wodexiaoronghendan，xiangqingchendebowu，quedaizhezugoudechuantouli，jingzhundicirulejiangnianxuedeyanzhong。
talianshangdexiaoyishunjianninggu，meitouweibukechadicuqi。tadubudongwodeyanshen，neilimianmeiyouleyiwangzhenfengxiangduidejianrui，yemeiyouyinzangdezibei，ershiyizhongtacongweijianguode、jugaolinxiade……lianmin。
zheirangtagandaolemaofan。yigenitanlideren，youshenmezigelianmintianshangdeyun？
tashouhuimuguang，jiaoaodiyangqixiaba，zhongxintourudaotadexiaoquanzili，fangfoganggangdeyiqiezhishicuojue。danwozhidao，yikehuaiyidezhongziyijingzhongxia。tahuikaishizhuomo，huikaishibuan。
zheijiugoule。wenshuizhuqingwa，caishizuicanrendeyishu。
zhujinxuexiaosushedediyitian，wozuodediyijianshi，jiushiyongjiangwenshanjiwodeneizhangheika，qushangchangjizijimailejishenxiangyangdeyifu，heyishuangquanxindeyundongxie。
womeiyouxuanzeneixieangguideshechipinpai，zhishitiaolexieshejijianjie、zhidiyouliangderichangfuzhuang。dangwohuanxianeishenxidefabaidexiaofu，chuanshangrouruantieshendemianzhitxuhehetideniuziku，zhanzaijingziqianshi，lianwozijidouyouxiehuanghu。
jingzilidenvhai，shenxingqingshoutingba，meiyanqingleng，changnianyingyangbuliangzaochengdeweihuangliansesihudouyinweixinqingdeyuanguertouchujifenguangcai。yuanlai，tunqupinqiongdewaiqiao，woyebushineimebuqiyan。
diertian，wolinzheyibeirenatie，caizhexinxiezoujinjiaoshishi，jihusuoyourendouchaowotoulailejingyidemuguang。
“wa，linmojintian……buyiyanglea。”
“taneishenyifububianyiba？haiyouneixie，shizuixinkuande。”
“tanalaideqian？zhongcaipiaole？”
yilunshengxiangwenziyiyangwengwengzuoxiang。womubuxieshidizoudaozuoweishang，jianghaimaozhereqidekafeifangzaizhuoshang。xiangchundekafeixiangqi，yuwozhuoshangneizhijiazhibufeidejinkougangbixiangdeyizhang。
zheixiedongxi，duijiangnianxuelaishuo，shirichang。danchuxianzaiwolinmodeshenshang，jiushiqiguan。
jiangnianxuedemuguangzaiwoshenshangtingliulezuzushijimiao，neishiyizhonghunheletanjiu、bujieheyisijingtidefuzayanshen。tadagaizaixiang，woshibushiweilegentabiemiaotou，basuoyoudejixudouhuazailezheixiebiaomiangongfushang。
taxiangcuole。wobushizaimofangta，wozhishizainahuibenjiushuyuwodeshenghuopinzhi。
zaozixi，yingyulaoshibaozheyitajuanzizoulejinlai。“shangzhoudemonikaochengjichulaile。zheiciwomenbankaodebucuo，tebieshijiangnianxuetongxue，148fen，youshinianjidiyi。”
banlixiangqiyizhenyanxiandezantan。jiangnianxueyouyadizhanqilai，jieguojuanzi，lianshangshidetide、qianxundeweixiao。zheishitazuishanzhangdelingyu，yongjueduideyoushinianyawo。wodeyingyuchengjiyizhibucuo，dankouyuhezuowenzongyinweiqueshaohuanjingheziyuan，bitachashangyijie。
“linmotongxuezheiciyehennuli，142fen，banjidier。”laoshibuchongdao。
jiangnianxuezuoxiashi，shixianbujingyidisaoguowo，zuijiaoneimoshuxide、shenglizhedeweixiaoyoufuxianle。
womeiyoukanta，zhishipingjingdijieguowodejuanzi，ranhoucongshubaolinachuleyiben……《jingjixueren》deyuanbanzazhi。
wodedongzuobuda，danzuyirangzhouweiderenkanqingzazhidefengmian。neiliuchangdefanyesheng，hewozhuanzhuyuedudeshenqing，birenheyuyandougengyouliliang。
jiangnianxuezuijiaodexiaoyi，jiangzhule。
tadangranzhidaozheiyiweizheshenme。《jingjixueren》deyuedunanduyuanchaogaokaofanchou，shitazheizhongjiajingyouwodexueshengyonglaituozhanyanjie、jileigaojicihuidekewaiduwu。tayedingle，danhenshaoyounaixinnengwanzhengduwanyipian。
erwo，yigeqiongxuesheng，bujinzaikan，erqiekandejinjinyouwei。
