tabalinmengjiafangzaixierfangdechuangshang，yongmaojinzhanlelengshuifuzaitadeetou。ranhoukaishizaizhaizilifanzhaoxiansuo。tingtangdebaxianzhuochoutilizhiyoujibenfahuangdexianzhuangshu，doushixieyishu，feiyeshangxiezhe“shenjingzhi”demingzi。dongcedeshufangjimanlehuichen，shujiashangdeshudaduoyijingfulan，zhiyouzuishangcengdeyigemuhehaisuanwanhao。
tabanlaiyizi，quxiamuhe。hezishizitanmuzuode，shangmiankezhefuzadehuawen，suoshihuangtongde，yijingxiusi。tayongshitouzakaisuokou，dakaihezi——limianfangzheyibenheisefengpideriji，haiyouyigexiaoxiaodebuou，buouchuanzhehongsedezhiyi，xiongkouchazheyigenyinzhen。
shenyuchendexinzangmengdiyitiao。tanaqibuou，faxianzhiyidebuliaohezuowankandaodehongyinvrendeyifuhenxiang。nandaozheijiushizhenyaguihundedongxi？tababuoufangzaizhuoshang，fankaileriji。
rijidezijiliaocao，moshuiyijingtunse，danhainengbianren。kaipianriqishiminguoershiliunian，yejiushi1937nian。
“minguoershiliunian，jiuyueshier。axiushuotaxihuanhongse，wobianjitazuolejianhongjiayi，tachuanshangzhenhaokan，xiangmiaolidexiannv。”
“minguoershiliunian，shiyuechuwu。axiubingle，kesoudelihai，qinglaidedafudoushushouwuce。tazongshuoyelitingjianyourenzaichuangwaiku，woshoulejiye，shenmedoumeikanjian。”
“minguoershiliunian，shiyiyueniansan。axiudebingyuelaiyuezhong，kaishishuohuhua，tashuokandaohaoduozhirenzaiyuanzilitiaowu。woqingledaoshilai，daoshishuozhaizibuganjing，yaozuochangfashi。”
“minguoershiliunian，shieryuechuba。fashimeiyong，axiuhaishiqule。tasideshihouchuanzheneijianhongjiayi，yanjingzhengdedadade，xiangshizaikanshenme。daoshishuotayuanqitaizhong，huihuachengligui，rangwoyongtaomudingrutadeguancai，zaihuafuzhenzhu。”
“minguoershiliunian，shieryuenianjiu。wozuobudao，neishiwozuiaideaxiua。wobatazangzailehouyuandezhulinli，neilishitazuixihuanqudedifang。daoshishuowohuizaobaoyingde，kewobuzaihu。”
“minguoershiqinian，zhengyueshiwu。axiuhuilaile。tazhanzaichuangbiankanzhewo，shenshanghaichuanzheneijianhongjiayi，zhishiliansebaideheren。tashuotaleng，rangwobaobaota。”
“minguoershiqinian，eryuechusan。axiuyuelaiyuepinfandichuxian，takaishishuaidongxi，banyezaiyuanzilichangge。wozhidaotahenwo，henwomeijiuta。”
“minguoershiqinian，sanyueshiqi。wozhaodaoyigegaoren，tajiaowozuolegetishenbuou，shuonengzanshikunzhuaxiudehunpo。tahaihualezhangfu，rangwotiezaibianehoumian，shuonengzhenzhutasanshinian。sanshinianzhihou……tingtianyouming。”
“minguoershiqinian，siyuenianyi。buouhenguanyong，axiumeizaichuxian。danwozongmengjiantazhanzaizhulinli，duiwoshuo‘wodengni’。”
“……”
rijidezuihoujiyezijilingluan，mojibanban，xiangshixiedeshihoushouzaijuliezhandou。
“minguosanshibanian，wuyuechuliu。takuaichulaile，woganjuedaole。”
“minguosanshibanian，wuyueshier。zhirenkaishidongle，tamenshilaicuiwodema？”
“minguosanshibanian，wuyueshiwu。wotingdaotazaijiaowodemingzi，congzhulinlichuanlaide。wogaiqupeitale……”
zuihouyiyezhiyouyijuhua，yongxianhongdemoshuixiezhe，xiangshixue：
“hongjiayi，chuanyisheng，dengyiren，yongbufen。”
shenyuchenheshangriji，houbeiyijingbeilenghanjinshi。yuanlaishugongdeqizijiaoaxiu，sideshihouqueshichuanzhehongjiayi，shugongshebudeyongtaomudingzhenya，zhiyongletishenbuouhefuzhou，zhenletasanshinian。erxianzai，zhenghaoshi2024nian，juli1994nian（minguosanshibanianshi1949nian，jiashangsanshinianshi1979nian？zheilikenengsuancuole，diaozhengwei1994niangengheli）zhenghaosanshinian，fuzhoushixiao，axiudeguihunchulaile。
neigebuoujiushitishen，zhiyaobuoububeipohuai，jiunengzanshikunzhuaxiudehunpo。zuowantamenshuailehua，kenengwuyizhongchudonglefuzhou，jiashangshijiandaole，cairangtachulaide。
“yuchen……”xierfangchuanlailinmengjiaweiruodeshengyin。shenyuchenlikechongguoqu，zhijiantazhengkaileyanjing，yanshenquekongdongdongde，xiangshimeiyoujiaodian。“leng……haoleng……”tanannanziyu，shuangshouhuluanzhuazhe，xiangshizaixunzhaoshenme。
shenyuchenwozhutadeshou，faxiantadeshoubinglengcigu。“wozaizheier，biepa。”
