第5章 是仇恨支撑我活下去

“ceciliaxiaojie?”

kangjiarentuizhexinglichewangwaizou,gangchuqujiutingdaoyourenzaihantadeyingwenming。

xunshengwangqu,shiyigedaizheheikuangyanjing,shenchuanzhiyezhuangdexiaoguniang,shoushanghaijuzhexieyoutayingwenmingdepaizi。

kandaotayizhuanshixian,xiaogunianghaihengaoxingdichaotahuilehuishou。

xianglaijiushigongsipailaijiejideren,sijici,kangjiarentuizhexinglichechaotazouqu,neirenyekuaibuyingleshanglai。

“qingwennijiushiceciliaxiaojiema?woshishengzongjiandezhulijianyitong,gangcaijinindaguodianhuade!”

xiaoguniangxinhuaiyihuodiyouquerenlebian,shengzongjianrangtalaijiezonggongsikongjiangxialaideshouxishejishi,tayiweinengdangshouxide,shaoshuoyeyaosansishisui,keyanqianzheiwei,weimianyetainianqingleba,zheshirangrenyouxienanyizhixin!

“dui,woshi,mafannile。”

quedingshilaijietamenderenhou,kangjiarenyangchuweixiao,rangbenlaijiujingzhidewuguan,xiangzhangkaileyiyang,yufayaoyanmiren。

jianyitongbujuekandaile,daihuiguoshenyoutingdaokangjiarendehua,dengshixiaolianzhangdetonghong,chenghuangchengkongdijieshi。

“bumafan,bumafan!benlaishengzongshiyaoqinziguolaijieninde,dangongsilinshilailejiweitouziren,tatuobukaishen,zhinengrangwoguolai!hairangwodaitaxiangnidaogeqian!xiwangnibuyaoshengqi!”

“原来是这样。”

kangjiarendiandiantou,daoyemeiyoushengqi,ershidandandixiaodao。

“neijiuxinkujianzhulile。”

“ceciliaxiaojietaikeqile,zheidoushiwoyinggaizuode!”

jianyitongshuozhejiuyaoqubangkangjiarentuixingliche,yizhuantoukandaoxinglicheshangdefensenuomituanzi,shunjianliangyanmaoxin。

“zheishinindehaizima?haopiaolianga。”

“dui,wonverkangqianjin。”

kangjiarenyibianshuo,yibianjiangkangqianjincongxinglicheshangbaoxialai。

kangqianjinzaidishangzhandinghou,chezhequnbai,xinglegexiaogongzhushideliyi,xiaorongtianmei。

“piaoliangjiejienihao!woshiqianjin,yinuoqianjindeqianjine!”

“wa!haokeai!ganjuewodexindoukuaiyaomenghuale!ceciliaxiaojie,nizhenshitailihaile!nianjiqingqingjiuxiangyushengmingbushuo,haiyougezheimepiaoliangdenver,zuizhongyaodeshi,shencaibaochidezheimehao,wanquankanbuchulaiyougehaizi,shizaitairangrenjidule!”

jianyitongdehualinanyanxianmudizantan,kangjiarenzhishichongrubujingdichedongchunjiao,dandandixiaolexia。

“niguojiangle,qishiwoyeshiyiludiediezhuangzhuangguolaide。”

zheihuadaobushiqianci,wairenkandaode,zhishitajingguosuiyuechendianhou,biaomiandeguangxianliangli。

danqizhongjianxin,zhiyouqinshenjingliguoderen,caizhidaogezhongziwei。

jianyitongyeqingchu,yigenvrenzhuanzhushiyehaiyaodaihaizi,bushigerongyideshiqing,duikangjiarengengjiapeifu。