tabuzhidaodeshi，zheizhangheikabeihousuolianjiedeziyuan，yuanbuzhishijinqian。worangjiangjiadeguanjiajiwodingleshimianshangsuoyounengmaidaodewaiwenqikan，qinglexianshangdechangchuntengwaijiao，meiwanjinxingyigexiaoshidekouyuduilian。
woshiqudeshibanian，yaoyongzuigaoxiaodefangshi，yidianyidianbuhuilai。
jiangnianxuegandaoleqiansuoweiyoudeweixie。zheizhongweixiebuzaijuxianyujuanmianshangdefenshu，ershiyizhongquanfangweide、laizilingyigejiejideqinlve。tayinyiweiaodejiashi、yanjie、ziyuan，zheixietayonglaihewohuakaijiexiandedongxi，sihuzhengzaibeiwoqingyidikuayue。
她开始变得焦躁。
wulijingsaiqiandezuihouyicijixunmingdangongbu，womenbanzhiyoulianggeminge，haowuyiwai，shiwoheta。
jixundidianzailinshideyisuodaxue，weiqisantian。zheiyiweizhe，womenjiangyousantiandeshijian，shenghuozaitongyigewuyanxia。
wozhidao，wodejihuilaile。
jixundesusheshiliangrenyijian。dangwotuozhexinglixiangzoujinfangjianshi，jiangnianxueyijingdaole。tazhengzaipuchuang，yongdeshitacongjialidailaide、yikanjiujiazhibufeidezhensichuangpin。erwo，zhidailexuexiaofadetongyibeiru。
kandaowo，tatingxialeshoulidedongzuo，huanbaozheshuangbei，lenglengdikanzhewo。
“linmo，nidaodixiangganshenme？”tazhongyurenbuzhule。
“shenmexiangganshenme？”wofangxiaxingli，kaishizhengliwodechuangpu，dongzuobujibuxu。
“biezhuangle！”tadeshengyinjianruiqilai，“nizuijinzheixiebianhua，daodishizenmehuishi？nishibushi……beishenmerenbaoyangle？”
tadehua，keboyouedu，wanquansixialepingshineifuyouyada**demianju。
wotingxiashouzhongdedongzuo，zhuanguoshen，kanzhetayinweijiduhefennuerweiweiniuqudelian，huranjuedeyouxiekebei。tadexiangxiangli，yezhinengdaozheigecengmianle。
“jiangnianxue，”wopingjingdikaikou，“shouqinineidiankeliande、congbadiandangdianshijulixuelaidechuaice。nizhisuoyihuizheimexiang，shiyinweizainiyanli，wozheizhongren，jiubupeiyongyounisuoyongyoudeyiqie，duima？”
tabeiwoshuozhonglexinshi，lianseyizhenhongyizhenbai。“nandaobushima？niyigeqiong……”
“qiong？”wodaduanta，yibubuxiangtabijin，“nidui‘qiong’zheigezidelijie，zhenshifuqiandekexiao。niyiweiqiong，jiushichuanbuqimingpai，hebuqinatiema？”
wodeqichangqiansuoweiyoudeqiangda，yadetabuzijuedihoutuileyibu。
“wolaigaosunishenmeshiqiong。qiongshiyanzhengzhengkanzhemuqinkexue，quezhinengmaizuibianyidezhiketangjiang。qiongshidongtianlishoujiaoshengmandongchuang，lianyishuanghoushidemianxiedoushebudemai。qiongshiedaoweijingluan，yezhinengkaoheshuilaitianbaoduzi。”
womeishuoyiju，tadeliansejiubaiyifen。zheixiehuamian，shitaguangxianliangliderenshengzhong，yongyuanwufaxiangxiangdediyu。
“erxianzai，”woxiaole，xiaoyiqueweidayandi，“wozhishibuxiangzaiguoneiyangderizile，youshenmewentima？”
tazhanglezhangzui，queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。zaijueduidezhenshimianqian，renheyuyandouxiandecangbaiwuli。
“zhiyuwodeqianshinalaide，”wocoujinta，yadileshengyin，yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingdaodeyinliangshuo，“yexu，nikeyihuiquwenwennidefumu。wenwentamen，shibanianqian，zaishiyiyiyuandefuchanke，douzuoguoxieshenme。”
shuowan，wotuihouyibu，buzaikanta，jixuzhengliwodedongxi。
woliujitade，shiyigejudade、chongmanleweizhihekongjudemituan。
wozhidao，tayidinghuiquwen。erjiangwenshanhesongwanqin，zaiwodeshouyixia，huiyongyitaohanhuqicideshuocizanshiwenzhuta，gaosuta“womenzhishijuedelinmozheihaizikelian，suoyizizhuleta”。
zheizhongshishebandeshuoci，duijiangnianxuelaishuo，shibirenhexiurudougengnanyijieshoude。tahuijuede，tadefumubeipanleta，jingranquzizhutazuidadejingzhengduishou。
