第1章:哭泣的女儿
“谁？”
xizirujindeyejunhaojietongleyigeweizhidianhua，manlianbunaifandezhouqilemeitou。
“wuwu......baba......nishibabama？babanikebukeyilaidaibaobaolikai，baobaohunshenteng，tamendabaobao，haibabaobaoguanjinleyigeheiwuzilimian，bujibaobaochidongxi。mamayebeitamendaizoule，baba，jiujiubaobao......”
dianhualingyiduan，naishengnaiqidehuidarangyejunhaobenjiujinzhoudemeitou，zhoudegengjiadeshenle。
“xiaopengyou，nishibushirencuorenle，wobushinibaba。”
momingqimiaodebianchenglebierendebaba，yejunhaoxinlimianfanzaodehen，danshibijingduifangshiyigexiaohaizi，tingshengyinhaishiyigexiaonvhai，jishiyejunhaoxinlimianzaibunaifan，yebuhuiduiyigexiaonvhaidahoudajiao。
“buhuide，baobaobuhuinongcuode，dianhuashimamagaosubaobaode，mamagaosubaobao，zheigeshibabayejunhaodedianhua，nishiyejunhaoma？”
xiaoxinyiyidexunwenrangnazhedianhuadeyejunhaoxinturantengleyixiajiuxiangshibeizhenzhaleyiyang。
“woshiyejunhao，danshiwozhendebushinidebaba。”
suiranshouyejunhaohenxintengdianhualingyitoudexiaonvhai，danshiyejunhaozhendebujidezijishenmeshihouyouguoyigenver。
yejunhaohuayinyiluo，dianhuaneitoujiuchuanchulekusheng，neiyinrendechouqi，jiuxiangshiyigengenyinzhen，shengshengdezhazaileyejunhaodexintou。
“你妈妈是谁？”
jiuzaixiaonvhaikudeshangqibujiexiaqideshihou，yejunhaozhuyidaolexiaonvhaihuayuzhongdedisangerenwu。
“mama......mamashishangguanfeifei，woshishangguanbaobao......a......”
yishengjianjiaojiangyejunhaodexinjiuleqilai，taganjuezijixianzaidoukuaiyaochuanbuguolaiqile，yizhiyudourangtahulvelegangcaineigewubishuxidemingzi。
mingmingjiushiyigebuxianggandexiaonvhai，yejunhaobuzhidaoweishenmetajingrankeyiyingxiangtadexinqing。
“womeidadianhua，womeiyou......biedawo......tengteng，wocuole，biedabaobao......wuwu......”
dianhuaturanbeiguaduan，ershangguanbaobaodekushengsihuhaiyingraozaiyejunhaodeerpan。
zhengzaiyazhouzhongbuzhanchangjinxingrenwudeyejunhao，zaijifenzhongzhiqianturanjiedaoleyigeqiguaidedianhua。erjiuzaizheizhiqian，yejunhaoganggangdaizhetadeshouxiayiwoduanleshijieshangzuidadeheishili，anyuezuzhi！duiyuzheiyitongdianhua，tabenyiweishiduifangdacuole，youhuozheshisheideezuoju。kanzheshoulimianbeiguaduandedianhua，yejunhaoturanhuiyiqilegangcaineigemingzi。
“shangguanfeifei......”sigeziyigegedecongyejunhaodezuilimianpiaolechulai，jiuzaihuayingangluodeneiyishanei，tazhenggerenjiuhongranyizhan。
haobuyouyudi，yejunhaoganjindianlehuibojian，danshiduifangyizhimangyin，genbenbobutong，erdianhuadezuihouneigehaizijuewangdeaiqiu，juewangdehujiu......
