莺时传3
十七
wobuzhidaozheidaozhiyuwolaishuosuanbusuanhaoshi。
suishuomeiyidaohuangdijinweidezhiyishangdouyouyiju,yangchenghuangtaihouciyu。kewoshihuozhaodengjiyilai,diyiweiyoutaihouqinzijiangzhijinfengde。
houguodayueshi,huozhaoyouyouyiyuebucengzhaowo。
erzheiyiyueli,linsiyubeizhenchuyouyun,bubianzaizhuzaiqianyuangong,bianqianqulexujieyugongli。
budui,rujinshixuguipinle。
xuguipindefuqinshijiannandaocishi,shudaoduoqilu,shanfeiyebushao,tingwenjiaomieleyihuozhanshanweiwangde。
cishiwukejiafeng,bianshangzailexushidetoushang。
jieyuheguipinsuiranzhiyouyijizhicha,danyigeshixiaozhu,yigeshiniangniang,zhiyouguipinyishangcaikeweiyigongzhuwei。
zheidaomenjian,shimeigegonglidenvrendoumengmeiyiqiuxiangkuaguode。
xuguipinyiguanshigewenrouderen,zaigonglirenyuanyebucuo,tajinfengneiriwomendouqule。
linsiyupengzhetaneihaibuxianhuaideduzi,xiaoyinyindeshuoyaoyishuidaijiujingxuguipinyibei。
xuguipinzhengyaoqujiedeshihou,linsiyuturantongkudezhouqilemeitou,diuleshoulidejiubei,wuzhulezijideduzi。
zheiyibiangu,jiaozaichangderendoujinghuangbuyi。
zhiyouxufeiwenzhulechangmian,gaoshengchuanletaiyi。
talansedequnzishangluoxiadiandianhongmei,woxinliqishiyiyoulegebudahaodexiangfa。
果然,没保住。
taiyishuodeshiyinweiwushileshanzha,shuwanyishenziyoubenlaijiuruo。
linsiyutangzaitashangyigejingdeku,huozhaoanweiletaliangju,ranhoufenglideyanshensaoxianglexuguipin。
zheigewenrourushui,peilehuozhaosanniandenvren,canbaizheyizhanglianguixia。
tadebianjiehuozhaoquandoumeiting,jinrideshanshiquanbuchuzitadexiaochufang,duanshangqudegongeyequanshitadezijiren。
eryushanfangdejidangli,guangyigongchulelingguoyixiexunchangshicai,queshilingguoshanzha。
renzhengwuzhengjuquan,suirandahuodoujuedexuguipinbuzhiyuzheimechun,danyaojindeshihuozhaobuxinta。
十八
woyiweijinwanhuozhaozongshiyaoqupeilinsiyude,meixiangdaoquelailewozheier。
tayouxietuitangdeyangzi,yeshi,daodishiqudeshitadiyigehaizi。
wobuzhigaizenmekuanweita,yushiwentayaobuyaoxiaqi。
tachengzhenaodaikanwo,zhangjiudejingmohoushuo“hao。”
zheipanju,tashafaguoduan,wojiejiebaitui。
“妾输了。”
“neinishibushigaijizhenyiyangdongxi。”
“什么?”
“你的真心”
wotingdaozheijushi,xinruzhangulei,zaiwogangxianghuihuashi,tayouyouyoudebazuihouyigezibushang。
“话。”
“zhenyaoniyijuzhenxinhua,jinrikandaozhenbaxushidarulenggong,shibushijuedezhenbubianshifei,tieshixinchang。”
zheigewentibishangyigegengnanhuida,wobuzhidaotaweishenmezaiyiwozheiyangyigexiaoxiaopinweidezhenxinhua,danwoyinyinganjue,zheihuoxushiwodeyigejihui。
“qiezhishipa,youyirihuibuhuiyeluoderusijingdi。shengmingrunin,yingdangzhidaozheishierfeixushisuowei。”
“suoyiniquqiutaihoudebihu?”