……

jianyitongjiangkangjiarensongdaojintinghuayuan,zheishigongsibangtaanpaidezhuchu。

huanjingyoumei,zhuangxiuzhengjie,fujinyoushiquzuihaodeyoueryuan,ligongsiyejin,daoshihenfuhekangjiarendexuqiu。

zaijianyitongdebangmangxia,kangjiarenhenkuaijiangdongxishoushihao,shijianhaizao,kangjiarenbiantiyihejianyitongyiqiqugongsi。

yilingsheji,shiguoneidingjiandefuzhuangshejigongsi,suirantadezongbuzaiguowai,xiangguoneikuozhancaimeijinian,danhaishipingjiezhechuangxindeshejilinian,youxiudeshejizuopin,helianghaodefuwukoubei,xunsujidiaoyeneilaopaiqiye,zaiguoneishichangzhanwenjiaogen。

zhishishangyejingzheng,bingbujinjinshishichangdezhengduoeryi,youshihou,haichanzazhexuduoandilijianbuderendeazashouduan。

piruzheicikangjiarenturanhuiguo,jiushigongsiyuanbendeshouxishejishiguxiaoyan,beiduishougongsigaoxinwajiao,daizoulebushaoshouxiaheneibujimi。

weilejieranmeizhiji,kangjiarenzuoweimimiwuqikongjiangdaoyilingdangshouxi。

……

总监办公室。

“叩叩!”

kangjiarenqingqingkouxiangbangongshidemen,tingdaolimianchuanlaiyisheng“jin。”,zheicaituikaimenjinqu。

ruodadebangongshi,yiyanbiankandaozuozaibangongzhuoqianchoumeibuzhandeshenghuaihan。

“shixiong,meidaraodaoniba!”

shenghuaihanzhengweixiangmushangdeshishangshen,zhayitingdaozheigeshengyin,haiyiweizijichuxianhuanjuele,taitouduishangkangjiarenjinglidemeiyan,bujueyouxiechayi。

“jiaren?nizenmelaile?bushirangnixianxiuxiyiliangtianzaiguolaidema?”

kangjiarenyaoleyaotou,yiyousuozhidikaikou。

“buyongle!wohuilaiyebushiweilexiuxi……”

wenyan,shenghuaihanfangxiashouzhongdewenjian,mianseyansudikanzheta。

“nizhenzhunbeihaolema?neikeshiqinshigenkangjia,hetamenduishang,duinilaishuobingbushirongyideshiqing。”

shenghuaihanyuqichenzhong,huazhongzangzhejifenyinyou。

ruoshikeyi,tashizhenxiangquantafangqi,daizhenverguohaoyanqiandeshenghuo,queyeqingchuzheibushirongyideshiqing。

guobuqiran,kangjiarentingletadehuahou,bingmeiyoudongrong,ershishouqixiaorong,shengyindandandishuodao。

“shixiong,nishizhidaode,zheiwunianlai,zhichengwohuoxiaqude,chuleqianjinwai,jiuzhiyouduineiliangjiarendechouhenle。”

kangjiarendemuguangchuantoushenghuaihanshenhoudeluodichuang,luozaiwaimiandegaoloudashashang,yanqiankandaode,queshidangchubeiganchujiamendejingxiang。

“woshuoguo,buguanshitamenqianwode,haishiqianwomuqinde,wodouhuiyiyitaohuilai。xianzai,wojuedeshishihoule,yebuxiangzaidengxiaqule。”

zaidengxiaqu,tahuifengde。

houmiandehua,kangjiarenmeiyoushuochulai。

dantaqingchudizhidao,zheiwunianlai,fuchoudexiangfazaozaitadexinlishenggenfaya,chengleyizhongzhinian,ruguozaimeinengrangneixierenqiruguotaderenfuchuxiangyingdedaijia,huoxu,tazhendechengbuxiaqule。

shenghuaihanhetaxiangshiduonian,zishiqingchu,dangchutagangdaoguowaishi,gushenyirenshiduomedejiannan。

weijingtarenku,moquantarenshan。huoxutazhendemeiyouzigequantashenme。sijici,shenghuaihantanlekouqi。

“jiranzheiyang,neijiufangxindadandequzuoba,zhiyaonijizhu,buguanshenmeshihou,yilinghewo,doushinizuijianqiangdehoudun。”