第3章

“这里是哪里?”

jiangyongshenghairanhuangusizhou,xinzhongchongmanlewufayanyudejingkongyukunhuo。

tajiaoxiadetudijiaoheierguilie,beilieyanfenshaoguowushuci,meiyicundoutouluchusiwangdeqixi。

yuanfangdetianji,yilunxuehongdeyuelianggaoxuan。

neiguiyidehongguangrutongemodeningshi,jiangzheipianhuangwuzhidiranshangleyicengbuxiangdefeihong。

kongqizhongmimanzhenonghoudeliuhuangwei,bansuizhecibideyanwu,ranghuxibiandejiannan。

zaitadezhengqianfang,heranchulizheyizuoweiedeshenmiheita。

tashenyouweizhideheiyaoshiqicheng,meiyicengdoukeyougulaodefuwen。

tamenzaiweiruodeguangmangxiashanshuozhebuxiangdelanguang。

tadingzhichayunxiao,yaojiangzheiheiandetianqiongcipo。

danneitadingzhishang,jigencuzhuangdetielianrutongjushebanchanrao。

tazhouwei,wushulansedeweizhishengwurutongyoulingbanpiaodang。

tamendemianrongniuqu,shuangyankongdong,fachuqilideaihaosheng。

neishengyinchuantoulejijingdeyekong,zhijijiangyongshengdexinlingshenchu。

zheixieshengwuhaoxiangshibeiyonghengqiujindelinghun,zhinengzaizheipiansijideshenmikongjianzhongpaihuai,wufajietuo。

shixianyueguozheipianlansehaiyang,jiangyongshengyinyuekanjianyitiaokuankuoershensuideheliu。

heshuifanzheyoulandeguangze,boguanglinlinzhongyinzangzhebukemingzhuangdekongbu。

hemianshang,yisouyoukuloujiashidexiaozhouhuanhuanhuaguo。

taneikongdongdeyanshenhaoxiangnengdongcharenxinzuishenchudekongju。

shouzhongdezhangjiangqingqinghuadong,yinlingzhesizhezouxiangweizhidebian。

julineishenmideheliubuyuanchu,chulizheyidaoyouxiongxionglieyanyuheianjiaozhierchengdegulaodamen。

neizaidamenqianyouzhezhanglesangetoudeguaiwu。

sangetoulu,meigedouyongyouyizhangjudade、zhangkaidezui,luchufenglideyachi,suishizhunbeisilierenheganyujiejindeshengling。

tadeyanjing,rutongranshaodetanhuo,shanshuozhebuxiangdehongguang。

gengyuandedifang,yitoujudadeheilongpanjuzaiyizuokuguduichengdeshanfengzhishang。

tadeshuangyanrutongranshaodehuoyan,kouzhongbushipentuchuhuimiexingdehuoyan。

tiankongzhong,yigeshandongzheheiseliuyidepangdaguaiwu。

qixia,yitiaoshenqupangda、wanyanpaxingdedasheheranzaimu。

shedequtishangjinjinchanraozhejiutiaojudadeshetou,xiandeyichangkongbu。

erzaineishenmimocedeqitadiyu,tongyangbianbuzheshubuqingdeqixingguaizhuangdeguaiwu。

zaizheipianbeixuehongyueguanglongzhaodehuangwuzhidi,jiangyongshenggandaozijijiuxiangshiyiyeguzhou,

zaiwujindeheianzhongpiaobo,buzhiheshicainengzhaodaoguitu。

……

“ge,kuaixingxing,xianzaiyijingjiudianzhongla,

woduziedegugujiao,ganjinqilaijizuozaocana!”

yigepanghuhu、moyangshifenkeaidexiaonvhai,zhengyibianyaohuangzhechuangshangshushuidegege,yibianyongtaneizhinenyoulvedaijiaojideshengyinhuhuanzhe。

zaimeimeiyunyanbuduandihuangdongxia。

chuangshangdejiangyongshengcongchenshuizhongmengranjingxing,yanshenzhongdaizheyisihuanghuyumimang。

tazhongyucongzheichangwujindeemengzhongzhengtuochulaishi,faxianzijidexinzangrengzaijulietiaodong,fangfogangcongyichangshengsibianyuandemaoxianzhongguilai。

chuangwai,yilvchenguangqiaoqiaotanjinfangjian,dailaiyisiwennuanyuanwei。

danneifenshenrugusuidekongju,quejiujiunanyixiaosan。

yunyanguqitaneipangdududexiaosaibangzi,zuijiaoweiweixiapie,daizheyisibuyueyuweiqudekouwenshuodao:

