黑暗。
无边的黑暗。
wopiaofuzaizheipianheianzhong，ganjuebudaozijideshenti，zhiyouhoulonglihuoshaobandetengtongtixingzhewohaihuozhe。
huanghoucidejiu——neilimianyidingxialedu。
yuanchuchuanlaimohudeshengyin，xiangshigeleyicenghouhoudesha。
wonulijizhongjingshen，xiangyaotingqingneishengyinzaishuoshenme。
“...taiyizenmeshuo？”
shiningpindeshengyin，danbiwojiyizhongyaosiyaxuduo，jihubianbuchulai。
“niangniang，taiyishuo...shuoduyigongxin，pashi...”yugugudeshengyingengyanle。
“hushuo！”ningpinturantigaoleshengyin，“zaiquqing！bataiyiyuansuoyoudetaiyidouqinglai！”
“niangniang，yijingqinglesanweile，doushuo...”
“neijiuqugongwaizhao！xuanshangqianjin！”ningpindeshengyinzhandouzhe，“tabunengsi...tabuneng...”
woxianggaosuniangniangbuyaonanguo，kewofabuchushengyin。
heianzaicixijuanerlai，jiangwotuorugengshendeshenyuan。
buzhiguoleduojiu，yisiliangyiluozaiwodeetoushang。
neiliangyijianjiankuosan，jianghoulonglidezhuoreshaoshaohuanjie。
wojiannandizhengkaiyan，mohudeshixianlichuxianleyizhangqiaocuibukandelian。
“niangniang...”woxianghanta，quezhifachuqiyin。
danningpinlikechajuele，tamengdizuozhishenti，bumanxuesideyanjingyixiaziliangleqilai：“xiaying？xiayingnixingle？yugu！yugukuailai！”
tadelianliwoneimejin，wozheicaifaxiantayanxiadeqingheiyouduoyanzhong，sulaizhengqidefajiyesanluanzhe，jilvsuifachuizailiance。
wocongweijianguozheiyangdeningpin——wojiyizhongdeniangniangyongyuanshicongrongbupode，napabeikekoufenli，beiqitapinfeichaoxiao，yecongbucengshitai。
yugugucongcongganlai，jianzhuangjingxidijiaodao：“laotiankaiyan！wozheijiuqurezhou！”
ningpindeshoujinjinwozhuwode，tadeshouxinquanshilenghan：“bieshuohua，xianhedianshui。”
tafuqiwodetou，xiaoxinyiyidijiangyibeiwenshuisongdaowochunbian。
woxiaokouchuoyin，meitunyanyicidouxiangdaogeyiyangteng，danwobuyuanrangniangniangdanxin，qiangrenzhemeiyoubiaoxianchulai。
“shahaizi...”ningpindeyanquanhongle，“weishenmeyaoneimezuo？”
woxianggaosuta，yinweininzhidewoyongmingqubaohu。
kewodehoulongshuobuchuzheimezhangdehua，zhinengqingqingyaotou。
yuguguduanlaiyiwanxizhou，ningpinqinziyishaoyishaoweiwo。
zhoulichanleyaocai，kudewozhizhoumei。
“guai，zaiheyidian。”ningpinroushenghongzhe，xiangzaihongyigenianyoudehaizi，“nihunmileqitian，quankaocantangdiaozheyikouqi...”
qitian？wojingranshuilezheimejiu？
hewanzhou，woyouhunhunchenchendishuiqu。
zaicixinglaishi，tingjianyuguguheningpinzaidishengjiaotan。
“...cuigugushuole，zheiyatoutizhiteshu，huanzuopangren，neidianpishuangzaojiu...”yugugudeshengyinyadejidi。
“huanghoujingyongpishuang！”ningpindeshengyinlidaizhewocongweitingguodehenyi。
“niangniangxiaoshengxie...cuiguguhaishuo，qiguaideshizheiyatoutineizaoyoudusujilei，sishichangnianjiechu...”
“什么意思？”
“laonuyebudong，cuiguguzhishuozheiyatoubujiandan...”
我心头一震。
changnianjiechudusu？woyigexiaogongnv，zenmehui...
menwaituranchuanlaijiaobusheng，yuguguheningpinliketingzhilejiaotan。
yigemoshengdenvshengxiangqi：“niangniang，gaihuanyaole。”
wojiazhuangrengzaishushui，ganjueyourenxiankaiwodebeizi，jianchawoshoubeishangdeshangkou。
neishuangshoucucaoyouli，dongzuoquehenqingrou。
“shaotuile，maixiangyepingwenlexie。”
neishengyindao，“danzheiduguguai，laoshenyongdeyaozhinengzanshiyazhi，yaochediqingchu，haixuyiweiyinzi。”
“shenmeyinzi？ninjinguanshuo，woyidingxiangbanfa。”ningpinjiqiedishuo。
“xueshanlingzhi。gongzhongyaokuyinggaihaiyoucunhuo，zhishi...”
