第一章 流浪儿

一九八四年,上海。

shanghaidefazhanbiqiguoneiqitachengshiyaokuaihenduohenduo,shuquanguodejingjizhongxinweizhi,zhuduofuhaoqiju。danzaizheizuoguangxianlianglidechengshizhong,chulefuhao,gengduodeshineixiezaiweishengjibenbopinmingderen,gengyoushenzhe,lianjibendeshengjidouwufamanzu。

shenqiu,hanfengsese,xianglinliededaozibanguaguorenmendelianpang,lushangdexingrendouguojindayi,jiangtoushenmaizaiyilingzhong;maluliangpang,wutongshudeluoyezaoyibiandi,zaisesedeqiufengzhongpiaodang,jiuxiangneixiezaizheigechengshipiaoboderen,wuyiwukao,zhinengsuizhezheizuochengshidebianhuaerpiaodong。

zaimalubiandeyitiaoxiaoxiangzizhong,chuxianlelianggehaizi,yinanyinv,xiaonanhaiyaobixiaonvhaigaoyidian,gumozhedouzailiuqisuizuoyou。lianggehaizishenshangchuanzhepopolanlandeyifu,zhuizhehenduobuding,dangengduodeshiyigegepolandedong,xiashendekuzizhidaoxigai,xiamianluchuxiaotui,zhiyujiaoshanggenbenmeiyouchuanxie。lianggerendizhetou,fangfozaixunzhaozheshenme。

henmingxian,zheishilianggeliulanger。

xiaonvhaiguoleguoshenshangdeyifu,shengyinyouxiefadoudishuo:“ge,womenzenmeban?dongtianjiuyaolaile。”

xiaonanhaitaiqitou,molemoxiaonvhaidetou,anweidao:“meishide,xiaowu,youwozaini,woyidinghuizhaodaodifangrangnizhujinqu,buhuirangnizaiwaimianguozheigedongtiande。”

“nei,neiyaoshizhaobudaoni?”shuozhe,xiaonvhaiyanliqinmanleleishui。

xiaonanhaixianglexiang,shuodao:“neiwomenjiuwangnanzou,wotingbierenshuo,zhiyaowangnanzou,jiuhuibiandehennuanhe,jishishidongtianyehechuntianyiyangnuanhe,zheiyangwomenjiunengzaiaoguoyigedongtianle。”

“zhendema?”xiaonvhaiyouxiebuxiangxindiwendao。

“dangranshizhende,woshenmeshihoupianguoni?”shuozhe,xiaonanhaijiangpangbiandeyigebitahaigaodelajitongtuidao,lajisaleyidapian。

liangrenzaidishangdelajizhongfanzhe,xunzhaoyixiekeyiguofudedongxi,congliangrenxianshudedongzuozhongkeyikanchutamenyijingliulanghenjiule。

turan,xiaonanhaidaxiaoleyisheng,jiangzhengzairenzhentiaojiandexiaonvhaiheleyitiao。

“xiaowu,nikanwozhaodaoleshenme?”xiaonanhaibianshuobianjiangshoushenlechulai。

xiaowudingjingyikan,zaixiaonanhaideshouzhongyouyigejitui,jinjinbeiyaoleyikou,qitadedifangdouhenwanzheng,shangmianhaifanzheyouguang,kongqizhongfangfoyouruoyinruoxiandexiangqizaimiman,buduanliaobozhelianggehaizijiedeshenjing,liangrenbujinqiqiyanlekoukoushui,jiulianqiufengfangfoyebushineimelengle。

xiaonanhaikanlekanshouzhongdejitui,shenyanleyikoukoushui,jiangjituididaoxiaowumianqian,shuodao:“xiaowu,nichiba。”

xiaowukanzheneigenyouguangguangdejitui,tashizaishiejile,duomexiangyikouchixiaqua!danshitabuneng,tahaiyougege,yigewushiwukebuzaibaohutadegege,yigeyuanbasuoyoudongxidoujitadegege!tayaoleyaotou,shuodao:“ge,nichiba,denghuiwomenkendinghaihuizaizhaodaobiededongxide,neishiwozaichi。”

xiaonanhaishuodao:“nichiba,wobue。”

“ge,woyebue,nichiba。”xiaowuzaiciyaotou。

xiaonanhaibujinhedao:“tinghua,rangnichinijiuchi!”

