tuijianyu：zhihuwenti：youyigebanidangchengfushupindeqiannanyoushizhongshenmetiyan？huida：tiyanjiushi，
wogenlegujinchaowunian，weitafangqihuabi，ganxinzuotajinsique。taqueweilejiguiguodebaiyueguangjiefeng，
suishouchediaolewodenglesanniandehuazhanzanzhu。dianhuali，tadeshengyinyirujiwangdibinglengqieaoman：「xunianyi，
bienaole。jizhangbuqieshijidetuya，bupeizhanyongwodeziyuan。」neiyike，womeikuyemeinao，
zhishipingjingdigualedianhua，ranhoubatasuoyoudelianxifangshilaheishanchu，dabaohaolewosuoyoudedongxi。
tayiweiwoshiqudeshiquanshijie。ketabuzhidao，wozhishidiudiaoleyigelaji，queyiwaijianhuilezhenggeyuzhou。
houlai，wodemanhua《shiluodejiaoluo》huobaoquanwang，qinggongyanshang，neigecengjinggaogaozaishangdenanrenduzhuwo，
shuangyanxinghong，shengyinsiyadiqiuwo：「niannian，huazhanwojiniban，banquanshijiezuihaode，huilaihaobuhao？」
woxiaolexiao，jiangxiangbindidaotamianqian。「guxiansheng，buhaoyisi，wodeshijie，zaojiubuhuanyinglajiruneile。」
1julihuazhanhaiyouqitian，zanzhushangturanchezi。wozuanzheshoujichongjinguojinzhongxin48ceng，
diantishuzitiaodebixintiaohaikuai。gujinchaodebangongshimenxuyanzhe，limianpiaochuhongjiubeipengzhuangdeqingxiang。
tuikaimendeshunjian，manwuzixizhuanggelvderenzhuantoukanwo。tazhanzailuodichuangqian，shouliduanzhexiangbin，
pangbianzhanzhegechuanxiangnaiertaozhuangdenvren——shisuwan，tatiguode“gaozhongtongzhuo”。“guzong，zheiweishi？
”yourenxiaozhewen。gujinchaosaolewoyiyan，yanshenxiangsaoguoyikuaizangmobu。“xunianyi，”tafangxiaxiangbinbei，
“niyaodezanzhushiwopide，xianzaiwoshouhui。”wozuanjinhuailidehuace，zhijiefabai。“weishenme？
sannianqiannishuohuizhichiwobanzhan。”“sannianqiannihaisuantinghua，”tazhijieqiaoleqiaozhuomian，“xianzaini？
zonghuaxiemeirenkandepohua，langfeiziyuan。”suwanduanzhejiubeizouguolai，zhijianpenglepengtaxiukou：“chaoge，
wofeijishangkanlebenmanhua，tebieyouyisi……”“chuqu。”gujinchaodaduanta，muguangzhongxinluozaiwoshenshang，
“nizheixiebuqieshijidetuya，bupeizhanyongwodeziyuan。
”wotingjianzijihoulongfajin：“neishiwohualesanniandexinxue。”tashenshouchouzouwohuailidehuace，
zhuanshenrengjinjiaobiandesuizhiji。hualayisheng，wodefenjinggao、shejitu，quanchenglexitiao。manwuzirendixiao。
wodingzhesuizhijilifanyongdebaizhitiao，
turanxiangqisannianqiantashuo“woyangni”shideyanshen——hexianzaiyiyanglengjing，xiangzaijisuanyibiwenzhuandetouzi。
“goulema？”wodeshengyinzaidou。tameishuohua，ditoukanbiao。suwandilairemaojin：“chaoge，
womengaiqucantingle。”wozhuanshenwangwaizou，gaogenxiekezaidalishidimianshang，yishengbiyishengxiang。
luguosuizhijishi，wowanyaojianqibanzhangmeisuiwandeyuangao——neishiwohuadeshaonvzhanzaixingkongxia，
qunjiaozhanzheyanliao。chuleguojinzhongxin，fengguanjinlingkou。womochushoujijilinxidadianhua，gangantongjiuguale。
