1zhongshengzhisijuwohuilaile。huidaozheigesanfazhetiexiuhemeiweidefeiqigongchang，
huidaobeimingyuncanrensisuideqianyimiao。shouwanbeicucaodemashengledeshengteng，zuilisaizhepobu，
neiguzijiyouhunhezhehuichendeweidaozhichongnaomen，qiangdewojihuyaoouchulai。yanqianshisangemianmuzhengningdebangfei，
tamenlianshangguazheneizhongzhangkongtarenshengside、lingrenzuooudexiaorong。heshangbeiziyimoyiyang。
xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleigu，bushiyinweihaipabangfei，ershiyinweijijiangdaolaide，laiziwozhangfuzhoulindepanjue。
neigewoyongjinzhenggeqingchunquai，queweiletadebaiyueguang，qinshoujiangwotuirudiyudenanren。
juliedekongjuhehenyirangwoyanqianfahua，danzheiyici，youxiedongxibutongle。wokandaole。
jiuzaineigediaozheyan、lianshangdaibadebangfeitouzitouding，xuanfuzheyichuanxinghongsedeshuzi。
00:00:595857……shuzizaitiaodong，xiangsishendemiaobiao，wushengdidaoshu。
womengdizhayan，yiweishihuanjue。shixianzhuanxiangpangbianneigeaipangdebangfei，
tatoudingtongyangyou：00:02:13。jiuliankaozaimenkoubafengneigeshougaoge，
toudingyedingzhe00:05:47。zheishi……shenme？wozhongshengle，haidailezheizhongguiyidenengli？
wonengkanjiansiwangdaojishi？“laoda，shijianchabuduole，jineixingzhoudedadianhuaba？”aipangzicuozheshou，
chanmeididuidaobalianshuo。daobaliantudiaoyandi，ningxiaozhetaochushouji，botonglezhoulindedianhua，binganxialemianti。
“du…du…”meiyishengdengdaiyin，douxiangchuizizazaiwoxinshang。shangbeizi，jiushizheitongdianhua，
chediniansuilewoduizhoulinsuoyoudehuanxiangheaiyi。dianhuatongle。
zhoulinneibabingleng、daizhebunaifandesangyintongguoyangshengqichuanchulai，
zaizheikongkuangdechejianlixiandegewaicier：“shuo。”daobalianheiheiyixiao：“zhouzong，nilaopozaiwomenshoushang。
zhunbeiyiqianwan，xianjin，jiuchao，bulianhao。jinilianggexiaoshi……”“yiqianwan？”zhoulindaduanta，
shengyinlimeiyouyisibolan，shenzhidaizhedianchaofeng，“tazhima？”wodexinxiangbeishunjiandongzhu，ranhouzazaidishang，
suichengbingcha。jishijingliguoyici，qinerzaitingyibian，yijiushilingchibandetong。【suran，nitingjianlema？
zheijiushiniaileshiniandenanren。】wozaixinliduizijilengxiao。daobaliansihuyemeiliaodaotahuizheimezhijie，
lengleyixia：“zhoulin！**biejilianbuyaolian！xinbuxinwomenmashangsipiao！”“suibiannimenchuzhi。
”zhoulindeshengyinlengdexiangxiboliyadehanliu，“qian，woyifenbuhuiji。
zheizhongweilexiyinwozhuyilidezhuoliebaxi，womeikongfengpei。”shuowan，tazhijieguaduanledianhua。
“du…du…du…”mangyinxiangzuihoudesangzhong。daobalianqideliansetieqing，
henhenchuaileyijiaopangbiandefeitietong，fachukuangdangyishengjuxiang。“made！jingjiubuchichifajiu！”tamengdizhuantou，
bumanxuesideyanjingsisidingzhuwo，conghouyaochouchuyibahanguangshanshandebishou，“laozizheijiusongniqujianyanwang，
rangninanrenhouhuiyibeizi！”tajuzhedao，chaowochongguolai。wobishangyan，dengdaizheheshangbeiziyiyangde，
lirencirushentidejutong。siwang，wobingbumosheng。jieshule。zheici，zhendejieshule。zhoulin，ruyoulaisheng，
woyuanniyongzhuidiyu。raner，yuxiangzhongdetengtongmeiyoudaolai。wotingdaoleyishengmenxiang，xiangshizhongwudaodi。
haiyouyishengduancude、beiqiaduanzaihoulonglidejingjiao。womengdizhengkaiyan。yanqiandeqingxingrangwochedilengzhule。
