痛。
还有无尽的慌。
shouluozaixiaofushang，yeyanbuquneitongneihuang。
mingyanchedidehunshuileguoqu。
mingyanshibeikushengkuxingde。
zhishixingle，quebuxiangzhengkaiyanjing。
tabuxihuanmingyandekusheng，henjia，fenmingjiushizuoxiu，kujibierenkande。
“yichen，wobushiguyide，qishi，nikeyibubiquwode，niqujiejieba，wobuguaini。”
“bubi，wosongnihuijia。”
liyichendeshengyinchuanlai，ranhoujiushixixisusudefangsinanrenbaoqinvrendeshengyin，ranhoujiushiliyichenyigerendejiaobushengjianxingjianyuan。
mingyanzheicaizhengkaileyanjing，shouluozaixiaofushangganshouleyixia，keyuanbentajiuzhihuaiyunlelianggeduoyue，zheiyijizhixiayebuzhixiaodongxishibushihaizaishentili。
tayoudianji，gubudeshenshangdetongteng，xialechuangguangzhejiaoyajiupaochulebingfang，laguoyigehushijijiwendao：“wodehaizihaizaima？”
tasuiranhenliyichen，suiranxiangyaolikaita，keshihaizishiwugude。
neihushikanzhetadeyanshenyouxielianmin，“yijingxiaochanle，jieai。”
mingyandeshenzihuanglehuang，suijitandaozailedishang。
她的孩子没了。
shimingyantuidaoletacaixiaochande。
“hehe……haha……”tadaizuozaidishang，bingbingliangliang，queliangbuguotaxindilideleng。
buzhidaozuoleduojiu，zhidaoyigehushizouguolai，chijingdefuqileta，xunchidao：“mingxiaojie，nicaixiaochan，jiuzheiyangzuozaidishanghuishengbingde，erqiexiaochanhouzaochengdebinghenrongyiliuxiabinggen，yibeizidouzhibuhao。”
mingyanshunzhehushideshouzhanqi，yanjinglizheigeshihouyijingshiyituanshuiwu，“mingyandehaizini？”
“tadebaozhule，meishile，lixianshengdaitahuijiale，nikankannimeimei，renjiahuaileyunkeshimingzhengyanshunde，bijingdoudinglehun。”
yigehushishuowan，lingyigehushichaofengdenizhemingyan，“nini，nizhibuzhidaobierenzenmeshuoni，doushuonishisishenghuobujiandian，daochuzhaoyenanren，nishibushilianhaizishinagenanrendedoubuzhidao？zheiyangdehua，meilejiumeileba。”
mingyanhuidaolebingfang，daidaidetangzaichuangshang，naoziliquandoushihushiganggangshuodeneijuhua，“doushuonisishenghuobujiandian，daochuzhaoyenanren……”
ketazhizhaoguoyigenanren，neijiushiliyichen。
shoujituwudexiangleqilai，youxiecier，mingyanmantuntundenaqi，kandaoshimingyandehaoma，chiyileyixia，meiyoujie。
kemingyanqueshiqieerbushedeyizhidayizhida，zuizhongrangmingyanshoubuledejieleqilai，“mingyan，shenmeshi？”
“jie，woyemeishenmedashi，jiushitingshuonixingle，xiangnihuibaoyixianineigeye！zhongdexiachanghexialuo。”
mingyandeshouyidou，shoulideshoujichadiandiaoluo，yizhongbuhaodeyuganxishangxintou，jiutingmingyanjixushuodao：“qishinineigeye！zhongdoubaozhulede，buguoyichenshuonizaiwohetadedinghunyanshangbudongshile，budongshidenvrenziranshibunengshengxiatadehaizi。
suoyi，nihunmibuxingdeshihoujiuzhijierangyishengjinizuolerenliushoushu，ng，jiaodiaolehouhairangchenmingqianleyitiaogoudaoyiyuan，zhijiebaneixuelinlindexiaorouyajiweilegou。
tashuotaconglaimeiyouaiguoni，buguoshiwozuijinshentibuhaoyongniwanwanbale，nanrenma，conglaidounaibuzhujimode，nidongde。”
houlai，mingyanhaishuoleshenme，mingyanyijingwanquantingbudaole，tadaizhengdetangzaibingchuangshang，shoujizaojiudiaoluozaidi，yanleijingjingdeliutang，shijiefangfodaolemoriyiban。
tadehaizi，beijiqijiaosui，beiqinshengfuqinweilegou。