tazuowanhaishuo“nijiaguzongzhenhao，lianhuazhanchangdidoubaole”，xianzaiyaozenmekaikou？huidaotongjudegongyu，
wodunzaiketingjiaoluo。zhouweiduizhemeizhuangbiaodeyuangao，huakuangdaoleyidi。
choutilineizhijiugangbiluodaoshouxin——daxueshi**sangeyuemaide，zaobuchumole。zhijiangangpengdaobishen，
yigureliuyongjinnaodai。huamianlishidaerdewo，suozaitushuguannuanqihuailedejiaoluo，donghongdeshouzuanzhezheizhibi，
zaisumiaobenshanghuafenjing。“zongyouyitiannihuibeikanjian，”wotingjianzijixiaoshengshuo，huxizaibolishangningchengbaiwu。
gangbizaizhangxintangdelihai，xiangkexiaotaiyang。woditoukan，
bimaoshangdehuahenhaishidangnianhelinxiqiangzheyongdeshihoukede。yanleizazaibishenshang，xiande。
shoujizaishafashangzhenleyouzhen，shilinxidexiaoxi：“gangshuadaogushichezixinwen，nizenmeyang？
wojiachengxigeloukongzhe，bianyi，banlai？”wodingzheduihuakuang，shouzhixuanzaifasongjianshang。
chuangwaidewanxiabachuanglianranchengjuhongse，zhaozaimandiyuangaoshang。neizhigangbihaizaifatang，xiangzaishuo：“gaixingle。
”youxiedongxi，gairengle。2wobagujinchaosongdekadiyashouzhuozhaixialai，rengjinxuanguanchoutizuidiceng。
shoujilisuoyouguanyutadeliaotiankuang，zhutiaohuadiao。zuihoudingzhe"guxiansheng"neigebeizhukanlesanmiao，
anleshanchujian。linxikaizhetaneiliangdiaoqidexiaopochelaibanjia。houchexiangsailewobanxiangyuangao、liangdaihuanxiyiwu，
haiyouneizhibuchumodejiugangbi——tagezaizhixiangzuishangceng，bimaoshangdehuahenzaiyangguangxiahuangyan。
"chengxigelouzailiulou，meidianti。"linxidiaozhebangbangtang，bangwobanhuajia，"danchuanghunengkanlaowutongshu，
nihuamanhuadeshihou，yezihuipaiboli。"wodunzaigeloudishangchaizhixiang，
meiweihunzhesongjieyoudeqixizuanjinbizi。qiangpidiaoleyikuai，luchudixiadebaozhi，shishinianqiandeshehuixinwen。
toubangeyuekaolinxijieji。tawangwozhifubaozhuanlewuqian："huamanhuadegaofeimeidaozhangqian，xiandangwojienide。
"womeituici——shanggeyuegujinchaotinglewodefuka，qianbaolizhishengsishiqikuai。
baoyuyeshizaibanlaidedishisantian。wohuadaohoubanye，huazhiyongwanle。geloulouxiayougelutianlajitong，
wodazheshoudiantongfanzhao——yiqianzaiguzhai，baojiehuibafeiqihuazhidoushouzou，xianzaidezijizhaonengyongde。
shilinlindezhixiang、suijiuping、niandiaodemeigui。wodunzaiyuli，zhijianturanpengdaotuanruanhuhudedongxi。
shizhibuouxiong。erduoquelebanzhi，duzishangfengzhewaiwainiuniudebuding。shougangchudaota，taiyangxuetutuditiao。
huamianxiangbeianlekuaijinjian：baideciyandeyiyuanzoulang，chuanbinghaofudexiaonvhaiquanzaisuliaoyishang，
huailijinbaozhezheizhixiong。jijiushidehongdengzaitoudingzhuan，tabalianmaijinxiongmaoli，
chouchoudadadishuo："mamashuonishibuhuizoude，niyaopeiwo，bunengzou......"yuzazaiwohoujing。
