bingfanglizhongxinanjingxialai，zhiyoujianhuyiguilvde“dida”sheng。
jiangyushenshenshangneigusherendeliqizaoyixiaoshiwuzong，fangfocongweichuxianguo。tazuozaichuangbian，
naixindi、xizhidibangwoyehaobeijiao，dongzuoqingrouderutonghehuchushengdedieyi。
tawenshengjiangshuzhe“womendegushi”——yigeguanyuqingmeizhuma、liangxiaowucai，
quezaijijiangdinghunqianxizaoyufeilaihenghuodetonghua。“wanwan，nishi**zuiyaoyandeshejishi，
”tadeyanshenchongmanlejiaoaohehuainian，“womencongxiaoyiqizhangda，nijiuxiangyikemingliangdexingxing，
zhaolianglewosuoyouhuiandejiaoluo。chehuoneitian……shiwomeiyoubaohuhaoni。”tadeshengyindichenxiaqu，
daizhechentongdezize，neiqingzhenyiqiedemoyang，rangrenwufahuaiyibanfen。tanachushouji，fanchuxiangce。
zhaopianlide“wo”xiaorongmingmei，yiweizaitongyangjunlang、yanshenwenroudejiangyushenshenbian，
beijingshibalitieta、yangguanghaitan、huoshimougeyixiangbinyingdeyanhui。meiyizhangzhaopian，
doujiluzhe“women”detianmishunjian。zhaopianlide“suwan”，yanshenqingche，wuyouwulv，
yuciketangzaibingchuangshang、jiyiyipiankongbaidewo，panruoliangren。kanzhezhaopianlineigemoshengdeziji，
tingzhejiangyushenqingshenyiqiedejiangshu，xindineidianweiruodeyilvbeijudademangranheyilaiganjianjianyalexiaqu。
huoxu，zheijiushizhenshi？huoxu，shenyanzhi……zhishiyigewuguanjinyaode、dailaikongjudefuhao？
zaijiangyushenwuweibuzhidezhaoliaohejingxinbianzhide“jiyi”xia，riziyitiantianguoqu。
shentideshangtongzaidingjiyiliaoziyuandehehuxiaxunsuyuhe，dannaohaizhongdemiwuyijiunongzhong。
jiangyushenchenglewoxinshijiedeweiyizuobiao。tadaiwokanfengjing，peiwofujian，jiwojiang“guoqu”dequshi，
yongwenrouhenaixinzhichengyizhangmibutoufengdewang，jiangwolaolaobaoguoqizhong。sangeyuehou，
zaijiangyushenweiyubanshanyao、anbaosenyanderutongbaoleideshehuabieshuli，wojibenkangfu。shentibuzaitengtong，
danjingshenyijiucuiruo，xiangyigejingzhideliuliwawa，xuyaoxiaoxinqingfang。“wanwan，
”yigeyangguanghexudewuhou，jiangyushenzuozaiwoshenbian，xiuzhangdeshouzhiqingqingshulizhewopisandezhangfa，
dongzuoqinnierziran，“guoliangtian，yougezhongyaodefenghuiwanyan，shangjiededingjirenwudouhuichuxi。
woxiangdainiyiqiqu。”woxiayishidisesuoleyixia，bennengdikangju：“wo……wobuxiangqu。yushen，
wobujideneixieren，wohaipa……”neizhongmianduiweizhirenqundekongdonghekonghuangganshunjianjuezhulewo。“biepa。
”tawozhuwodeshou，zhangxinwennuanyouli，daizhelingrenanxindezhangkonggan，“youwozainishenbian，
meirennengshanghainifenhao。erqie，”taweiweiqingshen，shensuideyanmouningshizhewo，
daizheyizhongburongzhiyideqixu，“nishijiangyushenweilaideqizi，shi**denvzhuren。
nixuyaozhongxinzhanzaineigeshuyunideweizhishang。wanwan，xiangxinwo，yexiangxinniziji。”tadeyanshentaiguojianding，
taiguoshenqing，daizheyizhongzhongsuwoshijiedeqiangdaliliang。zaitawenhequeqiangshideyindaoxia，
woneidianweibuzudaodekangjurutongbingxuexiaorong。“hao……haoba。”wotingdaozijiweiruodeshengyin。
wanyandangwan。jingziliyingchuyigewanquanmoshengdenvren。
yixivalentinogaojidingzhidezhenghongsemoxiongzhangqun，rutongranshaodehuoyan，chendejifushengxue。
jiancaijijintiehe，goulechuxianxiquebushilinglongdeyaoshenquxian。zhangqunxiabaishifanfudeleisiyuliusu，
suizhebulvyaoyeshengzi，meiyibudouliutangzhewushengdeshehua。
jingjianpeidaizhejiangyushenteyitiaoxuandecartierliebaoxiliezuanshixianglian，
