第4章
wodangranmeishenmezhengju。zaishuoyeshilangfeikoushe。
daodiwohaishimeinengrangyeyexiazang，baozhetadeguhuitanhuidaolejia，maizailehouyuandeshuxia。
congjinyihou，jiushengxiawoyigerenle。
qianlaizhaowole，yijianmianjiuyifuxiongsheneshadeyangzi：“laozishuodehuaniyagenjiubufangzaixinshangshibushi？zuowanweishenmemeihuiqu？”
wotaitoukanzheta，jingransihaobujuedekongju：“nishuoshitamenhaisilewoyeye。liyouni？haiyou，woyeyedeshitiweishenmehuibianchengneigeyangzi。”
“你又在质问我？”
yanleiyoubuzhengqidewangxiadiao，wogenbenweichibuzhuzijidelizhi，guizaitademianqian，lazhetadekujiaokuzhedahan：“nigaosuwohaobuhao，woqiuqiuni。wodoujiajinile，woyeyeweishenmehaishisile......”
woxianzaizhenbuzhidaozenmebanle，woyeyesile，woyeyesile......
danaozhourandebiandemohu，wosihushiyunleguoqu。
wozuoleyigemeng，woqingchudezhidaozheishigemeng。
mengli，yizhipiaoliangdehuliyazaiwodeshenshang，**delianjia。
woshibeijingxingde，mengli，neizhihuliyaoshanglewodebozi。henteng！taxiangyaosiwo。
kanlekansizhou，shizaiwojia。
“醒了。”
wozhuantoukanzheqian，tadeshouliniezheyizhilaoshu，shengshengdejiniesile，manshoudexue。
“ou......”worenbuzhudexiangyaotu。
qianzhoulezhoumei，jiangneilaoshurengdiaole：“nibuhuiyiweilaoziyaochizheizangdongxiba。”
woqueshishizheimexiangde，suoyicaihuijuedeexin。
qianxilexishou，beiduizhewoturanshuo：“youmeiyouxiangguonirenshidecunminqishidoubushirenni？”
“什么意思？”
wobulijie，cunmindoushikanzhewozhangdade，chufeiwozheimeduoniandoushizaizuomeng，fouzeqianshuodejiubukeneng。
“kanzainiqiuwodefenshang，jiniyigexiansuo，heniyiqizhangdadeshendongerhuaizaile。”
wolengleyixia，shendongershiwomencunzilidenvhai，womenyiqizhangda，guanxihenhao，womenkaoshanglebutongdedaxue，womeitingshuotahuilai。
zhengzheimexiangzhe，wojiutingdaoyizhenqiaomensheng。
menmeisuo，shendongerzhijiechuanglejinlai，liansecanbai。
“ajiu，ajiu。nimeishiba？”
tajiqiedeyangzirangwobeishougandong，zheininizidaxiaojiuduiwohao。
“我没事。”
talazhewodeshouzhangzhangdeshuleyikouqi：“qianyedeshiqingwodouzhidaole，jieai，nihaiyouwo。”
tiqiyeye，womomoyaoleyaotou。zheijianshimeiwan。
“zheiweishi？”shendongerxiangshizhongyufaxianlewoshenbiandeqian，yiliantanjiudekanzheta。
“woshitazhu......”