“nizuotianwanshangdaodijidianzhonghuilaidea?

wozuodengyoudengdoudengbudaoni,xinlikezhejile。

erqiemamahaituranshuoyaolinshijiaban,liuwoyigerenzaijiali,heiqiqide,zhendehaohaipa。

zuihoushizaishitaikunle,jiukanzhedianshishuizhele”

jiangyongshengzuoqishen,yongshoumoquleetoushangdehanzhu。

ranhouqingqingdinieleniechuangbianmeimeidelianjia,daizheyisixinxudexiaorongshuo:

“qishiyemeiduowan,kenengjiushinigangshuixiabujiujiuhuilaide。”

jiezhe,tahuafengyizhuan,lianshangluchuyihuodebiaoqing:

“duile,zanmazheishihoubushiyinggaiyijingxiabanhuilailema?

neinihaijiaowoqilaizuoshenmezaocana!”

“yidazao,majiudadianhuaguolaishuo,zuowanjiudianbuzhidaozenmehuishi,turanlailehaoduokeren,fangjiandouzhumanle。

taxiangzhuguanshenqingduojiajigexiaoshideban。

haiteyigaosuwomenbiedanxin,shuotaduigongzuoyijinghenshuxile,buhuihenlei。”

yunyanxintengdifushuzhemamadehua,yanshenzhongliuluchuduimamadedanyou。

jiangyongshengtinghou,meitouweizhou,yanshenzhongtouchuyisidanyouyulijie:

“yuanlaishizheiyang,mayezhenshixinkule。

jirantazheimeshuole,womenyejiubietaidanxinle。

buguo,yunyan,jiranmabuzaijia,neizaocanjiuyouwolaifuzezuoba。

nixianqukandianshihuozhexiezuoye,woxishuyixiajiujinizuofan。”

kandaomeimeizouchufangjian,jiangyongshengwunaidianantanlekouqi,xinzhongmanshigankai:

“ai,majiushixiangzhechenzheigejihuiduozhengdianqian。

tayigerenxinxinkukudiyanghuowomenlianggehaizi,zhendetaiburongyile。

wozhenbuzhidaoshenmeshihoucainengyouzugoudenengli,rangtabuzaixuyaogongzuo,keyizaijiahaohaoxiuxi。”

shijianyequeshibuzaole,jiangyongshengdanxinmeimeiezhe,bianxunsudicongchuangshangpaqi,yizuikuaidesuduwanchenglexishu。

jiezhe,tashuliandicongbingxiangliquchuleshouzhuabing、jidanhehuotuichang,zhunbeiweimeimeizuoyidunjiandandezaocan。

buyihuier,liangfenxiangqipubideshouzhuabingjiuzuohaole。

jinhuangdebingpishangbaoguozhenenhuadejidanhexiangcuidehuotuichang,kanqilaishifenyouren。

jiangyongshengmanyididiandiantou,jiangzaocanduandaocanzhuoshang,hanzhemeimeiguolaichizaocan。

jiangyongshengshouwozherehuhudeshouzhuabing,meiyikoujujiaojian,tadounengqingxidiganshoudaotineizhengfashengdeweimiaobianhua。

xinnianweidong,lianggeyinmidekongjianzaitatineibeidianliang,biandechushoukeji。

“wei,ge,nijintianzenmele?

pingchangchifandeshihounihuabushitingduodema,

jintianzenmegenyabaleyiyang,yijuyebuhangshengde?”

yunyanfangmanlejujiaokouzhongdeshiwu,zhouqimeitou,manlianyihuodikanzhejiangyongsheng。

jiangyongshengzheicaiyishidao,zijichenjinzaiduitineibianhuadesikaozhong,jingranhulveleyumeimeidejiaoliu。

talianmangyongshouroulerouyanjing,luchuyisiqianyidexiaorong,jieshidao:

“e,meishenme,jiushijintianqideyoudianwan,shentimeixiguanguolai,jingshenbutaihao。

别担心,我没事。”

yunyanwanglewangmenwai,ranhouyishenyiguidishenzhetou,dishengershenmidishuodao:

“neiwogaosuniyigerangnitishendeshiqing,zuotiandongtoujianeigezhoutongtongbujianle。

jintianzaoshangbeirenfaxiantangzaimalubiandechoushuigouli,haibeizijijiadehashiqijiyaosile。

linjumendoushuoshoubeibeisiyaodedoubuwanzhengle,qiguaidishineizhihashiqiyesizaipangbian。”

