tadangzhesuoyourendemianzoudaowomianqian，gujiefenmingdeshouzhinieqiwodegongzuopaikanleyan，meiguqingtiaolexia，“xinsu？”
wojinzhangdedizhetou，yixinengtingdaotongshimenxiaoshengdeyilun。
xinghaotameiyouguoduodouliu，kantazoujinzongcaishi，wosongleyikouqi。
“xinsu，zongcaizenmezhudongkannidepaizia？nimenrenshima？”
“tazenmekenengrenshiguzonga，wufeijiushibeilaozongdingshanglebei，zhangdepiaoliangjiushiyouyoushia，xiangwomenjiuzhinengxinxinkukukaozijidenengli。”
“guzongzhangdeyoushuaiyouyouqian，ruguoshiwowoyeyuanyibeiqianguize，buxiangzhiqiandewangzong……yebuzhidaoyouxierenzenmechidexiaqu。”
zheixieyinyangguaiqidehuadoushishuojiwotingde，tamenjuedewojingongsiliangnianjiunengzuodaoyewuzhuguandeweizhi，shiyinweiwopashanglewangzongdechuang。
ketamenquezhudonghulvewomeiciweileyigedadanzipeikehuhedaotudeshihou，yehulvelewomeiwanzaigongsijiabandaoshiyidianzhiweilexiugaifangandeshihou。
tamenhaijuedewozheizhanglianshizhengguorongde，jiuyinweiwoxiabadeweizhiyouyidaoqianqiandebahen，he，neishiwomafafengdeshihouyongdaohuapode。
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“xinsu，jinlaiyixia。”
“辛素，过来。”
yixiawu，wopaolewutangzongcaishi，danwufeijiushisongsongziliaochongbeikafeizhileisuosuideshi。
keguyanzhiquehaoxiangguyide，yaorangliuyanfeiyudeshengyinyuelaiyueda。
xiabandeshihou，tahaitichuyaosongwo。
wozhongyurenwukeren，gangyaozhiwentaxiangganshenme，wodeshoujijiuhaowuyuzhaodexiangleqilai。
wochenleyikouqi，jieting，duimianlinjujiaojideshengyinyoudiancier:“xinsu，nimayouzishale！”
womianwubiaoqingtingzhe，danxinliquepibeiyoutongku。
buzhishibushilaotianguyizhuonongwo，wodeneiliangxiaopochezenmeyedabuzhehuo，woduizhefangxiangpansahuo，zhongyubengkuideshishengtongkuqilai。
guyanzhijiangchekaiguolai，neishuangmouziheichenrutie，“shangche。”
meizhe，wojizhequyiyuan。
我舍不得让我妈死。
bingfangli，womayijingxingle，liansecangbaidetangzaineili。
linjugenwojiaodaileqingkuangjiuzoule，wolianshengganxie，jitachoulaotameiyao，tashuokelianwomenmunvliangwuyiwukao，linlizhijianhuxiangbangzhushiyinggaide。
takenengshiwosanshinianderenshengli，yudaodejinyoujigehaorenlideyige。
wozoudaobingchuangqian，lengyankanzhewoma，“ninaogoulemeiyou？niyiweisijiunengbiwojiehunma？wogaosuni，jiusuannisiyiwanci，woyejuebuhuijiehun。”
womamouzixinghongdedengzhewo，“nibujiehunxiangganshenme？xianggaosusuoyouren，shiwozheigedangmademeibanijiaohao？haishiweilerangnibakanwoxiaohua，juedewomeinenglibanijiaohao？！”
he，bujiehunjiushimeijiaohaoma？
wojuedewozheigerenmeineimebukanba，wosanguanzhengdongshifei，meitianjingjingyeyegongzuozhuanqian，zhishibuxiangjiehuneryi。
wosuansedexiaolexiao，yebuzhishibushibeibijile，“yinweiwodefumumeijiwozuoyigehaodebangyang，yinweiwodeshenbianmeiyourenheyigexingfudeanli，yinweixianzaizheigeshehuidaochudoushijiabao，shaqi，suishi，zhongnanqingnv，suoyiwoduihunyinyidianqidaidoumeiyou，zheimeshuonidonglema？”
womabei**daole，tazhengzhazhezuoqilai，qingxushikongdeduiwohou:“neinihaishiguaiwole？wobanishengxialaiyangnizheimeda，woyouquanlijuedingniderensheng！niruguobujiehun，wohaiburudangchumeishengguoni！”
woxiaole，yangtoubayanleibihuiqu，“ruguobunengjiwoziyouxuanzerenshengdequanli，haiburudangchubiejiwoshengming。”
wodehuagangshuowan，womayibazhanghenhenshuaizaiwozuolianshang！
wobeidadeerming，yanleiyegunluoxialai。
yishengshuowomayouqingweidejingshenjibing，tababingfanglizadeyipianlangjie。
woxinrusihuidekanzhe，xinxiang，yaoburanyiqiqusihaole。
erjiuzaizheishi，menkouyoujiaobushengzoujinlai，jinjiezheguyanzhideshengyinxiangqi:“bomu，xinsushiguyirenishengqi，tayounanpengyoule，bingqiedasuanmingtianqulingjiehunzheng。”
woyileng，chayidekanxiangta。
womayejinglexialai，huyidedaliangta，“nishishenmeren？”
guyanzhiyibalouzhuwodejianbang，weixiaozheshuo:“wojiushixinsudenanpengyou。”
woshentijianglejiang，xiangcongtahuailizhengtuochulai，taquejingudegengjin。