第1章

第1章

renshishiernian，jiehunqinian，wozhongyugenyefengtichulihunle。

yuanyinshierziyiwainishuisiwang，

erwogandaoyiyuandeshihou，taquebuzai。

「erzizhongyusizainishoushangle！xianzainimanyilema！」

taqingpiaopiaodeshengyincongtingtongneibianchuanlai，

「suoyini，yetaitai？」

wocaizhidao，wulunwozaitashenbianduojiu，fuchuduoshao，

都得不到他。

wozhongyujuedingfangshoule，「lihunba。」

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woerzizaihaibianwandeshihou，xiaochuanfazuo、nishuisile。

接到电话的时候，

wolianshenshangdeweiqundoumeilaidejizhai，jiupengtougoumiandiquleyiyuan，

lianchuangsigehonglvdeng，haishizhidengdaoleyishengqiangjiuwuxiaodetongzhi。

erjiaojiuhuchederen，wodezhangfuyefeng，

却不在医院。

jintianyizao，tayishenxiuxianzhuangzoujinchufang，

duihaizaijierzizhunbeizaocandewoshuo，

「jintianwodainingningchuquwan，buyongzuowomendefan。」

wofangxiashouzhongdecaidao，liangshouxianshizaishenqiandeweiqunshanglaihuicengleliangxia，shuangyanshizhongdingzheanbanshangdeneiyixiaokuainiupai，ranhoupingjingdishuodao，

「erzihaixianguomin，youxiaochuan，chidongxiyaozhuyi，buyaojulieyundong，bunengyouyong。」

buzhitayoumeiyoutingdao，zongzhihuiyingwodeshierzideshengyin，

「babanizhongyuyoushijianpeiwowanle！womenkuaizoubababa！zaijianmama！」

suizhidamenbeizhuangshang，shenzhiwohainengtingdaoerzizailoudaolidexiaosheng。

erzijinnian6suile，tahaiconglaimeiyoudandudaierzichuquguo，

wotianzhendiyiwei，tazhishilengmowuqing，congweigaibian。

xianzai，wozhanzaishoushushimenwai，

dakaishouzanglianxiren，zhandouzheshuangshou，jiliebiaodediyigerenbochudianhua。

「yefeng......nizaina......」

kedianhuaneibianhuiyingwode，shihailangqiqifufudeshengyin，

还有女人的啜泣声，

zheishengyin......wozaishuxibuguole。

wobenyiweitazaizenmetaoyanwo，yebuzhiyuduizijideqinshengerzixiahenshou，

gangcaihaixiangxunqiujingshenzhizhudewo，dunshixiangfalefengsidepaoxiaozhe，

「erzizhongyusizainishoulile！」

「nineimebuxihuanta！nizhongyuhaisitale！xianzainimanyilema！」

tingtongneibianzhongyuchuxiantadeshengyin，queshiqingpiaopiaodelengmode，

「suoyini，yetaitai？」

一时间，

wojingbuzhidaotakouzhongsuoshuodeyetaitai，daodishishei......

santianhoudegaobieshi，wotianbuliangjiuqule，xiangzuihouheerzidandudaiyihuier。

gonggongpopoyijinlai，jiupudaoerzishenbiankudejihuyaoduanqi，

eryefeng，genzaihoubian，chuanzhexizhuang，daizhemojing，

timiandejiuxiangneixiejiacaiwanguandecishanjia。

neishangmiantangderen，fangfozhishimouyigecengjieshouguotazizhudeguer......

wokanzhetalengmodelian，bujinhuaiyinianshaoshiwoaideren，nandaozhenderuciboqingwuyima？

jiulianzijiqinerzidegaobieshi，yenengzheimelengyanpangguanma？

「wodebaobeisunzia......nirangbabamamayeyenainaiyihoukezenmehuoa......」

popoqingnanzijin，daoxiangshicishicikeweiyinenghewogongqingderen，

wozhongdejihuzhengbukaideshuangyandunshiyongshangsuansegan。

zhizhipopokudeshuowukeshuo，yijuhuafanfanfufushuolesanbian，yefengzhongyutingbuxiaqu。

「haolema，niyebietaishangxinle，sunzi，kendinghuihuilaide......」

popoyiweitashizaianweiwo，likecaganleyanleiyingheta，

「shishi，ningninghaihuihuilaide，niheshenlan，nimenliangyaohaohaode......」

kewokandaole，yefengzaishuogangcaineihuadeshihou，

shixianshiqulexianchangdelingyigejiaoluo，bingbushiwo。