第4章
liruoruoyaozhechunzhanzhanweiweidizouxiangyangtai，caifaxiantongwangyangtaidemenshisuoshangde，tagenbenchubuqu。
kanlaiweilebimiantataopao，fengchenyanzaoyouzhunbei。
buguo，tayidianyebuyiwai，bijingzheifangjiandoushitajingxintiaoxuande，zhishiyanxiadeqingkuanghaishirangtaduoshaoyoudianwucuohehuangluan。
youqishitapagegeyinzhaobudaotaerzheji，ketayoubuganjiangxianzaideqingkuanggaosugege......
wanyigegechongdongqilaiquzhaofengchenyandemafan，daoshihoushoushangdekendinghaishigege。
rujin，tataobudiao，yejieshibuqing，gengrangtadanxindeshi，yebuzhidaoshenjiarenyouhuibianchushenmeyangdehuanghua。
xiangdaoshenjiaren，tabuyoudicumei。
wuluntazenmexiang，shizhongyexiangbudaoshenjiarenwuxiantadeliyou。
ruguozhishiweileqiangfengchenyan，anzhaotaduitadechiqing，genbenyeyongbuzhezheiyangba。
keruguobushiweileqiangfengchenyan，neiyoushiweileshenmeni？
liruoruoyuexiangyuejuedenaoziyipianhunluan，biankaozheyangtaidebolimenhuanhuanhuazuozailedishang。
zheixieshi，tahuoxuyongyuanyexiangbumingbai，haiburubuxiang。
xianzai，taweiyinengzuodejiushiyaoxiqingzijihelijiadexianyi，fouzefengchenyanzaowanhuiduilijiaxiashou。
kefengchenyantielexinbuyuanxinta，tayouyaozenmezhengming？
zheisannianlai，tajihutiantiandoushouzaitadeshenbian，younalihaiyoushijianquqiujinlingwaiyigeren。
zheixieshitadoushizhidaode，zhibuguo，tazhuguanshangbuyuanxiangxintabale。
qishi，tamenzhijianbenbushizheiyangde，kezicongyigeyueqiandeneiwanzhihou，tamenzhijianfangfojiuzaiyehuibuqule......
shiwunian，taxihuantazhengzhengshiwunian，xiangdaoguowushugejieju，queweidumeiyouxiangdaorujinzheigejieguo。
yebuzhiguoleduojiu，tahuranjuedeweiliyizhenchouchu，tengdetaetouzhimaolenghan，zhinengjiannandicongdishangpaqilai，quansuozaichuangshanghuanjietengtong。
taweibuhao，daoledianmeichifanjiuhuiweiteng。
zheishi，shoujixiangle，zheicishigegedalaide。
liruoruoshenxiyikouqi，qiangyazheweiteng，nuliyongqingsonghuankuaideshengyinjieleqilai。
“ge，biedanxin，wohenhao，ganggangayandaiwoqulingzhengle，xianzaitadaiwozaiwaimianchifanni，yizhizaimangsuoyimeilaidejihenishuo，duibuqi......”
lilingfengtingdaotadeyuqihenqingkuai，shaoweixiexiayidianfangbei：“weishenmebuhewoshuo，feiyaocongchuanghutaozou？nizhibuzhidaoerlousuiranbugao，danyehenweixian？”
“duibuqi，ge，woxiacibuganle，ganggangyeshidanxinniburangwochumenma。”
shuozhe，liruoruonaqiyipangdebeiziqiaoleyixia：“ge，shangcaile，wohaoe，rangwoxianchifanhaobuhao？”
yitingtaduzie，xiangqitayouweibing，lilingfengbianyixiaziruanlexialai：“hao，chilefanhuijia。”
“xinhundiyiyekendingyaohelaogongzaiyiqia，mingtianwozaiheayanyiqihuijiakanni，haobuhao？”
lilingfengtaiqingchuzijimeimeidegexing，suoyizhinengyingyunxialai，zhishilinguadianhuayoudingningleyisheng：“yaoshifengchenyanqifunijiudadianhua，mingbaime？”
“ng，fangxinba，ayanyijingzhidaowoshiqingbaidele，gangganghaizaishangliangzhezhongbanhunlideshi，biedanxin。”
zuishangshuodeduomeqingsong，xinlibianyouduotong。
jiekaiwuhui，zhongbanhunli，lingzhengjiehun，daitaquchifan......
