihao，doushitamenquanjiayiqizhuangchulaiqipianwodejiaxiang。
liumudeshouyidou，putaogunluozaidi。tahuangmangqujian，
shengyinhanhu：“haizi……haizidoutingguaide……”wobilebiyan，“tajinnianqisui，
”xinzangxiangbeizuanzhuyiyangteng。“yejiushishuo，wochuguodediernian，tajiuchushengle。”liumudedongzuodunzhule，
taitoukanwoshi，yanlidehuangluanzangbuzhu：“xiaochen，nitingwojieshi……”“jieshishenme？”woxiaole，
xiaodehoulongfajin，“jieshinimenquanjiamanzhewobanian，kanzhewoxianggeshaziyiyang，
baxuehanqianjihuilaiyangbierendelaopohaizi？haishijieshi，meiciwohuijia，tabaozhewoshuo‘woaini’deshihou，
xinlixiangdeshishei？”liufucongshufangchulai，baliumuladaoshenhou，chenxialianshuo：“xiaochen，shidaorujin，
shuozheixieyemeiyongle。ruyanyijinggenniguobuxiaqule，nimen……haishilileba。”“lile？
”wozhongfuzhezheilianggezi，huranxiangqibanianqianjiehunneitian，liufuyeshizheiyangzhanzaiwomianqian，
quexiaozheshuo“haohaoduiwonver”。buguobanian，renxinzenmejiubiandezheimekuai？“linzheshiruyandegaozhongtongxue，
”liufutanlekouqi，yuqilidaizheyizhongguiyidetiliang，“dangniannichuguohou，ruyanyigerenshoulebushaoweiqu，
shilinzheyizhizaizhaoguta。tamen……yeshiqingfeideyi。”qingfeideyi？neiwoni？wozaiguowaichideku，
aodeye，panzhehuijiadeririyeye，yousuanshenme？wozhuaqizhuoshangdeshuiguodao，bushixiangshangren，
zhishixiayishizhaogedongxizuanjin。binglengdechuganshunzhezhijianchuanlai，queyabuzhuxinlidehuo。
zheishihuayuanlichuanlaiqicheyinqingsheng，shiliuruyanhelinzhehuilaile。3，tazoujinketing，kanjianwoshoulidedao，
lianseshunjiancanbai：“xiaochen，niyaoganshenme？”linzhelikebatahuzaishenhou，zhoumeidao：“youhuahaohaoshuo，
biehezheruyan。”“hezheta？”wokanzheliuruyanlongqideduzi，huranjuedeyanqiandeyiqiexiangchanghuangdandemeng。
“wocaishineigegaibeihezhederenba？”“liuruyan，nigaosuwo，zheibanianli，youmeiyouyimiaozhong，
niduiwoyouguonapayisikuijiu？”tayaozhezuichun，yanleidiaolexialai：“duibuqi……”“duibuqijiuwanle？
”wobadaohenhenzazaidishang，fachucierdexiangsheng。“wocilegongzuo，diuleqiantu，huilaixiangjiniyigejia，
niquezaojiujibierendanglebaniandejia！liuruyan，nibawodangshenmele？”dabaocongloushangpaoxialai，
beidishangdedaohekule，pudaoliuruyanhuailihan“mama”。liuruyanbaozhehaizi，beiduizhewoqingqingpaizhe，
jianbangweiweizhandou。linzhezouguolai，dijiwoyifenwenjian：“suhuashuodehao，bubeiaidecaishixiaosan。
zheishilihunxieyi，xiaochen，haojuhaosanba。”womeikanneifenxieyi，zhishidingzheliuruyandebeiying。
tashizhongmeiyouhuitou。yuanlaineixiereqingsixinhundeyewan，buguoshitayanjiwodexi；neixie“qidai”dehuifu，
huoxushifajilinzhedexiaoxicuodianjilewo。woxianggexiaochou，zaitabianpaidejubenliyanlebanian，
zhidaoqinshoutuikaizheishanmen，caifaxianzijizaojiubeitichuleju。shoulideliwuhebuzhiheshidiaozailedishang，
limiandexianglianshuaichulai，zaiyangguangxiashanzhelengguang。neishiwopaolesanjiazhubaodiancaimaidaode，jushuonengdailaihaoyun。
wotingjianzhizhangbeisisuideshengyin，fangfoyousheibeidaleyibazhang。