“wojiushibue,nirangwochiwoyebuchi!”xiaowujueqiangdijiangtouniuxiangyipang,buqukanxiaonanhai。

xiaonanhaikanlekanniuguotouqudexiaowu,youkanlekanshouzhongdejitui,wunaishuodao:“neiwomenyirenyiban。”

xiaowuzhuanguotoulai,gangyaoshuohua,quebeiyigeshengyinqiangxianle:“jirannimendoubuxiangchi,neiwotinimenchihaole!”

shengyinshicongxiaonanhaishenhouchuanlaide,tazhuanguoshenlai,kandaosangechuandehetamentongyangpopolanlandeliulanger,qizhongyigeyougaoyoupang,yikanjiuzhidaoliqihenda,zaitapangbianzhanzhelianggeshouxiaodeliulanger,xiangshigenban。

xiaonanhaikanlekanzheisanren,xinzhongbujinfahuang,zheisanrenmingxianyaobitadajisui,erqiesanrenzhongzuiaideneigeyebitagaoleyitou,buguotameiyoubiaoxianchuyisidanqie,yinweitazhidao,yidanniruanruoyihui,neimeyihoujiuzhiyoubeiqifudefenle,zhiyoubiaoxiandeqiangyingcainengbushouqifu,jishidabuguo,bierenyebuhuizailaireni。liulangyijiudexiaonanhaiduizheixiedaolishurenwubi。

xiaonanhaikanzhezhongjiandepangzi,yaoleyaotoushuodao:“womenxianzaiyouxiangchile!”shuowanzhuanshenlazhexiaowuxianghouzouqu。

“zhanzhu!zheilishiwodedipan,nimenzhaodaodedongxidoushuyuwo!erqiewomeirangnimenzounimenjiubunengzou!”pangziduixiaonanhaidebeiyinghoudao。

xiaonanhaitinglexialai,kanlekanxiaowu,ranhoujiangjituisaidaotashouli,zaitaerbianqingshengshuodao:“daihuiworangnipaonijiukuaipao!”shuowan,budaixiaonvhaidahuajiuzhuanguoshenlaimianduizheneisanren。

xiaonanhaibushimeixiangguojiaochujituizaiquzhaobiededongxi,danshitazhidaoyidanyoulediyici,yihouhaihuiyoudierci、disanci……tabuxiangyihoushourenqifu,napaxianzaisileyebiwowonangnanghuozaibierenjiaoxiayibeiziqiang!

duibuqi,xiaowu,geyihoubunengzaizhaogunile!xiaonanhaizaixinlimomodidaoqian,ranhoukaikoushuodao:“nishuozheishinidedipan?neihao,xianzaiwoxuanbunidedipanshiwodele,nikeyigunle!”

pangziyileng,tashizaimeixiangdaoyanqianzheirenganshuochuzheiyangdehualai,buguozheiyangdehuacongyigebitaxiaohenduodehaizizuilishuochulaihaizhenshihuaji,taqingbuzijindidaxiaoqilai,tapangbiandelianggegenbanyexiaole。

turan,pangzilianseyixiazibiandezhengningqilai,shuodao:“nijiwoqusiba!”haimeishuowanjiuxiangzhexiaonanhaichongguoqu,suduhetaneifeishuodetixinggenbenbuchengbili。

kanzheyanqiankuaisuxiangzijipaolaidepangzi,xiaonanhaideyanlishanshuozhekongju,taxiangyaozhuanshenduoguo,danshifangfoyouyigeshengyinzaixindibuduanduitashuo:“ni,juebunengtuisuo!”modi,xiaonanhaiyanzhongdekongjubeiyizhongmomingdeqingxuqudai,kongjuxiaoshibujian,tahaobutuisuodixiangzhepangzichongleguoqu!

danshi,zaihenduoshihou,qishiheyongqibingbuzuyimibushilishangdejudachaju。

pengdiyisheng,liangrenjiuxiangliangmeipaodanzhuangzaiyiqi,xiaonanhaibeizhijiezhuangfeilechuqu,zhongzhongluozaidishang,erpangzijinjinzhishishentihuanglejixiaeryi;haibudaixiaonanhaipaqilai,pangzixiangqianpaojibu,yixiaziyazailexiaonanhaideshenshang。

“xiaowu,kuaipao!”nanhaibeipangziyadejinjinluchuyigetou,tagubudeziji,xiangrangmeimeixianpao。

xiaowubeigangcaideyimuhedaile,cishitingdaogegedeshengyintacaihuiguoshenlai,taxiangtinggegedehuagankuaipao,danshikandaobeipangziyazaishenxiadegege,tazenmeyemaibukaijiaobu。