“只是什么？”
“huanghouzhangguanliugongshiwu，yaokudeyaochizaitashouli。”
一阵沉默。
“wozhidaole。”ningpindeshengyinhuranbiandejianding，“qingcuiguguzaizhaokantayiri，woziyoubanfa。”
jiaobushengjianjianyuanqu，woqiaoqiaozhengkaiyan，kanjianyigeshenzhehuiyidelaofurenzhengshoushiyaoxiang。
takanshangquliushiduosui，mianrongcangsangqueyouzhongchaorandeqidu。
“xinglejiubiezhuangshui。”laofurentouyebutaidishuo。
我惊讶地睁大眼睛。
“laoshenxingyisishizai，shizhenshuijiashuihaifenbuqingme？”
tazheicaitaitoukanwo，yishuangyanjingruiliruying，“xiaoyatou，nimingda。neidianpishuangbenbugaizhiming，dannitineiyuanyoudedusuyupishuangxiangchong，chadianyaolenideming。”
wojiannandikaikou：“wo...tinei...youdu？”
cuigugudiandiantou：“xiangshichangnianjiechumouzhongkuangwudu，jutishishenmelaoshenyeshuobushanglai。nirugongqianshizuoshenmede？”
woyaoyaotou。liusuijiubeimaijingong，zhiqiandejiyizaoyimohu。
cuiguguruoyousuosidikanlewoyihuier，hurancongyaoxiangdicengquchuyigexiaobubao：“zheiyaofenmeiriyici，chanzaishuilihexia，kezanshihuanjienitineidusu。jizhu，bierangqitarenzhidao。”
wojieguobubao，buzhisuocuodidiandiantou。
“nineiweizhuzi，”cuiguguturanshuo，“weilejiuni，lianjiachuandeyupeidoudiandangle。”
woxintouyizhen：“shenme...yupei？”
“qianchaolutanweiqinshoudiaode‘songheyannian’，jiazhiliancheng。”
cuigugutanlekouqi，“tabanyechuangjinlenggongzhaolaoshen，guizaixuediliyigeshichen...”
我的视线模糊了。
ningpinjingweiwozuodaorucidibu...
cuigugulikaihou，wozhengzhazhezuoqilai，renzhexuanyunmosuodaozhuangtaiqian。
ningpindeshoushixiazijiufangzaineili，pingricongbubihuiwomen。
wozhandouzhedakaixiazi——limiankongkongruye，liantachangdaideneizhiyinchaidoubujianle。
“zenmeqilaile？”ningpindeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai。
wozhuanshen，kanjiantazhanzaimenkou，shoulipengzheyigejingzhidejinhe。
tabiqianjitiangengjiaqiaocui，zuichundoushiqulexuese，danyanjingquechuqidiliang。
“niangniang...”woguidaozaidi，leishuiduokuangerchu，“nubibuzhideninzheiyang...”
ningpinkuaibushangqianfuqiwo：“hushuoxieshenme！kuaihuichuangshangtangzhe。”
tafuwohuidaochuangshang，ranhouxiaoxinyiyididakaineigejinhe。
limianshiyixiaokuaixingzhuangqitedeheiseyaocai，sanfazhedandandeqingxiang。
“xueshanlingzhi，”ningpinqingshengshuo，“huangshangshangde。”
我震惊地看着她。
huangshang？ningpinbushiduonianweijianhuangshanglema？
ningpinbikaiwodemuguang：“xianbabingzhihao，qitadeyihouzaishuo。”
houlaiwocongyuguguneilidezhi，ningpinshiquqiulehuangshang。
jutifashengleshenmewurenzhixiao，zhizhidaoningpinzaiqianqinggongwaiguilelianggeshichen，huilaishishouliduolezheigejinhe，ertadezuichunyaochulexue，zoulushituidouzaifadou。
cuiguguyongxueshanlingzhipeileyao，wodebingqinghenkuaihaozhuan。
nenggouxiachuangdeneitian，ningpinqinzijiwoshutou，shoufabipingrizhonglexie，chedewotoupishengteng。
“疼吗？”她问。
我摇摇头。
“sahuang。”taqingqingchuolexiawodeetou，“tengjiuyaoshuochulai，bubirenzhe。”
tacongjingzhongkanzhewo，yanshenwenrouerfuza：“xiaying，jizhu，zaizheishengongli，nenghuoxialaiyishiwanxing。yihoubuxuzaiweiwomaoxian，mingbaima？”
wodixiatou：“keshiniangniang...”
“meiyoukeshi。”ningpindeshengyinturanyanliqilai，“niruosile，wo...”tadeshengyingengzhule。
wojingyaditaitou，congjingzhongkanjianningpinyanzhongshanzheleiguang。
zheishiwodiyicikanjiantaku。
“niangniang...”wozhuanshenbaozhutadeyao，balianmaizaitayijinli，“nubizhicuole...”
ningpindeshouqingqingfushangwodetoufa，yidiwenredeyetiluozaiwoetoushang：“shahaizi...”
neiyike，wohuranmingbaileshenmejiao“qinren”。
zaizheibinglengdeshengongli，womenzaoyichaoyuelezhupu，chengweilebiciweiyideyikao。