turanyejunhaotaiqiletou，yishuangruilideshuangyanlimianchongmanlexuesi，neishuangyanjinglimiandechouhenrangzhanzaitashenbiandelianggehuweixinliyizhan。
xiayikeyejunhaomeiyousihaodeyouyujiuyizuikuaidesudupaoxiangleshanxia，tashenbiandejigehuweixiangyebuxiang，zhijiegenleshangqu。
shanxiatingzheliangliangyueyeche，cheshanggezizuozheyigesiji，yijingqidonglechezi，jingdaiyejunhao。
“kaiche，jiwoyizuikuaideshijiangandaozuijindejichang，lianxifeiji。chachuzheigedianhuahaomadesuozaidi，woyaoyizuikuaideshijiangandaozheili。”
xizirujindeyejunhaozhijietiaodaolecheshang，ranhoubashoujishuaidaoleyigehuweidehuaili，kanzheetouqingjintuqideyejunhao，jinsuidejigehuweiyizuikuaideshijianwanchengzhetajiaodaiderenwu。
shuoshihua，zheixiehuweicongrenshiyejunhaokaishi，conglaimeiyoukandaoguotazheimezheji，zheimemeiyouyitaideshihou，gengbieshuocishicikeyanleixuanguazailianshang，biaoqingwubitongkudeyejunhaole。
shanyejian，liangliangchefeichizaidaolushang，huangyanfeiqi，niaoqunsisan，kaichedehuweihenbudejiangyoumencaichuan。zuozaidiyiliangchehoupaizuoweishangdeyejunhao，kanzheshoulimiandeshouji，yanjinglideyanleizhongyurenbuzhule。
“a......”yejunhaorenbuzhuyangtiannuhouleyisheng，neishengyinzhongjiazazhezize、beitonghechouhen。
erneixiehuweimen，kanzheyejunhao，biaoqingyehenshitongku，jiuxiangshikeyigantongshenshouyiban。
tayejunhaobenshiyanjingyinshijiazuyejiadedixijichengren，danshijinianqian，tadeqinshengmuqinturanlikailezheigeshijie。jiuzaitamuqindezanglishang，tadefuqindaizhelingwaiyigenvrenlaidaolejiazhong，bingqiejitashuoneigenvrenshitadexiaoma。
jiuzaineiyitianzhenggeyanjingfashenglefantianfudidebianhua。
yejunhaoduiyufuqindezuofahenshishengqi，taxiangbaochou，yushitalaidaoletadeweihunqijiazhong，danshimeixiangdaotadeweihunqijingrandangzhetademianjianghunyuesihui，bingrangbaoanbataganchulejiamen。
juewangdeyejunhaolianyetaolileyanjing，chengzuohuochelaidaoleshouhai，laidaoletadehaoxiongdishenbian。tabenyiweitadehaoxiongdihuibangta，keshisheizhidaomeiyoudengdaoxiongdideliangleichadao，fandaobeixiongdichaleliangdao。
neiyiniandeyejunhaofangfoshishijieshangzuidaomeideren，xianshibeifuqinsaodichumen，ranhoushibeiweihunqihuihunbeipan，beihaoxiongdixiadu、zhuisha。suoyoubuhaodeshiqing，sihudoukeyiheliunianqiandeyejunhaoguashanggou。
tayilutaowang，yiluduoduozangzang，doudouzhuanzhuanlaidaolejiangbeishi，jiangjinsangeyuedetaowang，yejunhaoleile，neigeshihoudetashizaishidoubuguotaneigehenxindefuqinhelangxingoufeidexiongdi。
yierzaizaiersandejiujie，zuihoushenfuzhongshangdeyejunhaozhandaolejiangbeishidejiangbian，kanzhefangundejiangshui，yejunhaoxinwubidepingjing。jiuzaiyejunhaozhunbeiyilebailedeshihou，yizhishouturanlazhuletadeshou，neishuangwennuandeshou，rangyejunhaowuyiweizijidemuqinyouhuilaile。
neigeshihoudeshangguanfeifeiganggangdaxuebiye，xinlimianmanmandedoushiduizheigeshijiedexiwang。shangguanfeifeiwenroudetihaitebiedafang，zaixuexiaodeshihoujiuyouhenduorenxihuanta。
tajiuxialaiyejunhaozhihou，jiudaizhetazuleyigefangzi，bingqiexixinzhaoguta，meitiankaidaota，haoxianghenhaipatazaiciqingsheng。
eryejunhaoconggangyikaishiyiyubufa，daozuihoudekankanertan。tazhisuoyichangkaixinfei，shiyinweishangguanfeifeidezhenxin，shiyinweineirumuqinbandewennuan。tapale，yinweibeirenshanghai，beirenbeipanletaiduoci，suoyitagengyuanyibazijiyicengcengdebaoguoqilai。
ranhouyejunhaodeshanghaole，likaile......