“xiaowu,kuaipaoa!”nanhaideshengyinzaicichuanlai。

xiaowukanleyiyanxiaonanhai,duoleduojiao,biankubianzhuanshenxianghoupaoqu。

xiaonanhaishenshangdepangziyibajiangxiaonanhaidetouendaoledishang,ranhouduizheshenhoudelianggegenbanhoudao:“kuaibatazhuahuilai!”liangrenyiting,ganjinxiangqianpaoquzhuixiaowu。

nanhaikandaozheiyimu,dihouyishengxiangyaobashenshangdepangzixianfan,danshipangzitaizhongle,tachangshilejicidoumeiyouchenggong,faneryoubeipangzidalejixia,biqinglianzhong。xianzaitachuleqidaoxiaowunenggoutaotuo,qitadeshenmeyezuobule。

danshixiaowubijingzhishigenvhaizi,erqienianlinghaixiao,paolemeiduoyuanjiubeipangzidelianggegenbanzhuishangle,qizhongyigejiangxiaowushouzhongdejituiduolexialai,lingyigezhuazhexiaowudetoufa,jiangxiaowuxianghuituoqu。

beizhuazhutoufadexiaowutengdedakuqilai,yanliqinmanleleishui,wuzhudixiangnanhaikanqu,zhuazhutadeliulangerbunaifandidaletayibazhang,dashenghedao:“kukuku,kushenmeku!”

nanhaibenlaibeipangzidadeyijingyouxieyishimohule,danshitingdaoxiaowudekushengtayixiazijiuqingxingleguolai,tataiqitouxiangqiankanqu,zhenghaokandaoxiaowuxiangtakanguolai,tadunshijuedeneijiuwubi,dangtakandaoxiaowubeineigeliulangerdadeshihou,tadeyanjingshunjianbiandetonghong!

duiyunanhailaishuo,xiaowujiushitadenilin,meiyourenkeyichupeng!

“a--”nanhaidihouyisheng,taganjuezijidexiongkouhuore,fangfoyouyituanhuo,erqiezaibuduankuoda,zhuoshaozhetadexueye,rangtamenfeiteng,jiulianshenjingyefangfobianchengleyigengenshaohongdeluotie,tonghongdeyanjingsanfazheyeshoubandeguangmang。

nanhaiyonglijiangshouxianghouhuiqu,yiquandazailepangzidetoushang,nanhaizheimanhannuhuodeyiquanlidaojida,zhijiejiangpangzidadedajiaoyisheng,xiangpangbiandaoxiaqu。meiyoupangziyazhudenanhaizhijiepaleqilai,ranhouyouyiquandazaipangzidelianshang,zhijiejiangtadadekoubipenxue,danshinanhaibingmeiyoujiucitingshou,faneryibukuadaolepangzideshenshang,huiqiquantou,zaicidalexiaqu!

“peng!”“peng!”“peng!”“peng!”“peng!”

xianrukuangbaodenanhailiqibiandehenda,tafangfoyitoubuzhipijuandeyeshoubanzaibuduanhuiwuzheshuangquan,meiyiquandaxiaqubiranhuiyouyituanxuehuafeijianchulai,diandiandididexianxuesadaolenanhaidelianshang,danshitasihaobujue,yiranzaijixuhuidongquantou。

buduoshi,tashenxiadepangziyijingbushengrenshi,zhengzhanglianyijingxueroumohu,shentizaiyouyixiameiyixiadichouchuzhe,yankanshibuhuole。

piankezhihou,nanhaitingxiashou,zhanqishenxiangxiaowuneibianzouqu,cishitalianshangyijingbumanxianxue,zhengningwubi,fangfomoguiyiban,neilianggeliulangerkandaonanhaidemoyang,hededajiaoyisheng,zaiyegubudeqita,zhuanshentaopao。

xiaowukanzheyanqianmanlianshixuedenanhai,suirantaxiandekepawubi,danshitaxinzhongmeiyouyisihaipa,xiaowuxiaoshengdijiaoleju:“ge……”

tingdaoxiaowudeshengyin,nanhaidunshizhengleyixia,kanzheta,ranhouturanyixiao,daolexiaqu。tabenlaijiubeipangliulangerdadejiangyaohunguoqu,houlaishentituranbaofa,youtouzhiletili,xianzaishentifangsongxialai,tazaiyechengbuzhu,suoyicaihunleguoqu。

“ge,ge……”xiaowujiaojidehandao,manyanleishui,buzhisuocuo。

三分钟前,小巷外。

lianggerenzhengkanzhexiangzilifashengdeyimu,yigezhongnianrenheyigegennanhaichabuduodadehaizi,zhongnianrenshencaikuiwu,bizhidizhanzaineili,jirenyiguyapogan,tashenbiandeneigenanhaiyouxiepang,kanshangquhenshihanhou,takandaoxiangzilidexiaonanhaihexiaonvhaibeiqifu,yangqitouwenzhongnianrendao:“shifu,yaobuyaoqubangbangtamen,nikantamenduokelian。”

zhongnianrenyaoleyaotou:“zaikankan。”

dangkandaonanhaidaoxiadeshihou,zhongnianrendishenggantanleyiju:“guoran,ai、hen、qing、chou、sheng、sidounenghuaweililiang!”ranhouzhuanguotouduishenbiandenanhaishuodao:“zouba,womenqubangtamenyiba。”