sijianshi，zhiyouyijianshizhende。
erneiweiyideyijianzhendeshi，haishifengchenyanweilejishenjiarenbaochou。
gualedianhua，weiliyoushiyizhenfanjiangdaohai，houbeilenghancencen，rangtaliansikaodeliqiyemeiyou，jinjindiniezhebeijiao，qituzheiyanghuanjietengtong。
danweitengyounalishizheiyangjiunenghuanjiede，zhihuiyuefaxiongyongbale。
ertayezaizheiyizhenyouyizhendichouchuzhizhong，mimihuhudishuileguoqu。
shenzhi，liantazijiyefenbuqing，tashitengyunde，haishitaileileshuizhede。
zhizhidao，banyedeshihou，tadeweiganghaoleyidian，biantingdaoyishengjuxiang，shimenbeichuaikaideshengyin，tamengdizhengyankanqu，jiujianheianzhizhongyougeshenyingchaozhetachongleguolai。
“谁？”
meidengtafanyingguolai，lairenyijingpudaozailetadeshenshang，cubaodiwenzheta。
liruoruohuangmangxiangyaojiangrentuikai，quebeiduifangzhuazhuleshouwan，henhenanzailechuangshang。
“neimefeijingxinsipashangwodechuang，xianzaizhuangshenmejinchi？”
“阿衍？”
tingdaoshengyin，tazheicaishunzheyueguangrenchutadelunkuo。
zhishitashenshangyouzhenongliedejiuwei，rangtawenzheyouxienanshou。
“ayan，nihezuile？”
erqie，tabuzaiyiyuanpeishenjiaren，paodaozheililaizuoshenme？
danfengchenyangenbenmeiyouhuida，taishouyemandichekaitadeyifu，biandasuanqiangxing......
liruoruoganggangyaxiaqudeweiteng，beitazheimeyizhetengshunjianyoutengleqilai，tarenzhezuanxindeteng，yonglidiqutuita，keliqitaixiaozenmeyetuibukai。
“ayan，nihezuile，bienao！”
“闹？”
fengchenyanhurantaitou，xiuzhangdeshouzhijinjinniezhetadexiae，kanzhetayilianhuangkongdeyangzi，lengxiaozhe：“xinhunzhiye，bujiushiganzheigede？zhiqianyoubushimeiganguo，xianzaizhuangshenmezhuang？”
liruoruoxinmengdiyichou：“jintiangenbenbushiwomendexinhunzhiye，nixianzaizhishixiangbaofuwo，ayan，nihezuile，kuaifangkaiwo。”
“buhezui，wozenmehuipengni？”
shuozhe，fengchenyanzaicifushenyalexialai，cubaodiwenzheta，yishouzhuazhetaxiangyaotuikaitadeshou，yishouqusichetashenshangdeyiwu。
yanjianyifumashangjiuyaoquanbubeisilan，tazhinengyongtuijiangtaxiangwaiti。
ketayueshifankang，fengchenyanbianyueshicubaoheyeman，shoushangdeliqiyeyuefadida，yizhiyudaolezuihou，tazaiyemeiliqizhengzhazhinengrenyoutabainong。
yuanbenyinggaishilangmanwenxinmeihaodexinhunzhiye，rujinqueshizheimedilangbeibukanhecubao。
tameiyouyisiwenrou，tayeganshoubudaoyisiaiyi，tamenzuozhezuiqinmideshi，keshenxinquezhinengganshoudaowujindihenyihezhemo。
tadexinyecongchoutong，biandeyouxiemamu，zuihoutashenzhiyefenbuqingshenshangdaodinalizaitong。
shixin，haishiwei，youhuozheshibiededifang？
tazhijuedeyanqiankaishifahei，shentiqingpiaopiaodihaoxiangzhishengxialeyimohun。
dengfengchenyanyanzuqishen，tajiuhaoxiangyigecanpodewawa，beijueqingdiyiqizailechuangshang，yifupolanbukan，shenshangquanshiyinji，tadeliansecanbairuzhi。
tangruofengchenyanhuitouzixikantayiyan，biannengfaxianyichang。
ketabingmeiyouduokantayiyan，ziguzidiqishenchuanhaoyifu，bianzhunbeizou。
tingzhetaxipidaideshengyin，liruoruohurantaiyankanqu，shengyinshayaerxuruo：“ayan，nijiranneimeaishenjiaren，weishenmehaiyaopengwo？”
zheigewenti，taganggangjiuxiangwenle。
fengchenyanchuanyifudeshoudunledun，touyemeihui：“liruoruo，nixianzaishifengtaitai，lvxingfengtaitaideyiwu，zheibushiniyinggaide？”
答非所问。
“nibupashenjiarenzhidaolezhihoufafengme？”
liruoruopaqilai，chengzaichuangbian，chixiaodao：“nizheiyangduiyutalaishuodengtongyubeipan。”
不是么？
这就是背叛。
tabuzhidaoweishenmefengchenyankeyizuodezheimeziran，keyiyibianhenta，yibianpengta，xinlihaiyibianaizhelingwaiyigenvren。
至少，她做不到。
danfengchenyanbingbudasuanhuiying，zhishihuitoudengletayiyan，jinggaodao：“niyaoshiganpaodaojiarenmianqianluanshuo，lijiayidingpochan。”