“zheixiaoxijianzhirangrenmaogusongran!”

jiangyongshengguzuojingyadidengdaleyanjing,lianshangxiemanlenanyizhixin。

jinguantaxinzhongzaoyiminglezhenggeshijiandelailongqumai,

“neizhihou,zhoutongtongdejiarenqingkuangruhele?”

tidaozhoutongtongdejiaren,yunyandebiaoqingbiandegengjianingzhong:

“tamenxianzaikendinghennanguo,youqishizhoutongtongdemama。

tajintianzaoshangfaxianerzideshihoudoukuyunguoqule。

tingshuozhoutongtongdebabayeganhuilaile,taxianzaikendinghenzize,juedezijimeiyoubaohuhaoerzi。

ai,zhoushushujiajiuneiyigehaizi,zheiyetaibuxingle。”

“zhoutongtongdemamagenbenbuganxiangxinshizijijiadehashiqixiadekou,talikejiubaolejing。

jingchahenkuaijiulaile,jingguoyifanxiangxidehuayandiaocha,querenjiushineizhihashiqiyaosilezhoutongtong。

keqiguaideshi,jingchabuguangchulilexianchang,haibaneizhihashiqiyejidaizoule,shuoshiyaoanzhaoguidingjinxingwuhaihuachuli。”

meimeiyunyanbuchongshuodao,lianshangmanshiduizheijianshidebujiehewanxi。

jiangyongshengdelianseweiweiyibian,tawenroudimolemomeimeidetou,lvedaizebeidishuo:

“wobushidingzhuguonima,tuijiaobufangbian,zaijiahaohaoxiuyang,jiubiedaochuluanpaole。”

yunyandixiatou,yanshenzhongdaizheyisiqianyi,qingshenghuidadao:

“duibuqi,ge,yidazaoshang,waimianjiuhenchao。

wojiushihaoqixiangkankanwaimianfashengshenmeshiqingle,woyihouhuishaochumende。”

jiangyongshengyixiangdaomeimeidejiaoshang,xinzhongbianyongqiyizhennanyiyanyudexintong。

huajibandeshaonv,benyingziyoubenpaozaiyangguangxia,rujinquezhinengkunshoujiazhong。

xiandaiyixuedejuxianrangtashenganwunai,tabujinkaishisisuo。

shifoucunzaizhemouzhongweizhideyineng,nenggoudailaiqijibandezhiyu。

xiangdaozheili,taxiayishidimolemokoudailidemingpian。

xinzhonganzijueding,xiawuyidingyaoquzhaolinyuxinwenwenkan。

huoxutanengtigongyixiebutongxunchangdexiansuohuobangzhu。

“duile,yunyan,nishoushangdeneigefochuannengrangwoyongyixiama?

woyihuidasuanqusimiaoqiugezhufu,xiwangnengweiwomenjiadailaigengduodehaoyunheankang。”

jiangyongshengturanxiangqileshenme,duishenbiandeyunyanshuodao。

yunyanwenyan,weiweiyileng,shoushangdedongzuobuzijuedimanlexialai。

tajiangfochuanqingqingzhaixia,dijijiangyongshengdetongshi,lianshangdaizheyisiyihuo:

“yi,ge,nizenmeturanxiangzheyaoqusimiaoleni?

niyiqianbushishuocongbumixin,yebuxiangxinfojiaozheixiedongxidema?”

jiangyongshengjieguofochuan,yanshenzhongshanguoyisifuzadeguangmang。qingtanyisheng,jieshidao:

“renzongshihuibiande,wozhunbeizuogongjiaocheguoqu,nizaijiaxiezuoye,qianwanbiezailuanpaole。”

yunyanlvexianbunaidihuiyingdao:

“haolahaola,wozhidaole。”

tijizheichuanfochuan,jiangyongshengdesixushunjianpiaohuidaoneigenanwangdeyewan。

bishi,gangmanzhousuidemeimeiyunyanshenhuanzhongbing,yijiarenjiaojiwanfen。

zaiyiyuanjinglilemanzhangerjianaodezhiliaohou,meimeizhongyuchuyuanle。

neitian,xiyangdeyuhuisazaihuijiadelushang,jishijianwanwudoudushangleyicengwennuandejinse。

jiangyongshenghefumupeizhexuruodemeimeizhengzouzhe。

turan,yigeshenzhesengpaodeheshangchuxianzaitamenmianqian。

neiheshangmianrongcixiang,yanshenwenhe,jingjingdiningshizhehuaizhongdeyunyan。

shaoqing,heshangzuijiaoshangyang,luchuyimowennuandexiaorong,zantandao:

“好可爱的孩子。”

jinjiezhe,tashensebiandezhengzhongqilai。

conghuaizhongtaochuyichuansanfazhegupoqixidefochuan,dixiangjiangyongshengdefumu,chengkendishuodao:

“zheichuanfochuan,yuanzengyuzheihaizi,tanengbaohaiziyishengpingan。”

jiangyongshengdefumumianlujingyazhise,lianlianbaishou,xiangyaowanjuzheifenturuqilaidekuizeng。

raner,heshangquezhiyiyaojiangfochuanliuxia,tamuguangjianding,yuzhongxinzhangdishuo:

“cinaiyuhaizideyuanfen,shouxiaba。”

zuizhong,jiangyongshengdefumuhuaizheganjizhiqing,jieguolezheichuanchengzaizhezhufudefochuan,bingweimeimeidaishang。

zineiyihou,zheichuanfochuanbianyizhipeibanzhemeimei,chengweiletashenghuozhongdeyibufen。

jiangyongshengzhengliwanbihou,bianzoudaocunkoudelubiandengdaigongjiaoche。

jinguantasuozaideshiyigexiaocunzhuang,danyouyulishiqujiaojin。

zheiliyekaitonglegongjiaoxianlu,qizhongyibangengshinengzhijiedaodasimiao。

zaidengdaigongjiaochedeguochengzhong,jiangyongshengtingdaolailaiwangwangdecunlirendouzaireyizaoshangzhoutongtongzaoyudebuxing。

youdecunminshenzhichuanyanneizhihashiqishibeiyaomofushenle,caihuizuochurucicanrendeshiqing。

ciwai,tahaitingshuoxinwenshangyebaodaole,zheiliangtianquanguogedifashengleduoqidongwufafengshangrendeshijian,rangzhenggecunzidoulongzhaozaiyizhongbuandefenweizhong。

gebidewangdaniangnazhewankuaideyingmianzoulai。

taxianranshizaiqianmiandelidashenneibianchifanlaoke,conglidashenneilitingshuolezaoshangdeshiqing。

tatingxiajiaobu,yuzhongxinzhangdiquanshuodao:

“yongshenga,niyihoukedexiaoxindian,biesuibianqupengneixiemaoagouade。

nikanjintianzaoshangdeshi,duoherena。

neixiemaogoushuobudingshenmeshihoujiufafengyaoren。

niyaoshiyougesanzhangliangduande,nimahe**kezenmeban?

tamenyihouhaidekaoniyanghuoni。”

jiangyongshengtinglewangdaniangdehua,lianshangluchurenzhendeshenqing,tadianlediantou,ganjidishuo:

“wangdaniang,ninshuodedui,wohuixiaoxinde。

xiexienindeguanxin,wohuizhaoguhaoziji,yehuizhaoguhaowomahewomeide。”

jiangyongshengduimaomimeiyoutaiduoxingqu,queduigougouqingyouduzhong。

youqishineixiewenshundexiaojinmao,tayizhimengxiangzhenenggouyangyizhi。

zheiyang,yunyanfangxuehuijiahouyenengyougewanban。

raner,laomaquebutongyiyangchongwugou。

tadanxingougoukenengxiedaibuweishengdedongxi,biruxijunhebingduchuanranjijialiren。

buyihuier,gongjiaochehuanhuanshilai,youyugangcongchufadianchufa,cheshangdechengkebingbuduo。

jiangyongshengzhaolegekaochuangdeweizhizuoxia,suizhecheliangdeqingqingyaohuang,tabishangleyanjing,xianrulechensi。

tadesixuzainaohaizhongfeisuyunzhuan,huisuzhiyigeliantazijiyeshuobuqingcongheshikaishidejiyijiaoluo。

neilishizhongjuankezheyigemingweichentianwendeshenying。

suizhesuiyuedeliushi,taduichentianwenlejiedegengduo。

ziyounianqi,tadeshenghuobianbumanlekanke:

yisuishi,fuqinsashourenhuan,muqinsuihougaijia,liuxiatayuyeyexiangyiweiming。

qisuineinian,yeyeyelitaerqu,tabeipoguoshangleliulangdeshenghuo。

xingyundeshi,gueryuanshouliuleta。

zaineili,tahaijieshileyigeqingtongshouzudemeimei。

liangrengongtongduguolewushugeriye,fangfozhenzhengdexiongmeiyiban。

raner,mingyunsihubingweijiucifangguota。

shibasuineinian,yichangturuqilaidehuozaijianggueryuanhuaweihuijin。

erguanyuneichangzainanzhihoudejiyi,querutongbeimoquleyiban,zaiwuzongjikexun。

qichu,jiangyongshengyiweizijihuanshanglejingshenfenliezheng。

dantachayuelehenduoxiangguanshujihewangshangzixunyixieyisheng。

suoyoudejieguodouzhixiangleyigexiangfandejielun——tabingweihuanbing。

zhidaojinglilezuotiandeshijian,yigeqiansuoweiyoudeniantouzaitaxinzhongqiaoranshenggen:

neigechentianwen,huoxujiushitaqianshideziji,

youhuoxuyutazhijiancunzaizhemouzhongnanyiyanyudeguanlian。

zheigeniantousuihuangdanbujing,quezaitaxinzhongyufajianding。

然而,他深知。

zheiyangdexiangfayidanshuochukou,zhihuihuanlaipangrendebujieyuwujie,shenzhikenengbeitieshangjingshenyichangdebiaoqian。

yushi,taxuanzelechenmo,jiangzheigemimishenmaixindi,duzichengshouzhezheifenguiyieryoushenmidekunhuo。

gengjialiqidishi,zitajishiyilai,yewandemengjingzhongchangchangchuxianyipianpianshenmierguiyidelingyu。

zheipiantudishang,qizhuangyifude“ren”yingchuochuo,tamendemianrongyinnizaiyinyingzhizhong。

zheixie“ren”dehuayurutongfengzhongdediyu,hanhuernanyizhuomo,rangtagandaoyizhongmomingdeshulihekongju。

youshi,mengjinghuidaitajinruyigechongmantieqiyushufudefangjian。

fangjianli,yipaipaibinglengdetieyisanfazhehanyi,meigeyizishangdouxizheyigekansibeiqiujinde“ren”。

tamendezuibabeiqiangxingchengkai,yigemianmaokongbudexiaoguizhengyongyibashanyaozhehanguangdeqianzi,canrendibachuneixiebeishufuzhedeshetou。

meiyicibashededongzuodoubansuizhelingrenxinjidecanjiao,neishengyinsihuchuantoulemengjingdebiaoceng,zhicitadexinling。

lingyixieshihou,fangjiandezhongxinhuichuxianyipaipailiezhengqidetiejia。

shangmianxuanguazhewushubafenglidejiandao,tamenzaihunanzhongshanshuozhehanguang。

xiaoguimenshouchizheixiejiandao,jingzhunershuliandijianduanbeibangzhedeshouzhi,

meiyijiandoubansuizhexianxuedepenjianheqilidecanjiao。

haiyoudeshihou,tahuimengdaoyigeguangkuoerhuangliangdetingyuan。

tingyuanzhong,yikekeyoutiezhujiudeshusongliqizhong,shuzhishangguamanlejianruirudaodetiegou。

xiaoguimenjiang“ren”diaozaizheixietiegouzhishang,rangtamendeshentizaitieshushangmoca。

meiyicimocadoubansuizheroutiyulinghundetongku**,neishengyinzhongchongmanlejuewangyukongju。

erneixiebeidiaoqide“ren”,tamendexuerouzhiquzaitieshudecuicanxiabiandecanburendu,zaisushuozhewujindetongkuyuzhemo。

……

zuowan,jiangyongshengzaicizhuiruneipianshenmimoce、guiyizhijidekongjian。

mengjingzhongdeyiqierucizhenqie,xinglaihourengnenglilizaimu,qinshenjingli。

tashuangshoubaotou,neixinshenchufachuwushengdenuhou。shitufenbianneixiemengjing

哪些是现实?

哪些又是虚幻?

yinengzhedecunzai,yirangtaduizheigeshijiederenzhichanshengledongyao。

neime,mengzhongdeneixieguaiwu、neixiecanrendechangjing,shifouyezhenshicunzaiyumougeweizhideweidu?

taxinzhongchongmanleyihuoyukongju,queyouwufazhaodaodaan。

takaishihuaiyi,huoxuzijizhengshenchuyigeyuanchaoxiangxiangdeshijiezhizhong。

xianshiyumengjing、kexueyuyineng,douzaizheigefuzadejiaozhizhongxianghupengzhuang。

ertasuojinglidemeiyigeshunjian,doukenengshizheigeshijiezhenshimianmaodebingshanyijiao。