tadazhangyishen,jinguzhuwodeyao,shoushangjinghenda。
woqiangrenzheteng,“qiexiangzaizheihougonghuoxiaqu。”
“tengme?nikeyigaosuzhende。”
“teng...”wobuzhizenme,turanhenweiqu。qishiwoshigebuchangkuderen,woniangzouhou,womeizailuoguolei。danxianzai,woyanqianmaoqiwuqi,hongzheyankuangkanxiangta。
他松了松掌。
“xianghuoxiaqu,keyiyikaozhen。teng,yekeyigaosuzhen。cuiyingshi,zhenyaoniyongyuanzaizhenmianqianjiangzhenhua。”
“好,钊郎。”
“neime,yuanyizuozhendedaoma。”
zheijuhuadehuida,huojianggaibianwodeyisheng。
danwojihushimeiyouyouyude。
“愿为陛下所驱。”
tamanyile,luchuyigewenroudexiao,qingqingzhuolezhuowodezuiba。
“haishihanzhaolanghaoting。”
ranhoujiubawobaoquletashang,jinritagewaidebuwenrou,xiangshiyaobabaolideyimianquanbuzhanxianchulai。
十九
huozhaosixiajilewoyidaomingling,yaowozhaoguhaoxushi。
woyuanbenbumingbai,zongranlenggongnanao,daodiyewuxuteyirangwoquzhaogu。
dangxushiwenroudebawodeshoufangdaotaduzishangdeshihou,woturanmingbaile。
原来如此。
wohaishigesanchawudequjitaihouqingan,rujinwoyijingshibaoxianggongdehongrenle。dangran,zheishihuozhaoyunxude。
wogentaihoushuowoyouxielianxixushi,tajuanqishulaiqingqingqiaoleyixiawodetou,shuowosha。
danzuihou,yeshiyinweiyouletademoxu,wocainengchangchanganziquwanglenggong。
laiwangzheishiermeiyoumanguowodezhuwei,xufei。
tasuiranqiriliyouwurishizuide,danshizetashigeqiqiaolinglongdenvren,henmoqidezhuangzuobuzhidao。
tazhigenwoshuoleyijuhua,jiaowomingjizhongsheng。
“niyiweimoujumouqing,buguomourenmouji。suoyoudeyinmouguiji,daozuihoushengzhexianzhangqiangu,baizheshututonggui,guihuangquannaihe。”
“ninzheiyangtongtouderen,qishibuyinggaibeikunzaigongli。”
tayangtouhelekoujiu,“niyiweishiwoxiangme?”
tajiusemimengdeyanlihaosifanchuleleiguang。
“我想去漠北。”
yexushijiubuzuirenrenzizui,wocongxufeineitingdaoleyigeposandegushi。wobatamenpincouzaiyiqi,pinchu“yihan、quanmou”sizi。
xiandiyousizi,zuiaiguifeizhizi。erdangjintianzideshengmu,queweifendixia。
houlaitasashourenhuan,huozhaobianyangdaolehuanghouxixia,mianqiangyezhange“di”zi。huanghoudaokenweitachoumou,titadinglezhangshangshudenverzuozhengfei,jiushirujindezhangxianfei。
kezheihaibugou,tabianshefaqulexuyuji,zhiyintabeihoushixudajiangjun,ershiwandebingma。
zainei,tayouyiwenyiwu,yiqiyiqie;zaichaoye,talianluochaochen,zonghengbaihe。
kuxinyifanchoumou,cairongdengdiwei。
kelianxufei,yuanyouliangqingxiangyuedexiaojiangjun,zaitajiajihuozhaohou,bianqulemobei。
wotingwanzheigegushi,chulewanxi,shizeyouxiexinxiafahan。rucishanyuliyongnvrendehuozhao,yaowozuotadedao,wodangzhennengdechangsuoyuanme。
二十
xushidetai,yijianjianxianhuai,zhongjiumeinengmanguoliugeyue。
erzaizheiliugeyueli,zhangxianfeiyinweizhangshangshudetanwuan,beichiduolexieliliugongzhiquan。mengkedingtilelinsiyu,chengweihuozhaodexinchong。taizhenniangzichenjileduanrizihou,yebeizhenchuyouyun,yishifengguangyouhuilaile。
danshitamenzhongjiumeinengbiguowodefengtou。
huozhaoqubaoxianggongyongleyihuiwanshan,buzhitamenniangliangdachengdeshishenmejiaoyi。
woyijuyuezhichenglezhaoyi,xieliliugong。
ertaihoudezhinv,yezhongyurutaihousuoyuanrulehougong。
mengkeweixiewo,shuoyaoqujiechuanxujieyudemimi。wozhishixiaoyinyindewenta,“jiujingshinidemimigengpabeichuochuan,haishixujieyushenhuailongzhongdehaoxiaoxigengpabeixuanyang?”