yejunhaoheshangguanfeifeibushitongyileiren，tashenshangbeifuletaiduodongxi，tabuxiangqiancheshangguanfeifei，genghaipalianleishangguanfeifei。
likaijiangbeizhihou，yejunhaomeiyouzaiyunguoduozuotingliu，zhijielikaileyunguo，qulezhanchang。tazhidaozhiyoutayongyouzhigaowushangdequanli，caikeyibaochouxuehen，yixueqianchi。
wunianlai，tawushucijiangzijizhishenyudiyu，meiyicitadouyiweizijisidingle，danshixingyundeshitahuoxialaile。tatazhexueluerlai，zuizhongkenengyehuitaxueergui，danshizhiyaokeyibaochouxuehen，tabuhui。
xianzaideyejunhaozaojiubuzaishiwunianqianneigedaochutaomingde，mingrucaojiedemaotouxiaozi，xianrujindetashimingshendiandelaoda，dianzhongyongyousidamingwang，jiudamowang，wushugaoshou，taxianzaishouwozhekeyifuchoudeziben。
yuanbenjihuahuimieleanyuezuzhizhihou，tajiuhuidaoyunguo，quebucengxiangdaojingranjiedaoleshangguanbaobaodeqiujiudianhua。
duiyunvershangguanbaobaohaiyouneigeyoujiumingzhiendeshangguanfeifei，yejunhaoxinlimianmanmandedoushixintenghetongku。
“nihaishipianlewo，wohaishishanghaileni，shima？
yuanbenzaimaitoutongkudeyejunhaoxiaoshengdedunangleyiju，shuowanzhihou，yejunhaodeyanleizaiyicijuedi。
neiyinian，yejunhaozhongdedurangtashierqingxingshiershenzhibuqing，danshimeiyicidangtaqingxingdeshihou，tagenbenbuzhidaozijifanbingdeshihouzuoguoxieshenmeshiqing。
neitianzaiyejunhaoxinglaizhihou，yingruyanliandebianshishangguanfeifeihonghongdeyankuang，yizhiheshangguanfeifeixiangchudeyejunhao，zhidaoshangguanfeifeikendingbuduijing。keshiwuluntazenmewen，shangguanfeifeiyingshishuozijidemeishi。
jiranshangshangguanfeifeibuyuanyishuo，yejunhaoyemeiyoujixuzhuiwenxiaqu。
jinyeshangguanbaobaojiyejunhaodadianhuadeshihou，yejunhaocaimingbaile，neicifabingbujinchushile，erqiehaishihuidiaoyigenvshengyishengdedashi，neiyiciyejunhaobujinshanghaidaoleshangguanfeifei，haihuidiaoleyigenvshengdeyibeizi。
shangguanfeifeihuaiyunle，haijianghaizishenglexialai，qumingshangguanbaobao。
shangguanfeifeishiyejunhaoheiandeshijielimiandeyidaoguang，ruguomeiyouta，kenengzheigeshijieshangjiumeiyouyejunhaozheigerenle。congxiaodaoda，zaiyejia，chuletademuqin，suoyourendoubuxihuanta，taconglaimeiyouganshoudaoguowennuan。
yixiangqilaishangguanfeifei，huihendeyanleizaiciduokuangerchu，zaixiangxiangshangguanbaobao，yejunhaowuzhezui，nulirangzijibukuchusheng。
“你是爸爸吗？”
“zheigeshibabayejunhaodedianhua，nishiyejunhaoma？”
“baba，jiujiubaobao......”
“tengteng，wocuole，biedabaobao”
“a......jiwokuaidian，jiasu......jiasu......jiasu......”
yishengshengdenuhoujiangyejunhaodebeitongzhanxiandelinlijinzhi，shangguanbaobaodehuayuyicicidezaiyejunhaodenaozhonghuixuan，tadenverbaobao，yejiusisuia，neimexiaojiubeirenruciduidai，tazheigedangfuqindezenmehuibuxintengni？
yejunhaocongxianzaijiuxiangyigecongdiyulaideemole，shenshangdeliqizhichongyunxiao，tongyiliangcheshangdehuweibeiyejunhaodeliqiyadeqidouchuanbuguolai。
zuoweidangjinshijiediyizhanshen，mingshendiandedianzhu，tayejunhaodeqinshennverjinranbeirenbaibanqiling。
jishifenzhongzhihou，yejunhaoyixingrenlaidaoleyunguodongbianjiangjiedejichang，dengshangzaojiuyijingyanzhenyidaidezhishengji，chaozheshangguanbaobaodianhuadingweideweizhifeileguoqu......