第1章 只想和离的第一天

yangyangsasadexuehualuoxia,jiliaowusheng,zheishirudonglaidediyichangxue。

wuneiqiangjiaochudehuopensanfazherongrongnuanyi,xianzhangdejiemaoqiaodong,zhenyutanghuanhuanzhengkaiyanjing,lianseyouxiecangbai。

“jiejie,nixingle。”chuangtabiandexiaoguniangjingxidechusheng,yankuangqueshihonghongde。

zhenyutangmianqiangchongtayixiao,shengyintouzhebingruodeshaya,“youshuilezheimejiu,afu,nifuwoqilaikaoyihuier。”

zaiafudechanfuxia,zhenyutangyikaozhechuangtou,rourouwufadazaixijian,suishizaibingzhong,shaolexiewangridemingmei,quexiangzhitoulameishangdeyidiansuxue,qinglirouruo。

afushitayimutongbaodeqinmeimei,yigeduoyueqian,tamomingqimiaodeshenglebing,afujiaobulidideshouzaitadechuangtaqian。

kanzhetayandideqinghei,zhenyutanghenshixinteng,“afu,zheiduanshijiannixinkule,womeishi,nihuiquxieyihuierba。”

afuyaoyaotou,“jiejie,wobulei。”

zhenyutangjinnianbuguoershiliusui,yizhiyilaitadeshentihenkangjian,bucengyouguojishoudedabing。

keshibuzhizenmehuishier,congshanggeyueqi,tadeshentiyitianbiyitianxuruo。qinglebushaodafulaifulizhenzhi,yechilebushaotangyao,queweiyouyisihaozhuan。

zijideshentizijizuiqingchu,tadebingqingyuelaiyueyanzhongle。

zhenyutangqingqingkaikou,“youyahuanpozizhaoguwo,niqianwanbieleizheziji。”

“jiejie,nifangxin,wobuleide,xiaoshihouwoshengbing,doushinizhaoguwo,xianzaihuanwolaizhaoguni。”

afuyoudao:“jiejie,waimianxiaxuele,nilengbuleng?”

zhenyutangyanyandelianshangduolexieshencai,“wobuleng,afu,nibachuangyoukaiyishan,woxiangkanyikanxue。”

zhenyutangtanliandewangzhechuangwai,zheihuoxushitazuihouyicijiandaojingchengdeluoxue。

subaidexuehuapiaopiaoyangyang,qingliedeqixitoujinlai,keyiwendaoqianqiandeqingxiang。

zheishijinnianyilaidediyichangxue,ruobushishenzituranbiandexuruo,takebuyuandaizaiwuli。

“afu,wobenlaixiangzhedengkainianhou,jinitiaoyigeruyifuxu,rujinpashibunenggoule。”zhenyutangdunledun,jixushuoxiaqu,“woyijiangnideqinshituofujidabomu,nixiangyaozhaoyigeshenmeyangdefuxu,bubihaixiu,jinshugaosudabomu。”

yankuangyongshangleizhu,afuchuoqichusheng,“neixiedafukendingshiyongyi,jiejiedebingqingcaichichimeiyouhaozhuan。jiefujiukuaihuilaile,tazhiqianzaixinzhongshuohuidaihuilaiyiweiliangguangdiqudemingyi,daoshihoujiejieyidinghuihenkuaiquanyude。wobuyaorangqitarenzhunbeiwodeqinshi,wozhiyaojiejie。”

zhenyutangtankouqi,anfudao:“haole,bieku。”

tahechangbuxiangcaochizijimeimeideqinshi,ruoshikeyi,tahaixiangkanzheafuchujia。zhishi,tadeshenziyiribiyirixuruo,hunshuideshijianyuelaiyuezhang,tapashibunengpeizheafuzouxiaqule。

zheishi,yigeshinvjicongcongjinlai,xinxidedao:“furen,darenhuifule。darengubushangjingongmiansheng,haidailaihuiyiweimingyi。”

wenyan,afuyejidongqilai,“taihaole,taihaole,jiejie,jiefuhuilaile。”

zhenyutangyizheng,suijiqingqingxiaolexiao,bingweishuoshenme。

yuanlaizaitalishiqian,haikeyijianyiyantadefujuna!

