第1章

laopobuaiwo,gengbuaiwohetadehaizi。

erzichushengneitian,taliankandoumeikan,jiujiangtadiudaolewodehuaili。

houlai,tadebaiyueguanghuiguole。

xianglailengmodenvrentouyicizaijiahedemingdingdazui,xiaozhejiangwomendehaizibaozaihuaili。

erzijingxidilanzhulenvrendebozi,xiaoshengwenwo:

“baba,ayizenmele?”

wodunxiajiangtabaojinhuaili,hongzheyanjieshi:

“ayixihuanderenhuilaile,suoyiwomenbugaizaidaraotale,yaobanzoula。”

jiangerzidaihuifangjianshuijue,wohuidaokefangdakaidiannaokaishinidinglihunxieyi。

jinnianshiwoheshenzhiyijiehundediqinian。

yeshiwohetafenjudediqinian。

xianzai,wozhongyudasuanfangxiatale。

“砰砰。”

tuikaimen,qisuideerzibaozhefeijimoxingzhaodaowo。

“baba,womenzhendeyaobanzouma?”

takanzhewo,yanlimanshibushe。

“keshiayiwanshanghaibaolewo,tashibushikaishixihuanwole?”

wolengleyixia,youxiehuanghu。

jiehunqinian,shenzhiyicongbukenrangerzijiaotamama。

liangsuineinian,tadaizheerziquchaoshimaidongxi,lushangyudaoshuren。

yinweierzibuxiaoxinjiaoleyisheng“mama”,tajiubaganggangxuehuizouludeerzifangdaodishang,rangtagenzhezouhuijia。

denghuidaojia,erziyijingbuzhidaoshuaileduoshaojiao,xigaiheshouzhangquandoucapolepi。

sisuineinian,erziqiulehenjiucairangshenzhiyidayingdaitaquyouleyuan。

tongyangyinweierziyijuwuxindemama,shenzhiyijiusongkaileqianzhetadeshou。

rangyigesisuidehaizizairenqunzhongzoushi。

dengzaizhaodaodeshihou,erziduozaiyigeguanmucongli,kudejihuqueyang。

congneiyihou,erzixuehuilejiaotaayi,womenzheigejia,yechedichenglexiaohua。

xiangdaozhei,wobitouyisuan,renbuzhujiangerziloujinlehuaili。

“lele,ayixihuanderenyaohuilaile,womenbunengzailaizaizheigejialile。”

erziyanshenyian,jiezheyoujimangjiangshoulidefeijimoxingnadaowoyanqian。

“keshibaba,ayijinwansonglewoliwu,tayaoshibuxihuanwo,weishenmeyaosongwoliwu?”

erzidebiaoqingshineimejiqie,jiqiedixiangyaozhengmingzijishibeimuqinxihuandehaizi。

wozhanglezhangzui,quelianyijuhuadoushuobuchulai。

我要怎么说呢?

我能怎么说呢?

woyaogaosuta,shenzhiyikaixinshiyinweitadebaiyueguangyaohuilaile。

haishigaosuta,zheifenliwu,qishishizhanlebiedeshushudeguang?

我什么都说不出口。

wozhinengmomoyanxiazuilidexinsuanhekuse,xiangcongqianyiyang,yongyigefenshiguodezhenxiang,shouhuwodehaizi。

qinleqinerzideetou,zaitakanbudaodedifangcayanjiaodeleishui。

zheishiyigefuqin,tongdaojizhiyeyaoweihudejiaxiang。

renzhuchouyedechongdong,woxiaozhekaikou:

“lele,yaoshibabaxiangdainilikaiayi,niyuanyima?”

erzideshenzijiangleyixia,jiezhexiaoshengshuodao:

“不能不走吗?”

“wohaimeiyou,guangmingzhengdadejiaoguotamama……”

yanleizaiyerenbuzhu,woyaojinlechunban:

“lele,ayita……tabuxihuanwomenliuzaitadejiali……”

“babadainizou,haobuhao?”

erzisuohuileshou,jiangfeijimoxingjinjinloujinhuaili,chenmohenjiu,tashuo:

“woxiangzaijiayisancijihui,ruguo……tazhendebuxihuanwomen,womenjiuyongyuanlikaita。”

bishangyan,wodayingleerzideyaoqiu。

“好。”

shenzhiyi,woheerzizaijinisancijihui。

三次之后。

womenzheigejia,yongyuanbuhuizaiyounideweizhi。

jintianshizhouwu,yeshishenzhiyibaiyueguanghuiguoderizi。

tamenshidaxueqinglv,biyehoujiudinglehun。

sheizhijulihunlihaiyouyigeyuedeshihou,hanxuduiyigefaguonvrenyijianzhongqing。

paoxiashenzhiyiyiwufanshendiqulefaguozhuiqiuzhenai。

congci,liangrenfendaoyangbiao。

shenzhiyiyinweitaxiaochenlehaoyiduanshijian。

wojiushizaineigeshihou,chengletadezhuli。

yicizuijiu,womenyoulehaizi。