mengkehaishineiyangzishishengao,zhigaoqiyangdezoule。
keshiwoxieliyebushibaixielide,dangrilinsiyuliuchanyian,yesuandiaochachulemeimu。yuanshimengkeshoumailelinsiyushenbiandeyatou,toutoujiangshanzhachanzailinsiyudeshanshili。
xinchoujiuhen,linsiyudangranhendulemengke。woyiweitaxuanzequyuqiandanaoyichang,meixiangdaokansirouruodeta,juranzheiyangganglie。
taqulemengkewuli,mengkeqianjiaohaizaiqingmiedexiuruta,houjiaolinsiyubiandafanleyoudeng,hemengkelailegetongguiyujin。
zheichangdahuoshaolezhengzhengyiwan,zaihuoguangzhong,woxiangqilailinsiyuneizhangrouruodelian。。
taquzhaomengkeqian,qishishilaizhaoguowode。
tayishensujing,lianshangyehenpingjing,genwoshuolejuxiexie。
wotiaoletiaomei,youxiebumingsuoyi。
“nibubizhuang,ruobushinideshouyi,youzenmehuiyougongrenjiangcishitoujiwo。wozhidao,nixiangkanwomenliangdouqilai。danwohaishiyaoxiexieni,buranwoyongyuanbuzhidaosheishihaisiwohaizidexiongshou。”
wozhishiguazhewoneixuweidexiaoquanta。
“nihainianqing,yihouhaihuiyoude。”
tayaoyaotou,zhizhidekanzhewo。
“nihaiyouyihou,danwo,meiyoule。”
“nishibushihentaoyanwomen?qishiwoyebuxiangde。”
“meirugongqian,wodiepianchongyiniang,ruofeiwobashangmengke,jialinalihaiyouwohewoniangdelizuzhidi。rugonghou,woyuanzhixiangananfenfendeguoyisheng。meixiangdaobixiachuilian,jiaowodemutianen。woyiwei,wochutoule,wozaiyebuyongshoumengkebaibu。keshimeixiangdao,wojiufuzaimengkedieshouxia,woniangyifengjiashudijinlai,woyouzhinengshoutaqushi。keshitahaishibukenfangguowo,juranhaisiwodehaier!”
tameidengwoshuoshenme,zhiwuzishuolejubaoqian,ranhoucalecazijideyanleijiuzoule。
二十一
yinweizheichangdahuo,wobumianshoulechize。woxianglianggongbaozheng,bidingchachushiqingdelailongqumai。
huozhaoanlishouyiwo,mengkedeyoudazui。zheibuqiaole,wolveyizhenghe,jiutanchumengkebaokuomouhaihuangsizaineideshishutiaozui。
mengdarenshouqinvqianlei,yezaobianchi。youqianchuyidaqunpengdang,qianchaoyishiyerenxinhuanghuang。
zhiyuxushiziranconglenggongqianlechulai,fuweiguipin。huozhaoweilemibuta,yilianpeiletashiri,shangciruliushuijinletagongli。
gewuerwenwojiduma,zenmehuini,wozhiaiquanshi。
ertaizhenniangzizeshidichuixialeyan,qingroudefumozhezijideduzi。wozhidao,tahaishinanguole。
donglexindeta,zaiyemeiyoubanfahuidaowochujiantashidemingyandongren。
kenapatazheiyangxiaoxindehuzhezijideduzi,haiziyehaishimeile。
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wozhinengguizaihuozhaomianqianxiangtaqingzui,tajingmoliangjiu,gaosuwo,taxiwangxiongshoushizhengronghua,yejiushitaihoudezhinv。
wosilvlehenjiu,zuizhonghaishitingcongletademingling。
yinweitadayingwo,shichengzhihou,huijiwoniangerpingaoming。
wobubuweiyingdezhengzha,zhengshiweilerangwoniangnengmingzhengyanshun,weilekancuifurenyinyayaosui。
taihouduolexuduobaifa,youbuzhiyuhuozhaodachengdeshishenmejiaoyi,zhengronghuayibeijiangweiweipinlejie。
gaogaonaqi,queyouqingqingfangxia。
huozhaozhenshiwanquanmoudeyibahaoshou。
ertaihoucihou,quebuyuanzaijianwole。
二十二
