第4章
“dida......dida......”
yiqideshengyin，jiangsuzhimanconghunshuizhonghuanxing。
suzhimanhuanhuanzhengyan，kanzheyipianjiebaidetianhuaban，feibuzhuoshaodetongganrangtashunjianzhouqilemeitou，lianseshabai。
“芷蔓，你醒了？”
shenbianxiangqiyidaoxinxideshengyin，suzhimanjiannandeniutou，zhikanjianqinzijunzhanzaitadechuangbian。
“zijun......”
suzhimanxuruodekaikou，shengyinshaya，“shinisongwolaiyiyuande？”
心里莫名有些失落。
yeshia，ruguobushiqinzijun，gutingshenyouzenmehuizaiyitadesihuo？
她早该明白的。
脸上闪过些许自嘲。
suzhimanyouxiangqineichanghunli，zhijuedehuxiyizhi，xinlitongdejihuwufahuxi。
“是我。”
qinzijunqingroudefulefusuzhimandefasi，lianshangmanshibeitonghebufen，“zhiman，dangchuniyisixiangbi，jujuehewolianyin......jiushiweileta？”
yigezheiyangduitadenanren！
tatisuzhimangandaobuzhi！
suzhimanweiweichuixiayanlian，shengyinyouxiezhandou，“neixieshidouguoqule......womenjiubuyaozaitile......”
“为什么不提？”
qinzijundeqingxuzhouranjidongqilai，“tazuodedaode、zuobudaode，wodounengzuodao！nimingzhidaowoxihuanni，wohuiyibeizidouhuiduinihaode！”
keshidangchuliangjialianyin，suzhimanzuoleshenme？
tazhanzailoudingyisixiangbi！
kuzhehanzheshuoyaodenggutingshenhuilai！
“nishuoniaita，zheibeizidouzhiaita！”qinzijunshenxiyikouqi，“haowotuichu，woweileniyaxiazhenggeqinjiadefandui！kezuihou，nidenglaidedoushixieshenme？”
denglaileyichangnaojubandehunli！
等来了无尽的羞辱！
tazheimefangzaixinjianshangderen，zenmezaigutingshenneili，jiushenmedoubushile！
“nirangwozenmeyanxiazheikouqi！nirangwozenmexinganqingyuandetuichu！”
qinzijundihouzhe，shenzhiyankuangdoutonghongqilai。
taxianglaiyiwenrunruyazixu，shenzhihaibeiguanshanglejinrongjiepianpianguigongzidemingtou。
从未如此失控过！
“goule，buyaozaishuole......”
suzhimandeyanleizhongyuduokuangerchu，tapinmingdeyaotou，wuzhezijideerduo。
tatingbuxiaqule，tabuxiangzaiting！
dangniantacongdixiashichulaizhihou，sujiajiuanpaizijiheqinzijunquxiangqinle。shenzhiweilebitajiufan，tamenhaitiqianjianggezhongfengyanfengyufanglechuqu。
tayisixiangbi，zheicaideyijujue！
kegutingshentaqueshenmedoubuzhidao。
talianyigejieshidejihuidoubuyuanyijita！
“woweishenmebunengshuo？”qinzijunjidongdekouzhusuzhimandeshuangjian，“tadouzheiyangduinile，nihaifangbuxiama？tayijingqulenimeimeilea！”
“womeiyou......zijun，suanwoqiunile，nibuyaozaishuole......”
suzhimanyijingleiliumanmian！
qinzijunkanzhetazheibanmoyang，xinjianhenhendetengleqilai。
“好，我不说了。”
tashenxiyikouqi，yanzhongshanguoyisiqiansuoweiyoudejianding！
“dan......congjinyihou，wobuhuizaibanigongshouxiangrangle！tajibulenidexingfu，wolaiji！”
“suzhiman，wohuirangnixinganqingyuandefangxiata，jiajiwo！”