第一章偷窥
womencunyougebuchengwendeguiding。
neijiushinvzidaoleshibasuizhiqian，bixuyaoyouyigezijidehaizi，wulunshiheneigenanrende，doubixuyou。
ruoshimeiyou，bianhuibeinaqujisishanshen。
erwodejiejie，yinweishibasuizhihou，haimeiyouzijidehaizi，jiubeisongwangshanshenmiao，jisishanshen。
neitian，wokanzhetakudesixinliefeibeidiujinshanshenmiao，zuihoushanshenmiaodedamenguanshang，meiduojiuhou，limianbianmeiyouleshengyin。
她也再也没有回来。
cunlirendoushuo，jiushiyinweiwojiebuzunshouguiding，suoyicaihuisangming。
01
jializhuoshangnandeyoubaifangleyicihunsujuquandejiucai。
chulewozhiwai，meigerendemianqiandoubaileyiwanmifan。
erwodemianqian，zhiyouyiwanguadandeqingzhou，jiushishuilimianpiaozhejilimi，haijiadaizhejigenlancaiye。
zheijiushiwozheiyitiandefan，yeshiweiyidefan。
meibanfa，wojinnianshiqile，bieshuoshenghaizi，woshiliangenandeshoudoumeimoguoni？
tamenyaozhaganwozuihoudejiazhi，yaowoshenggenanwalaitishengjialidediwei。
wokanzhetamenyanqiandefengfudecaiyao，tunletunkoushui。
womameihaoqidebailewoyiyan。
“zheidoumashangyaoshibale，zenmehaimeiyounanrenzhaoshangmenlai，nijiushiqujilaoniangjiezhongyeyaoshengyigechulai！”
“kankangebideneigouya，xiaogouzaizidouyoulianggele，zaikankanni，shenmeyemeiyou，cunlidenanrendoubuyao，zenme？shixianghenijieyiyang，zhijiejisishanshenshiba。”
womazheimeshuo，dingranshijuedezijikuibenle。
zairangwojiesongqushanshenmiaozhiqian，jiuyinggaibuqulihuitatongbutongyi，zhijiezhaojigenanrenyongqiangde，buranhaizizaoyoule。
womayueshuoyueqi，kuaizizhijieshuaizaiwodelianshang，wodizhetou，liuzheyanlei，daqidoubuganchu。
我爸脸上毫无表情。
“tabushengjiutiqiansongqushanshenmiaojiuhaole。”
yinweiwojiedeshiqing，woshengbushengdouyaobeisongjinshanshenmiao，danruoshiyoulehaizi，neimejiunengwandianbeisongjinshanshenmiao。
buzhidaoweishenme，woganjuechulewomazhiwai，wobahewogeyedoushihushidandandedingzhewo，rangwoyishibanhuitoupifama，kanxiangtamenshi，youkanbuchugesuoyiranlai。
“eliangtianjiutuoxiele，niyaoshixiangtongle，jiuhaohaozhunbei，cunlibuchoumeiyounanrenyao。”
wogeshuochuzheijuhuashi，wozhiqidefadou，zhuazheshoulidewandoubuzijuejinlejifen。
fanhou，woededuzigugujiao，zhinengkanzhetamenjiangzhuoshangdeshiwuyidianyidianchiwan，erwokandeliangyanfaguang。
02
wojieshibasuizhiqianyeshizheiyang，tamenezhewojie，bujiwojiechide，erwotoutousixiali，jiangshiwuzangqilai，jiejiwojie。
jiashangwojiepiqijue，rendingdeshiqing，shizenmeyangshuoyebuhuituoxiede，yeziranshisihuoyebuyuanyitongyishenghaizi。
wojieneiyiduanshijianzhenggerenshouleyidaquan，talazhewodeshoushuo：“xiaoniu，nikebuyaoxiangxinzheizhongguiding，duobanshipianrende。”
“keamazhiqianshuoguo，qiantouwuzilideneigeyuanyuan，beisongqushanshenmiaohou，jiuzaiyemeiyouhuilaiguole。”
wojieyebuzhidaogaizenmehewoshuo，zhikanzhewoyaotou，zuihoucaihuanhuanshuochukou：
“nihaixiao，dengnizhangdahoujiuzhidaole。”
erwomatingdaowojiedehuahou，nuqichongchongdebuzhicongnalichongchulai，zhijiejilewojieliangbazhang。
“haoa，rangnishenghaizi，shiweilenenggoudedaoshanshendebaoyou，erbushirangnizaizheiliwumieshenlingde。”
wojiebeiwomadayebuhangsheng，ershisisidedingzhewoma，yijuhuayebushuo。
“niyaoshixianghaohaohuoxialai，jiubuyaozaixiangshenmeyoudemeide，jiwohaohaozaijiadaizhe，mingtiannidiehuibangnizhangluozhecunlidenanrenlaiwomenjiaxiangkan。”
wojietingdaozheihua，jingrusishuidemouzizhongcaiyouleyisilianyi。
“wobuyao，youbenshi，jiujiwoguanyibeizi，yebierangwochulai，buran，woshibuhuitongyi......”
womayoujiwojiehenhendaleyibazhang，ehenhendezhizhewojie。
“tongbutongyi，kebushinishuodesuan！”
wojiepazaidishang，butingdefadou，moyanglangbeizhiji。
yigeyuexialai，womajiujiwojiexiangkanlehaojicideren，juedaduoshu，doushiduiwojiebijiaomanyide，danshiwojieyagenlianrendeyangzidoubucengjianguo。
weilefangzhiwojiezaicifankang，laixiangkanderendoushitongguoyipangdechuanghu，toutoutoukui。
erneichuanghuzaiwojiekanlai，zhishipuputongtongdechuanghu，danzaiwobamatamenkanlai，neijiushiyikuaiyonglaijianshiwojiedechuanghu。
woyetoutouqukanguoneishanchuanghu，neiliyouyikuaixiaoxiaodedongkou，zhiyaojiangyanjingshenguoqu，jiunengjiangwuneideqingkuangkandeqingqingchuchu，shenzhishilianwojiehuanyifushenmededounengqiaodezhenqie。
pingrili，woyexiangtoutouqujiejiwojie，danshidoubeiwogehenhendingzhe，woyebuganzuochuqitadeshiqing，jiuzhinengguaiguaizaifangjiandaizhe。
“zheidaniuyangmaoshengdehao，xiangkandenanzi，duoshaoyeyaojiwomenjiabutiedian......”
wobazaizhuoqianchouzhedayan，suanjizhe，ruhejiangwojiemaigezuihaodejiage，erwoma，jiushihaipayiwojieneigepixing，shibuyuanyiqingyituoxiede。
“daniupiguda，haoshengyang，jiushipiqibaozaoledian。”
wogetiaozhemeiweisuodexiaozhe。
“nvrenma，shuizheshuizhebujiufule，dengshanglechuang，haibushiguaiguaitinghua。”
wochentamenzaitanlun，toutouliudaochuanghubian，jiangwotingdaodehuaqiaoqiaogaosuwojie，wojiedezhihou，qidezhenggerenzaifadou。
“jie，nikebiegaosubamatamen，yaoshitamenzhidaowotoutougaosuni，kendinghuidaduanwodetuide。”
“xiaoniu，zhiyouninengbangjiejiele......”