4深爱如晚风
disizhang：juewangdeyuedingyukuaidiyiyun
chengqiyongjingezhongfangshibiwotilihunwuxiaohou，tazhongyushiqulenaixin，qinzijiangneifenbinglengdelihunxieyishupaizaiwomianqian。
“qianzi。”minglingdekouwen，burongzhihui。
wokanzhebaizhiheizishangcimude“lihun”erzi，xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanjin，tongdejihuwufahuxi。wojihushibennengdi、yongjinquanshenliqisihou：“bukeneng！”
tafachuyishengbinglengdechixiao，yanshenxiangcuilehanbingdedaozi，daizheyizhongjugaolinxiademieshi：“linzhimian，biebiwobashiqingzuojue。haojuhaosan，jibiciliudianzuihoudetimian，buhaoma？”
timian？wodeshijiezaoyiyinweitazhiliposui，timianyouzhijiqian？wozhidaojujuezhihuihuanlaigengshendexiuruheshanghai，kewojiushiwufafangshou。wunianhunyin，wofuchulequanbudexinxueheailian，zaoyishenrugusui，qiangxingboli，wuyiyuwanxintigu。
“sila——”womengdizhuaqizhuoshangdexieyishu，zaichengqijingedemuguangzhong，jiangtasidefensui！xuebaidezhipianrutongjidiandezhiqian，fenfenyangyangpiaoluoyidi。
“linzhimian！nifenglema？！”taborandanu，ejiaoqingjinbaoqi，zhizhewodebizilishengchize。houmiandehuaxiangkuangfengzhouyubanzaxiangwo，zhizewoderenxing、zisi、bukeliyu，fangfowoshizheiduanhunyinliweiyidezuiren。
womamudizhanzaiyuandi，renyouneixiekebodeziyanxiangbingbaoyiyangzazaishenshang。houtouxiangshibeiyituanjinmankushuidemianhuasisiduzhu，tunyankunnan，gengfabuchurenhebianjiedeshengyin。wozhishipinmingdiyaotou，xiangyigehuaidiaodewanou。
womenshenghuozaitongyigewuyanxia，quebihezudemoshengrenhaiyaobingleng。tashiworukongqi，wozexiangyigejuewangdeyouling，zaitaliuxiadeqixilitulaodiyoudang。wobuzhiyiciwenziji，weishenmehaiyaozheiyangbeiweidijiuchan？zaitayicicishuochu“gun”deshihou，zaineixiechegudehanlengli，fangshousihucaishijietuo。
kemeiciwoguqiyongqixiangyaokaikou，xiangyaoshuo“hao，wotongyi”，yigujuliedejiaotongjiuhuicongweibumengrancuanqi，shunjianmanyanzhisizhibaihai。lenghanshunjianjintouyishan，tongdewoquansuozaidi，zhixibandejuewangganezhuhoulong。shentizaiyongzuijiliedefangshikangjuzheshiquta。
zheitian，tanandezaijiachiwanfan。canzhuoshangzhiyouwankuaipengzhuangdeqingweishengxiang，sijidelingrenzhixi。tachiwan，fangxiawankuai，qishenjiuyaohuishufang。
“chengqi！”wojiaozhuta，shengyindaizhewufayizhidezhandou，yanleihaowuyuzhaodixianyibuyonglechulai。
tajiaobudunzhu，meiyouhuitou，beiyingtouzhenongnongdebunaifan：“youzenmele？”
wosisiyaozhexiachun，changdaolexuexingwei。judadekonghuangjuezhulewo，fangfojijiangzhuirushenyuan。wojibuchongguoqu，xiangzhuazhuzuihouyigenjiumingdaocaoban，jinjinchezhuletadeyijiao。tashentiyijiang，danmeiyoulikeshuaikai。neixinzhengzharutongdiyuzhihuozaijianao，zuizhong，neishigudekongjuheduishiqudewufachengshou，yakualezuihoudezizun。wobishangyanjing，yongjinbishengliqi，congchifenglijichuweibukewendelianggezi：“…lihun…”
tamengdizhuanguoshen，dongzuokuaidedaiqiyizhenfeng，shensuideyanmousisidingzhewo，limianfanyongzhefuzananbiandeqingxu，youjinge，youyishanerguodetongchu，danzuizhongdoubeiyizhongbinglengdejuejuefugai：“hao。”
zheiyige“hao”zi，xiangzhongchuizasuilewozuihoudehuanxiang。judadebeitongshunjianjiangwoyanmei，wogengyanzhe，yuwulunciditichuneigebeiweidaochenailidetiaojian：“wo…wotongyilihun…dan…danwoyougetiaojian…zuihou30tian…ni…niyaoxiangcongqianneiyangduiwo…xiangwomengangjiehunneiyang…ruguo…ruguo30tianhou…wohaishiwanhuibule…wolikeqianzi…juebujiuchan…”
tachenmole。shijianfangfoninggu。jiuzaiwoyiweitahuijujueshi，taquezhandingjietiedikaikou，shengyinlengyingrutie：“buxing。linzhimian，womeiyouzheimeduoshijianpeiniwanzheizhongwuliaodeyouxi。”tashenxiyikouqi，yanshenruilirudao，“10tian。jiu10tian。10tianhouzaoshang9dian，minzhengjumenkoujian。”
shuowan，tabuzaikanwo，zhuanshen，quezouxianglezhuwodefangxiang。neigecengjingshuyuwomenlianggerendewennuankongjian。taguanshangmen，zaiciliujiwoyigebinglengjuejuedebeiying。yigewoyongyuanyewufajujuetarenheyaoqiude、kebeidebeiying。