daobaliandaozaidishang，yanjingdengdeliuyuan，sihubuganxiangxinfashengleshenme。tadexiongkouchazheyibabishou，
xuezhenggugudiwangwaimao。ertatoudingneixinghongdeshuzi，yiranguiling，ranhouxiangyanchenyiyangxiaosanle。zaitapangbian，
zhanzheneigeyizhichenmodikaozaijiaoluo，yongyashemaoyadehendidenianqingbangfei。
tashouliwozheyibahaizaidixuedebishou，shoubeiweiweizhandouzhe。shita？shangbeizi，genbenmeiyouzheiyichu！
zheigenianqingbangfei，zaiwozhiqiandejiyili，zhishigemohudebeijingban，zaizhoulinguaduandianhuahou，
tajiugenzhelingwailiangrenyiqilikaile，bawoyigerendiuzaizheilidengsi。
2xuesedaojishigongchanglisiyibandejijing。aipangziheshougaogedouheshale，kanzhedaozaidishangdelaoda，
youkankanshouchixiongqidenianqingbangfei，zuichunduosuozhe，shuobuchuyigezi。“ye……yege……ni，niganshenme？
！”aipangzizhongyuzhaohuizijideshengyin，jianlidebianxing。beijiaozuo“aye”denianqingbangfeitaiqitou，
yashemaoxialuchuyizhangyichangnianqing，shenzhidaizhejifenqingsedelian，kanqilaibuguoshibajiusui。
dantacikedeyanshen，quexiangcuilehuodedaozi，binglengyoujianding。“gun。”tazhishuoleyigezi，
shengyinyouxieshaya，quedaizheburongzhiyideliliang。neiliangrenduishiyiyan，kanzhedishanglaodadeshiti，
youkankanayeshoulidixuededao，lianshangshanguokongju。tamenzhishiqiucai，meixiangguoyaonongchurenming，
gengmeixiangguohuibeizijirenbeihoutongdao。“made，fengzi！”shougaogemaleyiju，laleyibaaipangzi，
liangrenliangundaipadichongchulegongchangdamen，jiaobushengxunsuyuanqu。xianzai，ruodadekongjianli，zhishengxiawo，aye，
heyijuzhujianbinglengdeshiti。nongzhongdexuexingweimimankailai，rangwoweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。
ayeshenxileyikouqi，sihuxiangpingfuzhandoudeshoubei。tazoudaowomianqian，dunxiashen，
yongbishougeduanlewoshouwanhejiaohuaishangdeshengzi。tadedongzuohenkuai，shenzhiyouxiecubao，danbikailewodepifu。
“nengzouma？”tawen，shengyinyadehendi。woshizhehuodongleyixiamamudeshoujiao，dianlediantou。
judadezhenjinghejiehouyushengdemangranrangwoshuobuchuhua。talaqiwodegebo，lidaohenda，
jihushibantuobanzhuaididaizhewowanggongchangshenchuzou。“genwolai。”wobeidongdigenzheta，danaoyipianhunluan。
weishenme？taweishenmeyaoshazijirenjiuwo？tagangcaikanwodeyanshen……tarenshiwo？
womenchuanguoduimanfeiqijiqidechejian，congyishanjihubeixiushitouledehoumenzuanlechuqu。
waimiantianseyijinganlexialai，shiyipianzacaocongshengdehuangdi。yuanchu，
tingzheyiliangzangdekanbuchuyuanbenyansedepojiumianbaoche。talakaifujiashidechemen，bawosailejinqu，
ranhouzijikuaiburaodaojiashizuo，fadonglechezi。yinqingfachupofengxiangyiyangdesihou，
chezidianbozheshishanglekengwabupingdetulu。zhidaogongchangneipangdadeheiselunkuozaihoushijingliyuelaiyueyuan，
wocaishaoweizhaohuileyidianzhenshigan。wohaihuozhe。wozhende，congneigebisidejulitaochulaile。
bushiyinweizhoulin，ershiyinweizheigesuweimoumiandenianqingbangfei。wozhuanguotou，
kanzhetaneizhangzaihunanguangxianlixiandeyouxiemohudecelian。takaichedezishihenjiangying，
jinwozhefangxiangpandezhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai。“weishenme？”wodeshengyinganseshaya，
daizhejiehouyushengdezhandou，“weishenmejiuwo？”tachenmolejimiao，muguangyijiujindingzheqianfangqiqudelu。
ranhou，taweiweipianguotou，kanlewoyiyan。neiyanshenfuzajile，youjinzhang，youhoupa，