pingfenghouchuanlaijiaobusheng,zhenyutangwangguoqu,yidaoqizhangdenanzishenyingyingzaipingfengshang。

neixiuzhangdeshenyingyueguopingfeng,chuxianzaizhenyutangyanqian。

nanzidabuchaotazoulai,bulvchenwen,shenquxiuzhangerqingshou,jianmeitingbi。tashenshangpizhedejinchangzhanlexiesuxue,diandianxuehuahenkuaihuaweishuizi,changyibiandeshirun,luzheweiliangdehanyiyuganludefengshuang。

zheijiushizhenyutangdefujun,ruanting。

tadefujunhuidaolejingcheng,erta,yiyuruantingshuyueweijianmian。

zhenyutangjingjingdekanzheta,ruantingqingshouxuduo,meiyujiandaizhedandandepiyi,quewusunqijunyi。

ruantingqulingnanchulixingfengzuolangdeluandang,yigebanyueqian,zhenyutangturanshengbing,xiaoxitongguoyizhanjiajichuanjiruanting。

congguangzhouhuidaojingchengzuikuaiyexuyaoyigeyuedeshijian,erruantingzheicijinjinyonglebangeyuedeshijianjiuganhuilaile,yebuzhilushangpaosilejipima。

zhenyutanghaowubolandexinhuweiweiyidong,ruantingjizheganhuilai,shiweiletama?

henkuai,tayouchaoxiaozijizizuoduoqingle,jibianruantingjijiganluhuilaishiyinweita,zheiyounengzhengmingshenmeni?

zongranshiyizhimaogou,xiangchujiulehaiyouganqing,genghekuangtayuruantingchengqinyiyoushinianshijian!

ruantingkuaimaganhuilai,bingbushilibukaita,yebushisinianta、shebudeta,zhishiyinweitashitadefuren,tapeizairuantingshenbiandeshijianzhanglexieeryi。

qisedeyantongluozaizhenyutangshenshang,ruantingmeitouweizhou,congtarenshizhenyutangdeneitianqi,zhenyutangliujitadeyinxiangbianshijiaozongermingmei,zhengrutamingzizhongde“tang”ziyiyang,shishikekesichuxiadehaitanghuabanyanlidongren。

keshiyanqiandezhenyutang,liansetouzhebingruodecangbai,bujianneixiehuangrenyandemingyan。

zhenyutangqingqingxiaolexia,“nihuilaile。”

ruanting“ng”leyisheng,bingweiduoshuoshenme,“lidafuyishujingzhan,xianrangtaweinizhenzhi。”

zhenyutangshenchushouwan,lidafuweitabamaizhihou,meixinninglening,kanleruantingyiyan,qishenliqu,ruantingyegenzhechuqu。

jianzhuang,zhenyutangkanxiangyipanglizhedeafu,“afu,nijiefuhuilaile,nixianhuiquba。”

afubuyuanlikai,“jiejie,woxiangzhidaonidebingqing,zheiyangwocaifangxin。”

zhenyutangyouhongdao:“younijiefuzai,niyoushenmekebufangxinde!tinghua,nixianhuiqu,daihuierwopairengaosuniyishengjiushi。”

jiefuyujiejiejigeyuemeiyoujianmian,tadaizaizheiliqueshiaishi,afuguaiqiaodediandiantou,“jiejie,neiwoxianhuiqule。”

linchuwuqian,afuxinlituranhuangluanqilai,buzhizenmehuishi,tazongjuedetajiukuaishiqujiejiele。

taniuguotou,bushededingzhezhenyutang,“jiejie,nihuihaohaopeizhewode,shima?”

zaizhuguangdeyingzhaoxia,zhenyutangdelianseyuefadecangbai,chunjiaoyangchuyigeqianqiandexiao,“afu,zongranyouyitianjiejiebuzaile,bofu、bomuhaiyounijiefu,douhuipeizhenizouxiaqude。”

leizhuzaiyankuanglidazhuaner,afudizhetou“ng”leyisheng,jiejieshitaweiyidejiaren,tayijingshiquledieniang,tabuxiangzaishiqujiejie。

afulikaibujiu,ruantingdeshenyingzhongxinchuxian。

zhenyutangqingshengxunwen,“lidafuzenmeshuo?”