binglengdebaoshizaidengguangxiazheshechucuicanduomudeguangmang，yuhongqunjiaoxianghuiying，zhangyangdejinhubahu。
zhuangrongshidingjihuazhuangshidejiezuo。yanxianshangtiao，goulechumaoerbandeyonglanyuyisibuyichajuedefengmang。
hongchunbaomanyudi，rutongshutoudeyingtao，sanfazhezhimingdeyouhuo。zhangfabeijingxinwanqi，
luchuyoumeidetianejinghesuogu，jilvsuifabujingyichuiluo，pingtianlejifensuixingdefengqing。zheishenzhuangban，
meidejingxindongpo，queyemeidejijugongjixing。xiangyigejingxindazaodewuqi，yigexuangaosuoyouquandehualibiaoqian。
jiangyushenzhanzaiwoshenhou，shuangshouqingqingdazaiwo**dejianshang，
jingziliyingchutatongyangyaoyandeshenying——armanigaodingshenheisesirongxizhuang，shenzitingbarusong。
takanzhejingzhongdewo，yanshenchireerchongmanzhanyouyu，
daizhehaobuyanshidexinshanghe……yizhongzhizaibidedemanzugan。“wodewanwan，zhenmei。”tadeshengyindichen，
daizheyisiyinya，fushenzaiwoguangjiedejiantouluoxiayigeyumaobanqingroudewen，quedaizhezhuorendewendu，“jinwan，
nijiangshiweiyidejiaodian。”woyouxiebuzizaididongledongjianbang，neiwendailaideganjuetaiguomosheng。
jingzhongneigeshengzhuanghuafu、yanshenquedaizheyisimimangheqienuodenvren，zhendeshiwoma？zheishenyifu，zheizhuangrong，
meizemeiyi，quexiangyicenghouhoudeyoucai，fugaizhulewokongdongdeneizai。
jiazhanglaosilaisiwushengdihuarudenghuohuihuangdeyanhuitingmenkou。shizhegongjingdilakaichemen，jiangyushenlvxianxiache，
ranhoujiqishenshidixiangwoshenchushou。shenxiyikouqi，jiangshoufangrutadezhangxin。tadeshouzhilikeshoulong，
daizheburongzhengtuodelidao。shanguangdengshunjianliangchengyipian，rutongbaizhou。jizhemenfengyongerzhi，
kuaimensheng、tiwenshengciqibifu。“jiangzong！qingwenzheiweijiushininyizhibaohudeweihunqisuwan**ma？
”“su**，qingwenninshentihuifuderuhe？”“jiangzong，jinwanshifouhuigongbuhunxun？
”jiangyushenlianshangguazhewanmeide、wuxiekejideshangyeweixiao，yibianhuzhewo，yibiancongrongyingduizhemeiti，
yanyujiandishuibulou，zhiqiangdiaowodekangfuheduiwodezhenshi。tadeshoubeiqiangshidihuanzhewodeyao，
jiangwojinjintiezaitashence，yiyizhongjueduizhanyoudezitai，daizhewochuanguoxuanxiaoderenqun，
burujinbihuihuangdeyanhuiting。shuijingdiaodengdeguangmangcuicandelingrenmuxuan。
kongqizhongmimanzhegaojixiangbin、xueqiehemingguixiangshuidehunheqixi。yixiangbinying，gongchoujiaocuo。
xizhuanggelvdeshangjiejue，zhuguangbaoqidemingyuanguifu，gouchengleyifuliudongde、zhizuijinmidefushihui。
moshengdemiankong，tanjiudemuguang，daizhegezhongyiweidedishengyilun，xiangwushuxixiaodezhen，zhazaiwodepifushang。
woxiayishidiwojinlejiangyushendeshou，zhijiajihuqianjintadezhangxin，shentiweiweijiangying。“fangsong，wanwan。
”jiangyushenganshoudaowodejinbeng，ceguotou，zaiwoerbiandiyu，wenredeqixifuguoerkuo，“genzhewojiuhao。
weixiao。”tadaizhewo，rutongxunshilingdidejunwang，congrongbupodichuansuozairenqunzhong。buduanyourenshangqianhanxuan，
chenghuta“jiangzong”，yanshenquedoudaizhehuohaoqihuopinggudiluozaiwoshenshang。“zheiweijiushisu**？jiuyangdaming，
jiangzongzhenshihaofuqi！”“su**qisezhenhao，dananbusibiyouhoufua！”“jiangzong，su**，
zhenshilangcainvmao，tianzuozhihe！”xuweidegongweirutongchaoshuibanyonglai。jiangyushenyingduiziru，tanxiaofengsheng，
erwozhinengmianqiangweichizhejiangyingdexiaorong，xiangyigebeijingxinzhuangban、qianxiancaokongderenou。
wodemuguangmangrandisaoguoyizhangzhangmoshengdelian，danaoyipiankongbai。zhidao——yanhuitinglingyiduan，