haiyouyizhong……wowufalijiedechenzhong。tachelechezuijiao，luchuyigebikuhainankandexiao。“jiejie，
nixiangxinma？”tashuo，shengyinhenqing，quexiangyikeshizitouruwosijidexinhu，“wobangni，shiweilejiuni。
”wotongkongmengdiyisuo。tajixudao，meigezidouqiaodazaiwodeshenjingshang：“yinweiwonengkanjian。
ruguowobuzheiyangzuo，nihuizaijintian，beineigejiaozhoulindenanren，qinshoutuixiangsiwang。
”3zhimingdianhuawodedanao“weng”deyisheng，fangfoyoujingleizhakai。ta……tashuoshenme？tanengkanjian？
hewoyiyang？！bu，buyiyang！woshizhongshenghoucaikandaode，
erta……gengrangwohunshenxueyejihuniliudeshi，tatidaolezhoulindemingzi！tabujinzhidaozhoulin，
tashenzhizhidaozhoulinhuihaisiwo！shangbeizi，zhoulinqueshishizaidianhualimorenlewodesiwang，mouzhongyiyishang，
jiushitaqinshoutuilewoyiba。zheigejiaoayedenianqingbangfei，tadaodishishei？！shangbeizidejiyili，
jueduimeiyouzheihaorenwudecunzai！judadexinxiliangchongjizhewo，rangwoyishishiyu，zhinengsisididingzheta。
tasihubeiwokandeyouxiebuzizai，houjiegundongleyixia，zhongxinzhuanzhuyukaiche。
pomianbaochezaichenmozhongxingshi，likailehuangwudejiaoqu，shirulechengshidebianyuan。
chuangwaidejingsezhujianbeidiaide、denghuotongmingdezijianlouhegeshigeyangdexiaodianpuqudai。
caozaderensheng、cheliushengtouguobingbugeyindechechuangchuanjinlai，rangwoyouleyizhongzhonghuirenjiandehuanghugan。
chezizuizhongzaiyigekanqilaiyouxieniantoude、zhaopaishangdezidouquebishaohuade“yuelailvguan”qiantingxia。
huanjinghencaoza，pangbianjiushiyijiaxuannaodeshaokaotan，kongqilimimanzheyouyanhezirandeweidao。
“jinwanxianzhuzheili。”ayexilehuo，shengyindaizhepibei，“zheilibuyongdengjishenfenzheng，bijiao……anquan。
”wodianlediantou，meiyouyiyi。xianzaideqingkuang，queshibushihebaoluxingzong。taxiache，
conghoubeixiangnachuyigezangxixidebeibao，shiyiwogentajinqu。lvguanqiantaishigedazhehaqiandezhongniannvren，
zhengdizhetoushuashoujiduanshipin。ayezouguoqu，dishengshuolejiju，fuleqian，naleyibaxizhesuliaopaideyaochi。
“302。”tabayaochidijiwo，“nixianshangqu，wo……woqumaidianchide。”wojieguoyaochi，
bingliangdechuganrangwoshaoweiqingxingleyidian。kanzhetazhuanshenzouxiangpangbianxiaochaoshidebeiying，woxinqingfuza。
zheigenanhai，jiulewo，shaleren，xianzaiquexianggezuocuoshidehaizi，youxiewucuo。302fangjianhenxiao，
zhiyouyizhangchuang，yigechuangtouju，yitailaojiudedianshiji，
yijiyigexiaxiaode、sanfazhedandanxiaodushuiweideduliweishengjian。qiangbiyouxiefanhuang，
chuangdankanqilaidaoshiganjingde。wozuozaiyingbangbangdechuangyanshang，huanguzhezheigemoshengde、jianloudehuanjing，
ganjuexiangzuomengyiyang。meiguoduojiu，ayehuilaile。tashoulilinzheyigesuliaodai，
limianzhuangzhekuangquanshui、mianbaohejigenhuotuichang。“suibianchidianba。”tabadongxifangzaichuangtoujushang，
zijizelaguofangjianliweiyiyibamutouyizi，zuozailichuangshaoyuandedifang，dizhetou，xianggedengdaishenpandeqiutu。
woqueshiele，sikaimianbaobaozhuang，xiaokouxiaokoudichiqilai。weiliyouledongxi，renyeganjuetashileyixie。
“nijiaoaye？”wodapolechenmo。tataiqitou，feikuaidikanlewoyiyan，youdixiatouqu：“ng。
tianyedeye。”“niduodale？”“……shijiu。”“weishenme……zuozheige？”wozhenzhuozheyongci。
tachenmoleyixia，shengyinmenmende：“meiqian，chuoxuele。genzhetamen……laiqiankuai。”tadunledun，
jimangbuchongdao，“danwomeixiangguozhendeshanghaini！
