第三章 道歉

weidengsuruanshuohua,xieyunyanyouchenchenshuo:“shengshangqinzixiazhi。”

“……”

苏阮不知是哭是笑。

tadengtazheimejiu,nengjiandaota,jingranhaishiyinweiyaojijunzhudaoqian。

kezongyouqianwanweiqu,yekangbulezhi。

suruanxintousuanruan,huranweiruodiwen:“niyaoqujiaanjunzhule,duibudui?”

tazhizhediyaotadetaidu,ketazheimejiudoumeilai。

zheiyinggaijiushitadetaiduleba。

xieyunyanzhanglezhangkou,youbishang。xiangshiyouqianyanwanyuyaoshuo,danzuizhongyemeiyoushuochulai。

suruanxintouchoutong,xuesejinshidechunbanweidong,xiangshuo“neiwoni”,yezuizhongmeiyoushuochukou。

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yiri,suruanyouxieyunyanshenbiandechengbeidaiguoqujunzhufu。

suruanmeizigecongzhengmenjin,zhinenghouzaipianmendengtongchuan。

zheiyideng,zhanlezuzuyigeshichen,caibeilingjinqu。

fushangzaisheyan,yuanyuandijiutingdaolimiangewushengping,sizhulexiang。

suruandishouchuimei,buluankanbuluanshuo,xiaguikoubaixingdali。

“minnvsuruan,baijianjunzhu。”

“起来吧。”

suruanananchijingjiaanzenmeturanzheimehaoshuohua,taiyanshi,jiukandaolvyunzaineilibaidongshenzi,yiruxirizailefang——

suruanmengdidengdayan,lvyunzenmehuizaizheili?

tayulvyunliangrendangnian,yigeleji,yigewuji,huxiangfuchicaichengguoneiduannanaoderizi。

最终得以脱籍。

kemingming,liangnianqian,lvyunjiuyijingjiarenle!

suruanxinjianyizhan,yuganbuhao,shunjianruzhuibingjiao。

kanxiangshangzuodexieyunyan,taxintouwanqianyiwen,lvyunweishenmehuizaizheili,tazhibuzhidao?

“呵呵。”

duanzuozaitashangdejiaanxiaoyinyin。

“zaojiutingwennixirizaijiangnandemingsheng,woxindedezheiweilvyunguniangdewu,dangzhenbusu。buzhidaosuruanguniangdelequyouheru?”

jiaanxiaodao:“buruchenyanhui,danyiqulaitingtingba。”

suruanhenmingbaijinrilaijunzhufu,jiaanbiranyouyaojiejixiurutade!

ketameixiangdaotabudanzhaolailvyun,haiyaodangzhexieyunyandemian。

yanlang,dangrinibuxinwo,neijinrinikanzhewoshouru,kerenghuirucongqianxintengwo,weiwochutouhuwo?

xishangdexieyunyanlianseweibian,taikuaile,suruanjihuyiweizijikancuoyan。

“junzhu,tanalibideshangnifushangdeleshi。haishibuyaowunideer。”

yiqian,suruanpaotoulumianmaiyizhengqiangongxieyunyandushu,taqishidouhenbugaoxing,shuobuxiwangtademeihaobeirenjiyu……

yanxiatingtazheimeshuo,kansibiandita,shizeshizaihuta。

suruanxintouyinuan,danhaishixunsudixiatou:“junzhuxiangting,wobiandanyiqu。”

bubatamendangrenderen,suruanjiandetaiduole。

zaizheili,tamenshishizuderuozhe;shizhenshangyurou、renrenzaige。

tabuxiwangjinujiaan,huiyoukenenglianleidaolvyun。

一把琵琶一张椅。

suruanzuozaichangzhong,xianxiansushoufushangsixiandiaoleyixiayin。

zhuluoyupandeyichuanjianduandeyinxiangguo,suizhibingweijianruhedongzuo,yishiqueshimanchangjiejing,chenairuoting。

suruancongbuyixirishenfenerziqing,talianlequyebingfeizhihuineixiemimizhiyin。

sushouzaiyiyang,qinyinrumanmiaodezitaizainvzixianzhangdeshenduanjianhuanhuanmankai,youruqushuiliushanglinglingerchu。

suruanweiweidishou,shenqingzhuanzhu,xiuxiashizhijianjianfanfeiruyu,lingguanzheyanhualiaoluan。

meiyourenshuohua,zhiyouqinsheng。

neiqinshengyoudihuiyangshang,rusisilvlvdeyouxiang、niaoniaoraoshangyunxiao,buduoshibianyufuyaodeqingyunyitongsanqule。

ranerxiayike,youhuangruofeiniaozhixia,jiaojieditiaoqileqingfeng,ziyixuanluo。

zhengzhengqinyindaidezhongrenningshenpingxi,buzhibujuedeshihou,yiquyishizoubale。

“papapa……”xishang,yigezijinpaodenanziqingpaishouzhang,manmuzanshang,“chushenruhua,yinrenrujing。gunianghaojiyi。”

xieyunyanlianqimeitoukanxiangpangbiandenanzi,yishuangmouzianlean。

jiaanlianseyishunnankan,danhenkuaizanchuyigejixiao,“guozhenshimingdongjiangnandesucaiji,yeyuanbudeneimeduoqingniancaijunhaozhiqianjin,zhiweitingniyiqu。”

jiaanjunzhujugaolinxiadihengleyisheng,“lairen,shang。”

“suguniang,zheikebinizaijiangnanmaiyichanghaoshangjishibei。keyaonahaole。”

suruanmianrubaizhi,haideqishenxiagui,kouxiejunzhumingrensuishoudiuxiadeshangyin。

tazhijianhenhendiqiajinlerouli,shouzhangmanxue。

“junzhu,woyulvyunguniangshijiushi,buzhinengfourangwomenyiju?。”

“e,”jiaanjunzhuyiweibuming,“nimenjishijiushi,woruozulan,qibushibujiangrenqing?lvyun,nixiaquhuanleyifu,bianquhesuguniangxiangjuba。”