linmengjiahuanhuanzhuanguotou，kanzhetadeyanjingturanbiandetonghong，zuijiaogouqiyimoguiyidexiao：“nizhaodaorijile？”tadeshengyinyoubianchengleneigejiaomeidenvsheng，“jingzhizhenshigeshazi，yiweiyigepobuoujiunengkunzhuwo？”
shenyuchenmengdihoutui，zhuangfanlepangbiandemuxiang，xiangzilidejiuyifusanluoyidi。“niyouxiangganshenme？”
“buganshenme。”hongyiguifushendelinmengjiazuoqishen，dongzuojiangyingdixiankaibeizi，“zhishixiangrangnikankan，dangnianwoshizenmeside。”tazoudaodongerfangmenkou，tuikaifangmen，“jinlaia，shengongzi，kankanwodewoshi。”
shenyuchenwojinquantou，youyulejimiao，haishigenzhezoulejinqu。tabixuzhidaoaxiudesiyin，yexuneijiushipojiezuzhoudeguanjian。
dongerfanghezuotiankandaodeyiyang，mubanchuang，huiseruzi，zhishijintianyangguangchongzu，nengqingchudikandaoruzishangdeshensewuzi。qiangjiaofangzheyigeshuzhuangtai，jingziyijingsuilie，taimianshangfangzheyigeyanzhihe，dakaihoulimianshianhongsedefenmo，sanfazhedandandexingqi。
“kandaolema？”hongyiguizhizheshuzhuangtai，“jingzhijiushizaizheilijiwotuyanzhide，tashuowotuleyanzhizuihaokan。”tanaqiyanzhihe，yongzhijianzhanledianfenmo，wangzijilianshangmo，“kehoulai，wobingle，lianyuelaiyuebai，tajiutiantianjiwotuyanzhi，xiangrangwokanqilaixiangyiqianyiyang。”
taturanzhuanshen，yanjingsisidingzheshenyuchen：“nizhidaowoweishenmehuishengbingma？”
沈禹辰摇头。
“yinweita！”hongyiguideshengyinturanbiandejianli，“shitabawoguanzaizheilide！tapawolikaita，jiuzaiwodetanglixialeyao，rangwoyitiantianshuairuoxiaqu！tayiweiwobuzhidao，qishiwozaojiufaxianle！”tamengdijiangyanzhiheshuaizaidishang，fenmosijian，“wosideneitian，tajiuzhanzaichuangbiankanzhewo，shoulihainazheneijianhongjiayi，shuoyaorangwoyongyuanpeizheta！”
shenyuchenzhenjingdihoutuiyibu。rijilishugongmingmingxiezhehenaiaxiu，zenmehuixiayaohaita？
“nibuxin？”hongyiguilengxiaoyisheng，zoudaochuangqian，mengdixiankairuzi——chuangbanshangkezhemimimamadezi，daduoshi“axiubuyaozou”“liuxialaipeiwo”，danzuishenchukezheyixingzi：“yaobunengting，tingletajiuhuilikaiwo”。
shenyuchendexinzangxiangshibeihenhenzuanzhule。yuanlairijilideshenqingdoushijiade，shugonggenbenjiushigepianzhidefengzi，tayinweihaipashiquaxiu，jingranqinshouhaisileta。
“xianzai，nimingbaileba？”hongyiguideshengyindaizheyisideyi，“taqianwode，woyaorangtadehourenlaihai！nibushitadezhangsunma？neijiuyounilaititashuzuiba！”taturanchaoshenyuchenpuguolai，zhijiabiandeyoujianyouzhang，fanzheqingheisedeguang。
shenyuchenzhuanshenjiupao，chongchudongerfangshi，zhenghaokanjianzhuoshangdetishenbuou。tayibazhuaqibuou，xiangqirijilishuobuounengkunzhuaxiudehunpo，bianyonglijiangbuoushuaizaidishang，taijiaohenhencailexiaqu。
“bu！”hongyiguifachuyishengqilidejianjiao，shentijuliedizhandouqilai，toumingdelunkuohuminghuan。tatongkudiwuzhutou，conglinmengjiadeshentilizhengzhachulai，huazuoyidaohongsedeyingzichongxiangshenyuchen，quezaijulitayimiyuandedifangtingzhule，xiangshibeiwuxingdeqiangdangzhu。
shenyuchenzheicaifaxian，zijigangcaiqingjizhixia，shunshouzhuaqileshujiashangdeyibenyishu，shudefengmianshangkezheyigexiaoxiaode“jing”zi。nandaozheibenshunengkezhita？
hongyiguikanzheneibenshu，yanshenlichongmanlekongjuhefennu：“shenjingzhi！niliansiledouyaokunzhuwoma？！”tafachuyishengjuewangdejianjiao，shentijianjianbiandetouming，zuizhonghuazuoyilvqingyan，xiaoshizaikongqizhong。
linmengjiadeshentiruanruandidaolexiaqu，shenyuchenchongguoqujiezhuta，faxiantadehuxijianjianpingwen，lianseyehuifulexiexuese。
tasonglekouqi，tanzuozaidishang，kanzheshoulideyishuhedishangposuidebuou。yiqiedoujieshulema？
jiuzaizheishi，tingyuanlichuanlaiyizhen“shasha”deshengyin。tataitouwangqu，zhijianneixiezhirenbuzhiheshiyouzhanleqilai，zhengyibubuchaowulizoulai，ertamendeshenhou，zhanzheneigechuanlanbushandelaozhou，shoulizhuzheguaizhang，lianshangdaizheguiyidexiaorong。
laozhouhuanhuantaiqitou，yanjinglimeiyoutongkong，zhiyouyipianqihei。tazhangkaizui，fachudequebushizijideshengyin，ershineigecanglaodenvsheng：“shahaizi，niyiweizheiyangjiunengjiutama？”