第1章羞辱
dinghunyishishang，yinweixiaoxinbandaolegushiyandesiduitou，tadangzhongdianranlewoshenshangdehunsha。
tashuowocunxinxiangrangbierenchuchou，bupeizuotadeqizi，jiaowohaohaofansheng。
buguwodeaiqiu，gushiyanbawoqinshoudazaodeduijierengjinlajitong，dangchangquxiaohunshi。
wobumingbaizijicuozainali，zhidaowoyiwaikandaotadebaoxianju，limianquanshitasiduitouaiqingdezhaopian，yijiyidaluoxiejita、queweicengjichudeqingshu。
yuanlai，siduitoushijia，baiyueguangshizhen。
erwozheigenvpengyou，zhishigehetayoujifenxiangsidetishen，shitayonglaijiaiqingchicudegongju。
womomoshoushilexingli，qianwangguowaijixuwocengyinweigushiyanfangqideqiuxuezhilu。
yinianhou，gushiyandadianhualai，wenwofanshenghaomeiyou。
ng，wofanshengguole，meiyoutaderensheng，dequehuigengjingcai。
tazheigeguoqushi，meiyouzaijianqilaidebiyaole。
houlai，wotingshuochizhafengyundeguzongfengle，meitiandouzailajichangfanzhaoyiduijiezhi。
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dianlishang，hunshaheneichendoubeishaodesuoshengwuji，wolangbeidizaidishangdagunjianjiao，caimianyubeishaosi。binkemenduizhewozhidianchaoxiao，haiyourenzaipaishipinfabu。
woweiquyouhaipadikanxianggushiyan，erzheigelianqiuhunshidoubukendanxixiaguidenanren，cikeshuangtuiguidi，yongxiuziweiaiqingcaquxiemiandehuichen。
woxinzhongyitong，wanyaoqujianhunshadesuipian，zheishinainaishengqianyizhenyixianweiwofengzhide。qinshoudamodejiezhiyijingbeirengjinlelajitong，woyaobaozhuzheizuihouyiyangdongxi。
danyishenshoujiubeiaiqingyijiaocaidaoshoubeishang，tahaiyonglinianlehaojixia，wotongdaojianjiaotacaisongkai。
aiqingxiaoxixide，“buhaoyisiesaozi，womeikandaonideshou。”
kanzhewoxianxuelinlideshoubei，gushiyantitajieshi，“aiqingbushiguyide，nibuhuineimexiaoxinyanhetajijiaoba。”
“ganggangshuaidao，jiaotongleba。”talaoqiaiqingdejiaofangdaohuaili，yourenyoutatiaokaizijidewaitao，caizaitadefujishang。
shangciwobuxiaoxinpengdaogushiyandeyao，talenglianbawotuijinhandongdechitangli，“buzhilianchi！zheimeaigouyinnanren！daoshuilixixinidewochuoxinsi！”
tamenlianggemeimuchuanqingshi，wobahunshacanpianjianqilai。jiandaozuihouyipian，gushiyanyibaqiangguohunsha，jingzhirengjinlebiluli。
“不！——”
wokuhanzheyaopuguoqu，gushiyanlanzhuwo，meimulengku，“wozhidaozheishininainailiujinideyiwu，danniguyirangrenchuchou，zheishijinidechengfa！”
hunshachedihuachenghuijinhou，tabaozheaiqinglikaile。
shinianqiangushiyanzaidizhenzhongjiuxiawohou，wojiumengxiangzhezheichanghunli，keshiyuanlaishixiandeshihou，zhishengxiamandilangjie。
wozaizhongrenchaoxiaobiyidemuguangzhongpaoqulegengyishi，tuimenjinquqian，wotingjiangushiyandeshengyin。
“qishiganggangshinizijishuaidaodeba，duliqinggaoziao，buhuizuozheizhongxiaodongzuo。”
aiqingjiaochen，“nizhidaola？bieshengqima，renjiajiuxiangkankan，nihuibuhuiweilewozheigesiduitouhenideweihunqishengqi。”
gushiyanchongnidiqingxiao，“xiaohuaidan，shanggeyuedeguohuadasaili，duliliyaniduoguan，wozhidaonikendingxinqingbuhao，suoyiganggangwobushipeihenijinichuqilema？”
wozhanzaimenwai，huranyouzhongxiangtudeganjue。zaitamenfaxianwozhiqian，woganjinlikaile。
wanshang，gushiyandailejianjiazhibufeidehunshahuilai，shuoshijiwodepeili，“jintianshiwotaichongdong，danwoyeshiweilenihao，suiranaiqingzheixiaoyatoushiwodesiduitou，womenhuxiangkanbushunyan，danniyebiezuozheizhongrangrenxiaohuadeshi，nixinxiongkuanguangdian。”
wokanzheta，juedezhendehenkexiao，tamingmingshenmedouqingchu，quehaizaiwomianqianzhuangmozuoyang。
“xingle，woyaolianhuierzi，niguolaijiwoyanmo。”
wogentadaoleshufangli，tazhanmoxiexia“zhizizhishouyuzixielao”zheibagezi，ranhoudingzhezhimianchushendiweixiao，buzizhidi，tazaiyibianxiexialezijiheaiqingdemingzi。
dengtafanyingguolai，woyijingyikailemuguang。tayiweiwomeikanjian，zhenzhongdijiangneizhangzhizheqilaifangjinleshangsuodejuzili。
linshuiqian，woshoudaoaiqingfalaidexiaoxi，“xindehunshaheshima？zheishitazhiqianweiwodingzuode，zheijianshiwozuibuxihuande，jiujiaotanahuiqusongnilou。”
guaibudehunshachicunhenqiguai。
ruguoshiyiqian，faxianzheizhongshiwoyijingfafengle，danxianzai，wozhishijuedegushiyanbuzhidewozheiyangshikongyoushitai。
wocengdayingguogushiyandemuqin，huizhaogutaliunian，suanyisuan，yekuaidaoshijianle。