她会疯的。
guoran，jiexialaideliangtianjixun，jiangnianxuedezhuangtaichadaolejidian。tashangkezoushen，zuotichucuo，haojicibeijixundejiaoshoudianmingpiping。takanwodeyanshen，chongmanleyuanduhebugan，fangfowoshitabugongdaitiandechouren。
erwo，xinwupangwu，zhuangtaiqiansuoweiyoudehao。wozhenxizheilaizhibuyidexuexijihui，xiangyikuaiganzaodehaimian，fengkuangdixishouzhezhishi。
jixundezuihouyiwan，shiziyoutaolun。woyigerenquletiantai，xiangchuichuifeng，zhengliyixiasixu。
meiguoduojiu，yizhenjicudejiaobushengchuanlai。
jiangnianxuechongleshanglai，tayanjingtonghong，toufayeyouxielingluan，xiangyizhibeijinudekunshou。
“linmo！”tazaiwoshenhouzhanding，shengyinsiya，“wobamashuo，shitamenzaizizhuni。weishenme？！”
wozhuanguoshen，kaozailanganshang，wanfengchuiqiwodefasi。
“weishenme？nijuedeshiweishenme？”wofanwen。
“nidaodiyongleshenmehumeishouduangouyintamen？！”takoubuzeyandihoudao，“nishibushigentamenshuolewoshenmehuaihua？nizheigebeibi**dexiaoren！”
kanzhetaxiesidilideyangzi，wozhidao，shijidaole。
“jiangnianxue，niyoumeiyouxiangguo，youyizhongkeneng……tamenduiwohao，bushiyinweiwokelian，ershiyinwei……kuijiuni？”
“kuijiu？”taxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，“tamenduiniyoushenmehaokuijiude？”
“shia，”wodianlediantou，yuqiyouyou，“tamenduiwoshimeishenmehaokuijiude。tamenkuijiudeduixiang，yinggaishitamendeqinshengnver。”
jiangnianxuelengzhule，tasihumeitingdongwohualideyisi。
wokanzheta，juedingbuzaidouquanzi，ershiyongzuifenglidedao，cixiangtazuirouruandexinzang。
“jiangnianxue，nidexuexingshishenme？”
tabeiwozheimeitoumeinaodewentiwendeyimeng：“oxing，zenmele？”
“neinifumudexuexingni？niwenguoma？”
“wo……wobuzhidao，zheigenniyoushenmeguanxi？”tadeyanshenkaishishanduo。
“meiguanxi，”woxiaole，“wozhishisuibianwenwen。neinishoushang，youmeiyouyigeyueyaxingdeba？”
wozhilezhiwodeshouwan，neiliyouyidaohendandebahen。
taxiayishidikanxiangzijideshouwan，tongyangdeweizhi，guangjieruxin。
“nidaodixiangshuoshenme？！”takaishigandaokonghuang。
“shibanianqian，youlianggenvying，zaitongyijiayiyuanchusheng。yigehaizidemuqin，jihaizidaishangleyigekezhe‘xue’zideyinshouzhuo；lingyigehaizidemuqin，jihaizidaishangleyigekezhe‘mo’zideyinshouzhuo。”
wodeshengyinhenqing，quexiangzhongchuiyiyang，yixiaxiaqiaozaijiangnianxuedexinshang。
tadelianseyijingtunjinlexuese，zuichunbuzhudizhandou。
“youyitian，neigekezhe‘mo’zishouzhuodehaizi，buxiaoxinbeikaishuitangshangleshouwan，liuxialeyidaoyueyaxingdeba。erneigeshouzhuo，yeyinweitaida，beitadeyangmushouleqilai。”
wokanzhetajingkongwanzhuangdeyanjing，huanhuandishuochulezuihouyijuhua。
“jiangnianxue，nicai，neigebeishouqilaide、kezhe‘mo’zideshouzhuo，xianzaizainali？”
“bu……bukeneng……”tanannanziyu，shentikaishibushoukongzhidifadou，“nizaihushuo！nizaipianwo！”
“woyoumeiyoupianni，nihuiqukankannidechushengzhengming，kankanshangmianxiedexuexing。zaiwenwennidefumu，axingxuehebxingxue，nengbunengshengchuoxingxuedehaizi。”
wojiangzheizuihouyige，yeshizuizhimingdeyiji，songlechuqu。
jiangnianxuedeshijie，zaizheiyike，chedibengtale。
taliangqiangzhehoutuijibu，zhuangzailetiantaideqiangshang，ranhouhuanhuandihuazuozaidi。tadeyanshenkongdong，zuilifanfuniantaozhe“bukeneng，bukeneng……”
wozoudaotamianqian，dunxiashen，pingshizhetaneishuangmeilide、cikequechongmanlejuewangdeyanjing。
“xianzai，nihaijuede，shiwoqianglenidedongxima？”
“haishishuo，zheishibanianlai，yizhidoushini，zaixinanlidedi，bazhanzhewoderensheng？”