ruantingshenseningzhongxuduo,zhongshibuyuanqimanta,“lidafushuo,nizhongledu。”dunlexia,fudao:“ciduduxingqianglie,jiazhinizhongduyijiu,yaoshiwuyi。”

qishilidafushuodehuayaozhibaixuduo,gangcaisonglidafuchuqu,zhiyanruantingkeyizhunbeizhenyutangdehoushile。

xushilinsiderendouhuiyoubujiuyushideyugan,tingdaoruantingzheifanhua,zhenyutangbingbujuedenanyijieshou。

buguo,jibianyoulexinlizhunbei,zhenyutangdeyankuanghaishibukebimiandehongleqilai,tayehuijuedehaipahebugan,tahaizheimenianqing,zenmejiuzhongdule。

“ruanting,niyidingyaozhaochujiwoxiadudeneigeren,weiwobaochou。”

ruantingningshizheta,chuleyutatongfangdeshihou,zhenyutanghenshaozaitamianqianluolei。

tazongshijiaozongermingmei,chuquguangjiedouyaobasuoyoudeyanzhi、buyaoyigunaomaihuilai,taxihuanjiangzijidabandepiaopiaoliangliang,napayutashengqishiyeshishencaiyiyi,zuishangburaoren,sihaitanghuabanlingdong。

raner,cikedezhenyutang,leiruocangbai,xiannongdejiemaoquanzheyankuanglideleizhubuluoxialai,yishuangmouzishilulude,rerenlianxi。

zhenyutangshitadefuren,dangchuyutachengqin,bingfeiruantingsuoyuan,zheimeduonian,tamenliangyechengbushangduomeqinjin。tamenerrensuishifuqi,quelianjuanqimeidouzuobudao。

ruantingguanshilengdanweiliang,duiyutaeryan,zhiyaozhenyutangmeiyouguofendejudong,tadoukeyiyouzheta。

zhenyutangyaozuoshengyi,tayouzheta:zhenyutangburangtanaqie,tayeyouzheta:zhenyutangbuqueqian,huayinzidashoudajiao,tahaiyouzheta。danruantingzenmeyemeixiangdao,zhenyutangbunenggoupeitazouxiaqule。

meiyoutingdaoruantingdehuiying,zhenyutangkanguoqu,duishangruantingdeshixian,taweiweiyileng。

buzhishiyinweizhutaideguanghualiutangzairuantingdemeiyanjian,haishiyinweiqitayuangu,ruantingkanxiangtademuguangtouzhejifenwenrou。

zhenyutanghenshaojiandaoruantingzheiyangdemuguang,tadeyantongzongshisishuibanweiliang。

danzhenyutangzhidao,kenengshiyinweitakuaiyaojianyanwangyele,ruantingyouyidiandianbushedebale。

“wodoumeiduoshaoshijianle,nibunengbudayingwo。haiyou,niyaotiwozhaoguhaoafu,bunengrangtashouqifu。”

阮亭应下,“好。”

“womingxiasuoyoudepuzihecaichandoujiafu,dangchengtadejiazhuang。”zhenyutangyoudao:“womenmeiyouhaizi,dengwolikaile,nikeyixuqu。nihewenruyunqingmeizhuma,ganqingshenhou,ruobushinibeipoqulewo,tayinggaihuishinideqizi。danshijiusuanwosile,niyebunengquta,wohuaiyiwozhongduhetatuobuleganxi,yutajianmianzhihou,wojiukaishishengbingle。ruozhendeshitaduiwoxiadedu,nibunengbaobita。”

shuolezheimezhangyichuanhua,yongjinlezhenyutangsuoyoudeliqi,tashenshenhuxileyixia。

wenruyunshizhenyutangxinlideyigenci,zhiqiantayeyinweiwenruyunerheruantingnaoguomaodun。

houlai,qingchudemingbairuantingbuxihuanzijihou,zhenyutangbianlandezaitamianqiantiqizheigeren。