meidengqianshuowanwolianmangdao：“zheishiwolaogong，qian。”
qianqingchileyisheng，bailewoyiyanjiuzoule。
woxiangqiqianshuodongerhuaiyundeshiqing，buyouzizhudekanxiangletadeduzi。
dongerhaimeichujia，yemeitingshuoyoushenmenanpengyou，huaiyunyinggaibukenengba，womenguanxizheimehao，yaoshiyounanpengyouyidinghuigaosuwode。
erqie，jiusuandongerhuaiyunhewoyeyedesiyouyoushenmeguanxini？
dansuihouwoyouxiangdaocunzhishu，dongershicunzhishudenver。
dongermusongzheqianchuqu，kanzhewodeyanshenchongmanlezhenjing：“nishenmeshihoujiehunde？lianwodoubutongzhi，womenbushishuohaolerangwojinizuobanniangma？”
benlaiwobuxiangjiangqiandeshiqinggaosutade。wobuxiangjiangtaqianchejinlai。
buguoxianzai，kongpatayetaobudiaole。
“tabushiren。”woshuo。
dongerlengleyixia，yixiazijiangwobaozhu：“tashibushijiabaoni？ajiu，zheizhongshiqingjueduibunengren，zhangderenmorenyangjingranbushigehaodongxi。”
wozhidaotalijiecuole，gancuishuodezaizhibaiyidian：“donger，qianshiyitiaoshe。haijideyiqianlaoshuoshezaima？jiuhetayouguan。”
woyiweitabuhuixiangxinde，huozhexuyaoyiduanshijianjieshou，danhenyiwai，tayidiandoubujingya。erqiehaiyifuyuyanyouzhideyangzi。
她应该有事瞒着我。
“donger，tashuo......nihuaiyunle。”
woyankanzhetadeliansezhouranbianbai。
dongerdanzixiao，zheihuiyanjingyijinghongle，tadianlediantoushuo：“wo......woqueshihuaiyunle，danwobuzhidaohaizishisheide。”
“zenmehuishi？”wowen。
“yigeyueqianwoshengrideshihou，wobamabawojiaolehuilaijiwoguoshengri，wohaihenqiguai。wobamaconglaidoubuhuijidewoshengri。”
“huilaizhihoutamenzuoleyizhuozidecai，wochiwanfanjiumimihuhudefayun。zairanhoujiuzuoleyigemeng。”
dongerminleminzui，dingzhewodeyanjingyoushuo：“woqishibuquedingshibushimeng，wohenmihu，mengliyougenanren，ranhoubawo......woyiweishiqingchunqi。zaoshangqilaiwomeichuanyifu，womashuotajiwotuode，shuowohejiuheduoletule。”
“danshiajiu，woneitianjiuheleyidiandianjiu，buzhiyuzui，haishiwobarangwohede。”
“qianliangtian，wolijiameilai，youshibuxiayan，quyiyuankan，renjiashuowohuaiyunle。”
tingwandongerzheimeshuo，woxinliyeyouxienabudingzhuyi。
woshixiangxinqiande，taqueshibushishenmehaodongxi，danbuzhiyupianwo，huozheshuobuxieyu，yinweimeiyouyiyi。
“donger，nishizaihuaiyishenmema？”wowen。
dongerdianlediantou：“woganjuemenglideneigenanrengenbenjiubushiren。”
“为什么这么说？”
“ajiu，wozuomengdeshihoujidehenqingchu，neishiyizhihuli。tahaiwenwozenmemeichuanxifu，haiwenwodiemeijiwoma？wozhendejide。”
dongerhunshendouzaizhandou，xiangshihaipajile。
wolianmangbaozhuta：“biepa，biepa！”
“ajiu，wozuijinzhendehenbuan，ganjueyouhenbuhaodeshiqingjiuyaofashengle，womenlikaizheiba。”
woanfudepaizhetadebei：“donger，woyeyesidebumingbubai，niduzilidehaizibuqingbuchu，wozhendemeibanfaanrandezou。erqie，wodagaiyezoubudiao，qianbuhuifangguowode。”
woshenshoumolemodongerdeduzi，youyuleyixiahaishiwenlechulai：“nidasuanshengxiazheigehaizima？”
shendongerjihudoumeiyouyujiusimingdeyaotou：“wobuyaozheigehaizi，ajiu，wocaishibasui。woderenshengcaiganggangkaishi。”
“neiniwenguonibamama？”
“haimeiyou，wobuxiangrangtamendanxin。”
dongeryizhihendongshi，jialihaiyougedidi，tabidididashisui。
wohetashuohaolewanyidianpeitahuiqu，shunbiantantantafumudekoufeng。
qishiwobuxiangqude，cunzhishuburangwokaiguan，burangwoyeyexiazang，woshihende。dandongerduizheixieshiqingdouyiwusuozhi。
danshidongerdemamayizhiduiwotinghaode。yushijiugenzhetaqule。
keshiwomeixiangdaozheiyicitajingranhuiwolianmendouburangwojin。