zheihougongconglaijiushidaojiantianxuederizi,neiqingshibanfengli,zangzhedeshijiqiannianbubiandeaza。
huozhaoruci,woyiruci。
houmianwoyouweihuozhaozuolexuduotabubianzuodeshi,duanduanliangnian,wochenglehougongrenrenjupadezhuangfeiniangniang。
gewuershuotayouxieburenshiwole,woshuotayouhechangzhenzhengderenshiguowo。
她却说。
“mingdeshiliunian,woafurujingshuzhi。woheaxiongtoutougenlelai,quebuxianggendiule,shenshangqiandaiziyoubeitoule。wobushenranlefenghan,hewoaxiongjishenzaiyigepomiaoli。shini,ririlaijiwomensongchide。”
我想起来了。
neihuierzhengshicuiwangshibingdaozhishi,wobeitakuangqushenshanlaolinlizhaoshenmeyaocao。zhengqiaopengjianlezheiduixiongmei,biandalebashou。
wohaijidedangzhongdexiongzhang,shengdehenshijunlang,jianmeixingmu。erneixiaomei,shoushouxiaoxiaodeyige,fazhegaore,xiaolianshaodetonghong,henshikelian。
zuoyouwoririyaoquzhaoyaocao,bianjitamendailexiechideheyaocaiqu。
neishiwobingbuzhidaotamendeshenfen,zhizhidaotamendahenyuandexibianlai,linbiezhiji,neinanzisonglewoyigenzigediaodemuzan,shuoshixiewo。
zheiduanzanshishaonvjidong,beihoulaidejiazhaizhengdouxiaomo,wohenkuaibianbujidele。
“是你们!”
“buranniyiweiwoweiheyaoyunihao。”gewuermeihaoqideshuo。
“nimeirenchuwo,shibushiyebujidewoaxiongle。”
wolvqibinbiansanluodefa,“wojide,tajiaogezhengshibushi,tieguzhengzhengdezheng。”
gewuerdeliansezongsuanhaokanlexie,danhenkuaitayouzhouqimeitoulai,shuobuxiwangwobeiquanshimengbileyan,tashuotakeyibangwode。
shaguniang,zaiwanqianchongailizhangdadeni,youzenmebangdelewo。
wocongtakouzhongzhidao,yuanlaigezhengyizhidoumeiwanglewo。zhishinanrendewangyubuwang,doushiyiyangde,tazaoyizuncongfuming,qulemendanghuduidenvzi,haizidouliangsuile。
suoyi,wozhinengkaoziji。
二十三
wobuzhidaotaizhenniangzishizenmechadaozheijianlianwoyehaobuzhiqingdeshide。
tagaosuwo,shihuozhaoshaletadehaizi。
我大受震惊。
ketajiongjiongdemuguang,youhennanrangwobuxiangxin。
tahaigaosuwo,qishidangnianlinsiyudehaiziyeshihuozhaohaide。
shigeyijianshuangdiaodeji,weilerangxushizanbifengmang,gengshiweilejiangmengjiajiqidangyuliangenbaqi。
tajinjindezhuazhuwodeshou,rangwoyidingyaobangta。
我不敢。
neishiyigeshijundejihua。
jinguanzheiweijunwangliangbowuqing,danworengshibugan。
taizhenniangzishuo,ruguowobudongshou,xiayige,yanzhibushiyongwoqucuihuicuishini。
woxinhuozhaohuide,dantaizhenniangzidejihuataimaoxian,yidanbeifaxianjiushimiedingzhizai,wozuihourengshijujueleta。
danshihuozhaoquebidewobudebuyutaizhenniangzihehuo。
zaijiexialaideyinianli,xushibeifengweiguifei,tadeerzibeiliweitaizi。zheigehuozhaozangzaixinlixuduoniandenvren,zhongyuzaihuozhaoneiyouwaihuanjinchuzhishi,beixuangaotianxia。
erbeichude,zhengshilongyoudegejia。
yiji,tadangnianfeijinxinsilalongdexujia。
tamenliangjiashoulidebingmataizhayanle,zhayandaohuozhaobudebuchu。
dayueshinianzheneishengwuquegege,gewuerdaoshimeibeicisi,zhishibeiyoujinzailezhangmengong。congqianyutaririchaozuidewangsiyinrujindaoyeririqukanta,woyetoutouqukanguotahaojihui。
tayijingbuhuixiaole,yebuhuiku。