tidaowenruyun,ruantingturanyishidao,tazongshihenmang,youtaiduodegongwuyaochuli,liujizhenyutangdeshijianhejinglibingbuduo。buzhicongshenmeshihouqi,zhenyutangbuzaiyinweiwenruyuneryutanaomaodun,ketaqueyizhimeiyouchajue。

shouhuisixu,tadanshengdao:“wobuhuixuqu,wohuizhaoguhaoafu,yehuizhaochuduinixiaduderen。”

buhuixuqu?zhenyutangyouxieyiwai。

ketaqingchudemingbai,ruantingbuyuanxuqukendingbushiweileta,zhibudingruantingxinlizangzheyigeqiuerbudedenvzi,duineigenvziniannianbuwangni。

ruantingkanzheta,“nianxinyangbing,buyaoxiangtaiduo,wohuizaiqingqitadafu,kankanyoumeiyouyizhidefazi。”

zhenyutangyanyandeyingleyisheng,bingbubaorenhexiwang,chanmianbingtayiyouyigeduoyue,tadeshenziyiribiyirixuruo,ruantingqinglaidemingyishangqieshushouwuce,jibianzaiqingqitadafulai,yebuhuiyouyizhidefazi。

zhenyutanghaishidaoleyoujindengkudeneiyitian,zuihouyike,peizaitashenbiandeshiruanting。

qishizhenyutangbuxiangrangruantingjiandaotaxianzaizheiyangxuruonankandemoyang,binglezheimejiu,taxiaoshouercangbai,kendingbuhaokan。

zairuantingmianqian,taconglaidabandehenjingzhi,napashiyitiaoqunzishangdehuawen,buhetayi,tayejuebuhuichuanzaishenshang。buguoyouxiehuabixuyaoqinkougaosuruanting,burantabufangxin。

tajiaodaizhehoushi,“chuleafu,haiyouzhenjia,woneiliangweibofu,tancaizhuli,dantamenbingfeijianezhitu,ruotamenyizhianfenshouji,rihouyeyaomafanniduojiazhaofu。ruanting,xiexieni!”

ruantingchenmodetingzhetajiaodaidemeiyijuhua,fuqishinian,daozuihouzhenyutangduitashuodezhiyouyijudaoxie。

ruantingdouranchusheng:“nijiumeiyoushenmeyaoduiwoshuodema?”

zhenyutangfeilidexileyikouqi,shixianluozairuantingdemeiyanjian,“niwozhijiandeganqingruhe,womenerrenxinzhiduming。zhiqiannishuonibuhuixuqu,qishibubiruci。dangchuniquwo,naibeibiwunai,woyemeiyoujiniliuxiayinanbannv。niruoshiyudaoheshidenvzi,yihuoshixinliyouxihuandeguniang,bianhetazaiyiqiba。”

errendeyanshenjiaozhizaiyiqi,ruantingdemuguanghenfuza,zhenyutangkanbumingbai。

tayoutingdaoruantingdao:“yutang,nijiuzhixiangduiwoshuozheixiehuama?”

bu,dangranbushi。tamashangjiuyaolikaizheigeshijiele,taxiangwenyiwenruanting,daodiyoumeiyouxihuanguota,taxiangqinertingdaoruantingdehuida。

kezhenyutangyezhidao,wenzheiyangdewentihaowuyiyi,ruantingkendingshibuxihuantade。

taqingqingyaoleyaotou,“ruanting,zheiyiduanshiriniyinweiwoercaolaomangliu,wozouhou,niyeyaozhaoguhaoziji。”

zhenyutangdeshengyinyuelaiyueqing,tafeilidekanzheruanting,muguangcongtademeiyanyidaotadebochun,sishiyaobatadeyimeiyiyandoujizaixinli。ruantingzhangleyifuhaopinang,zhikexiyihoukanbudaole。

tajianjianshiquyishi,meilehuxi。

zhenyutangmeixiangdao,tabingmeiyoulikairenshi,tadehunpoyijiuliuzaizheijianwuzi。

takandao,zaitalishihou,afu、tadelianggebomuhebofuhaiyouyutajiaohaodexiaojiemeimen,kudehenshangxin。zhenyutangyejuedenanguo,tayeshebudezheixieqinrenhehaoyou。

taxilexibizi,ruantinghuibuhuiyejuedeshangxinni?

