第四章青春里的渣滓
buyiweishishengxiadeshiyouxiaopingdaihuilaidepengyou，jingguojicijuhui，tamenxiangshuqilai，biciguanxihaibucuo。dangshideshengxiajuede，buyiweizhangdezhenhaokan，shineizhongyipinyixiaodouzhidechengzandemeinv，zuiguanjiandeshi，tadezhangxiangmeiershushi，bujubeigongjixing，yerangrenshengbuqijiduzhixin。yinweibuyiweibiwanchushengjigeyue，suoyishengxiachangchangbatadangmeimeizhaogu。
dasankuaijieshudeshihou，xuexiaozuzhilezheiyijiezuihouyicidecaiyidasai，yaoqiudajiayizijizuduidexingshicansai。youyushengxiasushedenvshengdoushiaidushudemenhulu，chengjisuiranhenhaoquemeiyoucaiyi，weilenengzaizuihoudexueshengshiguangliliuxiayixiemeihaodejiyi，zaixiaopingdejianyixia，yisusheweidanweishounawaiyuan，qiyishibuyiwei，qiershiyinsenjie。
jubenhenkuaiyousushelidexuebayeyunxiehaole，chulejigedajiangyoudejiaose，zhuyaoweiraobuyiweiheyinsenjieliangdazhujiaozhankai。weilenengrangshengxiaheyinsenjienenggouzaibencibisaizhongliuxiaduoyixiejingli，yeyunteyijishengxiaanpailenverhaodejiaose，zheiyangtadexifenduoleqilai。
xiatiandebangwan，zailaoxiaoyuandedarongshuxia，tamenyiqunrenjijizhazhaditaolunzhejuben，yanlianzhejuqing，meishuoyijutaicidounengxiaodeqianfuhouyang，zongjuedewufacongshuxidebiciguodudaojubenzhongdejiaosezhongqu。xiyangdeyuhuisaxialai，dibanshangfeiyangzhedandandechentu，buyuanchudejiaoxuelouchuanchuyouyangdegangqinsheng，huitouwangshi，nixihuanderenjiuzaishenbian，bingqietadeyanzhongyouni，nimenbiciduiwangzhe，xiaozhe，xinhailidangyangzheshubuqingdewenrouhailang，nuannuande，yangyangde，naohaizhongfenmizhedeshiwuyiyanshuodekuaile。duomexiwangshiguangjiucitingliu，keyiyongyuanyongyuandiyongbaoneiyikedexingfu。
neiyitianbangwan，shengxiacongjiaodaochulinghuicansaizheng，lipailianshijianhaiyouxiezao，danruoquqitadifangguangguangyoutaijincou，suoxingjuedingxianqudarongshuxiadengzhe。lingtajingyadeshi，buyiweiheyinsenjiezaidarongshuxia......yongbao！
naohaizhongbeineiyichaneidehuamianchongjizhe，talengjingqingxingleyishun，xindaotamenzhishizaipailian，tamengenzijiyiyanglaizaole，lianggerenxianpailianqilaile，bijingtamenzaixiaopinzhongbanyandeshiyiduiqinglv。
keshi！tamenjiuneiyangyongbaozhe，yongbaozhe，xujiumeiyoufenkai。yinsenjiedeshoubuanfendizaibuyiweideshenshangyouyi，buyiweifachujiaochendexiaosheng......
yiqietaiguochuhuyiliaodeshiqingzonghuirangrenyouyizhongbuzhenshideganjue，shengxiadedanaosihushoudaolejiqiangliedechongjibo，sangshilesikaodenengli，yebuzhisixufeiqulenageciyuan。zhidaoxiaopingheyeyundoudaole，tamenyongzhetazoujindarongshu，yinsenjiehebuyiweiyijingfenkai，tamenxiaozhe，toutoujiaohuanbicicaidongdeyanshen。yuanlairuci！bingbushitamenyanjiduohao，ershitamenjiaxizhenzuo！
wanshangzaisusheli，xiaopingheyeyunkanchutaqingxudebianhua，biankukoupoxindiquantadao，diertianjiuyaozhengshibisaile，wulunyoushenmeshiqingdouyinggaizaibisaijieshuhouzailaijiejue，bunengrangdajiadexinxuejiucibaifei。
shengxiawangzhetamen，bukezhixindiwen：“nimenzaojiuzhidaoleshima？nimenzaojiuzhidaobuyiweihesenjiezaiyiqilequemeiyourengaosuwo？”
xiaopingweidizhetou，chuixiayanlian，quebushuohua。yeyunxiangleyihuier，dao：“wozhishiouranzhuangjiantamen，bingbuquedingtamenshifouzaiyiqile。”
yeyunshixueba，tadecuocifeichangyanjin，tasuoweidebuquedingbuguoshimeiyoujingguodangshirendezhengshi，tabuyuanwangxiaduanyanbale。
“shuobudingzhishiwuhuini，shengxia，mingtianbisaijieshuhoudajiazuoxialaihaohaotantan，xianzaixiacaiyemeiyouyongbushima。”xiaopingyouxiejinzhangdiquandao。
“woxianzaijiuquzhaosenjiewenqingchu！”