dengwohuiguoshen，lianshangquanshishui——fenbuqingshiyuhaishiyanlei。wobabuouxiongchuaihuigelou，yongchuifengjichuigan。
lianyehualesigemanhua：diyigeshixiongbeirengjinlajitong，diergeshixiaonvhaizaiyiyuanku，
disangeshixiongdeshijiaokantashoulesantiansanye，disigeshimanhuazuihouyiye，
xiongduzishangdebudingpangduolexingxiaozi："wopeini，meizou。
"linxibangwozhucedeshejiaozhanghaojiao"shiganbiji"。wofawanzheizumanhua，guanleshouji——fanzhengyemeirenkan。
santianhoushoujizhale。pingmuliangdeciyan，99+xiaoxiyongjinlai。zuishangmianyitiaoshilinxideyuyin，
daizhejianjiao："xunianyinikanpinglun！""wonainaidejiuweijin，womotashihuixiangqitajiwozhishoutaodedongtian。
""wobaqushiqiansongwodegangbi，yuanlaitazuihouyiciyongtaxiedeshiwodedaxueluqutongzhishu。
""那个布偶熊，
xiangjilewodiuzaiyoueryuandeneizhi......"linxikangzhediannaochongjingelou："gaogehuatiba？
jiao'shiluojiaoluodegushi'，rangwangyoujichengzaijiyidelaowujian，nihuatamendegushi。"tahuanglehuangshouji，
"yijingyousanbaiduorentougaole。
"wodingzhezhuoshangneiduibaoguo——tunsedelanbaixiaofu、duanchengliangjiedeyinhunjie、bianjiaoshaojiaodequanjiafuxiangkuang。
diyizhijilaideshixiaofu。womodaoyibaishi，kanjiangezhamaweideguniangzaijiaoshihoupai，
toutoubaqingshusaijinzuoxiongkoudai。houlaitameisongchuqu，yinweidiertianzhuanxuele。dierzhishihunjie。
jinshuquekouchu，fuxianchuyiduilaofuqizaichufangchaojia，yeyeshuailejiezhi，nainaidunzaidishangjian，
shuo"shuaileyebureng"。wokaishijibiji。meitiantianliangqianhuawanyifu，peiwenjiuyongwupin"shuo"deyuanhua。
《xiongzailingchensandiankuguo》shangxianneitian，linxijuzheshoujichongjinlai："yueduliangpobaiwanle！
youchubanshebianjizhaoni！youmanhuapingtaiyaoqiandujia！"wodingzhepingmushangdesixin，
shouzhizai"tongyi"jianshangxuanlesanmiao，dianlequeren。shoujituranzhenlexia。
shixinwentuisong：《gushijijinhehuorengujinchaoyinshexianweiguicaozuozaojianguandiaocha》。
zhaopianlitaxizhuangzhoubabade，beigongzuorenyuandaizoushichuizhetou。wobashoujidaokouzaizhuoshang。
chuangwaidelaowutongyepaizheboli，xiangzaishuo：gaifanpianle。
linxideshengyincongchufangpiaoguolai："xiazhousanwenhuayuanquyougexinshuqianyuehui，
tamenshuoyaoqingnidangzhujiabin......"womeijiehua。ditoufankaisumiaoben，
zuixinyiyehuadeshigeloudechuanghu——chenguangli，laowutongdeyingzipashanghuazhi，xiangshuangqingqingtuozheweilaideshou。
3linxibawenhuayuanqudeqingjianpaizaiwosumiaobenshangshi，wozhengjilaowutongdeyingzigouzuihouyidaojinbian。
"zhubianshuonixianzaishitamennianduzuibaoxinren，qianyueyishibixuchengchang。
"tachuolechuoqingjiantangjinde"《shiluodejiaoluo》manhuaji"ziyang，
"jidechuanneitiaowomaideheiqunzi——biezaitaojiuweiyile。"qianyueyishidangtiandeshanguangdengbiwoxiangxiangzhongliang。