niutoukanxiangyipangderuanting,zhenyutangbujinpielepiezui,zheirenguoranduitameiyouganqing,napataqushile,ruantinghaishiyifudanmolengliangdemoyang,xinunanbian,lianyankuangdoumeihong!

zhenyutangyizhiliuzaizheijianqinwu,weiyipeizhetade,zhiyouruanting。dangran,ruantingbuzhidaotadecunzai。

meiyourenkeyikandaozhenyutang,tayehuijuedewuqu。ningwangzhezhutaishangtiaoyuedehuoyan,zhenyutangchuleshen,bujinxiangqitaheruantingzheimeduonianyilaidexiangchu。

ruantingxihuanguotama?daangaishimeiyouba。

ruantinghenhao,chengqinduonianyemeiyouduibuzhutadedifang,zhishi,ruantingbuxihuanta。

ruantingdeshenshibijiaofuza,yichaoshenshitubian,congtianzhijiaozichengweixianchenglixiucaideerzi。

zhenyutangdedabofuqueshifenkanhaoruanting,liaodingtafeichizhongzhiwu,dazhebaoendeqihao,biporuantingyuzhenyutangchengqin。

taheruantingdekaiduanchengbushangheshun,chengqinzhihou,liangrendexingqingyehennanxiangchuzaiyiqi。

zhenyutangcongxiaobeichongdaoda,napatadieniangchuyiwaiqushi,tadebofu、bomumendaitayehenqinhe,suoyi,tadexingziyouxiejiaozong,bushinengzangdezhupiqideguniang。

qiaqiaruantingyutaxiangfan,zhenyutangconglaidouzhuomobutouruantingdexiangfa。

qiangniudeguazhongjiubutian,liangrenxinggechayiguoda,zaijiashangqitarendejiaohe,biruwenruyun,haiyouruantingneizongshinaoshideqinnianghemeimei。zhenyutangshichanghetaqizhengzhi,liangrenjianxingjianyuan。

wairenwuyiweitayuruantingfuqienai,kezhenyutangjuede,tayuruantingzuiqinmideshihou,zhiyouzuoneizhongshiqingdeshihou。

tamenlianghenyoumoqideduiwaibanyanenaifuqi,ruantingyejindaoleweirenfujundezeren。

shijishang,ruantingzheirenxialetajiufanlianburenren,congbuyutajiaoxin,tayougengguangkuodetiandihebaofu,zhenyutangzhizaitaxinlizhanjulexiaoxiaoyipiandeweizhi,keyoukewu。

tabuzhidaoruantingwaichuzuoleshenmeshiqing,yebuzhidaotabanchashiheshiguilai,shenzhiyoushihoushicongbierenkoulizhidaoruantinghuidaolejingcheng。

ruantingbugaosuta,zhenyutangyeyouzijidejiaoao,labuxialianyierzaizaiersandezhudongtiejinta。

tayecengnuliguo,kexushitayongcuolefazi,youhuoxutaheruantingbenlaijiumeiduoshaoyuanfen,ruantingbingbuaita。

yushi,tajiangzijiduiruantingdeqingyizangdaoxinli,sheiyefaxianbule,baokuoruanting。

taqiaoqiaodexihuanzheruanting,xihuanleshinian,zhiyaobugaosuruanting,tajiuhaishineigeshenmedoubupadezhenjiadaxiaojie。

xiangdaozheier,zhenyutangturanyouxienanguo,jiajiruantingzheimeduonian,ruantingduitadeyinxiangkendingbuzenmeyang。

gujizairuantingxinli,tajiushigemeishizhaoshi、xingqingbahu、huaqiandashoudajiaodenvzi。

buguo,zhenyutanghenkuaishiran,xianzaitayuruantingmeiyoushenmeganxile。

ruozhendeyoulaishi,tabuyaozaijiajiruanting,tazhangdezheimehaokan,suisuibianbianjiunengzhaoyigexihuantadefujun。

nianfuyinian,yihuangyanshiduonianguoqu,zhenyutangyizhidaizaizheijianwuzili,chubuqu,yelibukai。ruantingyechengledangchaoshoufu,quanqingchaoye。

