入夜。
shenziyishichuanzhehongsehunsha，mingtiantajiuyaohexianglianqiniandefushiyanjiehunle。
tazhengmanxinqidaituimenquzhaofushiyan，buliao，gangzoudaomenbian，quetingjian‘peng’deyisheng，yixiangyouyademuqin，shensejiaozhuochonglejinlai。
yibazhuazhutadeshou：“ziyi，nixianbiejiehun，rangshiyanqupeipeinimeimeihaobuhao？mengyaoyouyiyuzheng，tazhidaonimenyaojiehundexiaoxi，binggengzhongle……jiusuanmaqiunile！”
hongranyixia，rutongbingshuijiaotou，bashenziyidexiyuemiedeyiganerjing。
“ma！shiyanshiwaikeyishengyoubushixinliyisheng，sunmengyaofabing，weishenmeyaorangshiyanqu？”
yueshuo，tayuejuedehuangmiu：“zicongsunmengyaolaidaowomenjia，wojiuyizhirangbu，shibushiwodeyiqiezhiyaotaxiangyao，nimendouyaowoxisheng？”
shenmukuijiubiekaiyan，zuishangqueyijiushuo：“mengyaodeyiyuzhengzheizhendehenyanzhong，tayizhizaizican，mamadayingni，zhiyaotabingqinghaozhuan，jiurangfushiyanhuilaigennijiehunhaobuhao？”
shenziyizhijuedexintouyoubeitongleyidao。
haibudengtahuanguolai，menwaijiuyouchongjinlaiyiren。
是她的哥哥，沈宽。
gaodadenanren，yikaikoujiushixunma：“ziyi，ninengbunengdaduyidian！womenshiyijiaren，mengyaohaohaohuozhenandaobuhaoma？”
“nikebiewangle，niqianmengyaoyitiaoming！”
shenziyiliangqiangyibu，rutongbeidashanyazhuxiongkou，nanyihuxi。
15suineinian，sijilaosunsongtashangxuefashengchehuo，weilejiutasiqu，sunmengyaoshilaosunweiyidenver，shenjiabianbatajielaizhaogu。
ketazenmeyemeiyouxiangdao，sunmengyaoyilai，tadeshijiedoubianle。
buzhidaocongshenmeshihoukaishi，zhiyaoyihesunmengyaoduishang，jiushitabudongshi，tajiuderangbu。
rangyifu，rangfangjian，rangfumu，haiyou……
zhijianhenhenqiajinshouxin，shenziyisisidingzheyanqianliangweibizijidexuemaiqinren，yiziyijujujue——“woqiansunmengyaodeming，yinianqianyijingwalekeshenzangjita，xianzai……wojuebuhuibaweilaidezhangfuyerangjita！”
hualuo，fushiyanhurancongmenwaizoulejinlai。
tadeshensehuianbuming，shenshanghaichuanzhemingtianyaojiehundexifu。
simuxiangdui，shenziyikanchutameijianzangzhedeyouyu，xintouchaneigedeng，xiayishichongguoqu，qiujiubanlazhenanrendeshou。
“shiyan，nikuaigentamenshuo，mingtianshiwomendehunlihuiruqijuxingde，duima？”
“ziyi，mengyaozheiyicizhendebingdehenyanzhong……”
shenziyibuzijueyongliwojinfushiyandeshou，tawangzhezheigecengjingshuozuiaitadenanren，yanzhongyibianyibianqiqiu。
zuihou，nanrenhaishiyidiandiantuikaita：“dengwohuilai。”
tamensangerenzhejimanghuangdilikai。
wuneizhishengsiyibandejijing，shenziyihaoxiangbeiquanshijiepaoqi。
像一个落幕的小丑。
zhiyaoduishangsunmengyao，tahaoxiangmeiyourenheshengsuan。
hude，bizimengdiliuchuxue，‘pada’luozaidishang，genhunshayiyangxianyandehongse。
tahuangmanglakaichouti，kechoutilimeiyouzhijin，yingmushiyifenciyandeaizhengbaogaodan。
yizhenxinjiaobidetananyihuxi，taningzheshouzhongdexueji，beiliangninan：“fushiyan，wobuzhidaowohaiyouduoshaoshijiannenggoudengni。”