wozhanzaitaishang，zuoshoubianshidonghuagongsidaibiao，youshoubianshichubanshezhubian。linxizaitaixiachongwobidamuzhi，
tademeijiatielekexiaotaiyang——shiwomanhualichanghuadeyixiang。"zheibenshudelinggan，
laizimeigebeiyiwangdewujian。"woduizhemaikefengkaikou，shengyinbisannianqianzaiguzhaiketingnianhuagaoshiwenduole，
"xianzai，womenyaobazheixiegushizuochengdonghuaduanju。"taixiazhangshengzhaxiangshi，
wokanjianqianpaiyougeayijuzheshoujiku。tahuailibaozhebanjiudemaoxiantuan，
shishangzhoutougaode——neishitajizaoshinverzhidediyijianmaoyishengxiadexian。yishijieshu，zhulixiaoxiajiguolai，
zhangxintangzhezhangmingpian。"guxianshengzaidatingdengleliangxiaoshi。"tayadishengyin，"baoanshuotatianmeiliangjiulaile，
yizhizhanzaibolimuqiangneier。"woshunzhetazhidefangxiangkan。chuanamanixizhuangdenanrenbeiduizhewo，
jianxianquetachengyipian。tazhuanshenshi，wokanjiantayanxiaqinghei，
lingdaiwaizaisuoguchu——congqiantalianxiukoudouyaoduiqixiukouyande。kafeitinglengqikaidezu。
gujinchaobashoujituiguolai，zhuanzhangyemiantingzai"50000000"。"dangniannidenglesanniandehuazhan，
worangrensuanguo，changdi、xuanchuan、buzhan...""ting。"wodaduanta，congbaolimochuzhangfanhuangdezhi。
neishisannianqiantabawohuade《chengshijiyi》huacerengjinsuizhijishi，
wotoutoujiandecanye——shangmianhailiuzhebanduobeisisuideyun。"nizhidaowoxianzaizuitaoyanshenmema？
"wobazhituihuiqu，"shibierenyongqianzhangliangwodemengxiang。"tahoujiedongledong，xiangshuoshenmeyouyanhuiqu。
woqishenyaozou，zhijiangangpengshangmenba，taiyangxueturanfazhang。huamianlaidekuai：gujinchaowozhezheishanmenba，
duimianzhanzhegechuanbaiqundenvren。tameifengshuzhan，
yuqibiduiwoshuo"tuyabupei"shiruanlesandu："wobuhuizaiweirenherengaibianshenghuojiezou。"wolengleyimiao，
suijixiaole。yuanlaitade"buhuigaibian"，conglaibushizhenduiwo；erwode"gaibian"，
quezaocongrengdiaotasongdeshouzhuoneitiankaishile。"guxiansheng。"wozhuanshenkanta，"wodeshijie，
nizaojiubupeiyongyouruchangquanle。"neitianyeliwojingxingsanci。disancimoheikaidengshi，
muguangsaoguochuangtouchouti——neilitangzhebujiushouji，shifenshoushiwosaijingelouzhixiangdide。pingmumengzhehui，
woguishishenchadicaleca，kaijijiananxiaqudeshunjian，xianshidianliang1%。4jiushouji“di”yishengliangle。
tongxunluli“guxiansheng”debeizhuhaizai，duanxinxiangzuishangmianshisannianqianneitiao：“jinwanbuhui，biedeng。
”wowangxiahua，wuyueshierhaodetonghuajilutiaochulai——neitianwodunzaisuizhijiqian，
zhijianbeihuagaosuipianhuadequanshixue，tashuozaigongsijiaban。ketonghuashijianxianshiershisandianshiqifen，
duifanghaomaguishudishisuwandemeiguoshoujihao。woniezheshoujideshoufazhan。pingmuzhisheng1%dianliang，
zuihouyitiaoweiduduanxintiaochu：“chao，wodaojichangle。