congqianneigemingmeisiyidexiaoguniang,zuizhonghaishibeihuozhaoshasile。
tabudayuanyijiandaowo,tazongjuedewoyijingshihuozhaodezougoule。
houlaiwobianyebudaqule。
woxiangtadeshihou,zhishitoutouquxufeicongqiandegongli,hediantaliuxialaidejiu。
wohedezuixunxundeshihou,sihuyouyicikanjianletacongchengqiangshangtiaoxiaqudehuamian,taxiangyizhenziyoudefeng,woxiangtashipiaoqulemobeiba。
她的小将军在那。
二十四
zheiyinian,huozhaoquanmianshouhuilequanli。
tayiqifengfa,jiugenneishidaizhewosaimashiyiyang。
zhengshizaitarucichunfengdeyizhishi,woconggongwainongleyiwei**jitaizhenniangzi。
ciyaonengrangrenpiaopiaoyuxian,yicibianshangyin,queyehuidashangshenti。
taizhenniangzishibuzaihude,tazaojiuxianghehuozhaotongguiyujinle。
yushihuozhaodeshentimeikuangyuxia。
xuguifeiquanlehenduoci,taduizheiweicengjingdebaiyueguang,yuelaiyuebunaifan。
wobuguanta,fandaobianzhefatajitadunbuyao,tazhijuedewohao。
huangtianbufuyouxinren,zaiwohetaizhenniangzidefengmiduguanzili,huozhaodeshenziyijingbeitaokong。
taizhenniangzishuotakuaibuxingshi,wojinqukanta。
我问他后悔么。
tachengzheliqixiaoleyisheng:“bukuishizhendehaodao,shazhenshiyezheiyanglisuo。”
“suoyi,zhenhuixiazhiyaonipeizang。zhendedao,jiugaiyongyuanpeizhezhen。”
woningxiaoqilai,yanlimeiyouyisiwendu。
“niyiweinihaiyouxiazheidaozhidejihuime,nidezuihouyidaozhi,zhihuishijinwoweihou。”
“你做梦。”
huozhaoshuowanzheijuhuahou,taihoucongmenkouchulai,tawubuwanxidekanzheyanqianzheigeerzi。
“nidexintaihenle,aijiayangniyichang,nijingxiangzhiaijiayusidi。guci,aijiabudebulinglixindile。”
huozhaodengdaleyankanzhewomenliang,haimeilaidejishuochuxiayijuhua,jiuyanleqi。
taizhenniangziguizaiwomendemianqian,taangqitou,shizhongyushihuaidexiao。
“yaonvzuosui,haisihuangdi。qingtaihoujiangwozhengfaba。”
taihoukanlewoyiyan,manliandefuza,tadagaiyemeixiangdao,zheigetacongqianzuikanbuguandenvren,jingyouzheiyangdadenengnai。
tasishiburendebilebiyan,zhongyuxialechusideyizhi。
woxiangshuoxieshenme,danwomingbai,zheichangdiwangdesiwang,bidingdeyourenlaibeishangzuiming。
wozenyangyejiubuletaizhenniangzi。
wonengzuode,jiushijitayigetimiandelikai。
tayouchuanshangleneijianhongyi,pingjingdehexiawodiguoqudedujiu。
“cuiyingshi,zheidukuaideba。wohaiyaoquzhaoxufeiniangnianghejiuni,haizhuideshangtame?”
一霎时我泪流满面。
“kushenmeya,jidebagewuerjiechulai。”
二十五
huozhaosihou,xushiyegenzhequle。
zhiliuxianeigesisuidexiaotaizi,woqianzhetadeshou,manmanzoushangtaijidian。
kanzhetazuozaizhengzhongdelongyishang,peizhetatingdachenmendeshanhuwansui。
zheiyinian,woyecaiershiwusui。
wobawuercongzhangmengongfanglechulai,quebingmeiyouqujianta。
zhishirangrenbatazuixihuandeneipimasongjileta,haiyouyigebaofu,litouzhuangdeshiyixiejinyinxiruan,haiyouyifengwodeqinbixin。
woguihaitaziyou,qingtatiwoduokankanzhedahaoheshan。
tayetuorenjiwosonglaiyiyangdongxi,shiyigenmuzan。
wojinjindezuanzheneigenmuzan,jiangtashouyuxiangdi。
wozheibeizishoudaoguolianggen,kexilianggendoushiqule。
yushengliujiwode,zhiyouwozuiaidequanshi,yijimanmuxuanxiaoxiadegudu。