第1章 永远的噩梦

“jie,nisuiranbushishenjiadenver,danbamayangniyichangyaonibanggemangjiuzheimenanma?nibuyuanyipeirenjiashuiyiyebamatongyile,zhiyaonijinwanyuanyigenwoyiqiquchiyidunfan,yihoutamenjiuzaiyebubinizuorenheshi。”

shenqiugexiumeilianpangshanguoquru,zuizhongtongtongbeipinmingyanlexiaqu。

是,她应该报养恩。

huoranqishen,shenqiugeqinglengyanmousuozhubeihoudenvhaier:“hao,qingnijizhuzheiyikenishuodehua。”

nvhaiercanranyixiao,lazhushenqiugedeshougaoxingqueyue:“yidingyiding,woyidingjizhu!”

shuaikainiannibinglengrushedeshou,shenqiugelveguotayangzhangerqu。

congtatingdaozheigemeiyouxueyuanguanxidemeimeisongyongbama,batasongnianmailiushisuideqiyedongshipeishuihou,tamenjiuzaiyehuibuqule。

danbamadeyouyuheqiangpoyerangshenqiugezhidao,taconglaimeiyourongruguoshenjia,tazhongjiushimeiyouxueyuanguanxidewairen。

……

“jie,niduohedianera,nidejidajiamianzia。”

“jie,laiwozaijingniyibei……”

“姐……”

yibeijiezheyibei,shenqiugedeyishizhujiankuisan,zhidaotuikaimenbeirenfuzhuyaobucaishuranjingxingweiyiyisicancundelizhi。

hunandefangjian,kongqizhongmimanzhetiannidejiuqi。

faredelianbeifuzhu,zhiredeshentijinjintiezaishenshang,shenqiugewulizhengzha,zhinengbeidongganshouzheshenshangrendelveduo。

疼痛、屈辱。

nanrenhaobulianxi,xianggebuzhiyanzudeyeshou。

不要,不要!

shenqiugebuzhidaozijishizenmehuoguolaide,taxiangbeisisuileyibianyouyibian,yunguoquyouzaicixingguolai。

……

tuozhepibeideshenti、chuanzhelangbeibukandeyiwu,lenglengzhanzaijialiwoshijiujiahou,shenqiugemanliantongkutingzheyiqiangzhigedeyinmou。

“ma,nifangxinhaole,wobashenqiugedejiujialeliao,jinwanyidingchengshi。”

pianketingdunhou,lveyouxiecanglaowenwandenvshengshuodao:“wojiushidanxin,qiugeyaoshixingguolaiwomenyinggaizenmemianduita。”

“heng。”zhongniannanshenglengmodao:“womenyangletazheimeduonian,jializheicichulezheimedadeshirangtabangmangtadoubuleyi,bujiushipeibierenwanjigeyue?”

zhongniannvshengtanlekouqi:“zheihaiziyeshi,yidianbuzhidaojialidexinku。”

yuanlai,tabushizijibuxiaoxinzoucuoledifang,ershijiarenchuxinjilvdemousuan。

shenqiugetongbuyusheng,diezuozaidishang,xiangshengjingdongleneisangeren。

……

“bu……biezhuazhewo……”

yimumuwangshixiangfangdianyingyibancongnaozilihuaguo,shenqiugedemengtingliuzaibeishenjiarenzhuazhuhou,quedingtahuaiyunhoubeikunlejiugeyuedetongkuyinanli。

“fangwochuqu,fangwo……si!”

huoranzhengkaiyanjing,**siliedetengtongrangshenqiugeshunjianqingxing。

“孩子……”

shuranshenshoumoxiangduzi,neiliyijingpingtan。

judadeshiluoganxilai,shenqiugejingkongdezhuazhuyishengdeshou,“wodehaizini?”

yishengbeimindao:“yijingbeidaizoule,nihaishianxintangzheba。”

shouwulidechuixia,zuihouyidianxiwangyedangranwucun,shenqiugejuewangdebishangleyanjing。

tabeiduoquleganjingdeshenti、xinling、yiniandeguangyin,yijihaizi。

shiye,bingfangwurenkanshou。

shenqiugemianserushuiyibubucongbingfanglinuochulai,tacangbaidelianshangshilengmoheqinglie。

sheinengxiangdaoyigedachuxueganggangshengyuwandenvren,keyizijiyibubuzouchuyiyuan!

shenjia,tazaowanyouyitianhuihuilai,duozouzijishiqudeyiqie,rangtamenfuchushuangbeidedaijia。