“bieya！”xiaopinglazhushengxia，quandao：“nixianzaiquzhaota，baobuqiyoushiyidunchaojia，mingtianjiuyaobisaile，nimennengbaozhengbuyingxiangbisaima？”
“benlaiwomenbucansaiyeshikeyide，shinimenquanwocanjiade。xuexiaoguiding，yidanbaoleming，chufeiyoubukekangyinsu，fouzebixucansai，weiguizhehuiyingxiangqimopinggu。nizhidaowojialiqiong，wobixunadaojiangxuejin，ruguosenjieheyiweituisai，wodejiangxuejinjiuwanquanpaotangle。”yeyunzhoumeidao：“zhiyaocansai，bulunmingci，ninengbunengxianweiquyigewanshang，youshenmeshibisaiwanlezaishuokeyima？”
tamenshizijideshiyou，tongwuxiangchulesanniandeqinmipengyou，zaizijishoudaoqifudeshihou，tamenjingrucilengmo，huoxutamenconglaimeiyoubazijidangzuopengyouba。neigeyewan，shishengxiayoushengyilaicongweirucishiluodeshihou，nanyouhehaoyouyiqibeipanlezijizheiyanggouxuedejuqingjingranhuifashengzaizijishenshang。yekongzhongqunxingshanshuo，zhileshengsheng，duimianzoulangshangyoulianggenvshengcuxizhangtan。erta，zaiheianzhongbeigulengjimodeganjueyanmei。
bisaizaidiertianzhongwukaishi，zaochenshidian，tamenbiandaohouchangquhuazhuanghecaipai。buyiweikanchutashensebuding，xiangcongqianyiyangqinnidikaozaishengxiashenpang，anweidao：“biejinzhang，jibianxiangwozheiyangjingchangcanjiabiaoyanderenyehuizaimeicishangtaiqiangandaobuanshenzhikongju，zhiyaofangqingsong，zuozijijiuhaole。”
shengxiadeneixinchenzaiwudishenyuan，xiongkoudefanmenrangtajuedezijijiukuaiyaozhixi。tabugankanbuyiweideyanjing，bugangenyinsenjieshuohua，daoxiangshitacaishineigefanlecuowuerxinxuderen。tayigerenduozaiguodaojian，buduandiyazhineixindenuhuohekuaiyaochongchuyankuangdeleishui。zhengchangbiaoyanli，tanaozhongbuduanzhongfudedoushiyinsenjiehebuyiweizaidarongshuxiajinjinyongbaodechangjing，tamunedishuozhezijidetaici，mianrongjiangyingdejiuxiangyaoyingjieshijiemoridexinqing。
yinsenjiezaiwutaihoumian，dangzhesuoyoutongxuedemian，feichangshengqidizhizeshengxia：“wojiuzhidaonihuituohoutui！buqiunibiaoyandexiangyiweineiyanghao，danwobaituonikeyirenzhenyidianma，nizheiyanghuihuilewomensuoyourenzheiyigeyuedexinku！”
shengxiabukezhixindikanzheyinsenjie，liangniandechaoxixiangchu，huanlaiyizhangrucimoshengdemiankong。taqishiyizhidoushizheiyangderen，ziao，zifu，muzhongwuta，zhishizijizongzaiyongxinquqipianzijideyanjingbale。tayiweimeigerendouyouxinggequedian，qinglvzhijianyinggaibicikuanrongrennai，zijiyeyouhenduoquedian。zhishi，yinsenjietazenmekeyirucijiantatadezizun？zaibeipanletayihouhaikeyizheiyanghaowukuijiuduitabaoyizhize？tapingshenme？tazenmerenxin！
yijierguangdazaiyinsenjiedelianshang，tayaoyadao：“womenfenshou！”
neiyitian，taduozaixiaoyuanhoudexiaoshulinlikuleyitianyiye，bushixiesidilidekuqi，ershiyanleibushoukongzhidibuduanduokuangerchu，jiuneiyangliualiualiua，fangfomeiyoujintou。zuoxinfangyoujirousiliedeganjue，sumadetengtonggansuichengyijieyijiedi，yintouzaijifuli，yuanlaixinsuibushigecilidekuadaqici，ershineimezhenqiedetong。
dangtashihunluopodihuidaoxiaoyuan，quezhuangjianyinsenjiehebuyiweishouqianshougongranchuxianzaidazhongshiyeli，tamengongkailelianqing，zaifenshoubudao24xiaoshideshijianli。dajiadoushuo，shengxiayinweijidubuyiweizaixiaopinzhongdadangyinsenjie，suoyiguyishudiaolebisai。yinsenjiezaihoutaizhizeshengxia，shengxiayinuzhixiatichufenshou......jiranfenshouhouyinsenjiehebuyiweicaigongkailianqing，tamenzirankeyiguangmingzhengdadijieshoudajiadezhufu，langcainvmaozhishengbujueyuer。
qunzhongdeyanjinghuoxushixueliangde，danzheixueliangdeyanjinggenzhenxiangzhijianmeiyoubirandeluoji。yinwei，yanjingkandaodeyuanbizhenxiangchazhiqianli。zhenxiang，zhiyouguanhuzijideshihoucaihuiyongdaoxin。