ranhoushiliuruyanqilidekuhan：“sheiyaolihunle？zheigejialishenmeshihoulundaonizaizheizizuozhuzhang？！
”liuruyanhanwodemingzi，shengyinlidaizhekuqiang。wohuanghuzhezhuanshenwangwaizou，meiyoulihuimianqiandeyidijimao。
youxiezhai，bushiyiju“duibuqi”jiunenghaiqingde。youxiejia，yidansuile，jiuzaiyepinbuhuilaile。4，
woqulewomajia。wozhangnianzaiwai，ouerhuilaiyixia，yeshiheliuruyanzaiyiqideduo。fumutiliangwo，
zongshuojiuneimedianshijian，duopeipeiqizishiduide。wokanzhebamayijingqiaoranmaochulaidebaitoufa，
huranfajuezheixienian，woqishitingbushidongxide。wobasuoyoudeqiancaiheaidoujileliuruyan，
basuoyoudejinglidouhuazailegongzuoshang，queshenshaoweifumukaolvguo。wonulishoulianxinshen，
jinliangrangzijikanqilaimeishenmebuduidedifang。kewomayiyanjiukanchulewodebudui。
“shibushiheruyanchaojiala？nizheiduoniandoubuzaijiade，haoburongyihuilai，zenmehaichaojiani？
”“nvrenshiyaohongde，nibiegentazhiqi，zheixieniantayizhidengzheni，yeburongyi。”wobachaohaocaichulai，
zhaileweiqun，“xingle，erziganghuilai，xianhaohaochidunfan，zaihaohaoshuiyijue，youshenmeshi，
doudengxiuxihaolezaishuo。”“xianzaitakendingyouleiyouede，biezhetengtale。”tingzhefumuwennuandehuayu，
woxintoudegengzaiyerenbuzhu。jiafandeshihou，yanleiyikeyikedediao。fanzhuoshanggewaichenmo，
bamasheidoumeiyouzaikaikouwenwoshenme，zhishiyiweijiwotiancai。wanshangtangzaichuangshang，laofangzibugeyin，
wotingdaogebidefumushuo，“mingtianniqumaidianjiu，sanbeijiuxiadu，renjiusongkuaile。”“ruyanneibianwoqushuo，
zheifuqiliang，chuangtoudajiachuangweihe，yebushishenmedashi。”wozaibeizili，yanleiyouzhibuzhule。
tangruoliuruyangaosuwo，tayijingbuxihuanwole，woyebushijiuchanderen。kepianpian，tashenmedoumeishuo，
zhihuotongtafumuyiqi，zaiwodebieshuli，jianlelingyigexiaojia。fanlaifuqu，buzhidaoshenmeshihoushuiguoqule。
diertian，woshibeiwaimiandehuanxiaoshengchaoxingde。womimihuhuzuoqilai，fangfotingdaoleliuruyandeshengyin。
wogubudeshoushiziji，likedakaimen，quejianliuruyandaizhelinzhehehaizi，jiuzuozaiwojiaketing！tazenmegan！
zenmegandaizhexiaosanhesishengzijiuzheimetangerhuangzhidechuxianzaiwofumumianqian！wodexinjiuzuoyituan，
ganjuezijihuxikunnan。budengwokaikou，liuruyanlianmangjieshi：“xingle？womengangcaihaizaishuo，
shangcinishuonixiangwo，zhoumoliangtianhaifeiyaofeihuilaiyitang，jieguojiuzheiyixia，wojiuyoule。
burujiujilinzhezuogeqinjia，dabaoyetingguaide，zanmenbicizhigenzhidideduohao。”shuozhe，
tahaichongwozhalezhayanjing。wozhangzhangkou，queganjuezijishenmedoushuobuchulai。wonengshuoshenme，foudingtama？
kewozenmenenggaosuwofumu，dabaobuzhishilinzhedehaizi，yeshiwolaopodehaizi，wozenmenenggaosuwofumu，
liuruyanzaiwomenjiehundiernianjiuchuguile，wozenmeneng……budebushuo，liuruyanzhendehenlejiewo，
tawanquannaniezhuwole。wotaiyankanqu，suoyourendoushiqilerongrongdechangmian，weiduwo，
xiangshibeikanbujiandedongxigekaile。xingfushitamende，erwoshenmedoumeiyou。linzhexiaozhegenwofumushuo，
“ruyanzheiyankanyaoshengle，xiaochengongzuomangyemeishijian，woyijingdayingruyan，bangzhecaochitiandingyan。daoshihou，