第三章

huiyixiangbadaozichuojinwoxiongkou。wobuzhidaozijiweishenmemingzhidaozheishiyichangmeijieguodebenfu,quehaishiyaozaijinqu。

「shencheng,womenfenshouba。」

dangzheijuhuaxuanzhiyukou,wofanersonglekouqi。xihuanyigerenhenrongyi。fangqicainan。

shenchengdefanyingyiwaidelengran。tabuxiangzaigaozhongtongxuemianqiangenwofashengzhengzhi,zhichenmoditongwolikai。zaicheshang,tazhiziweiti,wodangtashimorenle。

buxiangyigejicha,tajiangchetingkaozailubian,wenwoshenmeyisi。

「字面意思。」

「你要和我分手?」

「woxiangwoshuodeyijinghenqingchule。」

「给我一个理由。」

「我累了。」

womeiyoukanta,yinweiyikanta,jiuhuixiangqitagangcaigenqinshanyongbao,haiyouzhiqianbeiweitaohaoqinshandehuamian。

「zhiqianshuohaolezhishizaiyiqishishi。xianzaishiguole,wodedaanshiwomenbuheshi。」woshuo。

「nidaodizenmele?」shenchengbingbuxinwodetuoci,tazhoumei,「shibushiyourenhenishuoleshenme?」

wozhongyukanxiangta,zaibujiehepibeizhiwai,jinghaikanjianletayanlinongzhongdeshiluo。danwobuzhidaozheifenshiluoyoujifenshiweiwo。

jiuzaijinzao,wohaizaiyinweitaweiwozuozaocanergandong,queduduwangleguoqudetacongbuxiachu,zenmerujinjiushunengshengqiao,lianjiandandehuohoudoubawodegangganghao。

yexuwozhishizhanlemourendeguang。

zheiyike,wobuxiangzaititabaoliuzuihouyisitimian。

woshuo:「meiyourenhewoshuoshenme。」

tameimaoyisong,taimoukanwo,yinshengleyishuangshenqingyan,kanxiangwoshizongrangwoxinshenyidong。duonianruyiri,ciciruci。

wobuganduokan,dazheyanpi,xinkouzhuizhuiditeng。zaitakaikouzhiqian,woyoushuo:「wokandaole,niheqinshan。」

talianseyibian,sulaitairandeshenqingguilie,xiayishijiuyaowowodeshou,「miaomiao……」wojishibikai,「hewozaiyiqi,zhihuifangainimenhehaobale。shencheng,daociweizhiba,bierangjiejunaodetainankan。」

「niwuhuile,woheqinshanmeishenme。tashitouzifangneibianpailaideduijieren,wohetaxianzaizhishigongzuoguanxi。」

「wuhui?nimenliangbaozaiyiqiyeshiwuhui?」woshenxikouqi,「wojiuwenni,zaijiandaoqinshandeshihou,niyoumeiyouguo,napayimiaodedongyao?」shenchengxiaheyishou,mianpidoubengjinle。

banshang。tashuo:「duibuqi。」

wobishangyan,kuaiyaotoubuguoqi。

lianzuihouyidianxiyidoubeidasuile。

neitianwanshang,wobingmeiyourangshenchengsongwodaozuihou。

youxiedaanbuyaneryu,youxierenyebuxuyaodeng。

woduziyirenhuidaojia,ruyanbianshifangzaiketingdeyoukelili。yanleijiushizaizheigeshihoudiaoxialaide。mingmingzuotiancaishuohaoyaojiaowodanyoukelili,zenmecaibudaoyitian,jiuyiqiedoubianle。

woxihuantaxihuanlebanian,huanlaidequezhishitadeyiju「duibuqi」。

womenzaiyiqiguodesangeyue,fangfoshitoulaideyiyang,wodouhuaiyizijishibushizaizuomengle。

yexukuanianyedezhongfengshijiade,tashuotayaozhuiwoyejiade。

chuchajixinglanweiyanneiwan,peizhewoderenyeshijiade。

woheta,jiuyinggaichedizhongzhiyuliangnianqian。

liangnianqian,wobeidongdijiazaishenchengheqinshanzhongjian,jihumishiziwo。

yejiushineigeshihou,woxuanzehetamenduankaisuoyoudelianxi。

ruguoshuojinniankuanianneihui,zaijiubaheshenchengouyushiwohaiyouguopengranxindongdeshunjian,neimexianzai,wosixinle,zheigeshunjianzhongshidangranwucun。

zaixuqianyuanzheizhongshechideshi,genbenjiubuhuifashengzaiwoshenshang。

gengkeqideshi,wokudeshangqibujiexiaqi,douhaijideyaoxiezhuangcainengshuijue。

kandaojingzilidenvrengenguiyiyang,woshilesheng,ganjinbalianxile,caisuanhuifuledianqili。

xishuguohou,wocongbaolinachushouji,guobuqirankandaojigeweijielaidian,quanshishenchengde。

xianglexiang,jitahuiletiaoxinxi:「wodaojiale。yihouniyebiezailianxiwo,jiuzheiyangba。」

ranhou,wojiangyouguantadelianxifangshi,tongtongshanchu。

shanwan,xiangshiwanchenglejianshenmedashi,woneixinpingjing,yibujianshifenzhongqiandebengkui。