第4章

womeiyaofangzi,shiyinweiwobuxiangzaiheliyouyoushenmeguagele。

wobuxiangzaikandaotadedongxi,wendaotadeweidao,xiangdaohetayouguanderenheshi。

qishilihunzheijianshi,wozaojiuxianghaole。

liyoubuxihuanwo,woyizhizhidao。

zhishiwoyizhijuede,zheimeduonianle,napatajiushizhanglekeshitouxinyenengjiwuhuale。

keshizheimeduonian,tahaishibuaiwo。

erwoderedu,yeyijingyongguangle。

wozheicaimingbai,yuanlaizhendeyourenshiwuketidaide,dagaitazaimianduijiangshutongsidexiaorong,renworuhenulidoushikanbudaode。

wobandaozhiqianzuhaodeyichufangzili,haimeifanghaodongxi,liyoumamajiulaidianhuale。

「youyouweiyaonijimailema,wozenmetingtashuozuijintaweiyoubuzenmehao?」

「bushiwoshuoniaxiaojiang,dangchuyouyouyaoqunideshihouwojiubutongyide,nishuonayouhaorenjiadeguniangweihunxianyunde?yaoshiwoguniangwofeidedasibukede,diusirenle!」

「wojiushikanniduiyouyouhaibucuocaimianqiangrangnijinmende,kenikankanni,zheixienianniyemeishenghaizi!woyebuyuanyishuozheigehua,danshishibushiniyiqianluangaobashentinonghuailea?」

「wogennishuo,womenlaolijiakebunengduanhoude,niyaoshibunengshengchenzaoshuo,xianzaiyouyouhainianqing,kebiedanwu——」

我握紧手机。

liyoujiayouqian,tamayizhikanbutaiqiwojia,dangchuwobamaweilewopeizhexiaolianquyezhinengreliantietadeleng**。

zheixienian,tayizhidoukanwohenbushunyan,renwozaizenmetaohaoyemeiyong。

qishizheizhonghuatayijingbushidiyicishuole,meiciwomenjianmian,meicitajiwodadianhuadouhuifushuyibianwoshiruhegaopanshangliyou,ertajiayoushiduomemianweiqinan。

liyoucongbuhuiweiwoshuohua,tazhigaosuwo,yaodongshi,yaoxiaoshuntamama。

yinweitamamaweilejieshouwo,yijingfuchuhenduole。

所以每次我都忍着。

danshizheici,womeibiyaozairenle。

womianwubiaoqingdao:「ayi,womenyijinglihunle,womeiyiwuzaijitamaiyaole。」

「shunbianshuoyisheng,nimeishengwoyemeiyangwo,meizigeduiwozhishouhuajiao。kanbuguanwodehua,zheibianjianyinibazijiyanjingchuoxia,buyaozaikanni。」

shuowanwoyebuguanneibianshenmefanying,zhijieguaduan,bazheigehaomalahei。

xianglexianghou,woyoubaliyoujialideweixinqunquantuile,batajiasuoyouqinqilianxifangshiquanbushanchulahei,baokuotade。

zuowanlezheiyiqie,wocaizhangzhangchuleyikouqi,tangzaichuangshang。

lihunmeiwoxiangxiangzhongneimenanguo。

liyoumeicichaojiadouhenxihuanyonglihunweixiewo,tasihushinaniezhulewobuhuilikaita,liyongwodeaisiwujidandishanghaiwo。

yerutasuoliao,diyicitingtazheiyangweixiewodeshihou,woqueshipale。

tashuodehendui,woxianggouyiyangguizaitashenqian,shuowocuole,wohuigai,zhiyaotabulikaiwoyaowozuoshenmedouxing。

woyongzhangxingaizhuyanjing,ganshoudaoyizhenshire。

zhishixintongyehuiyouyuzhide。

yibianyibian,neitengtongzaifanfanfufuzhongrijianmamu,touguerchudesuoliandaizhefulandexueroulikailewo,zhongyudaoxianzai,zhishengxiajietuo。