zheiri,zhenyutangzhengxianzhewuliaofankanhuabenzi,lianggeshinvjinlaishoushiwuzi。

zheilianggeshinvdoushicengjingsihouguozhenyutangde,yigeshinvgantanzhe,“zanmendarenduifurenyiwangqingshen,zheimeduonianyemeiwanglefuren,haijifurenzhuifengleshoufufurendegaoming。”

zhenyutangfanshudeshouyidun,ruantingjingranjiangshoufufurendegaomingjileta,ruoshiruantingyihouyaoquqi,kejiumeiyougaomingle。

lingyigeshinvgenzhefuhe,“shia,furenyudarendeganqingkezhenshenhou,furenlishihou,darenshenbianyigesihouderendoumeiyou,yemeizaiquqi,kendingshixinlifangbuxiazanmenfuren。”

tinglianggeshinvzheimeyishuo,zhenyutangshunjianjuedeshoulidehuabenzibuhaokanle,ruantingnashifangbuxiataa!

zheimeduonianlaitayizhidaizaizheijianwuzili,ruantinghenshaotiqitademingzi,zaitalishideshihou,kanqilaiyebunanguo,chidehaoshuidehao。buguanruantingweihebuxuqu,kendingbushiyinweiduitaniannianbuwang。

shengqianruantingjiubuxihuanta,dengtabuzaile,youzenhuiduitayiwangqingshen!

yeshenrenjingshi,ruantinghuilai,shenshangdaizhedandandejiuqi,sishisuijiuchengledangchaoshoufu,duodeshixiangyaogongweitaderen。

chengleshoufu,ruantingyinggaihengaoxingba!

buguo,chuhuzhenyutangdeyuliao,ruantingyijiushineifanchenwendemoyang,huanhaifuchenduonian,jiazhisuiyuedeliushi,ruantingrongmaoshangmeiyoutaiduobianhua,yiranjunlang,queyeyuefadeneilian,xinubuxingyuse。

tazoudaoxuanchuangqian,buzhizaikanshenmedongxi,kandechuleshen。

xiajideweifengchuilai,ruantingshenshangkuanchangdeqingsejinpaopiaoyang,shenquruyushanbanjunba,youtouzhejifenjiliaohecangsang。

zhenyutangjingjingdezhushizheta,ruantingzhongshishanglenianji,duonianlaijieshigushenyiren,tayehuijuedeguduba!

zhenyutangqinghengleyisheng,neiyeshiruantingzishiqiguo,tacaibuxintengtani。

dangnianjizhenyutangxiaduderenjiushiwenruyun,wenruyunyizhiaimuruanting,xiangyaochudiaozhenyutang,ranhoujiajiruanting。

ruguobushiruantingdeqingmeiduitaxiadushou,ruantingyebuzhiyuchengleguanfu,yigerengulinglingdeguorizi。

ruantingkanzhechuangwai,kandehenrenzhen,sishitouguolanmandehaitanghua,xiangqileshenmeren。

zhenyutangjuedeqiguai,zoudaoxuanchuangbian,xiarideweifengfuguo,chuangwaijizhuhaitanghualanmanduozi,susuhuabancanlanyaoyan。

haokandemeixinculecu,zhenyutangbujiedeniutoukanxiangruanting,ruantingshizaikanhaitanghuama?

taxihuanhaitanghua,ruantinghuibuhuiduwusirenxiangqita?

zhalezhayanjing,kendingshitaduoxiangle,jinrishiruantingchengweishoufudehaorizi,zenmekenengxiangqita!

zhenyutangzichaodexiaolexiao,juedemeiyisi,quefaxianzijideshenzijianjianbiandetouming,wanruoheyeshangjingyingdeluzhumanmanxiaosan,tabuzhidaozijihuiquwangshenmedifang。

taguzhesaibangzidingzheruanting,laotianyezhendeduitataibugongpingle,pingshenmeruantingchengleshoufu,tajiuyaoxiaoshiya!

zhenyutangwanquanxiaoshideneiyike,mingchedeyuehuabansuizheyishengyouqingyouchende“yutang”touguoxuanchuangzhaojinlai。