kaojinjudaluodichuangdeweizhi。neilifangfozidaiyigewuxingde、diqiyadexuanwozhongxin。
renqunxiayishidibikaineigequyu，queyourenbuzhujiangmuguangtoutoutouzhuguoqu。yigenanrenduzizhanzaineili。
yishenjiancaiwanmeidechunheiseshougongxizhuang，goulechukuanjianzhaiyaodetingbashenxing。tabeiduizhexuanxiaoderenqun，
mianchaochuangwaichenchendeyese，zhijianjiazheyizhiranshaoguobandexueqie。jinjinshiyigebeiying，
jiusanfachuyizhongshengrenwujinde、binglengqiangdadeyapogan，fangfoyuzheifuhuadeyanhuigegeburu。
tadecunzaigantaiqiangle。jishizhishiyigechenmodebeiying，yexiangyikuaijudadecishi，
shunjianjuezhulewoquanbudeshixianhexinshen。xinzang，haowuzhengzhaodi、fengkuangdileidongqilai！dong！dong！dong！
zhuangjizhexiongqiang，dailaiyizhenzhenmentonghezhixigan。yigubinglengdehanyi，congjizhuigushunjiancuanbianquanshen，
xueyefangfozaizheiyikedongjieninggu。yizhongyuanzilinghunshenchude、wufayanyudekongjuhejianruidecitonggan，
rutonghaixiaobanxiongyongxilai！shita！shenyanzhi！neigemingzi，
neigezaibingchuangshangdiyicitingdaojiudailaiwubianhanyihekongjudemingzi，shunjiancongjiyideshenyuandibuzhakai！
jishimeiyoukandaozhenglian，jishidanaoyijiuyipiankongbai，
danshentidebennengyijingxianyuyishizuochulezuijiliedefanying！shita！jueduishita！wodelianseshunjiantunjinxuese，
biandecanbairuzhi。shentiwufakongzhidijuliezhandouqilai，jihuzhanlibuwen。wozhejiangyushendeshoubinglengchaoshi，
zhijiashenshenqiajinletadepirou。jiangyushenlikechajuedaolewodeyiyang。tashunzhewojingkongdemuguangwangqu，
kandaoleneigeheisedebeiying。yishunjian，
tayandishenchulveguoyisijiqibinglengde、hunzazhehenyihesuanjidehanmang，kuaiderangrenwufabuzhuo。
dantalianshangdebiaoqingmeiyousihaobianhua，yijiushineifuchenwencongrong、daizheyisichongnidemoyang。
tashoubeimengdishoujin，jiangwogengjiayonglidijinguzaitashence，jihushijiangwobanbaozaihuaili，
yongshentichuandizheyizhongqiangshidezhichenghexuangao。“wanwan，biepa。”tadixiatou，
zuichunjihutiezaiwodeejiao，shengyindichenerqingxidichuanruwoerzhong，
daizheyizhongqiyide、lingrenmaogusongrandeanfu，“youwozai。jizhu，nishijiangyushendeweihunqi。
guoqudeyiqie，douyuniwuguanle。”tadeshengyinxiangshiyidaobinglengdezhouyu，
shituqiangxingyaxiawolinghunshenchudekongjuhejidong。tabuzaijiwotuisuodejihui，yiyizhongburongkangjudezitai，
daizhewo，jingzhichaozheneigebinglengxuanwodezhongxinzouqu。pixiecaizaiguangjierujingdedalishidimianshang，
fachuqingxierchenwendeshengxiang，meiyibudouxiangcaizaiwodexinjianshang。zhouzaodexuanxiaofangfoshunjianyuanqu，
shijiezhishengxianeigeyuelaiyuejinde、sanfazhezhimingweixianqixidebeiying。zhongyu，
zaijulineigebeiyingjibuzhiyaodedifang，jiangyushentingxialejiaobu。“shenzong，”jiangyushenkaikou，shengyinqinglang，
daizheqiadaohaochudeshangyeketao，queziziqingxi，qingxidichuantoulezheipianxiaoxiaodejijingquyu，“zhenqiao。
meixiangdaojinwannengzaizheiliyujian。”neigebeiduizhewomendenanren，shentijibukechadidunleyixia。
zhijiandexueqie，xinghongdehuoguangmingmieleyishun。shijianfangfoninggule。tahuanhuandi、jiqihuanmandizhuanguoshenlai。
dengguangxia，neizhanglianqingxidiyingruwodeyanlian。yingjun。wufafourendeyingjun。
wuguanrutongzuikekedeyishujiayongdaofujingxindiaozhuoercheng，lunkuoshensuierlengying，
meiyidaoxiantiaodoutouzhelinglidefengmang。bilianggaoting，bochunjinminchengyitiaobinglengdezhixian。