深冬，S城。
“不要……!”
sucizhouranzhengkaiyan，dahanlinli，qianyikedejulietengtonghaosihaicanliuzaishentishang，xiayikequefaxianzijizhengshenchutiemanxizidehaozhaihunfang。
tadangchangzhengzhu，manyanbukezhixin。
zijibushiyijingsizaishoushutaishanglema?nandaotazhongshengle!
zheishi，jianruidetengturanzuanrudanao，tongshiyongrudehaiyoumoshengdejiyi。
yuanlaitaqishishiyibenzhenjiaqianjintuanchongwenlideedunvpei，zuoweituanchongnvzhusuxinqingdeduizhaozu，xiachangzhinengshizhongpanqinli，cansishouchang。
suoyimingmingtacaishibeizhaohuilaidezhenqianjin，kemeigerendouzaiweijiaqianjinsuxinqingbuping，tadefumupasuxinqingnanguo，shenzhiduiwaigongbusucishiyangnv!
zuihou，sucibeidaduanshuangtui，songdaobiantaifanpaishoulizhemo，linsiqiandoubufangguota，jiangtadexinzanghuohuowachuhuanjileyouxinzangbingdesuxinqing!
zhengdangsucichenjinzaifuzaqingxuzhongshi，woshimenzhiyayisheng，beirencongwaituikai。
taiyankanqu，yidaoqingjuanshenyinglizaimenkou。
nanrenchuanzhexinlangxizhuang，yinzaiheifaxiadetongkongshensuimoce，sizaiyayizhejudadenuhuo。
傅时修。
这本小说中的男主。
yeshisucidexinhunzhangfu。
jiushizheizhanglian，rangtaaidesiquhuolai;yeshizheizhanglian，rangtajiaporenwang，budeshanzhong。
shangbeizitapinmingxiangkaojinderen，cikechengletayibuyebuganjiejindeemeng，sucixiayishiwanghousuo。
fushixiuzoushangqiankanzhetazhiwen：“weishenmeyaotuiqingqing?”
sucilenglepiankecaijiqilai，jintianshitahefushixiudehunli。
hunlishang，zuoweibanniangdesuxinqingturancaizhutadehunsha，liangrenqiqidieruyongchi。
xinlangfushixiuhaobuyouyupaoxiaxinniangsuciqujiusuxinqing，zheichanghunlijiuciluoweiquanchengxiaohua。
erxianzai，fushixiuquezaiduitaxingshiwenzui。
sucixintoukuse，jiuyinweisuxinqingshishulidenvzhu，jiunenggourangrenhaowulizhizhanzaitaneibian……
tayaxiaxinkoutongyi，duishangfushixiudeshixian：“woweishenmeyaoweiletahuidiaozijidehunli?”
“weileqianlianyangyuzhiendounengpaoqideren，haiyoushenmeshiqingzuobuchulai?”
fushixiugenbenjiubuxiangxinta。
taqingxijide，dangniansucideyangfumujiangtasonghuishi，yiyibushelazhetadeshouzhufu，ketaquelengmotuikaineiduinianmaidefufu，rangtamengun。
tashangqianzhuaiqisucideshouwan，“genwoquyiyuan。”
医院?
zheigecichufalesucidejiyi。
qianshi，tachengqiangdayingshuxue，jiecihuantayiye，ziyiweinengyincihuodetadeai，keshijishang，daotashixianchengnuoneitian，jinlaidequeshiyimingmoshengnanren……
sucixiayishizhengzha，yashengkaikou：“wozaifashao，bunengqushuxue……”
kefushixiuduitadefankangshiruowudu：“zheishiniqiantade!”
wangzhenanrenneishuangshenbujiandideqiheitongkong，ganshoudaotayanlidejuejue，sucixinzangzhouranyiteng。
chanei，tameilezhengzhadeliqi。
tacanbaidelianshangyanquantonghong，zuijiaoqueyangqixiao：“suoyourendoushuowoqiansuxinqing，kefushixiunigaosuwo，wodaodiqiantashenme……”
leishuishunzhetadelianjialiuxia。
luozaifushixiujinzhuaizhetadeshoubeishang，momingguntang。
fushixiushenzidunzhu，pianke，tayinxiamouse，bingweihuida。
zhishijiangtacongchuangshanglaqi，jingzhidaiquyiyuan。
抽血台上。
cudadezhenguanzhajinsucideshoubei，xianhongdexueyezhujianliumanxuedai。
yidai、liangdai、sandai……
benjiuzaigaoshaozhongdesuciyanqiankaishibiandemohu，menglongzhizhong，takanzheyishengshouhaozuihouyidai。
zhengyaosongkouqishi，nanrenbingliangdesangyincongshangfangchuanlai——
“继续。”
lianggezi，ruyidaojingleidazaisucitoushang。
yishengyouxieburen：“fuzong，zaichouxiaqusuxiaojiehuiyunguoqude……”
“sibulejiuxing。”fushixiumanbuzaihudeyuqizhong，duitameiyousihaogulv。
moshengrenshangqiehuiyoulianminzhixin，ketazhijiangtadangchengshixianxuedegongju。
leiwushengcongtajinbideyanjiaoliuchu，sucixinkouchoutong，qianshidaosidoucanliudeduifushixiudeaibeitaniansui。
xuedaizaitadedongzuoxiapianyi。
fushixiumorankanguolai，mouseshenchenyinhui，suihouyanshenshiyiyisheng——
“让她别乱动。”
话音落地。
sucinengganshoudaoshentiliangcefenbiebeirenanzhu，jiaotafenhaodoubunengdongdan。
“救……”命。
taxuruoshitufachushenglai，kewurenzaiyi。
shentidexueyekuaisubeichouchu，fangfoyezaichoulitadelinghun。
zheishitashangbeizibinsiqiancaiyoudeganshou。
nandaozheibeizi，tahaimeizhongxinkaishi，jiuyaoyouyicisizaishoushutaishanglema……
zheishi，shoushushidemenbeirencongwaimengdituikai——
“住手!”