wo……wozhishixiangzhaogejihui……”tadeshoujituranxiangleqilai，
cierde**zaixiaxiaodefangjianligewaiheren。tataochushouji，zhikanleyiyanpingmu，liansejiushunjianbianle。
tabapingmuzhuanxiangwo。neishangmiantiaodongzhedelaidianxianshi，shilianggezi——zhoulin。4xuanshangtongjizhoulin。
zheigemingzixiangyigenduci，shunjianzhajinwodeyanli，xinli。tajingrandadianhualaile？
anzhaoshangbeizideshijianxian，taxianzaiyinggaizhengpeizaitadebaiyueguangshenyushenbian，duiwode“shizong”mobuguanxin，
shenzhijuedeshiwozaiwuliqunao，guyijitatiandu。zhidaowodeshitibeifaxian，
tacaijiaxingxingdichulaibiaoyanyifanshenqing，ranhoushunlichengzhangdijieshouwofumuliuxiadeyichan，
binghetadebaiyueguangshuangsushuangfei。xianzai，tazenmehuizhudongdadianhuajiyige“bangfei”？
nandaoshiyinweibangfeizhiqianhuibaoshuowo“taopao”le，rangtajuedediulemianzi？ayekanzhewo，
yongyanshenxunwenwogaizenmeban。woshenxiyikouqi，yaxiaxintoufanyongdehenyiheexin，dianlediantou，shiyitajie，
bingdakaileshoujimianti。wodaoyaotingting，zheigenanren，xianzaihainengshuochushenmehualai。ayeanxialejietingjian。
“wei。”takeyiyadileshengyin，daizhedianhunhundeqiangdiao。dianhuaneitou，
likechuanlailezhoulinneishuxiyoulingrenzengedeshengyin，yijiushineizhongjugaolinxiade、bunaifandeyuqi，
dansihu……bijiyizhongduoleyisibuyichajuedejiaozao？“renni？”tadandaozhiru。“pao……paole。
”ayeanzhaozhiqianwomenduanzanshangliangguodeshuocihuida，“womenmeikanzhu，taconggongchanghoumenpaole。”“paole？
”zhoulindeshengyindouranbagao，daizhezhiyihenuqi，“nimenshiganshenmechide？liangerendoukanbuzhu！”tingting，
zheiyuqi，haoxiangduozaihuwoside。wozaixinlilengxiao。“zhouzong，zheibunengguaiwomena，
sheizhidaoneiniangmener……”ayeshitubianjie。“goule！”zhoulinlishengdaduanta，“wojinggaonimen，
guanhaozijidezui！ruguorangwozaiwaimiantingdaorenheguanyuzheijianshidefengsheng，nimenzhidaohouguo！
”tadeweixie**erbingleng，guanxindegenbenbushiwodeanwei，ershitazijidemingshenghekenengdailaidemafan。
“shi，shi，zhouzong，womenmingbai……”ayeweiweinuonuodiyingzhe。zhoulinsihulandezaiduoshuo，
zhijieguaduanledianhua。fangjianlizaicixianruchenmo。tingzhedianhualidemangyin，wozhijuedehunshenfaleng。
zheijiushiwoaileshinian，jialedenanren。zaiwo“shengsiweibu”deshihou，taguanxindezhiyoutaziji。
“jiejie……”ayedanyoudikanzhewo。woyaoleyaotou，biaoshizijimeishi。zheizhongchengdudeshanghai，
biqishangbeizitajiwode，genbenbuzhiyiti。wonachuzijideshouji（bangfeizhiqiansouzoule，
danayezaidaiwolikaishisaihuijilewo），dianliangyijingbuduole。
wozhengzhunbeijiwoweiyideguimiyuqingqingfagexiaoxibaopingan，rangtabiedanxin（shangbeizi，
tashiweiyiweiwodesizhenxintongkuderen），shoujipingmuquexianyibudanchuleyitiaoxinwenkuaixun。biaotiyichangxingmu，
xiangcuiledudezhen，zhiciwodeyandi：【zhongbang！zhoushijituanzongcaizhoulinxuanshangqianwan，xunzhaoaiqixialuo！
】xiamianpeizheyixingxiaozi：“juxi，zhoushijituanzongcaifurensuranyujinrixiawuyisizaobangjiahoushizong，
zhouzongcaixinjirufen，yibaojingbingsixiaxuanshangqianwanzhengjiyouxiaoxiansuo，wangaiqizaoripinganguilai。”peitu，
shiwohezhoulinde“tianmi”jiehunzhao。zhaopianshang，woyiweizaitahuaili，xiaoyeruhua，ertalouzhewo，
zuijiaoweiyang，yanshenqueshiyipianwokanbudongdeshenchen。dangshizhijuedeshitaxinggeshiran，xianzaihuixiang，
neilimianhuoxugenbenmeiyouyisiwendu。xinjirufen？xuanshangqianwan？duomefengci！
ganggangcaizaidianhualiduibangfeishuo“tazhima？”“suibiannimenchuzhi”，
zhuantoujiuduigongzhongbiaoyanqileshenqingzhangfudejiaose！zheixuweidezuilian，rangwoexindejihuyaotuchulai。
“jiejie！bunengxin！”ayejiqiedeshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi。wotaiqitou，kandaotaliansecanbai，
yanshenlichongmanlekonghuang。tayibaqiangguowodeshouji，shouzhizhandoudizhizhepingmushangzhoulindezhaopian，
shengyindouzaifazhan：“nikan！nikantadetouding！”woyileng，xiayishidikanxiangshoujipingmu。zaiwodejiyili，
wulunshishangbeizihaishizhongshenghouqinyanjiandaota，zhoulindetoudingdoushikongwuyiwude。danshicike，
touguozheizhanggaoqingdexinwenzhaopian，wojingranqingxidikandao——zaizhoulinneidalideyisibugoudetoufashangfang，
xuanfuzheyichuanxinghongdeshuzi。neibushijifenzhong、jixiaoshidedaojishi。
neishuzishi：365：00：00：00bingqie，zuihoumiandemiaoshuzhengzaibuduanditiaodongjianshao。
365tian？ergengrangwotoupifamadeshi，zheigeshuzidegeshi……wosisidingzheneichuanshuzi，
yigehuangmiuyoukongbudeniantoujizhonglewo——365……zheihaoxiang……shiwodeshengri，3yue65ri？bu，
yinianzhiyou12geyue，zheishi……a！zheishicongmingtiankaishisuanqi，zhengzhengyiniandedaojishi？！
5taowangzhiluyinian。sanbailiushiwutian。zheigedaojishi，shishenmeyisi？yinianzhihou，zhoulinhuisi？
haishi……yinianzhihou，wohuiyinweitaersi？jiuxiangshangbeizineiyang，zhibuguosiwangshijiantuichile？
huozhe……zheiyushizhe，zaiyinianzhinei，wohetazhijian，bixuyouyigeyaosi？
judadekonghuanghemangranxiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangwoyanmei。wonengkanjianbierendesiwangshijian，
quekanbudongzheigeyuwomingyunjinmijiuchandenanrendedaojishi。“jiejie？jiejie！”ayedeshengyindaizhekuqiang，
tabashoujirengdaochuangshang，shuangshouzhuazhuwodejianbang，yongliyaohuangleyixia，“nikandaolema？neigeshuzi！
niqianwanbunenghuiqu！bunengxiangxinta！tahuihaisinide！yidinghuide！”tadefanyingtaidale，
dadaochaochuleyigeganggangrenshi，shenzhihaishiyi“bangfei”shenfenrenshiderengaiyoudefanchou。
wokanzhetajinzaizhichidelian，neishuangnianqingdeyanjinglishengmanlezhenshidekongjuhedanyou，
haiyouyisi……wokanbudongdetongku。“aye，”wodingledingshen，zhuazhutabingliangdeshouwan，rangtalengjingxialai，
“nigaosuwo，nidaodihaizhidaoshenme？guanyuwo，guanyuzhoulin，guanyuzheigedaojishi？”tazhanglezhangzui，
yanshenshanshuo，sihuyouqianyanwanyu，queyousisidibiezhule。tatuirandisongkaiwodejianbang，diezuohuiyizishang，
shuangshou**toufali，yonglijiuzhe。“wo……wobunengshuotaiduo。”tashengyinshaya，daizhezhengzha，“youxieshi，
shuochulaikenengjiuhuigaibian，kenenghuirangjieguogengzao……wozhinenggaosuni，
wonengkanjianjiangsizhirentoudingdedaojishi。erwokandaonide……jiuzaijintian，feichangfeichangduan，
duandaojihukanbujian。ruguowobuchashou，nixianzaiyijingsile。”tataiqitou，
yanquanfanhong：“womeibanfayanzhengzhengkanzhenisi。suoyiwo……wozhinengyongzheizhongbanfa，
banicongneigejidingdesiwangjiedianshangqiangxingdaizou。
”jidingdesiwangjiedian……qiangxingdaizou……wodexinmengdiyichen。suoyi，wodezhongsheng，jiashangayedeganyu，
xianghudiexiaoyingyiyang，zhendegaibianleshiqingdezouxiang？zhoulintoudingzheigexinchuxiande、zhangdayiniandedaojishi，